A Little More About My Inner Workings.....


You are gifted with an analytical mind and an enormous appetite for the answers to life's hidden questions. You have a strong interest in exploring scientific matters, philosophy, and even mysticism. You possess clarity and persistence in your search for truth. You can be a great researcher, educator, and philosopher. You are driven by a desire for knowledge and truth. You must learn to discriminate between illusion and reality, but you are well-equipped for this task. Your fine mind offers you insight into the veiled mysteries of this life. You also possess a considerable amount of perspective. Somewhere inside you, you are aware of a peaceful place that you will call upon during difficult times. You need time to be by yourself. Too much social interaction causes you stress. You need your privacy and a place that can be shut off from the hustle and bustle of life. You tend to keep your thoughts to yourself, and be secretive. You have a strong dislike of the superficial and mundane. You are often surprised by the lack of understanding or depth of knowledge of others, many of whom do not take the search for knowledge as seriously as you do. This can cause you to be critical of others, and even cynical about life in general. The more cut off from others you become, the more hidden are your motives. Once you develop understanding of people and life, your advice and counsel will be sought by those around you who need your wisdom. You love to specialize your knowledge and to develop great depth within your field. You are a perfectionist. You should complete your studies early in life, and not be driven too hard by a desire to be successful. Let things come at their own pace and be open to opportunity, but remember that your rewards, satisfaction and contentment come from a higher source. You can be distant and aloof. You can be unfaithful, dishonest and cruel. (ME?!?!?) Contemplation, meditation and the softer, finer vibrations of life can restore your sense of harmony and keep you on the path to peace and balance. You have a logical mind. Your analytical skills cause you to approach a problem in a detatched kind of way.

Your overpowering need is to be independent and to direct your own life according to what you believe. Your dream is to become the leader of whatever field you enter. You have the courage and confidence to lead others. You firmly believe that your judgement is preeminent above all others. This gives you the confidence to make bold descisions and to carry them out, even when other lives are greatly affected by what you do. You rarely look back once you have made a decision. You possess intelligence and wit. You are keenly insightful and you're good at evaluating the ability of others. You are extremely individualistic. You like to project your own unique persona in your manner and dress. Consequently you don't mind being controversial and you can even enjoy the attention and impact you have made on your surroundings. You dislike routine or anything that limits your freedom and independence. Whenever you commit to something you truly love, you are absolutely tenacious in your ablility to endure difficulties and overcome obstacles. You are highly responsible; you hate passing the buck. You possess remarkable willpower and a strong drive to succeed. You are always looking for innovative ways of doing things. Because you seek to be the boss in any endeavor, you have a tendency to dominate others. You are the pioneer and the ground breaker. You love the foreground, the hot-seat of responsibility. You have all the talents to succeed. As long as you maintain balance in your life, allowing others full expression of their thoughts and abilities, you will easily rise to the top of your chosen field and realize your ambitions.

You exude understanding and compassion. People sense your warmth and fairness. For this reason, you attract many people who are in need of comfort, including the disadvantaged. People tend to come to you to unload their burdens. You inspire confidence. You have a fine sense of justice. You do everything in your power to keep harmony and you're even willing to sacrifice your personal desires for the good of others. You can take this too far, however, sometimes playing the role of the martyr. You have to guard against being taken advantage of. You are not always a very good judge of character. You tend to see the best in people. You can also become too involved in the lives of others, to your own detriment. You're hospitable and domestic. You love children and you're a good parent. You are romantic, faithful and very protective. You are artistic. You love music, and flowers. You are a natural interior designer. You have an excellent sense of color and taste. You are more concerned with the content of your personality then your appearance. You are more interested in comfort and the utility of clothing then the statement it makes. You are very vulnerable to praise and critism. You tend to worry alot which causes you stomach problems. People see you as a maternal figure. They want to relax in your presence and unburden themselves. You're the safe port in the crowd.

You are a searcher and seeker of truth. You have a clear and compelling sense of yourself as a spiritual being. As a result your goal is devoted to investigations into the unknown, and to finding the answers to life's mysteries. You are well equipped to handle the task. You possess a fine mind. You enjoy your solitude, preferring to work alone. You need time to contemplate your ideas without the intrusion of other people's thoughts. You are a lone wolf; a person who lives by your own ideas and methods. As a result, close associations are difficult for you to form and keep, especially marriage. You need your space and privacy, which when violated, can cause you great frustration and irritation. When your life is balanced, however, you are both charming and attractive. You can be the life of the party, and you enjoy performing in front of an audience. You enjoy displaying your wit and knowledge, which makes you attractive to others, especially the opposite sex. But you have distinct limits. While you are generous in social situations sharing your attention and energy freely, you are keenly aware of the need to come off stage and to return to the solitude of your LAIR. You associate peace with the unobtrusive privacy of your world. Therefore, intimacy is difficult for you, because you guard your inner world like a mother LIONESS does her cubs. However, all this privacy and solitude can cause isolation and loneliness. You can be aware of an emptiness in your life, a part of you that yearns for company and close companionship that may be unsatisfied. Secretly, you may feel jealous of the easy relationships formed by others. You may percieve them others as less inhibited than you or more free to express themselves. Your challenge in life is to maintain your independence without feeling isolated or ineffectual. You must hold fast to your unique view of the world, while at the same time being open to others and to the knowledge they have to offer. With your abilities to learn, analyze and seek out answers to life's important questions, you have the potential for enormous growth and success in your life. By the time you reach middle age, you will radiate refinement and wisdom.

You have a major issue with commitment and responibility to others. You find it hard to commit to marriage and other important relationships. You have to learn to show true emotion. You may feel isolated and alone, but do not understand why. The reason is that you very often form relationships, yet remain heavily guarded, putting up a show of emotion without truly communicating affection or care. This can make the bond between you and others superficial. You must learn to establish sincere relationships. You will learn the importance of close friends and lasting relationships. You will learn to give, and when necessary, to sacrifice. This is the one certain way to true friendship and lasting love.


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