April 9, 1999
I got so confused today...I had no clue what the date was. What the hell?? I don't know what triggered my confusion but it sure bugged the hell out of me.
I didn't get to update today because I ended up hanging out with AJ tonight...so that's gonna have to wait till whenever...I'm thinking of writing them at work and then typing 'em up for y'all when I get home. I wanna go to bed right now, but I'm uploading something....shigarasa.
My scanner finally works....you may all rejoyce now! I'm hoping I'll soon have some time to mess around with that, so that I can make some cool things for this page and stuff.
I made this cool thing called a slambook for my page...it's supposed to be like one of those spiral notebook things. I've never seen one in my life, but I've read about them when I was a kid and I read those godawful sweet valley twins books...it is kind of cool, so please fill it out. My slambook.
April 8, 1999
Tomorrow I'm gonna add some new rambles, provided that I stay in. Which, I probably will so don't worry.
I've been doing a lot better with my driving, suprisingly enough. Tonight I even listened to the radio while I drove. I know that seems like nothing, but it is a big deal to me. I have anxiety attacks every time I get behind the wheel, and it is really difficult for me to drive. The only places I feel somewhat comfortable driving are the streets in my neighbourhood. I refuse to drive on any main roads because I know I'll do something messed up. Tomorrow I might try a main road, but I'm not sure. We'll see what happens...I just want do it and get it the hell over with. All my friends can drive on the highway and stuff, and I can barely drive around the block. >:*[
April 7, 1999
Not only is my math teacher crazy, but she's stupid too. I went to go tell her that I wasn't staying after, and she wasn't even in her room. I went there twice to look for her, but she was nowhere to be found. If she even thinks about writting me up, I'll kill her. I'll have mum write her a note, I think. ;)
I am soooo sick right now...I just sneezed *19* times in the shower! I NEVER sneeze that much! Two times, yes. Three times, maybe. 19 times? Um, no! Weird.
I just finished a really good book you should all read, if you haven't already. Flowers for Algernon it's called...I may have spelled that wrong, lo siento. Anyway, it's really good and intersting and stuff. I read a book a week, and that was the book I read last week. This week I'm reading another Mary Higgins Clark....those are quick and easy, and I'm having a stressful week, so I'm not in the mood to do any deep thinking. If anyone has any suggestions on a good book, please let me know. I just can't find anything decent lately.
April 6, 1999
My geometry teacher is deranged. She thinks I am going to waste my time staying after for her because I was laughing in her class...hahaha, keep on dreaming lady! I don't even want to go into that one right now.
What is wrong with AOL lately? I get bumped off all the time, and it #&%*&%^ pisses me off. I'm really pissed about stuff right now, so let's not go into that either.
I'm sorry, but I'm a little bit too pissed off right now to update...and if I try to write anything, I'm just going to get more pissed off and that's not good for my mental health. So sorry, but I really can't write anything more tonight. I might be able to update tomorrow, but I have to work so I'm not sure.
DAYLIGHT SAVINGS TIME SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
April 5, 1999
I have a cold. I can feel it coming; don't you just hate that? You know you are getting sick, but there's nothing you can do about it, grrr.
I'm really sick of surfing the net, and finding only overdesigned teen pages with NO content...please spare me! It's great that you know how to steal other peoples' pictures, and upload HTML from some webtool. I do it myself, as a matter of fact. It's not that I can't write my own HTML, I just don't have the time. Anyway, these pages have no content, and that's the annoying part. Good design is pretty and everything, but no one is going to revisit your site if all you have is a pretty page. Well I won't revisit, anyway.
Why do people pretend to like you only so they can kiss up to you??? It doesn't work, guys sorry! I can see right through you. You see, there are a couple of girls that have a huge crush on my best friend. Actually there are a bunch of girls that have a crush on him, but I'm friends with most of them. Anyway, there is this one girl who absolutely hates my guts, but acts nice to me in front of him because she wants to make herself look good. It's so damn sickening. Of course, I refuse to be nice to her at all...so whenever she tries to get into a conversation with me or something I either ignore her or talk over her. Yeah, I'm rude...but I have every right to be. This girl has been talking behind my back for a loooooong time, and she still hasn't told me what the hell I did to make her dislike me. But, she just has to look good in front of him. Sick.
Sorry I've not been updating lately, but I've had work and stuff. I'll try to update more, I promise. The key word there is try, btw. >;)
April 2, 1999
I hate broken glass. That $hit hurts! I was being a nice little daughter a few minutes ago and washing dishes so my parents wouldn't complain when they came home from work. Well this one glass just jumped out of my hands as I was putting it in the little rack thingy to dry, and that bastard cut my thumb. OW. Then I had to clean it up, grrrr.
13/14 year old boys smell like SHIT, I don't care what anyone says. I am right, and there's nothing you can do to change my mind. I don't know if it's their natural stench, or if all that shitty cologne is what makes them reek, but whatever it is, I got nausous and it !~$%ing pisses me off. A lot of things piss me off. I was gonna make a page about it tonight, but now that I have to !(*$ing WORK, I can't. What the hell?!?!? I am not supposed to work on Friday nights, dip$hits! My workdays are Saturday, Wednezday, and Sunday. NOT Friday!!! Yet, this is the 2nd week in a row I've worked Friday. It's not so much that I mind working, but that I had stuff to do, and now I can't do it.
I ordered 3 new cds from my dumb@$$ed cd club. Colombia House SUCKS. They have NO good cds, it pisses me off. I wish CDnow had one of those stupid clubs, because I would be more than willing to sign up for THAT one. I ended up getting "Greatest hits of the 80's-86-87", "The Carpenters: Love Songs" and the Beach Boys' "Pet Sounds".
Well now it's time to go get ready for freaking WORK. I do get my paycheck though...and it's going to be a lot better than last week's.
Updates: I added another online campaign.
April 1, 1999
Well I managed to get a little updating done, so that should make all 3 of you that read this happy. ;) I've been practicing my driving lately...I need TONS of practice, let me tell you. I am SO jealous of my best friend...he is an awesome driver! My road test is in 2 months, and I haven't even driven on a main road yet. @(*$&%^.
Updates: more things people say, fixed up the lonks a bit.
March 30, 1999
I'm so mad. I always have these great ideas to write about on this page, so that it isn't just me babbling about my day and stuff. But I *always* forget it by the time I get to working on the page, and it pisses me off! So instead you guys have to settle for my rambling. Pobre citas.
Well you know what, I really didn't get to update today, because I'm just not in the mood, if you want to know the truth. And tomorrow I'm probably not going to update at all, because I have to work from 4-10. But, I have no school Friday so I'm definitely going to attempt to work on this stuff then, ok? Ok. I'm thinking of changing the layout a bit too, so we'll see what happens.
March 29, 1999
I've been too busy to update lately, and I feel bad about it. I don't have time right now because my dumbass father has to talk to his loser friends on the phone...I just felt bad not updating again. Tomorrow I'll try to put some actual content up...I'm going to update the lonks section I think.