[CAPTIONING MADE POSSIBLE BY PROCTER & GAMBLE PRODUCTIONS, INC.] ALLI: WHAT'S THIS? JORDAN: THIRD EYE BLIND'S LATEST. IT HASN'T HIT THE RECORD STORES YET, SO YOU'LL BE AMONG THE FIRST TO HEAR IT. ALLI: NO WAY. JORDAN: WAY. ALLI: HOW DID YOU GET YOUR HANDS ON THIS? JORDAN: WELL, THAT FRIEND OF MINE WHO SCORED THE BACKSTAGE PASSES FOR YOU, HE -- I TOLD HIM, CRAZY FAN YOU WERE, YOU'RE THRILLED ABOUT GOING TO THE CONCERT, ET VOILA. ALLI: SWEET. JORDAN: WHO? ME OR THE BAND? ALLI: BOTH. YOU -- OH, MY GOD, THIS IS SO TOTALLY COOL. I HAVE TO CALL JEN. I HAVE TO LISTEN TO THIS. COULD I BE ANY MORE RUDE? CAN I GET YOU SOMETHING? SOME TEA, OR MAYBE HELEN COULD MAKE US SOMETHING? JORDAN: ALLI, WOULD YOU CUT THAT OUT? I MEAN, WE'RE WAY PAST POLITE. YOU'RE DYING TO HEAR THAT C.D. DON'T LET ME STOP YOU. ALLI: YOU MEAN IT? JORDAN: YOU CAN DITCH ME ANYTIME. I'LL UNDERSTAND. ALLI: MY MOM IS SO LUCKY. JORDAN: HOW DO YOU MEAN? ALLI: WELL, YOU'RE THE KIND OF GUY THAT CAN MAKE A GIRL REALLY, REALLY HAPPY. YOU'RE THE BEST. IF YOU EVER NEED ANYTHING, I OWE YOU BIG TIME. JORDAN: WELL -- WELL, NOW THAT YOU MENTION IT, THE NEXT TIME YOU SEE YOUR MOM, YOU CAN TELL HER -- ALLI: TELL HER WHAT? JORDAN: HMM -- TELL HER HELLO FOR ME. ALLI: THAT'S IT? JORDAN: FOR NOW. ALLI: RIGHT. THANKS AGAIN. JORDAN: AMANDA. YOU'RE HOME. AMANDA: FROM WHAT I CAN SEE, I'M JUST IN TIME. JORDAN: I'M AFRAID I DON'T UNDERSTAND. AMANDA: I WOULD HATE TO THINK THAT YOU'RE USING MY DAUGHTER TO GET TO ME. BARTENDER: HEY. HEY, MISS. COME ON, WAKE UP. CINDY: WHERE AM I? WHO ARE YOU? BARTENDER: I'M YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL. YOU'RE IN PARADISE. WELL, PARADISE LOUNGE, ANYWAY. YOU WANDERED IN, TOSSED BACK A DOUBLE, PASSED OUT. NEXT THING I KNOW, YOU'RE HAVING ONE HELL OF A NIGHTMARE. CINDY: DID I SAY ANYTHING? BARTENDER: YEAH, SOMETHING ABOUT "GRANT, NO ONE CAN EVER KNOW." SOUNDED PRETTY SERIOUS. YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT? CINDY: TALK ABOUT WHAT? I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING. BARTENDER: ALL RIGHT. I'LL GET YOU SOME COFFEE. SO, HOW DO YOU TAKE IT? CINDY: WHAT? GRANT: I KNOW WHAT YOU DID, CYNTHIA. I KNOW WHAT YOU DID. GRANT: ROB ME, TOO, DO YOU? COME ON. GARY: HEY! CINDY: GARY! GARY: YOU GET YOUR HANDS OFF HER, OR I WILL KILL YOU. I WILL KILL YOU. GET YOUR HANDS OFF HER, OR I'LL KILL YOU! JOSIE: GARY, HEY. IT'S OK, IT'S OK. BABY, IT'S ME. IT'S JOSIE. YOU'RE HOME, HONEY. IT'S OK. GARY: OH, JOSIE, I'M -- OH, I'M SORRY, I -- JOSIE: NO, NO, NO, NO. GARY: I HAD -- I HAD THIS NIGHTMARE I WAS KILLING GRANT. I -- OH, IT WAS SO REAL. THAT COULDN'T HAVE HAPPENED. JOSIE: NO, IT'S -- IT DID HAPPEN. GRANT IS DEAD. GARY: OH, COME ON. GRANT'S NOT DEAD. JOSIE: NO, GARY. GARY, IT'S TRUE. GARY: WHEN DID IT HAPPEN? JOSIE: LAST NIGHT. GARY: I DON'T -- I DON'T REMEMBER LAST NIGHT. WHAT HAPPENED? WHAT? JOSIE: HE WAS MURDERED. LOOK, YOU THINK YOU CAN FACE SOME BREAKFAST? WHY DON'T YOU COME OUT WHEN YOU'RE READY, OK? GARY: DID I KILL GRANT? SHARLENE: HOW'S GARY? JOSIE: HOW DO YOU THINK? GARY: MORNING. SHARLENE: GOOD MORNING, GARY. GARY: ABOUT SHOWING UP HERE LAST NIGHT -- JOSIE: HEY, IT'S OK. GARY: I'LL GET OUT OF YOUR WAY. JOSIE: NO. YOU'RE NOT IN MY WAY. LOOK, WHY DON'T YOU SIT DOWN AND HAVE SOME BREAKFAST HERE? GARY: I'LL HAVE SOME COFFEE. JOSIE: GOT SOME ASPIRIN HERE FOR YOU, TOO. HERE. GARY: THANKS. SHARLENE: I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE GRANT HARRISON'S DEAD. JOSIE: YOU KNEW HIM SO WELL, MAMA. SHARLENE: THAT WAS ANOTHER LIFETIME -- FOR HIM AND ME. GARY: YOU KNOW WHO THEY'RE