[CAPTIONING MADE POSSIBLE BY U.S. DEPARTMENT OF EDUCATION] MARLEY: I HAVE A TREAT FOR YOU. IT'S HOMEMADE APPLE PIE, JUST LIKE COOK USED TO MAKE. BUT YOU CAN'T HAVE ANY OF YOUR LITTLE TEA PARTY OR ANY OF YOUR APPLE PIE TILL YOU ANSWER SOME QUESTIONS FOR ME, OK? OK, DONNA? LOOK, I KNOW THAT YOU KNOW HOW IMPORTANT THE LUMINA BALL WAS TO ME, SO -- SO WHY DID YOU TRY TO RUIN IT FOR ME? HMM? YOU TALKED TYRONE INTO TAKING YOU THERE, DIDN'T YOU? DONNA? I KNOW THAT YOU SAY THAT YOU CAN'T REMEMBER ANY OF IT, BUT YOU MUST REMEMBER SOMETHING. JUST ONE LITTLE DETAIL. SOMETHING -- LIKE WHO GOT YOU OUT OF YOUR COSTUME AND GAVE IT TO FELICIA. SOMETHING LIKE THAT. YOU KNOW, I KNOW YOU HAD A LOT OF FRIENDS THERE. WAS IT NICK? DONNA, WAS IT NICK? CASS? DID CASS HELP YOU? WAS CASS THE SAME PERSON WHO BROUGHT YOU HOME? WHO WAS IT, DONNA? WRITE IT DOWN. TELL ME SOMETHING. WILL YOU JUST SAY SOMETHING. DONNA, WRITE IT DOWN. OK. [KNOCK ON DOOR] MARLEY: IT'S VICKY. WOULDN'T YOU KNOW IT. BUT WE'LL TALK ABOUT THIS LATER. HERE, GIVE -- GIVE ME -- GIVE ME THE PEN. HI. VICKY: HELLO. I STOPPED BY MOM'S HOUSE, AND I PAID HER BILLS, AND I PICKED UP THE LATEST FASHION MAGAZINES. MARLEY: OH, THAT IS SO GREAT. I'LL READ THEM TO HER LATER. VICKY: NO, I'M HERE TO GIVE YOU A BREAK, ACTUALLY. MARLEY: OH. VICKY: MOM AND I ARE GOING TO WATCH A ROMANTIC MOVIE AND DROWN OURSELVES IN JUNK FOOD. HELLO. MAYBE I'LL DROWN MYSELF IN JUNK FOOD. LOOK AT THIS. SOMEBODY MADE YOU A NICE PIE, HUH? MARLEY: YEAH, BUT SHE'S KIND OF WORN OUT. IT'S HARD FOR HER TO CONCENTRATE ON ANYTHING. VICKY: IS THAT RIGHT? I THINK WHAT YOU NEED IS A GOOD LAUGH, AND YOU KNOW WHAT? I HAVE JUST THE THING TO GO WITH THAT PIE -- VANILLA ICE CREAM. MARLEY: MMM. VICKY: I'LL GO INTO THE KITCHEN. I'LL GET A SCOOP. WHAT IS IT? MARLEY: OH, SHE -- SHE GETS THAT. IT'S A SPASM. YOU KNOW, SOMETIMES SHE JUST GETS A SPASM. SHE GRABS ON TO SOMETHING. SHE CAN'T EVEN LET GO. VICKY: OH. WELL, COME ON. YOU CAN CONCENTRATE. I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT. YOU CAN LET GO IF YOU JUST CONCENTRATE. GO AHEAD. TA-DA! DID YOU SEE THAT? MARLEY: YEAH. VICKY: HEY, WAIT A MINUTE. THIS IS NO SPASM. SHE'S TRYING TO TELL ME SOMETHING. WHAT IS IT? WHAT IS IT? YOU CAN HELP ME UNDERSTAND. YOU CAN DO IT. CAMERON: TONI, YOU GOT A MINUTE? TONI: OH, REALLY? OK, WELL, NO, THERE'S NO MESSAGE. THANK YOU ANYWAY. BYE. YEAH, WHAT'S UP? CAMERON: I DON'T KNOW IF JOSIE TOLD YOU, BUT RACHEL ASKED ME AND GARY TO INVESTIGATE HER GRANDDAUGHTER'S DISAPPEARANCE. TONI: GOOD. THE SOONER THE BABY'S FOUND, THE BETTER. CAMERON: SO CAN WE POOL TOGETHER ANY INFORMATION THAT WE GET? TONI: IF YOU'RE WILLING TO PLAY BY THE RULES, IT'S FINE WITH ME. CAMERON: WELL, THE KIDNAPPER ISN'T PLAYING BY THE RULES, SO WHY SHOULD WE? JOSIE: WE'RE COPS. THAT'S THE LAW. THAT'S WHY. CAMERON: SO DOES THAT MEAN YOU'RE NOT GOING TO SHARE WITH ME ANY INFORMATION THAT YOU HAVE SO FAR? JOSIE: NO, IT MEANS WE HAVE SQUAT. CAMERON: YOU EXPECT ME TO BELIEVE THAT? JOSIE: FORENSICS REPORT ON THE ELEVATOR. NO FINGERPRINTS EXCEPT LILA'S AND MATT'S. NO BLOOD EXCEPT LILA'S. NO HAIR SAMPLES. AND AS OF THIS MORNING, NO RANSOM NOTE. CAMERON: SO WHAT ARE WE DEALING WITH HERE? TONI: WE HAVE NO IDEA, AND THAT'S WHY WE'RE SCARED. JOSIE: MAYBE THE KIDNAPPER WANTS SOMETHING MORE THAN MONEY. TONI: PROBABLY. CAMERON: WHAT KIND OF PSYCHO WOULD STEAL A NEWBORN BABY RIGHT OUT OF HER MOTHER'S ARMS? I MEAN, IF WE EVER CATCH THIS GUY, IF I EVER GET MY HANDS ON THIS SON -- JOSIE: CAMERON, CALM DOWN. CAMERON: WHY? HOW CAN YOU BE SO CALM? JOSIE: JUST SHUT UP, OK? AMANDA: DID THEY FIND THE BABY? IS IT BAD NEWS? CAMERON: NO, THERE'S NO NEWS. THERE'S NOTHING. AMANDA: WELL, I HEARD THE WAY YOU WERE TALKING. I GOT SCARED. I THOUGHT -- CAMERON: IT'S JUST THE BABY. I LOST IT, THAT'S ALL. JOSIE: YEAH, WELL, STANDING AROUND HERE ISN'T GOING TO HELP HER MUCH, IS IT? AMANDA: WHAT'S HER PROBLEM? TONI: WELL, YOU KNOW, SOMETHING LIKE THIS HAPPENS AND WE ALL GET ON EDGE. HEY, YOU WANT TO SEE THE