Title: I am Greedy
Author: Istannor
Series: TOS
Part: 1/1
Rating: [PG13]
Codes:
Summary: This letter was found in Ambassador Spock's
records. It had no name.

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Dear Lasha, my precious one:


I have often heard the term used by humans : I cannot
prevent or deny the feelings which I am experiencing.There
is only one decision I am able to make; I must admit and
categorize what I am feeling. In conclusion, there is only
one plausible explanation for what I am.

I am just greedy.

At those times when that particular phrase was
used, I considered it to be a self-indulgent excuse without
any redeeming qualities. A Vulcan would never condone that
type of sentiment. I might even have admitted, if asked , to
a certain disdain for anyone who gave that as a response to
a query.

That was before.

Now...I am greedy for the sight of your smile which warms my
heart and brings me utter contentment.

Now...I am greedy for the sound of your laughter which
echoes through my soul.

Now...I am greedy for your breathless enthusiasm for life
and especially for me.

Now.. I am greedy for your quiet and ever-present concern
for me...the not-Vulcan...the not-Human.

Now...I am greedy for your touch on my skin that sends
scintillating shivers of coruscating lights straight to my
mind.

Now...I am greedy for your brilliant unpredictability and
your soaring sense of adventure.

Now...I am greedy for your quiet courage in the face of
danger, agony, loss, and pain.

Now...I am greedy and wish to never share another iota of
your essence with another.

Now...I am greedy for the feel of you next to me as you
sleep, secure in my arms. I wish to hold you forever.

Now...I am greedy for the feel of you filling me and moving
with me in ecstasy and passion. I will never let you go.

Now...I am greedy for all things that encompass you.

Does this constitute Love?

Name it what you will, but I know I will never have my
fill...of you.

I can not help it...I am greedy.

Does this constitute a love letter? I do not know, never
having written one before. If it does, then I am
greedy...and I am waiting...for you.