[CAPTIONING MADE POSSIBLE BY PROCTER & GAMBLE PRODUCTIONS, INC.] JORDAN: RACHEL. IS THERE SOMETHING YOU WANT HERE? RACHEL: WELL, ACTUALLY, I WAS JUST LOOKING FOR A NOTE PAD TO WRITE YOU A NOTE. JORDAN: TRY THE ONE ON THE LEFT-HAND SIDE OF THE DESK. RACHEL: WELL, NOW I DON'T NEED ONE. YOU'RE HERE, AND I HAVE SOMETHING TO SHOW YOU. JORDAN: I THINK YOU'RE LYING. IN FACT, I'M SURE OF IT. RACHEL: HOW IS YOUR HEALTH, MR. STARK? JORDAN: MY HEALTH? IT'S FINE. RACHEL: IS IT REALLY? NO ACHES AND PAINS? I MEAN, YOU JUST PASSED THE BIG ONE. JORDAN: THE BIG ONE? RACHEL: HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE 200 YEARS OLD? GIRL: DID YOU SEE HIS FACE? FELICIA: PARDON ME. PARDON ME FOR BEING OVER 40 AND INVISIBLE. HI. ETTA MAE: HELLO. FELICIA: A LITTLE SCARY? ETTA MAE: TELL ME ABOUT IT, GIRL. I FEEL LIKE A HOUSE MOTHER. BUT DO YOU KNOW SOMETHING? YOUR FRIEND SERGEI HAS QUITE A FOLLOWING. FELICIA: THIS IS ALL FOR HIM? ETTA MAE: HONEY, THEY DID NOT COME FOR THE COFFEE. FELICIA: OH -- WOW. ALLI: FELICIA. FELICIA: ALLI. HONEY. OH, I HAVEN'T SEEN MUCH OF YOU SINCE YOU GOT BACK. ALLI: WELL, THERE'S BEEN A LOT GOING ON AT THE HOUSE. FELICIA: YEAH, I KNOW, I KNOW. ALLI: GUYS, THIS IS FELICIA GALLANT. THE FELICIA GALLANT. THESE ARE MY FRIENDS -- JEN, MOLLY, AND REBECCA. GIRLS: HI. FELICIA: WELL, IT'S VERY NICE TO MEET ALL OF YOU. JEN: MY GRANDMOTHER READS ALL YOUR BOOKS. FELICIA: THANK YOU. THAT'S VERY NICE. SO, YOU'RE HERE TO SEE SERGEI, HUH? JEN: HE'S THE MOST AWESOME MUSICIAN AND SO TOTALLY CUTE. FELICIA: WELL, THAT'S GREAT. I WILL CERTAINLY PASS THAT ON TO HIM. JEN: ARE YOU SAYING YOU KNOW SERGEI PERSONALLY? SERGEI: FELICIA! FELICIA: THERE, YOU SEE? SERGEI: FELICIA GALLANTKA. FELICIA: HELLO, HONEY. SERGEI: I PLAY FOR YOU AND YOU ONLY TONIGHT. FELICIA: WELL, THAT'S REALLY WONDERFUL, THANK YOU. I JUST HAVE TO CHECK MY MESSAGES, ALL RIGHT? LET ME JUST DO THAT. SERGEI: WHAT? WHY YOU CARRY PORTABLE PHONE? SERGEI RADZINSKY NEED UNDIVIDED ATTENTION. FELICIA: WELL, YOU KNOW WHAT? YOU SHOULD BE THRILLED RIGHT NOW. I MEAN, LOOK AT THE CROWD YOU'VE BROUGHT. YOU KNOW, THIS IS A CHANCE, TOO, FOR YOU TO MEET SOME PEOPLE YOUR OWN AGE. SERGEI: YEAH. MY DARLING, BUT IN THE AGE OF THE SPIRIT, WE ARE THE SAME. WOULD IT BE COMFORTABLE FOR ME TO DINE WITH YOU TONIGHT? FELICIA: YES. I'M SURE IT WOULD BE VERY -- OH, MY GOD. SERGEI: WHAT? WHAT IS WRONG? FELICIA: IT'S A FRIEND OF MINE -- GARY. I HAVE TO GO. I'M SORRY. I HAVE TO. SERGEI: BUT -- FELICIA: I HAVE TO GO. [TELEPHONE RINGS] JOSIE: IT'S ME. GARY: YOU'VE REACHED A NUMBER THAT'S ABOUT TO BE DISCONNECTED. JOSIE: GARY, DON'T HANG UP, PLEASE. GARY: WE DON'T HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY TO EACH OTHER. JOSIE: WHERE ARE YOU RIGHT NOW? ARE YOU IN A BAR? GARY: DON'T EVER CALL ME AGAIN. JOSIE: FELICIA, WHERE ARE YOU? DOCTOR. IS IT TIME FOR THE BABY'S BLOOD-EXCHANGE TRANSFUSION? DR. DOYLE: NO, JOSIE, WE HAVE TO DELAY THE TRANSFUSION. JOSIE: I THOUGHT YOU SAID THAT WAS THE ONLY WAY THE BABY WAS GOING TO MAKE IT. DR. DOYLE: YES, I KNOW, AND I'M SORRY, BUT I'M AFRAID THE BABY'S DEVELOPED ANOTHER COMPLICATION. CAMERON: GARY WANTED THAT BABY SO BAD. HE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW HE CAN'T HAVE KIDS. YOU KNOW, A YEAR AGO IF SOMEBODY SAID TO ME, "THE SINCLAIR BROTHERS WILL BE GOING INTO BUSINESS TOGETHER, THEY'LL BE WATCHING FOOTBALL TOGETHER EVERY MONDAY