PRESS RELEASE JOE GAVE OUT? AMANDA: YEAH. TONI: COME ON. CAMERON: YOU FORGOT THIS. JOSIE: THANKS. CAMERON: I'M SORRY. JOSIE: LOOK, CAMERON, YOU REALLY HAVE TO WATCH HOW YOU'RE GOING TO ACT IF YOU DON'T WANT AMANDA TO GET SUSPICIOUS. CAMERON: I DON'T. I DON'T WANT THAT. JOSIE: WHAT? WHAT? WHAT HAPPENED? CAMERON: AMANDA, SHE SAW WHAT HER BROTHER WENT THROUGH LAST NIGHT WITH LILA AND THE BABY AND HIS GIRLFRIEND. JOSIE: SOFIA. CAMERON: YEAH. SHE SAID THAT SHE WOULDN'T WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH ANY GUY WHO HAD A KID. JOSIE: WELL, THEN TODAY IS YOUR LUCKY DAY BECAUSE THIS BABY IS GARY'S. LILA: OH, MATT. MATT: HEY. I'M RIGHT HERE. LILA: MATT. MATT: I'M RIGHT HERE, LILA. LILA: OH, GOD. OH, GOD, IT'S BEEN A WHOLE NIGHT. I THOUGHT I'D WAKE UP AND SHE'D BE HERE. MATT: WE'RE GOING TO FIND HER. WE'RE GOING TO FIND HER. LILA: OH, MATT. MATT: HEY, WHY DON'T YOU EAT SOMETHING. THESE HOSPITAL EGGS AIN'T TOO BAD. LILA: NO, NO. PLEASE, NO. I CAN'T EAT WHEN I DON'T KNOW WHERE MY BABY IS. MATT: LILA -- SHH, SHH. WE'RE GOING TO FIND HER. I'LL BE RIGHT BACK, OK? LILA: MATT, PLEASE. I DON'T WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE VERY LONG. MATT: I KNOW. I'LL BE RIGHT HERE. I'M RIGHT HERE. SOFIA: I WANTED TO BE WITH YOU. MATT: THANKS FOR COMING. CASS: OK IF I GO IN? MATT: YEAH. SHE'D LIKE TO SEE YOU. CASS: THANKS. MATT: LILA'S GIVING UP, AND I CAN'T HELP HER. ALL I KEEP THINKING ABOUT IS -- IS HOLDING MY LITTLE BABY. SHE'S SO TINY AND SO PERFECT. SOFIA: JOE -- JOE WILL FIND YOUR BABY. I KNOW HE WILL. MATT: AND I JUST KEEP THINKING. I KEEP THINKING ABOUT ALL THOSE BOOKS I'VE READ. THEY SAID THAT THOSE FIRST FEW HOURS BETWEEN A MOTHER AND A CHILD ARE THE MOST IMPORTANT. AND I KEEP THINKING, WHAT IS SHE GOING THROUGH? SOMEWHERE, MY BABY IS ALONE WITH STRANGERS, AND IT'S MY FAULT. SOFIA: NO, NO, YOU WERE -- YOU WERE LOOKING AFTER LILA. MATT: SOFIA, I LEFT MY BABY ALONE. I STEPPED OFF THE ELEVATOR, THE DOORS CLOSED, AND SHE WAS GONE. WHAT IF I NEVER SEE HER AGAIN? LILA: THE BABY WAS NEVER MEANT TO BE MINE. CASS: WHAT? YOU CAN'T GIVE UP NOW. LILA: YOU DON'T GIVE BIRTH AT A PARTY AND SURROUNDED WITH PEOPLE AND THEN THE BABY JUST DISAPPEARS IF IT WASN'T PLANNED, IF IT WASN'T MEANT TO BE. CASS: NO ONE COULD HAVE PLANNED THAT. LILA: NO. NO ONE. BUT MAYBE GOD IS PUNISHING ME FOR ALL THE WRONG THINGS I'VE DONE. CASS: THAT'S NOT TRUE. LILA: I'M NOT FIT TO BE A MOTHER, CASS. CASS: WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? LILA: I'M NOT. I USED MY BABY TO GET WHAT I WANT, AND NOW I'M BEING PUNISHED, AND SHE'S BEING PUNISHED, TOO. RACHEL: THAT'S NONSENSE. LILA, THAT BABY NEEDS YOU. YOU FOUGHT FOR HER FOR SO LONG. DON'T GIVE UP ON HER NOW. [CAPTIONING MADE POSSIBLE BY U.S. DEPARTMENT OF EDUCATION] RACHEL: YOUR BABY NEEDS YOU AND HER FAMILY. LILA: HER FAMILY? RACHEL: US. CASS, HOW ABOUT UNPACKING SOME OF HER THINGS AND LET ME SEE IF I CAN GET HER TO EAT SOMETHING. HERE. CASS: HAPPY TO. RACHEL: HERE, YOU TAKE THIS. YOU'RE NOT GOING TO BE ANY GOOD TO ANYBODY IF YOU'RE WASTING AWAY. CASS: I'D DO IT IF I WERE YOU, HON. RACHEL: NOW, JOE IS WORKING WITH THE F.B.I., AND JAKE IS KEEPING THE PRESSURE ON AT THE "HERALD." GOOD FOR YOU. LILA: JAKE McKINNON CARES ABOUT MY BABY? RACHEL: OF COURSE HE DOES. LILA: AND YOU DON'T THINK IT'S HOPELESS? RACHEL: NO, AND YOU'RE NOT BEING PUNISHED. LILA: YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND. RACHEL: LILA, DO YOU THINK YOU'RE THE ONLY PERSON IN THE WORLD WHO HAS MADE MISTAKES TRYING TO GET WHAT YOU WANT OUT OF LIFE? ARE YOU GOING TO DRINK THIS, OR ARE YOU JUST GOING TO KEEP PUTTING IT AWAY? COME ON. AND DON'T YOU THINK GOD HAS BETTER THINGS TO DO RATHER THAN TO PUNISH YOU FOR BEING OVERZEALOUS WHERE YOUR CHILD'S FUTURE IS CONCERNED? NOW, ARE YOU GOING TO EAT SOMETHING, OR ARE YOU JUST GOING TO SIT HERE AND WALLOW IN SELF-PITY? DON'T YOU WANT TO GET OUT OF HERE? CASS: DID THEY SAY WHEN YOU WOULD? RACHEL: SHE CAN LEAVE WHENEVER SHE WANTS TO. LILA: I CAN