Some
time later, Deanna was pulled from her thoughts as someone entered the room.
She looked up, blinking a few times to bring her mind back to the present. It
took a moment to register that the Captain...and the Admiral...were standing
just inside the room. She looked to Picard, after affording only the bearest
glance to the Admiral. "Sir?"
Picard
smiled slightly. "How's the patient?" The gesture was genuine, of
course. But in fact he was trying to avoid his real reason for being there, and
they both knew it.
"Wonderful,
under the circumstances, thank you." Deanna looked down at Will and
brushed away at the persistent lock of hair on his forehead before she leveled
her gaze at her visitors. "What is it I can do for you?"
"Do
not pass go..." Bryant mused to himself. He shelved the thought, however,
when his amusement drew a quizzical glance from the woman across from him, no
doubt wondering what it was he found so funny in the present situation.
"We
would like to speak with you for a moment, if we may." Bryant responded,
choosing to answer the question she had asked.
It
was all that Deanna could do to keep her voice level, and her emotions
controlled. "At the moment...sir...my place is here. I'm also in no
position at the moment to really...
"Deanna..."
Damn.
She had absolutely no problem turning the admiral on anything at the moment.
Especially if it involved leaving Will. But, the softly spoken request from
Picard was another matter all together. He was, and had always been more than
just a commanding officer, he was a friend. And as such, she found she could
refuse him nothing. "I'll speak with you shortly. But, not here."
Regardless of what was about to take place, there was no need for it to take
place in front of Will right now.
"Yes,
of course," Picard understood her feelings. "In my...quarters?"
he finished as he exchanged a looked to Bryant. "About half an hour?"
A
slight nod was her only response. With that, the two men left. Deanna sat still
for a minute, unsure of what had just occurred, and, more importantly -- what
was to follow. Shaking it off, she kissed Will good-bye, promising to be back
before he awoke. Then, after checking with the nurse on duty, she headed for
her quarters, in an attempt to make herself look like something other than
death warmed over.
* * *
The
first thing that Deanna became aware of upon entering the Capitan's quarters
was that both men we in civilian clothes. Admittedly, it stopped her for a
moment. Whatever it was that was happening here, it was obvious that the two
men had wanted to "even the playing field" so to speak. And, they
wanted something.
"Captain?"
"Deanna,
please sit down." The tone in Picard's voice was enough to convince her
that her suspicions were true. She sat. This would be interesting to say the
least.
Bryant
stepped into the conversation. "I know that you are concerned with much
more important matters right now, so I'll cut right to the point. It seems that
Starfleet is rather unprepared to accept your resignation at this time,
Counselor."
Deanna
stared at that admiral incredulously. Of all of the presumptuous,
arrogent..."Well, *sir* I'm afraid you are a little late. My resignation
has been sent through...and I stand by my decision. What you, or anyone at
Starfleet feels in regard to that decision is not my responsibility."
Bryant
couldn't help but smile. "For someone who has resigned, my dear...you
sound like a dissenting uniform." When his attempt at humor failed, he
tried a different track. "I am aware of what it is like to be caught
between Starfleet decisions and your family, Ms. Troi, and I am MORE than aware
of what happens when that decision is wrong. And....after a complete dressing
down by your Captain...I must admit, off the record, that I admire you for your
unwillingness to back down."
"Admiral
Bryant,"
"Steven...we're
all out of uniform here. Have you heard of outpost 23?"
"Yes...Admiral...the
outpost was destroyed with all hands three years ago, sir." For some
reason, Deanna found herself lowering her guard. The Counselor in her found her
senses queuing up, like prickles on the back of her neck. Years of practice
told her not to interrupt, to let him do the talking.
"I
was commanding the Jamestown. She was the closest ship, and the outpost's only
real chance. But we were at war, and the order came down...stand your ground,
and be ready in case of battle. We followed orders....but the battle didn't
come in the way anyone had expected. They came from the background, it was over
before the Jamestown ever got involved, and the outpost was gone." He
paused and met Deanna's eyes directly. "And, my wife and daughter were on
that outpost."
"I'm
sorry..."
"I
swallowed the fleet rhetoric so hard, I started spitting it back out as the
only way. It had to be the only way, because if not --"
"It
wasn't your fault."
"You're
off duty, Counselor." he chided quietly. "I know that, now. But, that
is my story and we are here about you. I have in my hand communications from
several top officers, all of them authorizing me to do whatever is necessary to
keep you in the fleet. They've lost to many of the best to the war as it is.
And if a little under the table negotiation is necessary, so be it. I have the
position to prove it. But this time, I'd like it to be for the right reasons So
let's cut to the point." He turned to Picard, who finally came forward to
join the conversation.
"The
Head Professor of Psychology at the Academy is due to retire in two years time.
Take a two year sabbatical. Take care of your family, and then help us show
them how it's done." Picard smiled slightly. "Something tells me you
won't be left alone on this until these people get the answer they want,
Deanna. Nothing has to be official until Commander Adams retires.”
*
Crusher to Picard. Is Deanna with you sir? *
"She
is, Doctor. Is the Commander all right?"
*
He is...but according to these readings, he should be coming around any time
now, and I know she wants to be here, sir. *
"She's
on her way. Picard out."
Deanna was half way out the door before Picard had finished his sentence. Before she could cross the threshold, she turned back. Meeting both men's eyes, she whispered. "You may tell them, contingent upon the health of my fiancee, and his feelings about the arrangements...I'll consider it."