LOOKING FOR? JOSIE: THEY ALREADY HAVE HER IN CUSTODY. GARY: "HER"? WHO? SHARLENE: MARLEY. SHE ADMITTED IT. GARY: MARLEY? THOUGHT SHE WAS IN SOME PSYCH WARD SOMEWHERE. JOSIE: YEAH, AND THAT'S WHERE GRANT PLANNED ON KEEPING HER. I GUESS HE JUST GOT MARLEY'S COURT DATE PUT OFF INDEFINITELY. GARY: WHY? JOSIE: WELL, THE WORD IN THE SQUAD ROOM WAS THAT SHE WAS GOING TO TESTIFY AGAINST HIM. SHARLENE: SO SHE ESCAPED. JOSIE: SHE WENT TO THE HARBOR CLUB AND BASHED HIS HEAD IN. GARY: DO THEY KNOW SHE REALLY DID IT? JOSIE: WELL, THE EVIDENCE AGAINST HER IS PRETTY GOOD, YEAH. WHY? GARY: I THINK EVERYBODY IN THIS TOWN HAD A GOOD REASON TO KILL THAT CANCER. IT'S ALWAYS THE LEAST ONE YOU SUSPECT. SHARLENE: AIN'T IT ALWAYS THE TRUTH. I GOT TO FINISH PACKING. JOSIE: GARY, SINCE MAMA'S LEAVING THIS AFTERNOON, I WAS THINKING THAT MAYBE YOU AND I COULD -- GARY: I GOT TO GO. JOSIE: GO? GO ALREADY? I MEAN, WE HAVEN'T HAD A CHANCE TO TALK. GARY: THERE'S NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT. I SHOULDN'T BE HERE. I DON'T KNOW HOW I GOT HERE. JOSIE: THIS IS YOUR HOME. GARY: I SHOULDN'T BE HERE. JOSIE: GARY, YOU BELONG HERE, OK? I MEAN, MAYBE WE CAN AT LEAST TRY -- GARY: NO, THERE'S NOTHING TO TRY, ALL RIGHT? THE BABY'S GONE. WHAT HAPPENED BETWEEN YOU AND CAMERON, THAT CANNOT BE ERASED. JOSIE: NO, NO, NO. NO, I KNOW THIS WILL TAKE SOME TIME. I KNOW -- GARY: THERE IS NOT ENOUGH TIME IN THE WORLD. ALL RIGHT? SO JUST -- JOSIE: OH, GARY -- GARY: JUST DON'T. JOSIE: PLEASE -- GARY: PLEASE DON'T. JOSIE: GARY, GARY, PLEASE DON'T GO, PLEASE? GARY: I GOT TO GO. JOSIE: GARY, PLEASE DON'T GO! DON'T -- DON'T GO. JORDAN: AMANDA, I WOULD NEVER DREAM OF USING YOUR DAUGHTER TO GET TO YOU. I QUITE ENJOY ALLI'S COMPANY FOR HER OWN SAKE, AS I ENJOY YOU FOR YOURS, BUT -- AMANDA: THAT'S ENOUGH. I FIGURED IT OUT WHILE I WENT AWAY. JORDAN: FIGURED OUT WHAT? AMANDA: OH, YOUR CONSTANT ATTENTION, ALL THE VISITS TO MY HOME, THE GIFTS, THE EVER-PRESENT SHOULDER TO CRY ON. JORDAN: I TRY TO BE GENEROUS WITH THE PEOPLE I CONSIDER MY FRIENDS. AMANDA: THIS ISN'T GENEROSITY, AND IT'S MORE THAN JUST FRIENDSHIP. YOU'RE TRYING TO WIN MY DAUGHTER OVER SO YOU CAN GET HER TO PLAY CUPID. JORDAN: AMANDA, PLEASE, THAT'S -- AMANDA: I THINK THAT TO USE A CHILD LIKE THAT IS -- ESPECIALLY ONE THAT HAS BEEN THROUGH WHAT SHE HAS BEEN THROUGH FOR THE PAST FEW MONTHS. JORDAN: AMANDA, PLEASE. ALLI AND I HAVE A CERTAIN RAPPORT. ALL I'VE BEEN TRYING TO DO IS HELP. AMANDA: YOU AND I ARE BUSINESS PARTNERS. OUR RELATIONSHIP BEGINS AND ENDS THERE. JORDAN: AMANDA, I THINK YOU'VE MISUNDERSTOOD. AMANDA: NO, I THINK I UNDERSTAND ALL TOO WELL. JORDAN: AMANDA, PLEASE, CAN WE DISCUSS THIS AS RATIONAL ADULTS? THERE MUST BE SOMETHING I CAN DO TO SHOW YOU -- AMANDA: THERE IS. YOU CAN LEAVE MY HOME. AND DON'T CONTACT MY DAUGHTER AGAIN. JORDAN: AMANDA, THIS HAS ALL BEEN SOME BIG MISTAKE. AMANDA: THANK YOU. GOOD-BYE, DAVID. ALLI: MOM, YOU'RE HOME. AMANDA: HI, HONEY. ALLI: HEY. AMANDA: DID YOU MISS ME? ALLI: WELL, THAT DEPENDS. WHAT'D YOU BRING ME? AMANDA: HEY. ALLI: JUST KIDDING. WHERE'S DAVID? AMANDA: HE JUST LEFT. ALLI: I WANTED TO THANK HIM FOR THE C.D. HE GOT ME. IT IS SO COOL. AMANDA: HE'S GONE, HONEY. HE'S GONE. ALLI: OH, OK. WELL, THEN I'LL JUST CALL HIM. AMANDA: NO. I CAME BACK FROM MY BUSINESS TRIP EARLY, AND ALL YOU WANT TO DO IS CHASE AFTER MY BUSINESS PARTNER. WHAT'S YOUR DEAL? ALLI: HE'S MY FRIEND. AMANDA: WELL, YOUR FRIEND ISN'T GOING TO BE COMING BACK. ALLI: TODAY. AMANDA: EVER. ALLI: JOKE? AMANDA: I THINK IT IS BEST FOR THE THREE OF US IF YOU SEE A LITTLE LESS OF DAVID