LEAVE? RACHEL: YES. YOU CAN LEAVE IF YOU GET YOUR STRENGTH BACK, SO WHY DON'T YOU TAKE A FEW MOUTHFULS OF THIS? SO WE CAN GO HOME AND FIND THAT BABY OF YOURS. LILA: HAND ME MY CLOTHES. WE'RE GETTING OUT OF HERE. RACHEL: OK, A FEW MORE BITES. MATT: LILA NEEDS ME. SOFIA: YOU DON'T HAVE TO EXPLAIN. MATT: I GOT TO BE THERE FOR HER. SOFIA: I KNOW. THAT'S PART OF WHY I LOVE YOU. MATT: OK. ALL RIGHT. FELICIA: SOFIA? HOW'S LILA? SOFIA: HOW WOULD YOU BE? FELICIA: RIGHT. HOW ARE YOU DOING, HONEY? SOFIA: I'M LOSING HIM. WHEN THE BABY WAS BORN, I THOUGHT WE'D START OUR LIFE TOGETHER. BUT NOW ALL ANYONE CAN THINK ABOUT IS THAT POOR LITTLE BABY. MATT: ALL RIGHT, LILA. LET'S GET IN THIS WHEELCHAIR. LILA: OK, I'M READY. OH. RACHEL: TAKE IT EASY. THERE YOU GO. LILA: THANK YOU. RACHEL: YOU'RE WELCOME. HERE. YOU HAVE HER SUITCASE. NOW, THIS YOUNG MOTHER'S GOING HOME. MATT: ALL RIGHT, WE'RE GOING TO MAKE A QUICK STOP. WE'LL SEE YOU IN A LITTLE BIT. RACHEL: ALL RIGHT. MATT: ALL RIGHT? CASS: NICE WORK. RACHEL: AH, DON'T MENTION IT. VICKY: ARE YOU UPSET ABOUT ALL THE CONFUSION LAST NIGHT? DO YOU THINK THAT'S WHAT IT IS? MARLEY: MAYBE, AND I -- I TOLD HER ABOUT MATT'S BABY THIS MORNING. MAYBE THAT'S IT. I KNOW HOW CLOSE SHE AND MATT STILL ARE. VICKY: IS THAT IT? DO YOU WANT ME TO -- DO YOU WANT ME TO CALL MATT? DO YOU WANT TO SEE HIM? WHERE'S THE PAD? MARLEY: NO, I REALLY DON'T THINK SHE'S UP TO ANY OF THIS RIGHT NOW. I TRIED TO GET HER TO WRITE SOMETHING DOWN EARLIER, AND SHE JUST -- SHE CAN'T CONCENTRATE. IT JUST DEPENDS ON HER MOOD. VICKY: YOU JUST SQUEEZE MY HAND IF YOU WANT TO WRITE DOWN WHAT'S BOTHERING YOU. OUCH. WHERE'S THE PAD? MARLEY: I THINK THERE'S ONE BY THE PHONE IN THE KITCHEN. VICKY: ALL RIGHT. DON'T YOU WORRY ABOUT A THING. WE'RE GOING TO GET TO THE BOTTOM OF WHAT'S EVER BOTHERING YOU. BUT IF I DON'T PUT THIS ICE CREAM IN THE FREEZER, IT'S GOING TO MELT ALL OVER THE PLACE. I'LL BE RIGHT BACK. I'LL BE RIGHT BACK. MARLEY: SO, ARE YOU PROUD OF YOURSELF? IS IT GOING TO DO YOUR HEART GOOD TO DESTROY MY LIFE AGAIN, THE WAY YOU DID WHEN YOU RAN OVER ME WITH YOUR CAR? WILL THAT MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER? YOU'RE MY MOTHER, DONNA. I LOVE YOU. AND I WOULD NEVER LET ANYTHING HAPPEN TO YOU, SO WHY DO YOU WANT TO HURT ME ALL THE TIME? JOSIE: DON'T -- LEAVE IT OPEN. DOES AMANDA HAVE ANY SUSPICIONS THAT I'M PREGNANT? CAMERON: NOT YET. JOSIE: OH. THAT WON'T BE LONG. GARY KNOWS I'M PREGNANT. PRETTY SOON THE WHOLE TOWN WILL KNOW. WE HAVE TO WATCH EVERYTHING WE SAY AND DO. CAMERON: RIGHT. SO IS GARY HAPPY? JOSIE: HAPPY. HAPPY IS AN UNDERSTATEMENT. HE TREATS ME LIKE I'M A PIECE OF GLASS. THIS MORNING HE MADE ME BREAKFAST IN BED. HMM. CAMERON: I'M NOT GOING TO DO ANYTHING TO RUIN THIS FOR HIM. I PROMISE. JOSIE: I LOVE HIM SO MUCH, CAMERON. CAMERON: I KNOW. JOSIE: NO, DON'T -- LOOK, THERE'S SOMETHING YOU NEED TO KNOW. GARY KNOWS THAT YOU KISSED ME THAT NIGHT IN THE CAR. CAMERON: WELL, WHO TOLD HIM -- AMANDA? JOSIE: NO, I DID. CAMERON: WHY? JOSIE: BECAUSE HE WAS WONDERING WHY AMANDA THOUGHT THAT YOU AND I WERE IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER. I HAD TO TELL HIM SOMETHING. CAMERON: WELL, NOT THAT I KISSED YOU. JOSIE: LOOK, I EXPLAINED TO HIM THAT WE WERE WORKING UNDERCOVER, THAT AMANDA SAW US AND YOU DIDN'T WANT HER TO KNOW WE WERE TOGETHER. CAMERON: AND HE BOUGHT IT? JOSIE: YEAH. HE WASN'T EXACTLY HAPPY ABOUT IT. THAT'S PUTTING IT MILDLY. CAMERON: GARY'S GOT THIS REALLY STRONG SENSE OF RIGHT AND WRONG. HE'S HAD IT SINCE WE WERE KIDS. HE SEES EVERYTHING IN TERMS OF BLACK AND WHITE. JOSIE: YEAH. WELL, WHATEVER THE CASE, WE HAVE TO KEEP THESE SECRETS AND LIES GOING. GARY: SECRETS AND LIES ABOUT WHAT? JOSIE: GARY. HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN STANDING THERE? GARY: LONG ENOUGH TO KNOW THAT SOMETHING'S GOING ON BETWEEN YOU TWO. AND I WANT TO KNOW WHAT IT IS. GARY: I DON'T LIKE HEARING MY WIFE AND MY BROTHER TALKING ABOUT SECRETS AND LIES. JOSIE: GARY, CAMERON AND I WERE