[CAPTIONING MADE POSSIBLE BY U.S. DEPARTMENT OF EDUCATION] LILA: OH, MY GOD. OH, MY GOD. CAN YOU SEE THAT? LOOK. MATT: NO, NO, NO. LOOK, LILA, YOU'RE GOING TO BE FINE, AND SO IS THE BABY. DOCTOR: AS YOU CAN SEE, THE BABY IS STILL BREECH, BUT IT'S NOT IN CRISIS. LILA: BUT HE'S UPSIDE DOWN, WHICH MEANS HE'S GOING TO COME OUT FEET -- DOCTOR: THE SITUATION IS NOT IDEAL, BUT THERE'S NO REASON TO PANIC. I'VE DELIVERED MANY BREECH BABIES. LILA: YOU JUST HAVE TO SAY THAT SO I DON'T GET MORE SCARED. MATT: OH, COME ON, LILA. THERE'S NO REASON TO GET EXCITED. YOU KNOW THAT DOESN'T HELP ANYTHING. LILA: OH, MATT, YOU'RE GOING TO STAY HERE WITH ME, JUST LIKE YOU SAID? YOU MEANT IT WHEN YOU SAID THAT, RIGHT? MATT: YES. YES, I DID. I MEANT EVERY WORD OF IT, AND I'M GOING TO BE WITH YOU EVERY SECOND UNTIL THAT BABY IS BORN. LILA: OK. SOFIA: WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? CAN'T STAY AWAY FROM LILA, CAN YOU? WELL, LISTEN TO ME. I'M -- I'M YELLING AT YOU. I'M -- I'M THE ONE WHO WASN'T WATCHING WHERE I WAS GOING. ZAK: YOU SEEMED SO UPSET WHEN YOU LEFT RACHEL HUTCHINS' HOUSE. SHE MENTIONED THAT MATT AND LILA WERE ON THEIR WAY TO THE HOSPITAL. I FIGURED YOU WERE HERE. SOFIA: I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY. ZAK: MAYBE YOU NEED A FRIEND. SOFIA: I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I CAME UP HERE. LIKE I NEED TO BE ACCUSED BY MATT AGAIN. ZAK: WHAT'S HE ACCUSING YOU OF? SOFIA: THE BEEPER DIDN'T GO OFF TONIGHT, AND MATT THINKS I TOOK THE BATTERY OUT OF THE BEEPER. CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT? LIKE I'D DO SOMETHING LIKE THAT WHEN HIS BABY IS ABOUT TO BE BORN ANY SECOND. HOW COULD HE THINK THAT I WOULD DO SOMETHING LIKE THAT? ZAK: HOW ABOUT WE GO GRAB A CAPP AT CARLINO'S. I HEAR THEY'VE GOT THE BEST COFFEE IN TOWN. SOFIA: SURE, ZAK, AS LONG AS I SEE WHAT'S UNDER YOUR FOOT. [TRAY CLATTERS] AMANDA: HEY. I'M STILL JUMPY, TOO. HI. WELL, FALLING SILVERWARE OR FALLING ROCK -- IT'S PRETTY MUCH THE SAME THING, RIGHT? GARY: YEAH. YEAH. AMANDA: YEAH. SO, STILL SLEEP WITH THE LIGHT ON? GARY: YEAH, AND I NEVER LEAVE THE DOOR ALL THE WAY SHUT. DO YOU? AMANDA: NO. NO WAY. BOY, ARE WE A COUPLE OF WRECKS OR WHAT. GARY: YEAH. AMANDA: HOW ARE YOU DOING REALLY? GARY: I'M GOOD. I'M GLAD TO BE OUT OF THE HOSPITAL. THAT'S FOR SURE. AMANDA: I BET YOU ARE. GARY: HOW ABOUT YOU? AMANDA: OH, I'M GETTING BETTER EVERY DAY. IT WAS GOOD TO SEE ALLI. GARY: YEAH. AMANDA: AND I REALLY NEEDED TO GET AWAY FROM EVERYTHING HERE. GARY: WE'VE ALL BEEN KIND OF TENSE. AMANDA: YEAH. GARY: YEAH. AMANDA: SO IS THIS SOME SORT OF SURVIVOR CELEBRATION? WHY DID YOU CALL ME HERE? GARY: WELL, I WANTED A NEUTRAL PLACE FOR ALL OF US TO TALK -- YOU AND I, JOSIE AND CAMERON -- TO TALK ABOUT WHAT REALLY HAPPENED DOWN IN BOCA LYNDA. JOSIE: 49. 50. FELICIA'S VOICE: YOU'RE PREGNANT? THAT'S SO WONDERFUL. OH, GARY MUST BE THRILLED. JOSIE: 51. 52. CAMERON: WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO DO, KILL YOURSELF? JOSIE: NOT A BAD IDEA. CAMERON: DON'T JOKE LIKE THAT. JOSIE: WHO'S JOKING? CAMERON: GARY WANTS TO MEET US AT THE HARBOR CLUB. JOSIE: I'M BUSY. CAMERON: I'M SUPPOSED TO PICK YOU UP. COME ON. HIT A SHOWER. JOSIE: I'M NOT GOING ANYWHERE, OK? JUST TELL GARY I'M WORKING OVERTIME. CAMERON: THAT'S NOT TRUE. JOSIE: YEAH? SO WHAT? MY LIFE IS ALL ABOUT LIES. WHAT'S THE DIFFERENCE IF I MAKE ONE MORE? GET OUT OF HERE! CAMERON: JOSIE. JOSIE, HEY. WHAT HAPPENED IN BOCA LYNDA WAS A BIG, BIG MISTAKE. BUT WE GOT TO GET PAST THIS. IT WAS WEEKS AGO. JOSIE: YOU WANT ME TO JUST FORGET ABOUT IT, HUH? CAMERON: NO, I WANT YOU TO ACT LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED. JOSIE: AND WHAT IF THAT'S IMPOSSIBLE? MARLEY: DON'T GO IN THERE. VICKY: WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? CASS SAID MOM WANTS TO SEE ME. MARLEY: WE DON'T KNOW EXACTLY WHAT SHE SAID TO HIM. VICKY: MARLEY -- MARLEY: MAYBE WE SHOULD GO SEE IF SHE NEEDS -- VICKY: SHE WANTS TO SEE ME. I'M GOING IN. MARLEY: ALL RIGHT. MOM, DO YOU NEED ANYTHING? ARE YOU ALL RIGHT? VICKY: WHAT IS IT? WHAT IS IT? WHAT'S WRONG? MARLEY: DO YOU NEED TO SEE YOUR DOCTOR? VICKY: MOM? WHAT'S WRONG? VICKY: WHAT IS IT? CASS SAID YOU WANTED TO SEE ME. MARLEY: VICKY, PLEASE. CAN'T YOU SEE HOW UPSET SHE IS? VICKY: DO YOU WANT TO TELL ME SOMETHING? IS THAT IT? MARLEY: VICKY, WHY DON'T YOU GO FIND HER DOCTOR. I'LL STAY HERE WITH HER. SOFIA: SHOW ME WHAT'S UNDER YOUR FOOT, ZAK. AND YOU BETTER PRAY IT ISN'T A BATTERY TO MATT'S BEEPER. ZAK: IT IS. I'M SORRY. SOFIA: YOU -- YOU TOOK THE BATTERY OUT? WHY? ZAK: YOU NEED TO SPEND MORE TIME WITH MATT WITHOUT LILA AROUND, DON'T YOU? BUT EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BE WORKING AGAINST YOU, DOESN'T IT? MAYBE I DIDN'T THINK THIS THROUGH, BUT I WAS JUST TRYING TO HELP. SOFIA: TAKING THE BATTERY OUT OF THE BEEPER WHEN MISS LILA IS DREAMING UP