HALLIDAY. ALLI: WHY, BECAUSE HE'S AN ADULT AND HE LIKES ME? AMANDA: NO. THAT'S NOT IT AT ALL. ALLI: MOM, I WAS PRACTICALLY ON MY OWN IN SWITZERLAND. I'VE HAD ADULT FRIENDS. I CAN HANDLE MYSELF. AMANDA: ALLI, THIS IS MY CALL. I DON'T TRUST DAVID. ALLI: WHY? AMANDA: HE'S USING YOU TO GET TO ME. ALLI: YOU CAN'T BE SERIOUS. PLEASE TELL ME YOU DIDN'T TELL HIM THAT. AMANDA: ALLI, YOU DON'T -- ALLI: HOW COULD YOU? WE'RE FRIENDS. HE IS, LIKE, ONE OF THE FEW PEOPLE I CAN RELATE TO. HE DOESN'T TREAT ME LIKE A CHILD OR A NUISANCE. SO YOU JUST GET RID OF HIM? AMANDA: THAT IS NOT THE WAY -- THAT'S NOT WHAT THIS IS ABOUT, ALLI. ALLI: OH. WHAT IS IT ABOUT -- YOU? EVERYTHING'S ABOUT YOU. SOMEONE PAYS ATTENTION TO ALLI, AND OFF WITH THEIR HEADS, RIGHT, MOM? THANKS FOR WRECKING MY LIFE AGAIN. AMANDA: DON'T WALK OUT ON ME. ALLI: DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU? I WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY. IF YOU CAN'T BE HAPPY, THE LEAST YOU CAN DO IS LET ME HAVE A FRIEND. AMANDA: ALLI -- ALLI, STOP. GET BACK HERE. OH. SHARLENE: AW, JOS. COME ON, HONEY. I KNOW IT'S NOT EASY. ALL I CAN SAY TO YOU IS THAT, HONEY, NOTHING LASTS FOREVER. JUST PLEASE DON'T GIVE UP HOPE. JOSIE: MAMA, HE CAN'T EVEN STAND TO BE IN THE SAME ROOM AS ME. HE'S NEVER GOING TO FORGIVE ME. SHARLENE: HE STILL LOVES YOU. I KNOW HE DOES. HE JUST -- HE -- HE JUST HASN'T FIGURED OUT HOW TO REACH OUT TO YOU YET. JOSIE: MAMA, HE COULDN'T GET OUT OF THE ROOM FAST ENOUGH. YOU SAW HOW -- HOW FAST HE GOT OUT OF HERE. SHARLENE: I WISH I COULD HELP YOU. JOSIE: MAMA, YOU HAVE HELPED ME SO MUCH, YOU DON'T KNOW. I GUESS THERE ARE JUST SOME THINGS THAT I NEED TO DO ON MY OWN. SHARLENE: I WANT YOU TO TAKE A SHOWER, CLEAN YOURSELF UP A BIT, RELAX. I GOT THE DISHES. I MIGHT EVEN GET OUT AND GET A LITTLE FRESH AIR. OK? JOSIE: I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. THANK YOU. CINDY: WHAT THE HELL KIND OF GAME ARE YOU PLAYING? GRANT: THIS IS NO GAME, CYNTHIA. CINDY: YOU'RE NOT -- YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE -- BARTENDER: HOW DO YOU TAKE YOUR COFFEE? CINDY: WHAT? BARTENDER: HOW DO YOU TAKE YOUR COFFEE? CINDY: BLACK. I'M SORRY. I THOUGHT YOU -- OH, GOD, NOW I'M SEEING THINGS. BARTENDER: MAYBE YOU NEED SOMETHING A LITTLE STRONGER THAN CAFFEINE. CINDY: NO. NO, THAT IS THE LAST THING I NEED. BARTENDER: WELL, SEEMS LIKE YOU'RE STILL TRYING TO WORK LAST NIGHT OUT OF YOUR SYSTEM, HUH? CINDY: YOU COULD SAY THAT. GARY: HEY, WHAT DO YOU SAY? HEY, GORGEOUS. CINDY: OH. HEY, HANDSOME. YOU COME HERE OFTEN? GARY: YEAH, I -- WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED LAST NIGHT? CINDY: DON'T TELL ME YOU BLACKED OUT. GARY: ALL RIGHT, I WON'T. CINDY: OH, THAT IS NOT SURPRISING CONSIDERING HOW WASTED YOU WERE. THANK YOU. GARY: DAVE, COULD I HAVE SOME ORANGE JUICE, PLEASE? CINDY: COME HERE. HAVE YOU SEEN THE PAPERS? GARY: YEAH, THE REIGN IS OVER. HOW YOU HOLDING UP? CINDY: OH, ME? I'M -- YOU KNOW, I'M PEACHY, CAN'T YOU TELL? YOU KNOW, IT'S NOT LIKE GRANT WAS A BELOVED MEMBER OF THE COMMUNITY. I LOVED HIM MORE THAN ANYBODY ELSE DID, AND I WANTED HIM DEAD 75% OF THE TIME, BUT I -- GARY: THANKS, DAVE. DAVE: SURE. CINDY: I DIDN'T THINK IT'D END LIKE THIS. YOU SHOULD SEE THE DOLLY SISTERS. GARY: WHAT, VICKY AND MARLEY? WHAT, WHAT ARE THEY DOING? CINDY: DAMAGE CONTROL. THE ONLY THING THEY GIVE A DAMN ABOUT IS HOW GRANT'S MURDER WILL AFFECT THEM. GARY: WAIT. WHOA. MARLEY, SHE CONFESSED. SHE WAS CHARGED. CINDY: YES, AND IT HAD BETTER HOLD UP IN COURT BECAUSE IF THAT CASE BLOWS UP -- GARY: WAIT, CINDY, ARE YOU