NOT TALKING ABOUT ANYTHING PERSONAL. CAMERON: NO. IT'S JUST THAT THE BABY'S MISSING. IT'S THE CASE. IT GETS TO ME. THAT'S ALL. GARY: YEAH. ME, TOO. ESPECIALLY NOW. SO, WHAT WE HAVE TO DO IS WE HAVE TO LEVEL WITH EACH OTHER. SO YOU KNOW SOMETHING ABOUT THIS CASE, DON'T YOU? JOSIE: THE LUMINA FOUNDATI -- THEY'RE STONEWALLING US. THEY'RE NOT COOPERATING AT ALL. GARY: YOU'RE KIDDING ME. CAMERON: NO, AND JOSIE AND I, WE CAN'T AGREE ON HOW WE SHOULD HANDLE IT. I THINK THAT WE SHOULD DRAG RDAN STARK OUT OF HIDING, THROW HIM UP IN FRONT OF A GRAND JURY, SEE WHAT WE CAN GET OUT OF HIM -- YOU KNOW, PUT AN END TO ALL THE SECRETS AND LIES. JOSIE: AND I THINK THAT WE SHOULD JUST LIE LOW, LET THEM THINK THAT WE'VE BACKED OFF AND LET THEM SLIP UP THEMSELVES. GARY: JOE'S GETTING A COURT ORDER NOW. CAMERON: GOOD, BECAUSE EVERY HOUR THAT GOES BY, AND THAT BABY'S CHANCES OF SURVIVING ARE WORSE AND WORSE. AMANDA: NO. NO, YOU -- CAMERON: AMANDA -- AMANDA: YOU HAVE TO FIND HER. CAMERON: WE WILL. I MEAN, WE WILL. CHRIS: AND THE LOVE LADY HAD ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO WITH IT. COMPLETELY MY IDEA. TONI: WELL, IT'S WONDERFUL. THEY'RE PRETTY. CHRIS: SO ARE YOU. HAVE DINNER WITH ME TONIGHT? TONI: YOU SURE THAT'S WHAT YOU REALLY WANT? CHRIS: YEAH, I'M SURE. I ASKED YOU, DIDN'T I? TONI: WELL, I THOUGHT YOU WERE SURE YOU WANTED ME AS YOUR DATE AT THE BALL, AND YET I DIDN'T SEE YOU ALL EVENING. CHRIS: I KNOW, I KNOW. I HAD TO WORK THE PARTY FOR THE "HERALD." TONI: RIGHT. YOU DIDN'T EVEN HAVE TIME TO HAVE A GLASS OF CHAMPAGNE. YOU KNOW, I FELT LIKE I DIDN'T MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU. CHRIS: WAIT, WAIT, WHOA. NO. HOW CAN YOU SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT? TONI: I DON'T KNOW. MAYBE I WASN'T FEMININE ENOUGH. CHRIS: NOT WITH THAT AGAIN. TONI, I NEVER SAID THAT. YOU SAID THAT. TONI: NO, I'M THE SAME PERSON IN MY UNIFORM AND OUT OF IT, CHRIS. CHRIS: BELIEVE ME, I KNOW THIS -- ALTHOUGH I PERSONALLY PREFER YOU WITHOUT THE UNIFORM. TONI: EXACTLY. THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT. YOU DON'T RESPECT WHAT I DO. YOU DON'T RESPECT MY PROFESSION. CHRIS: WAIT, WAIT, WAIT. WHOA, WHOA. WAIT A MINUTE. NOW, THAT COULD GO BOTH WAYS. I MEAN, JUST ON GENERAL PRINCIPLE, COPS DON'T EVEN LIKE REPORTERS, RIGHT? TONI: SO WHAT? CHRIS: SO, I MEAN, JUST BECAUSE OUR WORKS CONFLICT DOESN'T MEAN THAT I THINK YOU DISRESPECT ME. TONI: OH, CHRIS, IT'S SO DIFFERENT, OK? I'M A WOMAN. I'M HERE. I GOT TO -- CHRIS: WAIT. WHAT? I'M NOT TRYING TO HEAR -- WHAT KIND OF DOUBLE STANDARD IS THAT? SO YOU'RE A WOMAN? WHAT'S THAT GOT TO DO WITH IT? TONI: FINE, FINE, FINE, FINE. MAYBE WE CAN'T TALK ABOUT THIS. CHRIS: NO, WE CAN TALK -- TONI: OK, SO JUST DROP IT. [TELEPHONE RINGS] TONI: 23rd PRECINCT, BURRELL SPEAKING. FELICIA: HONEY, RACHEL HAS PAID THE HOSPITAL BILL, SO WE CAN REALLY GO, OK? COME ON. SOFIA: I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M DOING HERE STILL. FELICIA: WELL, THIS ISN'T ANY TIME FOR YOU TO BE ALONE. SOFIA: EVERYTHING WAS PERFECT. WE WERE TALKING ABOUT GETTING MARRIED. I THOUGHT EVERYTHING WAS GOING TO BE OK. FELICIA: YOU KNOW WHAT? MATT AND YOU CAN HAVE YOUR DREAM. SOFIA: I WONDER. I MEAN, I DON'T THINK I DESERVE TO HAVE ANY OF MY DREAMS COME TRUE. FELICIA: SOFIA, DON'T SAY THAT. SOFIA: I MEAN IT. YOU DON'T KNOW THE AWFUL THINGS I'VE THOUGHT ABOUT LILA. YOU DON'T. FELICIA: HONEY, SHE HAD IT COMING TO HER. YOU WOULDN'T BE HUMAN IF YOU DIDN'T RESENT HER. SOFIA: FELICIA, DO YOU THINK BAD THOUGHTS ABOUT SOMEONE CAN MAKE THINGS -- BAD THINGS HAPPEN? FELICIA: SOFIA, LISTEN TO ME. YOU DIDN'T STEAL THIS BABY, DID YOU? OK. OK. YOU SEE? SOFIA: I NEVER WANTED HER TO SUFFER. I NEVER WANTED LILA TO SUFFER. I JUST WANTED MATT, THAT'S ALL. FELICIA: I KNOW. I KNOW. SOFIA: I LOVE HIM. FELICIA: HE LOVES YOU, TOO. DON'T YOU FORGET THAT. OK? OK. LILA: MATT, WHAT ARE WE DOING HERE? MATT: MAC BROUGHT ME HERE WHEN I WAS A KID. HE TOLD ME THIS PLACE -- THIS WAS THE REAL HEART OF