FOREVER A WISH!

Forever shall it only be a wish
that I be accepted into this damn society
I just wish that people would leave me alone and just accept me
that is something that shall
forever be a wish.
why do they bug me?
why do they continue to do this?
why can't they figure it out that I just want to be accepted and that it hurts like hell!
I only wish that I can be accepted and be liked for who I AM!
I only wish that people finally accept me...
not for who they think I am...

BUT FOR WHO I AM!

Is that to hard to ask for?
to be accepted for a god damn change!!!!

This is a fight that I face everyday in life and I wish only for people to hear my call of loneliness for more friends

and people who accept me for who I am..............

*As I walk out of the room with my head hanging and trying to hold back the tears of pain I run into a dark corner where I know that I am free from my problems and turn on my computer...bring up the internet sign-on...and go to people who DO accept me and call me friend!.....then a faint laugh can be heard.......*

The only people that I can see my friends are the people that are on the net and only the few who like me for who I am In Real Life...and I dream and wish that everybody accept me for who I am....on the net I know that people there like me for who I am and that seems to be my life becuase of the crap I have to go through....and this is the cry inside of me..that people in real life did the same....I know people like me for who I am on the net because I am myself...they like me and DO call me friend...and I trust them...but I know at one point they will as for my picture and hey..I don't know about it at first....but they usually pull me through...and I tell then to say what they feel..and if they think I am ugly then fine...they aren't a true friend..but the people who think I am pretty and beautiful...I know I can call them friend becuse they don't care for the person on the outside but on the inside..why can't people in realy life see that I am also a human and not trash to be thrown out on to the street and have some kind person to help up and they help you through it and you get to be friends with them...people are rare to find like that....those people are true friends...and those are the people that I wish were in society and who were kind...but hey..maybe I expect to much and should not really care about my wishes...and I know that it wont come true...but I should still keep that wish in my heart just in case it does come true..but my friends are on the net...

By Tearasline Alain