REASONS TO PANIC? WHEN MATT'S BABY COULD BE BORN ANY SECOND? THAT SEEMED LIKE A GOOD IDEA TO YOU? ZAK: MAYBE I'M HANGING OUT WITH TOO MANY MUSICIANS. SOFIA: LOOK AT ME, ZAK. DO YOU SEE THE WORDS, "MESS WITH MY LIFE," TATTOOED ANYWHERE? ZAK: IT WAS A STUPID THING TO DO. SOFIA: "STUPID"? WHAT WERE YOU THINKING? I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU DID SOMETHING LIKE THAT. I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I'M ASKING YOU ANYTHING, BECAUSE ANYBODY WHO WOULD DO SOMETHING LIKE THAT -- YOU KNOW, ZAK, SOME GIRLS HAVE DATES, BUT NOT ME. OH, NO. I END UP HANGING AROUND THE MATERNITY WARD WITH A GUY WHO THINKS IT'S A FINE IDEA TO PUT MY BOYFRIEND'S BABY AT RISK AND CALLS IT HELP. SO, WHERE'S THIS GUY, THE GUY WHO WANTS TO MARRY ME, MY DATE? DATE? I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER WHAT A DATE IS, ZAK! AND MY -- AND MATT IS IN THERE WITH THE MOTHER OF HIS CHILD, AND HE'S SO FURIOUS AT ME BECAUSE HE THINKS I RIPPED OFF THIS BATTERY. AND ONE SECOND -- ONE SECOND, I'M SWIMMING NAKED IN THE CORY POOL, AND THEN -- THEN -- I DON'T KNOW. I CAN'T BELIEVE I JUST TOLD YOU THIS. I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU. I FEEL LIKE ELAINE AND YOU'RE KRAMER AND KAFKA WROTE THE SCRIPT! ZAK: I'VE BEEN REAMED OUT BEFORE, BUT NEVER LIKE THIS. SOFIA: WOULD YOU CUT THE CHARMING ACT, PLEASE? THIS COULD HAVE BEEN A DISASTER. SOMETHING COULD HAVE HAPPENED TO THE BABY, AND MATT THINKS I KEPT HIM FROM KNOWING ABOUT IT! ZAK: LOOK, THE LAST THING I WANT TO DO IS CAUSE YOU ANY HASSLE, YOU KNOW? BUT WHO KNEW THAT MATT WOULD ACCUSE YOU OF TRYING TO MESS HIM UP? I KNOW I NEVER WOULD. LILA: YOU'RE ABSOLUTELY SURE THAT THIS BABY IS FINE? DOCTOR: YES. THE BABY'S HEARTBEAT IS EXCELLENT. BUT I THINK I'M GOING TO KEEP YOU OVERNIGHT -- MATT: GOOD IDEA. DOCTOR: JUST TO MAKE SURE. MATT: FINE. LILA, I'LL BE RIGHT HERE WITH YOU THE WHOLE TIME. DOCTOR: HERE. I'LL RUN THE TAPE FOR YOU AGAIN SO YOU CAN WATCH. I'LL GO START THE ADMITTING PROCESS. MATT: LOOK. HEY, LOOK. LILA: MATT -- MATT: LOOK AT THAT KID. LILA: I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WOULD HAVE DONE IF YOU WEREN'T HERE. MATT: THAT'S A REAL BABY, LILA. THIS IS REALLY HAPPENING, ISN'T IT? MY BABY'S COMING INTO THIS WORLD. LILA: AND SOON. MATT: LILA, I'M SO SORRY I WASN'T THERE FOR YOU WHEN YOU NEEDED ME. I PROMISE YOU THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN. YOU MUST HAVE BEEN TERRIFIED. LILA: I WAS, MATT. I REALLY WAS. CASS: HEY. FELICIA: I JUST HEARD ABOUT DONNA. IS SHE ALL RIGHT? CASS: I DON'T KNOW. SHE CAN'T TALK. FELICIA: OH, MY GOD. DO YOU KNOW WHY? CASS: SHE HAD SOME KIND OF HEAD INJURY FROM FALLING OFF OF VICKY'S PORCH. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? FELICIA: NO. IT'S ONE OF THOSE FREAK ACCIDENTS. DID SHE SEE YOU? COULD SHE -- DO YOU THINK SHE COULD RECOGNIZE YOU? CASS: I'M PRETTY SURE SHE DID. HONEY, SHE CAN'T MOVE ONE WHOLE SIDE OF HER BODY AT ALL. SHE'S TERRIFIED. FELICIA: OF COURSE SHE IS. WHO WOULDN'T BE? CASS: SHE TRIED TO WRITE A NOTE TO ME ON A PIECE OF PAPER. FELICIA: WHAT DID IT SAY? CASS: I DON'T KNOW. I WENT TO FIND VICKY FOR HER. FELICIA: WELL, SHE WOULD WANT HER FAMILY AROUND HER AT A TIME LIKE THIS. SHE MUST BE SO TERRIFIED, NOT BEING ABLE TO MOVE OR TALK. CASS: YEAH. I KNOW. SHE'S HAD A LOT TO DEAL WITH. FELICIA: YEAH. CASS: I WISH THERE WAS SOMETHING I COULD DO. FELICIA: IT'S NOT JUST DONNA THAT MAKES YOU JUST SIT HERE AND STARE OUT, IS IT? CASS: IT'S ONE OF THE REASONS. FELICIA: WHAT'S THE OTHER? CASS: LILA'S BABY IS IN THE BREECH POSITION, AND THE DOCTORS ARE TALKING C-SECTION. FELICIA: LILA. I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN. CASS: YOU KNOW, I'M CONCERNED. FELICIA: MM-HMM. CASS: ANYBODY WOULD BE. FELICIA: HONEY, A LOT OF WOMEN HAVE BREECH BIRTHS. AND A C-SECTION, AS TOUGH AS IT IS, IS REALLY NOT THE END OF THE WORLD. CASS: I GUESS. BUT THEY WANTED -- LILA WANTED TO HAVE NATURAL DELIVERY. FELICIA: SO WHAT HAPPENED THIS TIME? YOU BAILED HER OUT OF ANOTHER CRISIS AND MATT SHOWED UP, AND, WHAT, SHE DUMPED YOU? IS THAT IT? CASS: NO, IT WAS NOTHING LIKE THAT AT ALL. IT'S JUST -- THIS SHOULD BE THE HAPPIEST TIME OF HER LIFE. FELICIA: OH, RIGHT. HONEY, SHE'S PREGNANT, SHE'S UNMARRIED, AND SHE'S COMPLETELY BROKE. CASS: SHE WANTS THIS BABY MORE THAN ANYTHING. FELICIA: MORE THAN MONEY OR THE CORY NAME? CASS: SHE WANTS ALL OF THAT, BUT SHE WANTS THE BABY MORE. FELICIA: THE BABY COULD GET HER THOSE OTHER TWO THINGS. YOU DO KNOW THAT. CASS: JUST LEAVE ME ALONE. FELICIA: ARE VISITING HOURS OVER FOR DONNA? CASS: YEAH. FAMILY ONLY FOR THE REST OF THE NIGHT. FELICIA: OK. COME ON. THEN LET'S -- LET'S GET OUT OF HERE. COME ON. COME ON. YOU KNOW, I'M SURE THAT LILA IS WELL TAKEN CARE OF. COME ON. YOU KNOW WHAT? IF YOU'RE GOING TO KEEP DRAGGING YOUR FEET, YOU'RE GOING TO EAT ALONE. COME ON. CASS: WELL, IT