It's so fucked because earlier this year when I started University I thought that there was nothing more that I wanted to do with my life than heal the sick. It would really be incredible to be a surgeon like those people on Trauma--Life in the ER and save people every night...and lose patients. I'm at this crossroads in my life where all I really know for sure is that I wouldn't have even gotten to this point, I wouldn't even be giving a second thought as to what I wanted to do with my life if I didn't meet the people I met in high school, and the only thing I know for sure is that I want to do something more with my life than work in the mall. I can't do that, I know I can't. So for now I'm going to go forward towards a BSc in Psychology and hopefully by the end of that four years I'll have decided exactly what direction I want my life to go in. I also have an incling to go into the retail business, but instead of working for someone I want to be the person that owns the funky clothing store with a piercing place in the back, blasting punk music in the front. It's scary to think that I finally have to make these decisions and have to seriously think about what the future will hold because I make my destiny.