TELLING ME SOMEBODY ELSE MURDERED GRANT? CINDY: NO, I'M NOT SAYING THAT. WHY WOULD I SAY THAT? GARY: ALL RIGHT, I JUST -- I NEED YOU TO FILL THE BLANKS HERE. WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED LAST NIGHT? CINDY: WHAT DO YOU REMEMBER? GARY: WE WERE HERE. WE WERE TALKING ABOUT GRANT. WE WERE KNOCKING A FEW BACK. DID WE END UP AT THE HARBOR CLUB? CINDY: YEAH. GARY: JUST FLASHES. I DON'T KNOW, THE REST IS JUST A BLANK. CINDY: HEY, MAYBE THAT'S FOR THE BEST, YOU KNOW? GARY: NO, IT'S NOT. I NEED TO KNOW. WERE YOU WITH ME THE ENTIRE NIGHT? CINDY: GARY, ARE YOU ASKING ME BECAUSE YOU'RE AFRAID YOU KILLED GRANT? AMANDA: IS THIS SEAT TAKEN? CAMERON: WHAT ARE YOU -- WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? AREN'T -- AREN'T YOU SUPPOSED TO BE IN NEW YORK? AMANDA: I'M BACK. AND I'M LOOKING FOR YOU. CAMERON: ME? AMANDA: MM-HMM. CAMERON: IS THIS A GOOD THING OR A BAD THING? AMANDA: WELL, AFTER WHAT I DID THIS MORNING, I HOPE IT'S A GOOD THING. CAMERON: OH? WHAT DID YOU DO? AMANDA: A LITTLE HOUSECLEANING. CAMERON: THIS I GOT TO SEE. AMANDA: WELL, YOU KNOW ME, I'M ALWAYS FULL OF SURPRISES. CAMERON: YEAH, I KNOW. SO, I GUESS YOU HEARD ABOUT GRANT HARRISON. AMANDA: YEAH. THAT'S WHY I CAME BACK EARLY FROM THE CONVENTION. CAMERON: YEAH, YOU WERE MARRIED TO THE GUY. AMANDA: DON'T REMIND ME. ACTUALLY, GRANT WAS A REALLY BIG PART OF MY LIFE FOR A WHILE, AND OF ALLI'S, TOO. WHEN SOMEONE DIES LIKE THAT, IT REALLY STARTS YOU THINKING. CAMERON: YEAH. YOU'RE TELLING ME. AMANDA: IT REALLY HIT ME -- HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE COME AND GONE OUT OF MY LIFE AND HOW LITTLE TIME WE MIGHT HAVE. AND, OF COURSE, I STARTED THINKING ABOUT US -- WHICH ISN'T UNUSUAL. I DO THAT A LOT. MAYBE TOO MUCH. CAMERON: YEAH, AND? AMANDA: I THINK ABOUT HOW INFURIATING AND STUBBORN YOU COULD BE AND HOW YOU JUST DRIVE ME CRAZY AND YOU INVADE MY THOUGHTS AND -- WELL, THERE'S A LOT OF THINGS IN MY LIFE THAT I AM CONFUSED ABOUT, BUT THERE IS ONE THING THAT I KNOW WITH ABSOLUTE CERTAINTY. CAMERON: AND WHAT'S THAT? AMANDA: I DON'T WANT THIS TO END LIKE ALL THE OTHERS. CAMERON: "THIS"? YOU MEAN US? YOU MEAN YOU WANT TO GIVE US A SECOND CHANCE? JORDAN: I SHOULD HAVE SEEN IT COMING. IT WAS TOO MUCH, TOO FAST. I PUSHED HER! I'LL NEVER GET HER INTO THE GARDEN NOW. I LOST MY CHANCE. I'VE LOST AMALIE AGAIN. MAYBE FOREVER. AMALIE: WHY IS IT YOU SO RARELY VENTURE OUT INTO SOCIETY, MR. STARK? I WOULD THINK A MAN OF YOUR INTELLECT WOULDN'T BE SO SELF-CONSCIOUS. JORDAN: GOOD DAY, MISS KITTERIDGE. AMALIE: NO, DON'T GO. PLEASE. JORDAN: WHAT? MORE QUESTIONS? PERHAPS YOU WOULD LIKE TO KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO BE POINTED AT, STARED AT, OR AVOIDED LIKE THE PLAGUE, TO SUFFER THROUGH AN EXISTENCE AS SOMETHING TO BE REVILED, UNTOUCHED, UNLOVED? DO MY PRIVATE SUFFERINGS AROUSE YOUR CURIOSITY? AMALIE: MR. STARK -- JORDAN: I HAVE NO DESIRE TO ENTERTAIN YOU FURTHER. PAY A PENNY AND GAWK THE NEXT TIME THE FREAK SHOW ROLLS INTO TOWN. THIS SHOW IS MOST DEFINITELY OVER. AMALIE: YOU HAVE HAD YOUR SAY. CAN I, AT THE VERY LEAST, HAVE MINE? I ASKED BECAUSE I WAS INTERESTED, MR. STARK. I FORGET NOT EVERYONE IS AS FRANK AS I AM. IT'S A FAILING THAT I HAVE SOMETIMES, SUCH AS NOW. BUT FOR YOU TO ATTRIBUTE CRUEL MOTIVES TO MY GENUINE CURIOSITY IS UNFAIR. AND I HAVE TO BE PAINFULLY FRANK WITH YOU, MR. STARK -- YOU ARE AN UGLY MAN. IT IS NOT SO MUCH THE WAY YOU LOOK ON THE OUTSIDE. IT'S HOW YOU ARE ON THE INSIDE. IT'S THE WAY YOU TREAT PEOPLE. JORDAN: IT'S THE WAY I'VE BEEN TREATED. AMALIE: I HAVE NO DOUBT THAT