THE CORY FAMILY. LILA: MAYBE FOR YOU CORYS, BUT I -- MATT: NO, LILA, PLEASE -- PLEASE DON'T GO. PLEASE. LILA: MATT, I'D BE HAPPY IF I NEVER STEPPED FOOT IN THIS PLACE AGAIN, OR DO YOU FORGET MY MEMORABLE, LAUGHABLE WALK DOWN THE AISLE? MATT: NOBODY WAS LAUGHING. LILA: RIGHT, OK. LOOK, WHY DON'T WE JUST FORGET IT. I'M STILL TRYING TO, OK? MATT: LOOK, LOOK. LILA: WHAT? MATT: I NEVER MEANT TO HURT YOU, ALL RIGHT, LILA? I JUST THOUGHT IF WE CAME HERE TOGETHER WE COULD GET OUR DAUGHTER BACK. IF WE PRAYED TOGETHER FOR JASMINE WE MIGHT FIND HER SOONER. LILA: YES. I'D LIKE TO PRAY FOR HER. MATT: OK. LILA: THANK YOU FOR THINKING OF THAT. YEAH. FELICIA: HEY. MATT AND LILA HAVE LEFT. YOU KNOW, THERE'S NO USE IN US HANGING AROUND. CASS: YEAH, YOU'RE RIGHT. FELICIA: OK. SO, WHAT DO YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT, YOU KNOW, TO TAKE YOUR MIND OFF THIS THING? CASS: I DON'T KNOW. FELICIA: YOU REALLY DO LOVE HER, DON'T YOU? CASS: I'M OVER IT. FELICIA: OH. OH, HON. YEAH, SURE YOU ARE. YOU KNOW, THAT'S WHY YOU GOT INTO THAT CONTRAPTION AND THEY LOWERED YOU DOWN INTO THAT ELEVATOR SHAFT. YOU'D DO THAT FOR ANY OLD FRIEND. CASS: OUCH. FELICIA: WHAT, ARE YOU KIDDING? AND NOW SHE'S WITH THE FATHER OF HER BABY. AND LOOK AT YOU -- HERE YOU ARE. YOU'RE STILL HANGING. CASS: YOU WANT A DIVERSION? FELICIA: YEAH, GREAT. CASS: I'VE GOT ONE FOR YOU. FELICIA: GO AHEAD, LAY IT ON ME. CASS: YOU ENDED UP WEARING DONNA'S COSTUME AT THE PARTY, AND SHE APPARENTLY DID A DISAPPEARING ACT. HOW DO YOU SUPPOSE THAT HAPPENED? FELICIA: FIRST OF ALL, DONNA WAS NEVER IN THAT COSTUME. I GOT THAT COSTUME FROM THAT MS. ALLEN AT LUMINA. SHE GAVE IT TO ME WHEN THAT STUPID WAITER HELPED ME SPILL GUACAMOLE ALL OVER MYSELF. CASS: TYRONE SAYS HE SAW DONNA WEARING IT. FELICIA: DONNA WASN'T EVEN THERE. SHE WAS AT MARLEY'S. SHE WAS WITH A NURSE. YOU KNOW WHAT I THINK? I THINK TYRONE IS PUTTING A FEW DOWN. CASS: I KNOW TYRONE. IF HE SAYS IT HAPPENED, IT DID. FELICIA: THEN HOW DO YOU EXPLAIN HIS STORY? HE CHANGED IT, YOU KNOW. HE TOLD JOE HE DOESN'T EVEN UNDERSTAND WHAT HAPPENED. HE DOESN'T REMEMBER. CASS: THAT I DON'T KNOW. FELICIA: I DO. I KNOW VERY WELL. I THINK HE WAS DRUNK. CASS: I WENT OVER TO THE LUMINA FOUNDATION THIS MORNING. FELICIA: OH, HONEY. CASS: AND GUESS WHAT. OUR MS. ALLEN WAS MYSTERIOUSLY ABSENT FROM WORK TODAY. FELICIA: OH. CASS: AS WAS THE SLIPPERY MR. STARK. FANCY THAT, HEDDA. FELICIA: WHY IS THAT SUCH A BIG DEAL? MAYBE THEY TOOK THE DAY OFF. CASS: YOU DON'T TAKE THE DAY OFF WHEN THE COPS ARE CRAWLING ALL AROUND YOUR SKYSCRAPER. YOU DON'T TAKE THE DAY OFF WHEN THE F.B.I. IS CALLED AND A BABY'S MISSING. FELICIA: YOU KNOW WHAT? MAYBE YOU AND I DON'T DO THAT, BUT MAYBE THEY DO. CASS: WHAT IF PARTY OR PARTIES UNKNOWN AT THE LUMINA FOUNDATION REALLY DID HAVE A GOOD REASON TO TAKE A POWDER? MARLEY: FINISH ALL OF YOUR TEA. COME ON, DONNA. THIS IS VALERIAN ROOT. IT'S YOUR FAVORITE. I KNOW HOW MUCH IT RELAXES YOU. IT MAKES YOU FALL RIGHT TO SLEEP. GOOD. GOOD, GOOD, GOOD. JUST A LITTLE MORE. VICKY: I DO NOT KNOW HOW YOU FUNCTION IN THIS HOUSE, BUT I DID MANAGE TO FIND A PEN. MARLEY: WELL, YOU JUST DON'T KNOW WHERE TO LOOK. I'LL FIND IT AS SOON AS DONNA FINISHES. HERE, ONE MORE SIP. VICKY: AND THIS WILL DO. MARLEY: ALL GONE. VICKY: ALL RIGHT. WE'RE IN BUSINESS. MARLEY: NO, I REALLY -- I DON'T THINK THAT SHE'S UP TO THIS RIGHT NOW. LOOK, SHE'S -- YEAH. VICKY: WHAT IS IT? YOU A LITTLE SLEEPY? MARLEY: YEAH. VICKY: A LITTLE SLEEPY? ALL RIGHT. WELL, YOU REST. WE'LL TALK LATER. I'LL BE HERE. MARLEY: YOU KNOW, YOU -- YOU MUST HAVE ABOUT A THOUSAND THINGS TO DO. WHY DON'T YOU JUST GO OFF AND I COULD CALL YOU WHEN SHE WAKES UP? VICKY: AS A MATTER OF FACT, I'D LIKE TO TALK TO YOU. MARLEY: WE TALK ALL THE TIME. VICKY: I'M WORRIED ABOUT YOU. MARLEY: THERE REALLY -- THERE IS NO REASON TO BE. VICKY: MARLEY, WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? YOU TOLD ME YOU TRIED TO KILL YOURSELF. MARLEY: WELL, I WISH I HAD NEVER TOLD YOU THAT. I JUST -- I WANTED YOU TO UNDERSTAND WHY TYRONE KNEW THAT I CALLED MYSELF MARNIE AND I JUST, I -- VICKY: I'M NOT JUDGING YOU. I FEEL BAD THAT YOU FELT SO BAD AND I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW IT. AND I JUST WANT YOU TO LEVEL WITH ME LIKE YOU USED TO, THAT'S ALL. MARLEY: ARE YOU SURE? VICKY: OF COURSE I'M SURE. WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? MARLEY: WELL, IT JUST -- IT JUST OCCURRED TO ME THAT SOME OF THE THINGS I HAVE TO SAY YOU MAY NOT BE PREPARED TO HEAR. VICKY: MARLEY. I MEAN, FOR CRYING OUT LOUD, WHAT HAVEN'T WE SAID TO EACH OTHER IN THE LAST COUPLE OF MONTHS? MARLEY: IT'S NOT -- IT'S NOT ABOUT THE LAST COUPLE OF MONTHS. VICKY: OK. MARLEY: UM -- THEY USE THIS TERM, I THINK, IN A.A. IT'S CALLED DOING A GEOGRAPHICAL. YOU KNOW. IT'S WHEN YOU TAKE A TRIP OR YOU MOVE TO A NEW GEOGRAPHICAL LOCATION BECAUSE YOU DON'T WANT TO FACE THINGS THAT ARE HAPPENING IN YOUR OWN LIFE. VICKY: DO YOU THINK THAT'S WHAT YOU DID? MARLEY: I THINK SO. VICKY: ALL THOSE PLACES YOU WENT, YOU KNOW, AND THE WORK WITH THE KIDS -- I THOUGHT IT WAS SO SATISFYING. MARLEY: IT WAS. IT WAS. AND I TOLD MYSELF THAT'S WHY I WENT TO SAN FRANCISCO AND BEIJING AND ALL THE PLACES THAT WEREN'T BAY CITY. AND THEN, WHEN I WAS IN CHINA, I SAW SOMETHING THAT MADE ME QUESTION THAT ATTITUDE. GIRL -- GIRL CHILDREN ARE NOT PRIZED IN CHINA. DID YOU KNOW THAT? VICKY: I THINK I HAD READ SOMETHING ABOUT THAT ONCE, YEAH. MARLEY: IF YOU ASK A COUPLE HOW MANY CHILDREN THEY HAVE, THEY WILL TELL YOU THE NUMBER OF BOY CHILDREN AS THOUGH THE LITTLE GIRL BABIES, THEY JUST DON'T EVEN EXIST. LOTS OF FAMILIES, THEY JUST -- THEY PUT THEIR GIRL BABIES UP FOR ADOPTION. VICKY: WHY? WHY DO THEY DO THAT? MARLEY: I DON'T KNOW. I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN EXPLAIN IT. IT'S A CULTURAL THING. IN THE ORPHANAGE I WORKED AT, THERE WERE ALL THESE LITTLE -- ALL THESE LITTLE GIRL BABIES. AND THEY WERE TRYING SO HARD TO FIND HOMES FOR THEM AND TO TAKE CARE OF THEM. AND YOU'D WATCH THEM, AND YOU'D SEE THE HOPE IN THEIR FACE, AND IT WOULD JUST FLICKER AND DIE. AND NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU TRIED TO GET TO THEM OR HOW MUCH TIME YOU TRIED TO SPEND WITH THEM, IT WAS NEVER ENOUGH. IT WAS -- YOU'D HOLD THEM, BUT IT JUST WASN'T THE SAME. VICKY: GOD, MARLEY. I MEAN, NO WONDER YOU WERE DEPRESSED. MARLEY: NO, THAT'S NOT WHAT MADE ME -- THAT IS NOT THE ONLY THING THAT MADE ME DEPRESSED. THESE LITTLE GIRLS, THEY WOULD LEARN TO -- LEARN TO KEEP ALL THEIR FEELINGS INSIDE AND TO NOT HAVE ANY EXPECTATIONS. AND THEN I WATCHED THEM AND REALIZED FOR A LONG TIME I'D BEEN DOING THE VERY SAME THING. CHRIS: YOU KNOW WHAT? I'M OUT. I'M OUT OF IDEAS. IF YOU WANT TO CALL OFF THIS RELATIONSHIP, JUST SAY THE WORD. TONI: I DON'T WANT TO CALL OFF THE RELATIONSHIP. I JUST WANT TO BE ABLE TO TELL MY BOYFRIEND WHAT I'M FEELING, WHAT I'M FEELING. CHRIS: AND SO RIGHT NOW YOU'RE FEELING LIKE I DON'T RESPECT YOU? WHERE DO YOU GET THAT? TONI: FIRST OF ALL, I'M NOT GOING TO DO THIS. CHRIS: I MEAN, COME ON. I HAVE DONE EVERYTHING ANY MAN COULD POSSIBLY DO TO SHOW YOU HOW MUCH I RESPECT YOU -- TONI: KEEP YOUR VOICE DOWN. CHRIS: YOUR WORK -- TONI: THIS IS MY JOB. CHRIS: YOUR TALENT AS A SINGER. WHAT ELSE AM I SUPPOSED TO DO? WHAT? TONI: PLEASE DON'T DO THIS HERE. CHRIS: I MEAN, IF I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO PROVE TO YOU HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU BY NOW, SOMETHING'S WRONG. TONI: YEAH, SOMETHING'S WRONG. I SAT THERE WITH MY MOTHER ALL NIGHT LONG, AND YOU DIDN'T EVEN COME ANYWHERE NEAR US. CHRIS: I HAD TO WORK, TONI. I'M SORRY! I HAD TO WORK! TONI: THAT'S WHY YOU WERE NEVER THERE? THAT'S IT? CHRIS: YES. TONI: THAT'S THE REASON YOU'RE COMING UP WITH? CHRIS: YES, THAT'S IT. WHAT OTHER REASON COULD THERE BE? TONI: WELL, ARE YOU SEEING SOMEONE ELSE? CHRIS: OH, DAMN. NO, NO, NO, I'M NOT. THERE'S NO OTHER WOMAN, TONI. TONI: THEN WHY DID YOU SMELL LIKE CHEAP PERFUME ALL NIGHT, CHRIS? CHRIS: CHEAP PERFUME? TONI: YES. IT WAS ON YOUR HANDS. IT WAS ON YOUR BODY. IT WAS ON YOUR CLOTHES. IT WAS EVERYWHERE. CHRIS: YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT. THERE WAS NOTHING CHEAP ABOUT IT. DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH -- YOU KNOW WHAT? FORGET IT. FORGET IT. JUST FORGET IT. TONI: SO THERE IS SOMEONE ELSE. CHRIS: NO, DAMN IT, TONI! NO, OK? NO! TONI: CHRIS -- CHRIS: THERE IS NO OTHER WOMAN! WHEN YOU'RE READY TO BELIEVE THIS, YOU BRING ME FLOWERS NEXT TIME. [DOOR SLAMS] TONI: PLEASE, YOU GUYS, JUST GO BACK TO WHATEVER YOU WERE DOING. TONI: IT'S GETTING TO YOU, HUH? JOSIE: NO. NO, NO, IT'S OK. I'M OK. TONI: YOU DON'T HAVE TO COVER WITH ME. THAT BABY MISSING IS REALLY TEARING YOU APART, ISN'T IT? JOSIE: I CAN'T HIDE ANYTHING FROM YOU, CAN I? TONI: NO, YOU CAN'T. HOW ARE YOU FEELING? JOSIE: I'M TIRED, BUT I THINK EVERYBODY IS AFTER LAST NIGHT. TONI: THAT'S ALL? I SAW YOU THREW OUT MOST OF YOUR LUNCH. JOSIE: WHAT, ARE YOU KEEPING TABS ON ME? TONI: NO. I'M JUST WONDERING IF YOU'RE SICK, AND IF YOU ARE, MAYBE -- JOSIE: I'M NOT SICK. I'M FINE, OK? JOSIE: TONI, I'M PREGNANT. TONI: OH, MY GOD! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT! JOSIE: YEAH. TONI: I CAN'T BELIEVE IT! THAT'S -- ARE YOU SURE? JOSIE: I'M SURE, I'M SURE. YOU KNOW, SECOND TIME AROUND. MORNING SICKNESS. EXCEPT THIS TIME, IT'S -- IT LASTS ALL DAY LONG FOR ME. TONI: OH, THAT'S WONDERFUL. THAT'S SO -- I MEAN, NOT THE MORNING SICKNESS, BUT -- JOSIE: NO. I KNOW, I KNOW. TONI: THAT'S GREAT. I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU. JOSIE: THANKS. TONI: I AM SO -- YOU'RE HAPPY, THOUGH, RIGHT? JOSIE: YEAH, I'M HAPPY. TONI: HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN? JOSIE: NOT THAT LONG. I JUST TOLD GARY LAST NIGHT. TONI: GET OUT OF HERE. IS HE SO EXCITED? IS HE OVER THE MOON? JOSIE: YEAH, BUT WE WEREN'T -- IT'S KIND OF A SURPRISE. TONI: RIGHT, RIGHT, RIGHT. YOU WERE GOING TO POSTPONE. JOSIE: YEAH, WE -- BUT WE ARE VERY HAPPY. TONI: OH, WHAT DID YOUR MOTHER SAY? WHAT DID JOHN SAY? JOSIE: , NO. I HAVEN'T TOLD HER YET. WE HAVEN'T TOLD ANYBODY. YOU AND FELICIA ARE THE ONLY ONES THAT KNOW, AND I'D REALLY LIKE TO KEEP IT THAT WAY FOR NOW. TONI: NO, OF COURSE. I CAN TELL MY MOTHER? JOSIE: NO. NO, NO, NO, NO, NO. I WANT TO WAIT A FEW WEEKS. TONI: OK. JOSIE: I'M SCARED, YOU KNOW, AFTER THE MISCARRIAGE. TONI: NO, I UNDERSTAND. I UNDERSTAND. OK. I'M JUST GOING TO CONGRATULATE GARY IF I CAN. JOSIE: YEAH. JUST -- JUST DO IT WHEN HE'S ALONE, ALL RIGHT? TONI: ALL RIGHT. BUT CAMERON KNOWS YOU'RE PREGNANT, RIGHT? JOSIE: I -- I DON'T KNOW IF GARY TOLD HIM YET. NO, I DON'T -- TONI: OK. [FOOTSTEPS] JOSIE: WE SHOULD GET BACK TO WORK. TONI: YEAH, YEAH. WHAT WAS THAT BETWEEN YOU AND CAMERON EARLIER? JOSIE: WHAT DO YOU MEAN? TONI: I MEAN, I THOUGHT YOU GUYS WERE TIGHT SINCE YOU GOT BACK FROM BOCA LYNDA. JOSIE: WELL, YEAH. IT'S LIKE YOU SAID, WE'RE FAMILY. TONI: SO WHY'D HE BLOW UP AT YOU? JOSIE: OH, IT WASN'T ME. IT WAS THE BABY. HE'S UPSET ABOUT THE BABY AND AMANDA. TONI: YEAH. SHE IS TAKING THIS HARD. JOSIE: YEAH. TONI: OK. WELL, MOMMY, I WANT YOU TO STAY OUT OF TROUBLE, OK? JOSIE: WHAT KIND OF CRACK IS THAT? TONI: I'M JUST LOOKING OUT FOR YOU. JOSIE: OH, GOD, TONI. I'M SORRY. I AM SO SORRY. I SHOULD PROBABLY DO WHAT YOU SAID AND GO HOME AND GET SOME REST. TONI: ALL RIGHT. JOSIE: FORGIVE ME. TONI: CONGRATULATIONS. JOSIE: THANKS. CASS: TRY THIS FOR A SCENARIO -- WHAT IF EVERYTHING THAT TYRONE SAID REALLY DID HAPPEN? WHAT IF HE BROUGHT DONNA TO THE LUMINA FOUNDATION? WHAT IF YOU AND DONNA REALLY DID CHANGE PLACES? WHAT IF THE NURSE AT MARLEY'S WAS A SETUP? FELICIA: YOU KNOW WHAT? I DON'T THINK WE CAN WORRY ABOUT THIS, NOT UNTIL THE BABY IS FOUND. CASS: WHAT IF THE TWO INCIDENTS ARE CONNECTED? FELICIA: OH, GOD. YOU KNOW WHAT? I REALLY THINK YOU NEED SOME SLEEP. COME ON. CASS: HEY, PRETEND FOR JUST A MINUTE THAT YOU AND DONNA DID SWAP PLACES. IF SOMEONE COULD GET THE TWO OF YOU TO DO THAT, THAT SAME SOMEONE