NIGHT," I'D SAY, "NO WAY. NOT ME AND MY BROTHER." BUT FOR A WHILE THERE, IT LOOKED GOOD. BUT I ALWAYS KNOW HOW TO SCREW UP A GOOD THING. AMANDA: BEATING YOURSELF UP ISN'T GOING TO CHANGE ANYTHING. CAMERON: CAN YOU EVEN IMAGINE WHAT GARY'S FEELING? AMANDA: YES, I CAN. CAMERON: OH, I FORGOT. YOU'RE ONE OF MY VICTIMS. AMANDA: I'M NOBODY'S VICTIM. CAMERON, STOP TALKING LIKE THAT. YOU LOVE SOMEONE, YOU GIVE THEM THE POWER TO HURT YOU. THAT'S PART OF THE DEAL. AND IF THEY DO HURT YOU, THEN YOU JUST HOPE THAT SOMEHOW, SOMEDAY, YOU CAN GET PAST IT. CAMERON: ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT GARY AND JOSIE, OR ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT ME AND GARY? AMANDA: BOTH. CAMERON: WHAT ABOUT YOU AND ME? AMANDA: WHY DON'T WE TAKE A WALK. I THINK WE CAN BOTH USE SOME FRESH AIR. JOSIE: CAMERON. AMANDA. I'M SO GLAD THAT YOU'RE STILL HERE. CAMERON: WHAT IS IT? WHAT HAPPENED? DR. DOYLE: UNFORTUNATELY WE'RE FACED WITH ANOTHER COMPLICATION. THE BABY'S BLOOD PRESSURE IS DROPPING. CAMERON: WELL, ISN'T THERE SOMETHING YOU CAN DO? DR. DOYLE: WE'VE BEEN ADMINISTERING DOPAMINE, BUT IT SEEMS TO HAVE STOPPED WORKING. NURSE: DR. DOYLE. JOSIE: DOCTOR, IS IT MY BABY? IS IT MY BABY? DR. DOYLE: JOSIE, IT IS THE BABY. HIS HEART HAS STOPPED. CAMERON: WHAT THE HELL IS TAKING THEM SO LONG? JOSIE: HIS HEART STOPPED. WHAT IF HE'S DYING IN THERE? WHAT IF HE'S DYING IN THERE AND HE'S ALL ALONE? DOCTOR? DR. DOYLE: WE'VE GOT HIS HEART BEATING AGAIN. CAMERON: GOOD. DR. DOYLE: AND WE'VE LOCATED THE PROBLEM. ONE OF HIS LUNGS COLLAPSED. IT HAPPENS SOMETIMES WITH PREEMIES ON A VENTILATOR. BUT WE PUT IN A CHEST TUBE, AND HIS B.P.'S ALREADY IMPROVED. JOSIE: DOES THAT MEAN WE CAN GO AHEAD WITH THE BLOOD TRANSFUSION? DR. DOYLE: WE NEED TO GET HIM STABILIZED FIRST. THEN, YES, WE'LL GO AHEAD WITH THE TRANSFUSION. WE DON'T HAVE MUCH OF A CHOICE. JOSIE: I HAVEN'T EVEN HELD HIM YET. DR. DOYLE: YOU'D BE SURPRISED HOW RESILIENT SOME PREEMIES CAN BE. THEIR INSTINCT FOR SURVIVAL IS VERY STRONG. CAMERON: CAN WE SEE HIM? DR. DOYLE: YEP. COME WITH ME. CAMERON: I'M SORRY, I DON'T -- I'M NOT EVEN THINKING. I'M JUST -- I'M WALKING PAST YOU. AMANDA: IT'S OK, CAMERON. IT'S YOUR SON. I UNDERSTAND. HE NEEDS YOU. SO DOES JOSIE. JOSIE: CAM, I DON'T THINK I CAN DO THIS WITHOUT HIM. I CAN'T. CAMERON: I'M HERE. I WON'T LEAVE YOU. JORDAN: 200 YEARS OLD? IS THIS SOME KIND OF JOKE? RACHEL: I DON'T KNOW. IS IT? I WAS ON THE INTERNET DOING SOME RESEARCH, AND I CAME ACROSS THIS WHOLE THING ABOUT JORDAN STARK WHO LIVED IN ENGLAND IN THE 18th CENTURY. JORDAN: LET ME GUESS. YOU HIT ALL THE SITES PERTAINING TO MIND CONTROL AND HYPNOSIS. RACHEL: WELL, YOU HAVE TO ADMIT, THEY SHARE A LOT OF SIMILARITIES. JORDAN: HMM. IT IS GETTING SPOOKIER. RACHEL: WELL, IT WOULD BE IF I BELIEVED IN ALL THAT STUFF. OR IT COULD BE JUST BOGUS. BUT IF I BELIEVED IT, I JUST MIGHT BE ABLE TO BELIEVE THAT YOU ARE IN FACT 200 YEARS OLD. JORDAN: BUT YOU DON'T BELIEVE IN THOSE THINGS, DO YOU? RACHEL: NO, I DON'T. SO I'M LEFT WITH TWO EXPLANATIONS. EITHER YOU'RE A DESCENDANT OR YOU ADOPTED THE NAME AS SOME SORT OF PRIVATE JOKE? JORDAN: I WOULD HAVE HOPED YOU THOUGHT I HAD A BETTER SENSE OF HUMOR THAN THAT. RACHEL: WELL, YOU HAVE TO ADMIT, YOU BOTH HAVE A LOT IN COMMON. JORDAN: ARE YOU REFERRING TO MY PHYSICAL DEFORMITY? RACHEL: AND YOUR INTEREST IN MIND CONTROL. ALTHOUGH THE TWO OF YOU SHARE