Forever shall it be a dream
and only that as far as I can tell
the only ones I can trust are my closest friends.....
are half way across the world.....
people that I know I can trust.

I know I can trust the ones I love...
that are close by and I should tell
but I doubt they would understand
they would propbably say
'there there Erin...just ignore them, they'll go away'
But its only IN my dreams that they leave me alone.

How can those people understand what they are doing to me?
I doubt that they can anyways...
there are times where I wish I was dead until they realize
what kind of person I was
and what they missed out on..
but that is their fault for not giving me a chance
I guess I'll just have to never come back to what life I had and...
start a NEW one OVER!!!!!

but for now it will only be a dream
and in my dream I will be excepted for who I am....

By Tearasline Alain