Nightly Sin
Among the black starlit night prowled yellow eyes sure to cause fright.
Along the path of over grown weeds I strolled slowly and heard scampering feet.
A tree with branches that shoke with the wind looked down upon me as i felt all my sin.
The moonlight shone thgrough the trees only to reveal the blood spots on my shirt.
My hands were stained red.
The night knew my confessions.
The knife ran through my head over and over.
My own love for her created her death wish.
Mother
I sit in my realm of silence as thoughts os her ranting roar through
my head.
Tears puddle beneath my eyes.
I wish to be in the arms of my loved one for he is so far away but so close in my thoughts.
Dishes clash as she thinks of her rebelious daughter and her careless ways.
She speaks in an evil tongue.
The pink of my doom turns to flowing hate all around me.
The glitz on the floor turns to the walls that keep me within myself and lets no one in.
The shreik of a demon plays in my ears but the being of my innocence keeps me quiet.
I wish not to have this
hatred but it was bore upon me by a pronounced motherly figure.
Red Silver
The shine of the silver and wooden handle fall and quickly slice the milky flesh below. A tear from my eye falls on the stomach of my victim. The silver tears the skin and the blood flourishes out. Her mouth opens but my ears hear nothing.
The Black From within
The wind howled through the screen. Almost as if something outside was calling my name. Should I dare go outside for the evil that could betray me. It lurks beneath the rotted hollow trees and forms dark shadows. The moon has a face and looks down upon me. Its the soldier of the night watching over the darkness. Amber clouds start to float in front of the full moon, so bright. My door knob rattles as the moon loses my attention. The door shakes vigorously. It flie open. I see a tall black flowing demon with a hood only to reveal his skully chin. His gown flows into my room. BLACK. I see nothing....
The Glass
The glass shimmers as a vine grows through it and it shatters to the ground. A mask floats through the darkness, and turns away quickly. The vine grows a slivering neck and rucby eyes with a flicking forked tongue. His eyes shine and glisten but mean no good. Rings form around my anklesto holdme in place. I drift higher in the sky as my chain ties me to this world. Please let me go! Please let me be! My heart beats in the clouds as I shed a tear and it falls to the ground.
Life
This is Confusing to me, and if I think to long I lose it all
If I think to long I begin to fall
Into the pit of mortal lost souls
Into this world that no one knows
For it is as lost as the souls that roam it
This world is not for those with wit
This world is for us whose minds cross the line
Between what's moral and what is divine
Forever lost in this world you will be
But in your mind always to see
Whether dead or alive, the heart still beats
For we are the ones who will always defeat
Black upon little white minds
There are many of this kind
But to the norm, they will never know
For this world will never show.
Innocent Demon
A fair child is what he seems, a demon in his thoughts
An ever lasting candle burns, for he is the unlucky in which the evil taunts
Forever on his mind they set
For life itself is his only debt
His wishes to leaves force him to stay
Oh hell, the pain of another day
To hinder the hurt is what to learn
The people who hate are whom to burn
The candle flickers out and still he sees....
Did the evil leave?
Or did they leave him with a mere thought of his own?
Either way he's always alone.
Me
For the way I think has brought me down
Unto what I consider the underground
This place I live, this place I will die
What you see to be a smile is really only a sigh
The special is breath
The norm is death
In this light I will always be
The world of the weird has captivated me.
The World in which no one knows
Waht I tell you is all true
But what I wish to say won't come through
I want to tell you all that I know
But when I open my mouth it doesn't flow
I'm stuck up on this world inside me
Oh my god, I wish you could see
This world will drive me to my grave
This world will drive me completely insane
I hate to know that I will die
Without being able to tell you what's on my mind
I guess this is the way my little world hides
Shutting me up when I try to tell my side
To my Mother Earth
Teach me what you wish
Tell me what you will
I'll never be your favorite dish
As long as life is the deal
You'll always be the teacher
And I'll always be your student
But as you play preacher
I'll always be so stupid
Let me live and let me learn
Just watch me grow and grow
Only teach me when I've burned
And when I'm laying so low
Natures Final Good-Bye
In the dark she rides alone
Under the moon of pure gold
The long grass whispers in the silence
The shuttered flower covers the bug lying
Her sweet mind wonders among the clouds
There flutters a bird in te haunted tree bows
The water ripples and the dolphin jumps
With all this peace there is no love
To jump is what she ponders
The earthly hell is where she wonders
Her black satin dress flows
With the cold cliff rock beneath her toes
Her arms extend to show her,.....an angel
To the sea she throws her bangel
"To the sea I swear by thee,
For this is the place in which I flee,
To all things for which I pray
Let this be my very last day"
Her feet relax and her body goes numb
Into the sea she takes her plunge,
The waters rush over and all is peacful
All that is heard is a faint birds whistle
The water so cold and the sky so high
This is Natures final good-bye.