YOU HAVE SUFFERED. AND I HAVE NO DOUBT THAT THIS WORLD CAN BE A BASE AND VERY CRUEL PLACE AT TIMES. BUT THAT DOES NOT ENTITLE YOU TO TREAT PEOPLE SO HARSHLY. GOOD DAY TO YOU, MR. STARK. JORDAN: MY GOD, SHE WAS FURIOUS AT ME. BUT SHE FORGAVE ME -- AS WILL AMANDA. AND THEN I'LL BRING HER HERE TO THE GARDEN. CINDY: YEAH, WE WERE HERE. WE WERE HERE ALMOST THE WHOLE NIGHT. I NEVER LEFT YOUR SIDE. AND BY THE TIME WE GOT TO THE HARBOR CLUB, GRANT WAS DEAD. GARY: ARE YOU SURE? CINDY: ABSOLUTELY. EVEN IF EITHER ONE OF US HAD WANTED TO KILL GRANT, THERE JUST WASN'T TIME. GARY: WELL, YOU DON'T KNOW HOW HAPPY THAT MAKES ME BECAUSE LAST NIGHT I HAD THIS DREAM. BUT THE DREAM, IT WAS MORE THAN JUST A DREAM. IT WAS LIKE A MEMORY. IT WAS A MEMORY OF ME KILLING GRANT. BUT IT CAN'T BE TRUE, RIGHT? IT CANNOT BE TRUE. CINDY: NO, NO, NO. IT WAS JUST A NASTY NIGHTMARE. WE WERE HERE. I'M YOUR ALIBI, AND YOU ARE MINE, RIGHT? GARY: YEAH. I'LL DRINK TO THAT. GARY: Jesus. SHARLENE: HEY, GARY, COULD I TALK TO YOU FOR A MINUTE ALONE? CINDY: YEAH. I'M SORRY, YEAH. I'LL TALK TO YOU LATER. GARY: YOU BET. WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? SHARLENE: WELL, I WAS ABOUT TO ASK YOU THE SAME THING. YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT YOUR WIFE IS GOING THROUGH? GARY: YOU KNOW WHAT, SHARLENE? YEAH, I DO, AS A MATTER OF FACT. PROBABLY THE SAME THING I'M GOING THROUGH. NOW, ABOUT LAST NIGHT -- IF I WAS RUDE, SEND MY APOLOGIES. CAN YOU HIT ME AGAIN, PLEASE, DAVE? SHARLENE: YOU KNOW THAT'S NOT WHY I'M HERE, GARY. YOU KNOW THAT. JOSIE'S DYING INSIDE, AND HERE YOU SIT. GARY: THAT'S NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS, SHARLENE. SHARLENE: OH, I THINK IT'S MY BUSINESS. THIS IS MY LITTLE GIRL YOU'RE HELPING PUT THROUGH HELL. GARY: YOU KNOW WHAT? YOUR LITTLE GIRL DID A HELL OF A NUMBER ON ME, TOO, ALL RIGHT? SHARLENE: OK. GARY: YEAH. SHARLENE: YEAH, THAT'S TRUE. SO THIS IS HOW YOU'RE GOING TO LIVE YOUR LIFE? IS IT? WHAT, YOU'RE JUST GOING TO SIT AROUND HERE FEELING SORRY FOR YOURSELF, SEEKING SOLACE IN A BOTTLE? OR ARE YOU GOING TO BE THE MAN THAT I KNOW YOU CAN BE? AMANDA: I WISH I COULD SAY THAT I WAS READY TO START OVER AGAIN AND PUT MY HEART ON THE LINE, BUT I'M TOO SCARED. CAMERON: FIGURES, AFTER WHAT I DID TO YOU. AMANDA: I'VE ALSO BEEN TRYING EVERYTHING THAT I KNOW TO STOP -- TO STOP LOVING YOU, AND I HAVEN'T REALLY BEEN ABLE TO DO THAT. THERE ARE JUST SOME THINGS THAT YOU CAN'T FORGET, YOU KNOW, NO MATTER WHAT. CAMERON: IF I THOUGHT THAT I COULD BE THAT MAN, THAT MAN THAT YOU DESERVE, YOU'D NEVER GET RID OF ME. BUT I'D FIGURE OUT SOME WAY HOW TO SCREW THAT UP, TOO. AMANDA: SO, WHAT DO WE DO NOW? WE JUST WALK AWAY AND FORGET ABOUT IT ALL? CAMERON: I COULDN'T IF I TRIED. AMANDA: NO, I COULDN'T EITHER. MAYBE WE COULD BE FRIENDS? CAMERON: YOU THINK THAT'S POSSIBLE? AMANDA: I DON'T KNOW. I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ANYMORE. MAYBE WE SHOULD THINK ABOUT IT -- OR THINK ABOUT THINKING ABOUT IT. CAMERON: THAT'S WHAT I LIKE -- A BROAD WHO KNOWS WHAT SHE WANTS. [PAGER BEEPS] AMANDA: WELL, I'VE GOT TO GET THE PHONE. WOULD YOU ORDER ME A CUP OF COFFEE? CAMERON: SURE. AMANDA: YOU KNOW WHAT I LIKE. CAMERON: YEAH. JOSIE: CAMERON. OH, MY GOD, I'M SO GLAD YOU'RE HERE. CAMERON: WHAT IS IT? WHAT'S WRONG? IS IT GARY? JOSIE: HE LEFT THIS MORNING. HE BARELY SAID ANYTHING. HE LEFT ME AGAIN, CAMERON. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M GOING TO DO. I DON'T KNOW HOW I'M GOING TO GET THROUGH THIS. AMANDA, HI. SORRY. AMANDA: IT'S OK. WHY DON'T YOU STAY? I WAS JUST LEAVING. CAMERON: AMANDA, WAIT. PLEASE DON'T GO. CAMERON: LISTEN TO ME. JOSIE CAME HERE BECAUSE SHE'S WORRIED ABOUT GARY. NOW, HE CAME HOME LAST NIGHT. IT WAS A REALLY BAD NIGHT -- AMANDA: YOU DON'T HAVE TO DO THIS. REALLY, I'M NOT QUESTIONING ANYBODY'S MOTIVES. I'M NOT. I'M NOT. IT DOESN'T MATTER WHY JOSIE CAME LOOKING FOR YOU. IT'S JUST THE TWO OF YOU TOGETHER -- IT KILLS ME. EVERY TIME I SEE THE TWO OF YOU TOGETHER, IT JUST ALL COMES FLOODING BACK. CAMERON: AMANDA -- JOSIE: CAMERON. CAMERON, I'M SO SORRY. IF I HAD KNOWN THAT YOU WERE WITH AMANDA, I WOULD NEVER HAVE -- CAMERON: IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT. IF YOU HADN'T COME HERE, SOMETHING ELSE WOULD HAVE SCREWED IT UP ANYWAY. JOSIE: NO. NO, NO, NO. DON'T SAY THAT. YOU GUYS HAVE A CHANCE. YOU DO. YOU JUST -- IF YOU CAN JUST -- CAMERON: MAYBE IT'S BETTER THIS WAY. IF IT HURTS TOO MUCH TO REMEMBER, MAYBE IT'S BEST TO JUST FORGET. GARY: LOOK, I KNOW JOSIE'S HURTING, AND I KNOW YOU'RE THE MOM AND YOU WANT TO FIX EVERYTHING, BUT, SHARLENE, YOU CAME TO THE WRONG GUY. THERE'S NOTHING I CAN DO. SHARLENE: GARY, YOU KNOW I'VE BEEN WHERE YOU ARE. YOU KNOW I HAVE. GARY: HAVE YOU FORGIVEN JOHN? SHARLENE: I'M TRYING. I'M TRYING TO REMEMBER EVERYTHING WE HAD THAT WAS GOOD, EVERY -- GARY: SHE SLEPT WITH MY BROTHER. SHARLENE: ONCE. ONCE. AND SHE BELIEVED IN HER HEART THAT YOU WERE DEAD, GARY. GARY: THAT MATTERS? SHARLENE: YES, I THINK THAT MATTERS. SHE DIDN'T SNEAK AROUND ON YOU. SHE DIDN'T LIE ABOUT WHAT SHE WAS DOING OR WHO SHE WAS DOING IT WITH FOR MONTHS AND MONTHS. GARY: ALL RIGHT. SHARLENE, IN THE INFIDELITY WARS, YOU WIN. YOU WIN. BUT ALL I GOT -- ALL I GOT IS JUST PAIN AND EMPTINESS AND SUFFERING. THERE IS NOTHING I CAN GIVE. SHARLENE: SHE NEEDS YOU. SHE NEEDS YOU. YOU DIDN'T JUST LOSE THAT BABY, GARY. YOU LOST EACH OTHER. YOU LOST YOURSELVES. BUT I KNOW THAT YOU STILL LOVE EACH OTHER. YOU CAN FIND YOUR WAY BACK. GARY: I DON'T KNOW. SHARLENE: I DO. GARY: HOW AM I GOING TO FORGIVE HER? SHARLENE: IF YOU LOVE JOSIE THE WAY I KNOW YOU DO, THERE'S ALWAYS LOVE LEFT OVER. BUT YOU GOT TO TRY, GARY. YOU'VE GOT TO WANT HER AGAIN. YOU GOT TO -- YOU GOT TO WANT TO BE SOBER. YOU CAN DO THIS. YOU CAN SURVIVE ALL OF THIS. BUT YOU CAN'T DO IT ALONE. YOU TWO NEED EACH OTHER MORE NOW THAN YOU EVER HAVE. YOU'RE THE ONLY ONES WHO KNOW WHAT YOU'VE BEEN THROUGH. HELP EACH OTHER. LOVE EACH OTHER. DON'T CLOSE YOUR HEART OFF NOW. DON'T DO THAT. BECAUSE IF YOU DO, YOU LOSE OUT ON SO MUCH, GARY. SO MUCH LOVE. DON'T CHEAT YOURSELF OUT OF LIFE. MAN: WHAT TIME'S THE POST? SECOND MAN: COUPLE HOURS. CARLINO WANTS US TO KEEP THIS ROOM CLEAR -- NO PRESS, NO VISITORS. FIRST MAN: NOBODY HERE BUT US STIFFS. IT'S THE FIRST TIME I GET TO SEE THE MAYOR FACE TO FACE, AND I CAN'T EVEN GET AN AUTOGRAPH. SECOND MAN: COME ON, LET'S GET GOING. I'M HUNGRY. CINDY: IT'S YOU, LOVE. YOU REALLY ARE DEAD. NOT THAT I DIDN'T BELIEVE THAT YOU WERE. IT'S JUST EARLIER YOU SEEMED VERY REAL. AND WE BOTH KNOW THAT IF YOU COULD COME BACK TO HAUNT ME, YOU'D DO IT IN A HEARTBEAT, ESPECIALLY IF YOU KNEW THAT -- BUT YOU DON'T KNOW THAT. NO, THERE'S NO WAY YOU COULD KNOW THAT. NOBODY KNOWS THAT. NOBODY EVER WILL. SO MAYBE THERE IS SOME JUSTICE IN THIS WORLD. YOU'RE NEVER COMING HOME AGAIN. I WILL NEVER SEE THAT SMUG, SUPERIOR SMILE AGAIN OR LISTEN TO YOU PATRONIZE ME AND INSULT ME AND BERATE ME. YOU ARE GONE. YOU ARE GONE, AND I NEVER THOUGHT MY HEART COULD BREAK LIKE THIS. OH, GRANT. THERE WAS SO MUCH MORE TO US THAN ANYBODY KNEW. YOU COULD SCREW ME OVER A THOUSAND TIMES, BUT THERE -- THERE WERE THOSE