A VERY DIFFERENT PRIVATE LIFE, I WOULD ASSUME. JORDAN: REALLY? RACHEL: WELL, HIS WAS QUITE TRAGIC -- AT LEAST THE EVENTS SURROUNDING THE DEATH OF HIS WIFE AMALIE. JORDAN: CONTINUE. RACHEL: WELL, APPARENTLY HE KILLED HER. AND THEN HE DIDN'T STAND TRIAL FOR THE CRIME. HE RAN AWAY. WHAT AN IDIOT -- AS THOUGH YOU CAN RUN AWAY FROM SOMETHING LIKE THAT. AS THOUGH FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE IT WOULDN'T BE INSIDE YOU, INFECTING AND DESTROYING WHATEVER YOUR HAND TOUCHED. JORDAN: YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT. RACHEL: WELL, THEN, SUPPOSE YOU HELP ME OUT. JORDAN: I'M SORRY. I DON'T HAVE ANY MORE INFORMATION ON THE ORIGINAL JORDAN STARK. BUT I THINK IT WOULD BE A BIG MISTAKE TO PROJECT YOUR OWN EXPERIENCE ONTO HIS. RACHEL: WELL, NOW I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT. JORDAN: YOUR LATE HUSBAND CARL HUTCHINS. THE TWO SEEM CUT FROM THE SAME CLOTH -- OBSESSIVE, VIOLENT, CAPABLE OF MURDER. BUT DON'T WORRY, RACHEL. WITH CARL IN YOUR PRAYERS, I'M SURE HIS REST IS TRANQUIL IN THE AFTERLIFE. RACHEL: YES, I'M SURE IT IS. THANK YOU FOR THE SENTIMENT, BUT IT'S UNNECESSARY. YOU SEE, I KNEW MY HUSBAND, AND YOU DIDN'T. SO THE COMPARISON IS LUDICROUS. JORDAN: YOU SAID YOU HAD SOMETHING TO SHOW ME. RACHEL: OH, YES. MS. ALLEN LET ME IN A LITTLE EARLIER SO I COULD PUT SOME MORE TOUCHES ON YOUR BUST. WHAT DO YOU THINK? JORDAN: I THINK YOU HAVE VERY KIND HANDS, RACHEL. [KNOCK ON DOOR] JORDAN: YES, COME IN. AH, MS. ALLEN. I AM SORRY, RACHEL. YOU'LL HAVE TO EXCUSE US. WE HAVE BUSINESS TO ATTEND TO. RACHEL: YES, I'M SURE YOU DO. WELL, WE'LL TALK AGAIN. MS. ALLEN. MARGARET: WHAT BUSINESS DID YOU WISH TO DISCUSS? JORDAN: TRASHING THAT EYESORE. I DON'T NEED ANY REMINDERS OF THE WAY I LOOK. THERE'S ONLY ONE WOMAN WHO COULD LOVE THIS FACE. OH. I HAVE TO GET HER BACK AGAIN. MARGARET: BUT IF AMALIE IS TO LIVE AGAIN, AMANDA MUST DIE. AND SHE WILL DIE ONCE YOU GET HER INTO THAT GARDEN, WON'T SHE? JORDAN: NO ONE EVER REALLY DIES. DOES ONE, MS. ALLEN? NO ONE'S GOING TO STAND IN MY WAY OF GETTING AMALIE BACK AGAIN. NOT ZAK. NOT RACHEL. NOT EVEN AMANDA HERSELF. FELICIA: HI. GARY: JOSIE CALL YOU? FELICIA: YES. SHE'S WORRIED SICK ABOUT YOU. GARY: WELL, LET ME SAVE YOU BOTH SOME TIME AND EFFORT. I DON'T WANT OR NEED AN INTERVENTION, ALL RIGHT, SO JUST BACK OFF. FELICIA: WELL, YOU KNOW, THAT'S NOT REALLY MY NATURE, IS IT? GARY: WELL, THEN PULL YOURSELF UP A CHAIR AND WATCH ME DRINK MYSELF INTO OBLIVION, THEN, ALL RIGHT? FELICIA: GARY, LOOK, I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON HERE. BUT IT'S NOT WORTH LOSING EVERYTHING YOU'VE GAINED BY BEING SOBER, IS IT? GARY: RUN THAT LIST BY ME AGAIN. FELICIA: OK. YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL, LOVING RELATIONSHIP WITH JOSIE. YOUR FIRST CHILD IS ON ITS WAY. GARY: MM-HMM. FELICIA: HONEY, DON'T TAKE THIS KIND OF RISK, PLEASE. GARY: DARLING, YOU -- YOU ARE WAY OUT OF THE LOOP. FELICIA: ALL RIGHT, THEN, WHY DON'T YOU TELL ME. WHAT'S GOING ON? GARY: I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT. FELICIA: IF YOU DON'T WANT TO TALK TO ME, THEN WILL YOU PLEASE TALK TO JOSIE? GARY: THAT'S THE LAST PERSON I WANT TO TALK TO. FELICIA: WHY? GARY: I SAID I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT. FELICIA: FINE. THEN YOU KNOW WHAT? I'M GOING TO GO TALK TO HER. GARY: YOU GO AHEAD. YOU WON'T FIND HER AT