COULD MAKE A BABY DISAPPEAR FROM AN ELEVATOR. TONI: UH-OH. GO FOR THE THREE-POINTER, MAN. AND THE CROWD GOES WILD! MADISON! M.V.P.! CHRIS: HI. TONI: BASKETBALL PLAYER OF THE WORLD! HI. I THOUGHT IF YOU WEREN'T BUSY WE COULD STILL TAKE THAT DINNER. CHRIS: ARE WE GOING TO TALK ABOUT THE OTHER WOMAN? TONI: CHRIS, LISTEN, I -- [TELEPHONE RINGS] CHRIS: I'M SORRY. I GOT TO GET THAT. HELLO. "HERALD," MADISON SPEAKING. YEAH. ACTUALLY, THE LOVE LADY HAS LEFT FOR THE DAY, SO -- YEAH, OK. JUST HOLD ON A SECOND. HEY, CAN YOU LOOK IN THAT DESK DRAWER AND GET A PEN? YES, YES. HOLD ON ONE SECOND. THANKS. OK, ALL RIGHT. GO ON. UH-HUH. RIGHT, OK. YES, I GOT IT ALL. I'LL BE SURE TO LET HER KNOW. YES, MR. MINER, I GOT YOUR NAME AND ADDRESS AND EVERYTHING RIGHT HERE. OK, THANK YOU. BYE. SOME WIDOWER APPARENTLY WANTS PERSONAL ATTENTION FROM THE LOVE LADY. MAN, THESE PEOPLE -- WHERE DID YOU FIND THAT? TONI: IN YOUR DESK DRAWER. YOU'RE GOING TO STILL TELL ME YOU DON'T HAVE ANOTHER GIRLFRIEND? LILA: YOU BELIEVE SHE'S SAFE, DON'T YOU? MATT: I KNOW WHOEVER TOOK HER MUST HAVE WANTED HER VERY MUCH -- TOO MUCH TO LET ANYTHING HAPPEN TO HER. LILA: GOD MUST BE WATCHING OVER THAT BABY. THERE WERE SO MANY TIMES HE COULD HAVE TAKEN HER. HE DIDN'T. THAT MUST MEAN SOMETHING. WHAT ARE YOU THINKING? MATT: I'M THINKING HOW SELFISH I'VE BEEN DURING YOUR PREGNANCY. I MISSED SO MUCH. LILA: MATT, COME ON. YOU BROUGHT HER INTO THE WORLD. SHE OWES YOU HER LIFE. MATT: SHE OWES US. WHEN I HELD HER AND I FELT HER BREATHE FOR THE FIRST TIME, IT HIT ME. I'M HER FATHER. SHE'S -- SHE'S MY LIFE. LILA: YOU KNOW, THE WHOLE TIME I WAS CARRYING HER, I FELT LIKE THAT -- LIKE THERE WAS THIS LOVE WITHOUT CONDITION INSIDE ME. THEN WHEN I LOOKED INTO HER LITTLE EYES AND KNEW ALL THAT LOVE WAS JUST COMING RIGHT BACK AT ME. MATT: HEY, WE'RE GOING TO GET HER BACK. ALL I KEEP THINKING ABOUT IS WHAT A GREAT HOME WE'RE GOING GIVE HER. LILA: YEAH. MATT: FIXING UP THAT -- THAT ROOM. LILA: HMM. MATT: AND ROCKING HER AND GIVING HER A BATH. LILA: SHE'S GOING TO HAVE HER DADDY LIKE I ALWAYS DREAMED SHE WOULD. MATT: LILA -- LILA: WHAT? MATT: I WANT TO BE THERE FOR HER ALL THE TIME. LILA: GOOD, MATTHEW. GOOD. MATT: NO. LAST NIGHT CHANGED MY LIFE. IT CHANGED THE WAY I SEE EVERYTHING -- YOU, ME. YOU KNOW WHAT I WAS JUST PRAYING ABOUT? I MADE A PROMISE. AND I TOLD GOD IF HE -- WHEN HE BRINGS JASMINE BACK, WE ARE GOING TO GIVE HER THE BEST LIFE ANY KID EVER HAD. I WANT TO RAISE OUR DAUGHTER TOGETHER. LILA: WHAT ARE YOU SAYING, MATT? MATT: I'M ASKING YOU TO MARRY ME. VICKY: WHAT FEELINGS HAVE YOU BEEN HIDING? EVER SINCE YOU TOLD ME ABOUT WANTING TO TAKE YOUR OWN LIFE, I JUST -- I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO GET IT OUT OF MY MIND. MARLEY: AFRAID A PART OF YOU MIGHT DIE IF I KILLED MYSELF? VICKY: NO, I WAS THINKING ABOUT YOU. MARLEY: I JUST WANT TO PUT IT ALL BEHIND ME. VICKY: I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I UNDERSTAND WHY YOU DIDN'T WANT TYRONE TO KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND I UNDERSTAND WHY YOU CREATED MARNIE AND -- MARLEY: JAKE DOESN'T, THOUGH, DOES HE? VICKY: WELL, NO, HE -- MARLEY: DOESN'T TRUST ME ANYMORE. VICKY: HE'S TRYING TO BE PROTECTIVE OF ME. MARLEY: I WANT YOU TO UNDERSTAND, I WOULD NEVER -- I WOULD NEVER DO ANYTHING TO HURT MYSELF OR HURT ANYONE ELSE. VICKY: JUST HELP ME TO UNDERSTAND WHY YOU WOULD WANT TO TAKE YOUR OWN LIFE. MARLEY: I JUST -- I JUST FELT LIKE I LOST EVERYTHING THAT GAVE LIFE ANY MEANING. VICKY: YOU MEAN BECAUSE OF THE FIRE AND BECAUSE OF THE WAY YOU WERE SCARRED? MARLEY: NO, THAT WAS JUST THE LAST STRAW. THE REAL FEELINGS OF LOSS, THEY STARTED A VERY LONG TIME AGO. VICKY: YOU SHOULD HAVE TOLD ME. MARLEY: I COULDN'T. VICKY: BUT IF YOU HAD TOLD ME, I COULD HAVE -- MARLEY: NO. NO, YOU COULDN'T HAVE. YOU COULDN'T HAVE. DON'T YOU GET IT? IT WAS JAKE. IT WAS ALL JAKE. [CAPTIONING MADE POSSIBLE BY U.S. DEPARTMENT OF EDUCATION] [CAPTIONING PERFORMED BY THE NATIONAL CAPTIONING INSTITUTE, INC.]