NIGHTS WHEN YOU HELD ME AND YOU SAID MY NAME AND WE MADE LOVE. AND I KNEW THERE WAS NOTHING SWEETER IN THE WORLD. NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENED BETWEEN US AT THE END, I ALWAYS LOVED YOU. AND I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU. GOOD-BYE, MY LOVE. GRANT'S VOICE: I KNOW WHAT YOU DID, AND I'M GOING TO GET YOU, CYNTHIA. JORDAN: ALLI. ALLI: DAVID. YOU CAME BACK. LOOK, MY MOM TOLD ME WHAT SHE SAID ABOUT YOU BEING NICE TO ME JUST TO GET TO HER. JORDAN: NOTHING COULD BE FURTHER FROM THE TRUTH. I LIKE YOU FOR YOURSELF. I MEAN, YOU'RE DEFINITELY THE ONLY PERSON WHO'S EVER CONSIDERED ME COOL, SO YOU GOT TO LOVE THAT. ALLI: COOL. JORDAN: AND -- BUT I DO HAVE TO HONOR YOUR MOTHER'S WISHES. SO LET'S JUST HOPE I CAN CHANGE THOSE WISHES. AMANDA: DAVID. ALLI: GOOD LUCK. JORDAN: AMANDA, I WANTED TO TELL YOU -- AMANDA: I THINK THAT I OWE YOU AN -- JORDAN: PLEASE, IF YOU WOULDN'T MIND -- AGE BEFORE BEAUTY. I APOLOGIZE FOR WHATEVER I'VE DONE TO GIVE YOU THE WRONG IMPRESSION ABOUT ME AND ALLI. THE TRUTH IS I -- I ENJOY HER COMPANY. SHE'S ONE OF THE RARE FEW AROUND WHOM I DON'T FEEL INCREDIBLY AWKWARD AND OUT OF STEP. AMANDA: YOU DON'T FEEL THAT WAY AROUND ME, DO YOU? JORDAN: WELL, AROUND YOU, THE TENDENCY INCREASES A THOUSAND-FOLD. AMANDA: WHY? JORDAN: WHY NOT? YOU'RE ELEGANT, INTELLIGENT. TO SAY YOU'RE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL WOMAN I'VE EVER KNOWN IS A RIDICULOUS UNDERSTATEMENT. AMANDA: STOP IT. JORDAN: BUT IT'S TRUE. AND -- WELL, THE FACT OF THE MATTER IS, YES, MAYBE I WAS HOPING THAT YOU COULD BE INTERESTED IN SOMEONE LIKE ME. BUT ALLI HAD ABSOLUTELY NO ROLE IN ANY OF THIS -- EXCEPT AS MY FRIEND. I THOUGHT MAYBE WE COULD BOTH USE A FRIEND AT THIS PARTICULAR TIME. AMANDA, I WOULD NEVER, NEVER MANIPULATE A CHILD LIKE THAT. AND IT WAS OBVIOUSLY A MISGUIDED, FOOLISH PIPE DREAM TO IMAGINE A PERSON AS LOVELY AS YOURSELF COULD BE INTERESTED IN SOMEONE LIKE ME, SO I'LL -- I'LL -- AS YOU REQUESTED, I'LL JUST PACK MY THINGS, AND DO WITH "BRAVA" AS YOU LIKE, AND -- AND THAT'S THAT. AND -- AND -- HAVE A NICE DAY. AMANDA: DAVID -- WAIT. SHARLENE: OH, I DON'T WANT TO LET YOU GO. I DON'T WANT TO LET YOU GO. BUT YOU'LL BE FINE. I KNOW YOU WILL. I KNOW YOU WILL. JUST DON'T GIVE UP HOPE. DON'T STOP TRYING. HE'LL COME AROUND. I KNOW HE WILL. JOSIE: I WISH, I WISH, I WISH I COULD BELIEVE THAT. SHARLENE: I'LL BELIEVE IT FOR YOU. JOSIE: GO, PLEASE. YOU'RE GOING TO MAKE ME START CRYING, AND YOU'RE GOING TO MISS YOUR PLANE. SHARLENE: ALL RIGHT, NEXT WEEK. JOSIE: NEXT WEEK. SHARLENE: OH, HONEY. JOSIE: OH, MAMA. SHARLENE: ALL RIGHT, SWEETIE. JOSIE: HERE. SHARLENE: BYE, DARLING. JOSIE: BYE. BYE. BYE! I LOVE YOU! SHARLENE: I LOVE YOU! JOSIE: SHE'S GONE. CAMERON: I GUESS I'D BETTER GET GOING, TOO. SHE'S RIGHT, YOU KNOW, ABOUT GARY COMING AROUND. JOSIE: I TOLD YOU HOW HE JUST TOOK OFF OUT OF HERE WHEN I JUST TRIED TO TALK TO HIM. CAMERON: HE MUST HAVE WOKE UP WITH ONE HELL OF A HANGOVER. JOSIE: YEAH, WELL, I WISH HE WOULD GO TO A.A., OR I WISH HE WOULD TALK TO FELICIA. AND I WISH SO MANY THINGS. CAMERON: YEAH. ME, TOO. I GOT TO GET GOING. LISTEN, WHAT YOU SAID TO YOUR MOM ABOUT BEING OK ALONE -- IS THAT TRUTH, OR IS THAT FICTION? JOSIE: THE SOONER I GET USED TO BEING ALONE, THE BETTER. RIGHT? CAMERON: YOU'RE NOT ALONE, JOSIE. YOU'RE NOT ALONE. JOSIE: CAMERON, THANK YOU FOR BEING HERE. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WOULD HAVE DONE WITHOUT YOU. I KNOW THAT THIS HAS BEEN JUST AS HARD ON YOU AS IT HAS -- CAMERON? CAMERON: I'M OK. JOSIE: CAMERON. CAMERON, LOOK AT ME. I'M SORRY. I SHOULD HAVE PUT THEM AWAY. CAMERON: NO, IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT. IT'S JUST THAT IT HITS ME SOMETIMES, YOU KNOW, LIKE, HE'S GONE. THE BABY, HE'S GONE, AND WE'RE NEVER GOING TO GET TO KNOW WHAT KIND OF KID THAT HE WOULD BE. WE'RE NEVER GOING TO GET TO KNOW WHAT KIND OF MAN THAT HE WOULD BECOME. JOSIE: NO, I'D LIKE TO THINK THAT WE WILL SOMEDAY WHEN WE GET TO THAT PLACE WHERE HE IS NOW. CAMERON: EVEN IF THERE IS A PLACE THAT'S GOOD ENOUGH, THERE'S NO WAY I'M GOING TO MAKE THE CUT. JOSIE: NO, DON'T YOU SAY THAT. YOU ARE A GOOD MAN. AND YOU ARE TRYING, AND SO AM I. AND AT LEAST NOW WE HAVE SOMEBODY UP THERE LOOKING OUT FOR US. KIND OF LIKE OUR OWN LITTLE GUARDIAN ANGEL, HUH? CAMERON: I JUST PRAY TO GOD THAT YOU'RE RIGHT BECAUSE THIS PAIN -- THIS -- THIS IS THE WORST THING. IT'S -- JOSIE: I KNOW. CAMERON: IT'S BEEN HELL. JOSIE: I KNOW, I KNOW. CINDY: NO. NO, YOU WILL NOT DO THIS TO ME AGAIN, GRANT. YOU WILL NOT DRIVE ME INSANE. BEEN THERE, DONE THAT, OK? WOMAN: WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN HERE? ONLY AUTHORIZED PERSONNEL ARE ALLOWED TO BE IN HERE. CINDY: I'M -- I'M THE WIDOW. WOMAN: I'M SO SORRY, MRS. HARRISON. I'LL GIVE YOU A FEW MINUTES. CINDY: NO, I DON'T WANT TO SEE HIM! I DON'T WANT TO HEAR HIM AGAIN! WOMAN: EXCUSE ME? CINDY: I'M SORRY. I'M SORRY. I'M UNDER A LOT OF STRESS. WOMAN: SURE. BUT YOU ARE GOING TO HAVE TO LEAVE. THE AUTOPSY IS SCHEDULED -- CINDY: NO AUTOPSY, NO. I'M -- I WANT TO REMEMBER HIM THE WAY HE WAS. I CAN'T STAND THE THOUGHT OF SOME STRANGER -- I CAN'T EVEN TALK ABOUT IT. MY HUSBAND WOULDN'T WANT ANYTHING LIKE THAT TO HAPPEN. HE IS TO BE CREMATED IMMEDIATELY. WOMAN: I DIDN'T KNOW THAT. WE'LL HAVE THE PAPERS FOR YOU TO FILL OUT. CINDY: THANK YOU. CREMATION AND NO AUTOPSY. THAT SHOULD DO IT, SEE? THAT SHOULD DO IT. AND REALLY, YOU WOULD DO THE SAME THING IF YOU WERE IN MY SITUATION, WOULDN'T YOU, DARLING? I LEARNED FROM THE BEST. EVERYTHING YOU WERE, EVERYTHING YOU KNOW THAT COULD HURT ME -- IT'LL ALL GO UP IN FLAMES. NOTHING LEFT BUT ASHES. ASHES. AMANDA: YOU CAN'T LEAVE WITHOUT LETTING ME HAVE MY SAY. JORDAN: BY ALL MEANS. AMANDA: WHAT I SAID TO YOU BEFORE -- I THINK I MIGHT HAVE OVERREACTED A BIT. JORDAN: IT'S UNDERSTANDABLE. I MEAN, YOU'VE BEEN UNDER ENORMOUS, ENORMOUS STRESS. AND AFTER ALL, ALLI IS YOUR DAUGHTER. AMANDA: TRUSTING PEOPLE HASN'T EXACTLY BEEN MY STRONG POINT LATELY. SO WHEN ALLI TOLD ME THE TWO OF YOU HAVE BEEN SPENDING A LOT OF TIME TOGETHER, I NATURALLY ASSUMED -- JORDAN: OH -- DID -- DID YOU THINK THAT I WAS JUST A PREDATORY OLD GOAT? AMANDA: I'M SORRY. JORDAN: OH, MY -- NO, NO, NO, NO. YOU HAVE -- UGH. YOU HAVE NOTHING TO BE SORRY FOR. I -- IT'S -- I TEND TO CONFUSE PEOPLE SOMETIMES. I TEND TO CONFUSE MYSELF ALMOST ALL THE TIME. I'M -- I'LL BE OFF. AMANDA: DAVID -- JORDAN: YEAH? AMANDA: I COULD USE SOME COMPANY IF YOU'RE NOT BUSY. JORDAN: I'M A MEMBER OF THE IDLE RICH. WE'RE NEVER BUSY. AMANDA: I WAS GOING TO TAKE A WALK. DO YOU WANT TO JOIN ME? JORDAN: GREAT. WHERE -- WHERE DO YOU WANT TO WALK TO? AMANDA: WELL, I KNOW THAT I PROMISED YOU THAT I WOULD GO AND SEE WHAT'S BEHIND THAT LOCKED GATE. JORDAN: NO, NO. I WON'T HOLD YOU TO THAT. I REALLY -- AMANDA: NO, IT'S OK. YOU SHOULD. I'LL JUST GET MY COAT, AND THEN WE CAN GO. I REALLY CAN'T BELIEVE I'M FINALLY GOING TO FIND OUT WHAT'S ON THE OTHER SIDE. YOU KNOW, ALL OF A SUDDEN, I'M DYING TO FIND OUT. JORDAN: YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW RIGHT YOU ARE. [CAPTIONING MADE POSSIBLE BY PROCTER & GAMBLE PRODUCTIONS, INC.]