THE HOUSE, THOUGH. SHE'S IN THE HOSPITAL. FELICIA: WHAT DO YOU MEAN, THE HOSPITAL? WHAT'S HAPPENED? GARY: THE BABY CAME TOO EARLY. HE'S ALL HOOKED UP TO DES AND WIRES AND STUFF. FELICIA: OH, GARY. SO YOU HAVE A BOY? GARY, LOOK AT ME. COME ON, LOOK AT ME. LOOK AT ME. DON'T YOU THINK I KNOW HOW WORRIED YOU MUST BE WHETHER THIS BABY'S GOING TO SURVIVE OR NOT? BUT DO YOU THINK TAKING A DRINK IS GOING TO CHANGE ANY OF THAT? IT'S NOT GOING TO HELP. THAT IS WHAT'S GOING ON HERE, ISN'T IT? GARY: I WAITED FOR A BABY. I LOOKED FORWARD TO HIM FOR SIX MONTHS. AND NOW HE'S FIGHTING FOR HIS LIFE, AND THERE'S NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT. AND THE CRAZY THING IS IT'S NOT EVEN MINE. HE'S MY BROTHER'S. JOSIE: I HATE THIS. I HATE FEELING SO HELPLESS. CAMERON: I KNOW. IT'S KILLING ME, TOO. JOSIE: IT'S TIMES LIKE THIS I WISH I PAID ATTENTION IN SUNDAY SCHOOL. CAMERON: WHAT, DO YOU MEAN YOU WANT TO PRAY? JOSIE: IT'S NOT LIKE YOU AND I HAVE A RIGHT TO ASK FOR ANYTHING. CAMERON: SURE WE DO. IT'S JUST A LITTLE BABY. HE DESERVES IT. HE DESERVES A BREAK. GOD, I DON'T KNOW IF YOU CAN HEAR THIS. IF YOU CAN HEAR ME, JUST IF YOU COULD TRY AND MAKE SENSE OUT OF ALL THIS -- IF YOU CAN. THERE'S NOTHING ELSE THAT WE WANT -- NOTHING ELSE THAT WE WANT IN THIS WHOLE WORLD. JOSIE: SOUNDS LIKE A PRAYER TO ME. I ONLY HOPE GOD HEARD IT -- FOR THE BABY. PLEASE, GOD. PLEASE. GARY: HEY, THIS IS GOING TO BE EMPTY REAL SOON, SO DO YOU WANT TO KEEP THEM COMING, PLEASE? FELICIA: GARY, DON'T DO THIS, PLEASE. THIS IS NOT THE ANSWER. GARY: YOU KNOW, IT MAY NOT BE THE ANSWER, BUT I AM SICK TO DEATH OF THE PEOPLE THAT I LOVE TELLING ME WHAT'S BEST FOR ME AND WHAT'S IN MY BETTER INTEREST. FELICIA: YOU KNOW WHAT? IF YOU REALLY CAME IN HERE FOR A DRINK, I FIND IT STRANGE THAT YOU'RE JUST SITTING HERE STARING AT THAT. I WONDER WHAT IS HOLDING YOU BACK. YOU KNOW WHAT? I THINK I KNOW. GARY: WELL, I'M ALL EARS. FELICIA: YOU'RE WORRIED ABOUT YOUR CHILD. GARY: HAVE YOU BEEN LISTENING TO ME? ARE YOU HARD OF HEARING? IT'S NOT MINE. FELICIA: OH, YEAH. IN ALL THE WAYS THAT MATTER, IT IS. YOU FELL IN LOVE WITH THAT LITTLE BOY FROM THE MOMENT JOSIE TOLD YOU SHE WAS PREGNANT. I'VE NEVER KNOWN A CHILD IN VITRO THAT HAD A PILE OF CHRISTMAS GIFTS UNDER THE TREE. A LOT OF MEN CAN SWITCH OFF THEIR EMOTIONS, BUT I KNOW YOU, AND I KNOW YOU CAN'T DO THAT. YOU'RE HURT AND YOU'RE ANGRY, AND GOD KNOWS YOU HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO BE. BUT YOUR HEART IS ACHING FOR THAT LITTLE BOY -- YOUR LITTLE BOY. GARY: YOU'RE WRONG. I WISH THAT THING WAS NEVER ALIVE. FELICIA: DON'T YOU EVER, EVER SAY ANYTHING LIKE THAT TO ME AGAIN. DO YOU UNDERSTAND? SERGEI: I LOOK TO YOU ONLY TO FIND SERGEI: HUSH, HUSH THERE ARE NO WORDS TO SAY HUSH, NOW REMEMBER OUR MOMENT HUSH, HUSH THERE ARE NO WORDS TO SAY HUSH, NOW REMEMBER OUR MOMENT HUSH, HUSH WE BOTH KNOW THE WAY [CHEERS and APPLAUSE] SERGEI: OH. THANK YOU SO MUCH. THANK YOU VERY MUCH. WHY SUCH THE LONG FACE? IS THE MUSIC THAT MADE YOU SAD? TAKE A ROSE FOR YOU. ALLI: THANK YOU. SERGEI: ANYTIME. RACHEL: ALLI. ALLI: OH. HI, GRANDMA. RACHEL: HEY. JEN: HEY. ALLI: SORRY TO BOTHER YOU. RACHEL: OH, IT'S OK. I'M JUST GLAD YOU HAD MY CAR PHONE. ALLI: WELL, JEN'S MOM WAS SUPPOSED TO PICK US UP, BUT SHE FORGOT SHE HAD A REFLEXOLOGY APPOINTMENT TONIGHT. RACHEL: OH, I SEE. OK, NO PROBLEM. GET YOUR COAT. YOU READY TO GO? JEN: OH. OH, WE CAN'T GO JUST YET, ALLI. I WANT TO GET HIS AUTOGRAPH. ALLI: JEN. JEN: LOOK, YOU GOT A ROSE. I WANT HIS AUTOGRAPH. ALLI: LIKE MOTHER, LIKE DAUGHTER. RACHEL: WHAT, ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT YOU AND YOUR MOM? ALLI: EVERYTHING'S SUCH A MESS. RACHEL: IT IS, ISN'T IT? BUT YOU'RE NOT BLAMING YOURSELF, ARE YOU? ALLI: I DON'T KNOW. RACHEL: HONEY, WHAT WENT ON BETWEEN CAMERON AND YOUR MOTHER IS A BIG MYSTERY, BUT YOU DIDN'T HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH IT, DID YOU? ALLI: I JUST -- I HATE TO SEE MY MOM SO SAD. RACHEL: YEAH. WELL, ALL SHE NEEDS NOW IS YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT. ALLI: LIKE THAT'S GOING TO MAKE UP FOR LOSING CAMERON? RACHEL: IT'LL HELP. ALLI: I -- I WANT TO DO SOMETHING. RACHEL: LIKE WHAT? ALLI: LIKE HELP HER GET OVER THIS WHOLE CAMERON THING OR FIND SOMEONE WHO CAN. AMALIE: RANUNCULUS GRAMINEUS. IT'S THE FIRST FLOWER THAT I PLANTED IN MY GARDEN. I WAS 7. I COULD BARELY SPEAK THE LATIN. PAPA ALWAYS MADE SURE THAT WE KNEW THE NAMES. BECAUSE TO HIM, GARDENING WAS A SCIENCE. JORDAN: YOU DISAGREE? AMALIE: NO, NOT EXACTLY. IT'S JUST -- WELL, I ALWAYS HAD THE IDEA THAT MY PLANTS WOULD GROW MUCH STRONGER IF I JUST SPENT TIME WITH THEM AND TALKED TO THEM AND LOVED THEM. [JORDAN LAUGHS] AMALIE: I GUESS YOU THINK THAT'S SORT OF CHILDISH, DON'T YOU? JORDAN: NO. NO, NOT AT ALL. AMALIE: BUT IT DOES MAKE A DIFFERENCE, TRULY. ALL OF THE PLANTS THAT I CARE FOR ARE SO MUCH STRONGER THAN PAPA'S. IT NEVER CEASES TO AMAZE ME WHAT CAN GROW WHEN YOU PLANT LOVE WITH THE SEED. JORDAN: RANUNCULUS WHAT? AMALIE: GRAMINEUS. I MUCH PREFER GRASS-LEAVED BUTTERCUPLETS. IT'S SO MUCH CHEERIER, DON'T YOU THINK? JORDAN: AMALIE. [TELEPHONE RINGS] JORDAN: HELLO? ALLI: DAVID. IT'S ME, ALLI. HI. I'VE GOT TO MAKE THIS QUICK. GRANDMA'S WAITING IN THE CAR. JORDAN: ALLI, ARE YOU ALL RIGHT? ALLI: IT'S MOM. I COULD REALLY USE YOUR HELP. JORDAN: WELL, WHAT DO YOU NEED ME TO DO? AMANDA: DAVID? DAVID, ARE YOU HERE? IS THAT YOU? JOSIE: HOW DID IT GO? IS THE PROCEDURE OVER? DR. DOYLE: YES. IT WENT QUITE SMOOTHLY. YOU CAN SEE HIM NOW. CAMERON: GREAT. JOSIE: OH, THANK GOD. I'M GOING TO GO CALL MY MAMA BECAUSE SHE WENT TO GET SOME REST AT MY HOUSE. DR. DOYLE: JOSIE -- JOSIE, I MUST CAUTION YOU. IT'LL BE SOME TIME BEFORE WE KNOW IF THE TRANSFUSION'S HAD THE DESIRED EFFECT. JOSIE: HOW LONG DO WE HAVE TO WAIT? DR. DOYLE: I'D SAY THE NEXT 24 TO 48 HOURS ARE GOING TO TELL US A LOT. NURSE: DOCTOR -- THE BABY'S OUTPUT HAS DROPPED AGAIN. JOSIE: IS THAT A BAD SIGN? DR. DOYLE: WELL, IT'S NOT GOOD. I'M SORRY. WE'RE DOING EVERYTHING WE CAN. HOPEFULLY WE'LL SEE SOME IMPROVEMENT IN THE NEXT COUPLE DAYS. CAMERON: WHAT IF THE TRANSFUSION DOESN'T WORK? DR. DOYLE: LET'S LEAVE THE WHAT IFs OUT OF IT FOR NOW, OK? WE'LL DEAL WITH THEM WHEN THE TIME COMES. LET'S JUST WAIT AND HOPE FOR THE BEST. I'LL KEEP YOU POSTED. CAMERON: WELL, THE TRANSFUSION WENT WELL. THAT'S SOMETHING. OK? JOSIE: RIGHT. EVERYBODY KEEPS SAYING HE'S SUCH A FIGHTER. HE'S SO TINY. HE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW WHAT HE'S FIGHTING FOR. I HAVEN'T EVEN HELD HIM YET. HE HASN'T EVEN LOOKED ME IN THE EYES. AND WHERE'S GARY? HOW MUCH MORE CAN HE TAKE? HOW MUCH LONGER CAN HE GO ON FIGHTING? AMANDA: DAVID? DAVID? I'M LOSING IT. I -- HE CAN'T BE IN THERE. NOBODY CAN GO IN THERE. I KNOW I HEARD HIS VOICE. ALLI: DAVID, ARE