In My Darkest Hour

In my hour of need..
Ha..No, you're not there.
And tho I reached out for you..
Wouldn't lend a hand.
Through the darkest hour..
Grace did not shine on me.
Feels so cold..very cold..
No one cares for me.

Did you ever think I'd get lonely?
Did you ever think that I needed love?
Did you ever think to stop thinkin
You're the only one I'm thinking of..
You'll never know..how hard I tried
To find my space and satisfy you too..
Things will be better..Now that I'm gone
Don't try and understand..knowing you
I'm probably wrong..
But oh how I lived my life for you..
Till you turned away..
Now as I die for you..
My flesh still crawls as I breathe your name
All of the these years..thought I was wrong..
Now I know it was you
Raise your head..Raise your face..
Tell me who you think you are?

I walk..I walk alone..Thru the promised land
And it's a better place for me..
Cuz it's far from you..
Everlasting life for me..In a perfect world
But I gotta die first..Please God send me on my way

Time has a way of taking time
Lonliness is not felt by fools..
Alone I call to ease the pain..
Yearning to be held by you..
Alone..So alone I'm lost..Consumed by the pain..
The pain..pain..pain..which you won't feel again
You just laugh ..Haha..You BITCH!
All my life is work built on the past
Time has come when all things shall pass..
This good thing passed away...


Dave Mustaine 1990