Morning Rain Storm
Trickling rain falling on the trees.
Birds fluster their feathers and enjoy their shower.
Baby birds chirp and the flowers open up to see the world. The breeze gently blows with the smell of sunflowers. The leaves of the rose shine and glisten as the caterpillar crawls to the edge to see the sun trying to peek through the clouds. Worms come up from the underground ad wiggle through the tall grasses that bend at the ends. Rain drops roll down the pane of glass on the window. A small child has his cheek pressed to the cold glass. All he sees is the tiny rain drops. Should he know what really happens out there? Or shold it just be the miracle and secret of the world outside his window?
Lonely Crier
Your love is wicked and the dark of my day
Nothing is or was as it sees, everything came to play
You say you love me but yet you don't
Love has become only a haunt.
Your heart races for only a kiss
Only if you knew what you've missed
Maybe there was never love or perhaps it died
Either way I was the only one to cry
I laughed and I smiled as any lover should
But deep down inside I didn't see how I could
I knew that I loved you and still wonder where it went wrong
We were together for so long
not finished....
Love so Strong but so Rejected
Her heart races with just the thought of her lover
She awaits to have their lips pressed together and their arms wrapped around each other.
She never knew she could love this much, until she met the one who made her want to give it all up.
A bond was made, so strong and so willing.
A special lovers kisses and love has stolen her heart
Together forever, we never shall part.
DEAD PREPS EVERYWHERE
(My words to all the dumbasses in school that I hated)
Dressed in GAP and laughing out loud
Are the idiot preps that are easily wowed.
All they know are money and wealth,
Hoping that "God" will keep up their health.
None of them see past the tips of their nose.
These are the ones in which no one woes.
Slap happy and so dumb,
When they're shot, their bodies will go numb.
The blood will splatter all on Abercrombie,
And Old NAvy will scream for all of it's mercy.
When this occurs I will swear...
My thoughts will be....
It's All OK
Everybodys strange and it's ok
Life will go on day by day
We will all live, we will all cry
And one day we will all die.
Why live in sadness when life isn't long enough to waste the fluids.
Is it really worth all the pain?
Worth the heartbreak she gives me?
I think not, but love sucks and will bring you down.
6 feet under in the ground.
Tears will flow even after I die,
Cause forever she will be on my mind.
On my mind,in my soul, dug in my heart she made a hole.
Take Me
Take me to that place
Make me feel unreal
Into that deep hole
which I never hope to fill.
Make my body tingle
You make me numb and still
To the place in which I love
To the place that helps me deal
With the love, with the pain
With the dieing of each day.
You catch me when I'm down,
You keep me 'til I feel,
Feel the love see the fate.
But won't let me forget the feeling of hate.
Asleep is he, Alone Am I
I don't know why I love you
but I'm glad that I do
I would hate to waste all this love on someone that wasn't JUST like you.
You came into my life and became my sun
I'm left with a smile after every day is done.
Your smiling and cheerful when I'm feeling low
You make the green grass grow and the sweet wind blow.
You've become my world and everything I breath.
To my thurst for life, you now are the seed.
You lay there now, peaceful and calm
Tomorrow again we will be palm in palm.
Forever together down lifes winding roads
Lovers of Passion nose to nose.
Tender hearts melted as one.
My heart bleeds for you, as if shot with a gun.
Hugs and kisses complete my day
While my desire grows for you in every way.
Fairy Dream Lover
The time has come
the moon is gone.
Alone I lay,
with his song.
In my head
and through my veins.
A lustful thought of sweet fair danes.
Devine drips
of orgasmic gusts
on the tip of my tongue
my touch makes her blush.
Pink rosy cheeks
and evil blue eyes.
For this night of bliss
I am surely oblidged.
Careless blonde locks
and lips of lush.
This affair from heaven
is all kept a hush.
In my dreams
alone she will stay.
Until again
when I'm ready to play.
On the innocent
wings of a dove.
Sleep with bliss
my Forever love.