YOU THERE? JORDAN: YES, ALLI. I'M SORRY. MY CELL PHONE WENT OUT FOR A SECOND. ALLI: CAN WE HOOK UP? I REALLY NEED TO TALK. JORDAN: I'D LOVE TO, BUT I'M IN THE MIDDLE OF BUSINESS. CAN I CALL YOU BACK? ALLI: YOU PROMISE? JORDAN: CROSS MY HEART. I'LL SPEAK TO YOU SOON, OK? AMANDA: DAVID. JORDAN: AMANDA! AMANDA: I KNEW I HEARD YOUR VOICE. I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR YOU EVERYWHERE. JORDAN: I JUST COULDN'T LEAVE THINGS THE WAY THEY WERE BETWEEN US. AMANDA: HOW I DEAL WITH CAMERON IS MY BUSINESS. JORDAN: I KNOW, AND I'M SORRY. I WAS JUST CONCERNED. AMANDA: WELL, I'M A BIG GIRL. I'LL BE ALL RIGHT. JORDAN: I KNOW YOU WILL BE. I JUST -- I -- I DON'T KNOW ABOUT ME. AMANDA: YOU? JORDAN: I'VE COME TO THINK OF YOU AS MORE THAN JUST A BUSINESS ASSOCIATE. I THINK OF YOU AS A FRIEND, AND I HAVEN'T HAD MANY FOR ONE REASON OR ANOTHER. AND I -- I JUST -- I DIDN'T WANT TO LOSE YOU OVER WHAT I'D SAID. AMANDA: I COULD USE A FRIEND RIGHT NOW. JORDAN: WELL, WHY? WHAT'S HAPPENED? SORRY. IT'S NONE OF MY BUSINESS. AMANDA: I ACTUALLY HAVEN'T TALKED TO ANYBODY ABOUT IT EXCEPT FOR THE PEOPLE THAT WERE INVOLVED. JORDAN: IT'S ABOUT CAMERON AND THE BABY, ISN'T IT? AMANDA: WHAT DO YOU MEAN? JORDAN: I MEAN -- I KNOW THAT CAMERON'S THE FATHER OF JOSIE'S BABY. AMANDA: HOW? HOW DO YOU KNOW THAT? JORDAN: I'VE SPENT A LOT OF TIME WITH ALLI SINCE THE WEDDING. PLEASE, PLEASE -- DON'T WORRY. SHE DIDN'T TELL ME IN SO MANY WORDS. I PUT IT TOGETHER MYSELF, SO DON'T BE UPSET AT HER. AMANDA: WHAT DIFFERENCE DOES IT MAKE? EVERYTHING'S A MESS, ANYWAY. ACTUALLY, I'M KIND OF GLAD THAT YOU KNOW. NOW I HAVE SOMEONE I CAN TALK TO ABOUT IT. JORDAN: USUALLY HELPS. AMANDA: WELL, IT'S ALL VERY CONFUSING. I HAD A REALLY GOOD SELF-RIGHTEOUS ANGER GOING FOR A WHILE. AND THEN THIS LITTLE BABY WAS BORN EARLY. SO I HAVE A CHOICE. I CAN SIT HERE IN MY GARDEN AND LET CAMERON DEAL WITH IT ALONE, OR I CAN GO AND BE WITH HIM AND WATCH HIM COMFORT THE WOMAN THAT JUST BORE HIS CHILD -- A CHILD THAT IS CLINGING TO LIFE. JORDAN: WOW. NO WONDER YOU DIDN'T WANT ME BUTTING IN. YOUR LIFE'S -- LIFE'S PRETTY COMPLICATED RIGHT NOW. AMANDA: WELL, YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW THE HALF OF IT. JORDAN: I'VE GOT AN IDEA. AMANDA: WHAT? JORDAN: A DIVERSION. YOU NEED A PLACE TO ESCAPE TO. AMANDA: MAYBE ANOTHER SOLAR SYSTEM WOULD BE GOOD. JORDAN: NO, NO. EVEN BETTER THAN THAT. HOW ABOUT WE TRY TO FIND OUT WHAT'S BEHIND GATE NUMBER ONE? AMANDA: WE DON'T HAVE A KEY, REMEMBER? JORDAN: WELL, IT'S AN OLD LOCK. MAYBE I CAN JIMMY IT. AMANDA: ALL RIGHT. ALL RIGHT, WHY NOT? LET'S DO IT. JORDAN: COME ON. YOU'VE WAITED LONG ENOUGH. FELICIA: THANK YOU. GARY: I DIDN'T ASK YOU TO COME HERE. FELICIA: NO. WELL, YOU SHOULD BE THRILLED TO DEATH I DID. OTHERWISE YOU WOULDN'T HAVE AN AUDIENCE FOR ALL THIS SELF-PITY CRAP -- GARY: YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND. FELICIA: OH, HONEY. HONEY. I DO UNDERSTAND. DID I EVER TELL YOU THAT I GAVE UP A CHILD? MM-HMM. YEAH. THOUGHT SHE WAS DEAD AT BIRTH. IT WAS ONLY YEARS AND YEARS LATER THAT I FOUND OUT THAT SHE WAS ALIVE. I FOUND HER. WE HAVE A RELATIONSHIP. BUT I'M NEVER GOING TO GET BACK ALL THOSE YEARS THAT I LOST. SO DON'T YOU TELL ME THAT YOU WISH THIS LITTLE BOY HAD NOT BEEN BORN. BECAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT? HE IS. IT'S TOO LATE FOR THAT. AND IT DOESN'T REALLY MATTER HOW YOU FEEL OR WHOSE BABY THIS IS BECAUSE THIS IS A HUMAN LIFE, GARY, AND GOD FORBID THAT HE DOESN'T SURVIVE. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO HAVE TO REMEMBER -- THAT YOU SAT IN A BAR AND GOT YOURSELF STINKO BECAUSE YOU WERE FEELING SO SORRY FOR YOURSELF WHEN THAT LITTLE KID IS IN THAT HOSPITAL TRYING TO SURVIVE? BECAUSE, YOU KNOW, THAT'S WHAT HE'S DOING RIGHT NOW. HE HAS TO TRY TO SURVIVE IN ORDER TO LIVE. AND IF AFTER ONE DAY HE CAN SUM UP ENOUGH COURAGE TO DO THAT, I SURE AS HELL THINK THAT YOU CAN GET OFF THIS CHAIR AND GO TO THE HOSPITAL, WHERE YOU CERTAINLY BELONG. JORDAN: I HAVE JUST ABOUT GOT IT. AMANDA: WOW. REMIND ME TO CALL YOU THE NEXT TIME THAT I'M LOCKED OUT OF MY CAR. JORDAN: DON'T YOU JUST HATE THAT? AH. SUCCESS. AMANDA: NO. NO, I -- I DON'T WANT TO GO IN. JORDAN: WHAT? THIS IS WHAT YOU'VE BEEN WAIT-- YOU'VE TOLD ME YOU WANTED TO SEE WHAT'S ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THIS GATE SINCE YOU WERE A KID. AMANDA: YEAH, I KNOW. I KNOW WHAT I SAID. I -- I'M SORRY. IT'S NOT -- I DON'T WANT TO -- IT'S NOT RIGHT. THERE'S SOMETHING NOT -- NOT RIGHT. JORDAN: WAIT, WAIT, WAIT. I'LL -- I'LL WALK YOU BACK TO THE HOUSE. GARY: HOW'S HE DOING? NURSE: GARY JR. IS HOLDING HIS OWN. GARY: GARY JR. NURSE: YOU AND YOUR WIFE HAVE A PRETTY DIFFICULT TIME AHEAD, BUT IT'S WORTH IT, RIGHT? I'LL JUST BE OUTSIDE. GARY: HEY, LITTLE MAN. I STAYED SOBER. THOUGHT YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW THAT. AND I'M SORRY FOR TAKING OFF LIKE THAT. BUT I CAME BACK. I'M SORRY WHAT I SAID BEFORE. I LOVED YOU BEFORE YOU WERE BORN, AND I LOVE YOU NOW. YOU CAN COUNT ON THAT. JUST LIKE I'M COUNTING ON YOU TO PULL THROUGH. YOU GOT TO LIVE. IT'S REAL EASY. JUST LIVE. DO IT FOR YOUR OLD MAN. JOSIE: GARY, PLEASE WAIT, OK? I KNOW YOU'RE HURTING, AND WE SHOULD TALK FOR YOUR SAKE AND THE BABY'S. GARY: THERE'S NOTHING ELSE TO SAY. JOSIE: I'M STILL YOUR WIFE. GARY: ARE YOU? JOSIE: WHAT ARE YOU SAYING, GARY? YOU'RE SAYING IT'S OVER BETWEEN US? AMANDA: I'M SORRY IF I GOT A LITTLE WEIRD ON YOU OUT THERE. JORDAN: NO. YOU WEREN'T TERRIBLY WEIRD. AMANDA: STOP. I JUST GOT THIS FEELING THAT I SHOULDN'T GO THROUGH THAT GATE. JORDAN: WOW. THAT IS STRANGE. AMANDA: HALF MY CHILDHOOD, I FANTASIZED ABOUT WHAT WAS ON THE OTHER SIDE. JORDAN: WELL, MAYBE WHEN YOU'RE FEELING BETTER WE'LL GIVE IT ANOTHER TRY. AMANDA: I HAVE TO CONFESS, I'M A LITTLE EASILY SPOOKED, AND I DON'T WANT TO GO ANYWHERE NEAR THAT GATE RIGHT NOW. JORDAN: WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT? AMANDA: NO. NO. I THINK THE LESSER, THE BETTER. SINGER: NO MOUNTAINS TO HIDE JORDAN: WHERE'S THAT -- THAT MUSIC -- WHERE'S IT COMING FROM? AMANDA: UPSTAIRS. I SWEAR MY DAUGHTER IS GOING TO GO DEAF. ALLI! JORDAN: NO, NO, NO. DON'T ASK HER TO TURN IT DOWN. IT'S -- IT'S KIND OF NICE. DON'T YOU THINK? AMANDA: YEAH. YEAH, IT IS, ACTUALLY. MAYBE THERE'S HOPE FOR HER MUSICAL TASTE AFTER ALL. JORDAN: YEAH, I LIKE IT. IT'S -- I DON'T KNOW. IT MAKES ONE WANT TO SAIL ACROSS THE DANCE FLOOR. OF COURSE, ONE HAS TO KNOW HOW TO DANCE. AMANDA: YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO DANCE? JORDAN: SPIRIT'S WILLING BUT THE FLESH IS TWO LEFT FEET. I'LL BET YOU'RE A VISION ON THE DANCE FLOOR. AMANDA: I HAVEN'T DANCED IN A LONG TIME. JORDAN: WILL YOU TEACH ME? AMANDA: NOW? HERE? JORDAN: YEAH. COME ON. GIVE IT A TRY. AMANDA: OK. I TAUGHT