Each morning I awake to see
a sunrise that was made for me,
As red-gold beams bisect the skies,
the joy of life is in my eyes.
I spend my precious moments, few,
to see the leaves adorned with dew.
What made me learn the worth of life,
with all its woes and fears and strife?
I never knew how fine and great
it was, until a harsh cruel fate
showed me its true fragility,
and tried to steal it stealthily.
Stand tall, survivors, winners all!
We will not quit; we cannot fall.
We pray our gracious thanks to God,
for we have stood against all odds.

Blessings and courage,
Sharon









These pages contain my personal experience with cancer. This is a story I never thought I would share. It is one I felt would remain locked in my personal journals forever. It is the story or one of the most costly - emotionally, physically and financially - battles in my life. I wish I could say that my story ended in 1995, but I can't. It is a story that will be with me the rest of my life.

I chose the name "Against All Odds" primarily because I know that although I'm sitting here writing these pages and feeling well, I am fighting against formidable odds. I was told by my gynecological oncologist from Sloan Kettering that of patients with my diagnosis, only one in ten will reach a survival of seven years. In January of 2002, I celebrated my seven-year anniversary, and fully intend to be that "one."

I hope, that by sharing my own feelings, someone out there will know that she or he is not alone. I hope someone will gain a little courage by knowing that I also saw the letters CA, and know the myriad emotions they carry. I dedicate these pages to you, other survivors who are fighting against your own personal odds, and to my grandmother, Eliza. My grandmother died of uterine cancer at age 49. I had my major surgery for endometrial cancer at age 49 and, with advances in treatment and protocols, am here to tell about it.

Thank you for sharing my most intimate story, and bless all of you who have a story of your own locked in your hearts.











Don't You Sing Christmas Carols?
So This Is Middle Age
Every Fat Lady's Dream
The First Colposcopy
Of Teddybears and Provera
I Don't Wear White
The Second Colposcopy
Cat Quilts and Confidantes
The Verdict Is In
Bring Your Own Pillow
Sharon, Meet Sloan Kettering
A Truly Silent Night
Imagery and Attitude
Purple Teddies and Sarcasm
She Thought I Was Bulemic
Diary Of My Surgery
Learning To Love Myself
Of Sunrises and Crocuses
Going On
(reserved for the next chapter)










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