MY BROTHER HOW TO DANCE. JORDAN: GOOD. AMANDA: OK. START WITH A SIMPLE BOX. AND THE GUY ALWAYS STARTS WITH YOUR LEFT FOOT. JORDAN: LEFT. AMANDA: OK? TOWARDS ME. READY? OK. ONE, TWO, THREE, FOUR. ONE, TWO, THREE, FOUR. JORDAN: LIKE THIS? AMANDA: THAT'S BETTER. GET A LITTLE CLOSER. JORDAN: OK. AMANDA: OK? ONE, TWO, THREE, FOUR. [CLASSICAL MUSIC PLAYS] SINGER: TEARDROPS AND I HEARD YOU CRY AMANDA: DAVID, WHAT ARE YOU DOING? [CLASSICAL MUSIC PLAYS] FELICIA: SERGEI. SERGEI: FELICIA. I'M STILL FINDING MY WAY AROUND KITCHEN. FELICIA: THIS IS REALLY VERY SWEET. SERGEI: I MAKE FOR YOU COMFORT EATING. LOOK. FELICIA: OH. SERGEI: BLINI. AND, OF COURSE, I MAKE VEGETABLE. AND I HAVE HERE SERGEI SURPRISE. AND -- CHEESE. FELICIA: CHEESE? SERGEI: YES, OF COURSE, CHEESE. IS TO -- FOR OTHER GUESTS, YOU KNOW? YOU REMEMBER LITTLE ONES THAT WE EVICT EARLIER TODAY? I MISS THE LITTLE ONES. NO? FELICIA: NO. SERGEI: COME. I TAKE THE COAT. FELICIA: THANK YOU. SERGEI: PLEASE, SIT DOWN. OK. FELICIA: I -- I WANT TO TELL YOU SOMETHING. YOU KNOW, I ALWAYS THOUGHT I LIKED LIVING ALONE. AND WHEN I CAME IN HERE AND I SAW YOU -- I'M GLAD YOU'RE HERE. I DON'T KNOW. YOU HAVE SOME CRAZY KNACK FOR MAKING ME SMILE. SERGEI: FELISHKA, THAT IS BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT FRIENDS DO. AND WE ARE FRIENDS. DA? FELICIA: DA. SERGEI: PLEASE, EAT. JOSIE: ARE YOU SAYING YOU'RE WILLING TO THROW AWAY EVERYTHING THAT WE'VE HAD TOGETHER? GARY: I DON'T HAVE TO. YOU TOOK CARE OF THAT ON THE BEACH. JOSIE: GARY, I TOLD YOU, WE DIDN'T MEAN TO. YOU HAVE TO BELIEVE ME, WE -- WE THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD. GARY: OH. WELL, THAT'S A RITUAL OF MOURNING I'M NOT QUITE FAMILIAR WITH. I'LL SEE YOU AROUND. OH, BY THE WAY, I'LL HAVE ALL MY STUFF OUT OF THE APARTMENT BEFORE YOU GET HOME. JOSIE: WHERE WILL YOU GO? GARY: I DON'T KNOW. BUT I DON'T SEE HOW THAT COULD BE ANY CONCERN OF YOURS. JOSIE: WHAT ABOUT THE BABY? GARY: I WON'T LET HIM DOWN. I'LL BE THERE FOR HIM. CAMERON: I'M SORRY. I DIDN'T KNOW. JOSIE: HE HATES US BOTH SO MUCH. CAMERON: I DON'T BLAME HIM. JOSIE: HE'S HURTING SO BAD, AND THERE'S NOTHING I CAN DO. CAMERON: AND WE'RE THE ONES WHO CAUSED IT. JORDAN: WHY DON'T WE SAVE THE DANCE LESSONS FOR ANOTHER TIME. AMANDA: DO YOU WANT A GLASS OF WINE? JORDAN: YEAH. THAT WOULD BE NICE. AMANDA: OK. JORDAN: THANKS. AMANDA: I'LL BE -- I'LL BE RIGHT BACK. JORDAN: GOOD. ALLI: HI, THERE. JORDAN: ALLI, YOU STARTLED ME. ALLI: I JUST WANT TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I AM ALL FOR IT. JORDAN: ALL FOR WHAT? ALLI: YOU AND MY MOM. JORDAN: WHAT? AMANDA: DAVID? DO YOU WANT RED OR WHITE? JORDAN: WHITE. WHAT? ALLI, I THINK YOU MISUNDERSTOOD. ALLI: YEAH, RIGHT. I'M OUT OF HERE. BUT IF MY MOM NEEDS A LITTLE PUSH, JUST LET ME KNOW. AMANDA: HERE YOU GO. JORDAN: THANK YOU. IT SEEMS MY ATTEMPTS TO CHEER YOU UP HAVE FAILED. AMANDA: IT'S A PRETTY BIG JOB. JORDAN: YEAH. YOU KNOW, I STILL WISH WE'D SEEN WHAT WAS ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THAT GATE. AMANDA: WHY? WHAT'S THE BIG DEAL? JORDAN: I DON'T KNOW. REALIZING CHILDHOOD DREAMS -- IT CAN BE A VERY POSITIVE EXPERIENCE. AMANDA: ALL RIGHT. JORDAN: WHAT? AMANDA: HOW'S TOMORROW? JORDAN: WOW. GREAT. YES. YES, TOMORROW SOUNDS LIKE A PERFECT DAY. AMANDA: OK. JORDAN: TO TOMORROW. AMANDA: TO TOMORROW. [CAPTIONING MADE POSSIBLE BY PROCTER & GAMBLE PRODUCTIONS, INC.]