IS YOUR TURN TO PAY. NOTHING LEFT FOR ME HERE, ANYWAY. CAMERON: WHAT DO YOU MEAN? WHY IS IT SO IMPOSSIBLE TO GET PAST BOCA LYNDA? YOU CAN DO IT, RIGHT? YOU CAN ACT LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED. JOSIE: ACTIONS HAVE CONSEQUENCES, CAMERON. HAS ANYONE EVER TOLD YOU THAT? WHEN YOU SLEEP WITH YOUR HUSBAND'S BROTHER ON THE BEACH -- CAMERON: IT WASN'T LIKE THAT. JOSIE: IT WAS EXACTLY LIKE THAT. AND ALL WE HAVE LEFT ARE CONSEQUENCES THAT CAN RUIN EVERYTHING. THEY CAN TAKE AWAY EVERYTHING FROM GARY THAT HE EVER WANTED. CAMERON: COME ON, JOSIE. WHERE'S THE COP I USED TO KNOW, THE ONE WHO'S ALWAYS COOL UNDER PRESSURE? JOSIE: THIS IS NOT ABOUT WORK. CAMERON: YOU DO AGREE WITH ME, THOUGH, RIGHT? IT WAS 15 MINUTES OF OBLIVION. IF GARY EVER FINDS OUT, HE LOSES HIS WHOLE FAMILY. WE CAN'T LET THAT HAPPEN. WE LOVE HIM TOO MUCH. JOSIE: YOU THINK I DON'T KNOW THAT? CAMERON: GARY DUG HIS WAY OUT OF THAT CAVE-IN TO BE WITH US, TO HAVE A LIFE WITH YOU, TO BE MY BROTHER AGAIN. WE CAN'T TAKE THAT AWAY. WE GOT TO GET PAST THIS. JOSIE: IT'S THAT SIMPLE FOR YOU, HUH? CAMERON: IT'S SIMPLE, PERIOD. WHAT HAPPENED ON THE BEACH -- IT MEANT NOTHING. WE WERE JUST TRYING TO GET AWAY FROM THE PAIN, THAT'S ALL. JOSIE: I SHOULD HAVE WALKED RIGHT INTO THAT OCEAN. CAMERON: DON'T EVER SAY THAT. IT WAS A BAD NIGHT. IT WAS A TERRIBLE, TERRIBLE NIGHT, BUT WE GOT THROUGH IT. NOTHING GOOD IS EVER GOING TO COME OUT OF IT, SO LET'S JUST TRY TO MAKE SURE THAT NOTHING ELSE TERRIBLE HAPPENS. JOSIE: DO YOU REALLY BELIEVE THAT? THAT NOTHING GOOD COULD EVER COME OUT OF THIS? CAMERON: YEAH. LOOK WHAT HAPPENED TO AMANDA. IT WOULD BE 10, 50 TIMES WORSE IF GARY EVER FOUND OUT. WE HAVE TO MAKE SURE THAT GARY NEVER FINDS OUT. WHATEVER IT TAKES. JOSIE: "WHATEVER IT TAKES." YOU'RE RIGHT. YOU'RE ABSOLUTELY RIGHT. CAMERON: JOSIE. HEY! ZAK: I'M GOING TO HAVE A TALK WITH MATT. SOFIA: ZAK, LISTEN. YOU DON'T HAVE TO DO THIS. ZAK: YES, I DO. SOFIA: WELL, MATT AND I WILL WORK IT OUT EVENTUALLY, SOMEHOW. ZAK: WHY SHOULD YOU AND MATT FIGHT ABOUT SOMETHING I DID? YOU GOT A SEC? MATT: WELL -- LILA: UH -- WELL -- ACTUALLY, I'M NOT TAKING VISITORS RIGHT NOW. THEY'RE ADMITTING ME. ZAK: I HEAR YOU'RE LOOKING FOR THIS. I TOOK IT OUT OF YOUR BEEPER. MATT: YOU WHAT? LILA: WHAT? WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT? ZAK: I'M SORRY, LILA. LILA: DO YOU KNOW WHAT COULD HAVE HAPPENED? ZAK, I THOUGHT YOU WERE A FRIEND OF MINE. ZAK: WHAT CAN I SAY? I MESSED UP. BUT, MATT, DON'T BLAME SOFIA, MAN. SHE HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH IT. IT WAS MY MISTAKE ALL THE WAY. MATT: WELL, THANKS FOR CLEARING THAT UP, ZAK. ZAK: JUST DIDN'T WANT YOU TO THINK THAT SHE DID IT. MATT: SOFIA AND I ARE NOT YOUR PROBLEM, ZAK. MATT: NOW, WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO PULL? ZAK: I'M SORRY, MAN. I KNOW LILA LIKES TO RUN YOU AROUND. MATT: YEAH, WELL, I WASN'T THERE FOR LILA, AND I WASN'T THERE FOR MY KID ALL BECAUSE OF YOU. ZAK: BAD CALL ON MY PART. I'M REALLY SORRY. MATT: "BAD CALL"? ALL RIGHT, WELL, LISTEN TO ME -- RIGHT NOW, EVERYTHING IS COOL, OK? I DON'T WANT LILA IN ANY MORE STRESS. BUT AS FAR AS YOU AND I ARE CONCERNED, EVERYTHING IS WAY NOT COOL. SO WHY DON'T YOU GET YOURSELF A LIFE, ZAK BABY, AND STAY AWAY FROM LILA AND ME. SOFIA: I HOPE EVERYTHING IS OK WITH YOUR BABY. LILA: SO DO I. I'M SORRY I RUINED YOUR EVENING WITH MATT. SOFIA: NO, YOU'RE NOT. LILA: I DIDN'T FAKE ANYTHING, SOFIA. SOFIA: NOT THIS TIME. LILA: LOOK, MY BABY IS BREECH. THAT COULD BE A VERY SERIOUS PROBLEM. NOT THAT I HAVE TO JUSTIFY ANYTHING TO YOU. SOFIA: I'M NOT ASKING YOU TO, LILA. YOU KNOW, THE HARDEST PART ABOUT ALL OF THIS IS THE THINGS YOU TAKE ADVANTAGE OF -- MATT'S SENSE OF RESPONSIBILITY, HIS LOVE FOR THIS BABY, HIS WILLINGNESS TO COME WHENEVER YOU CALL. THE THINGS THAT MAKE HIM MOST SUSCEPTIBLE TO YOUR MOTHER-OF-HIS-CHILD ACT ARE THE VERY THINGS THAT MAKE ME LOVE HIM THE MOST. MATT: NOBODY IS GOING TO KEEP ME AWAY FROM LILA RIGHT NOW. YOU UNDERSTAND THAT? MATT: SOFIA. SOFIA, I AM SO SORRY. I WAS SO UPSET. I NEVER SHOULD HAVE ACCUSED YOU, AND THERE'S NO EXCUSE FOR THAT. BUT I -- I'VE NEVER BEEN IN THIS KIND OF SITUATION BEFORE. AND I -- REALLY, I DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY. SOFIA: I UNDERSTAND. REALLY, I DO. MATT: YES, BUT IT IS NOT FAIR TO YOU. SOFIA: DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT, MATT. LILA NEEDS YOU. VICKY: WHAT DID YOU WRITE? M-A-R -- MARLEY: MARLEY. YOU WANTED TO SEE ME, TOO, DIDN'T YOU, MOM? THAT'S WHAT YOU WERE TRYING TO SAY. BUT, YOU KNOW, YOU NEED TO GET YOUR REST. YOU DON'T HAVE TO WASTE ANY OF YOUR ENERGY WRITING NOTES, ESPECIALLY NOT TO ME BECAUSE I'M GOING TO ALWAYS BE HERE WITH YOU. MOM, I'M NEVER GOING TO LEAVE YOU, NEVER GOING TO LEAVE YOU ALONE. ALL RIGHT? VICKY: MARLEY'S RIGHT. YOU KNOW, YOU JUST -- YOU NEED TO CALM DOWN A LITTLE BIT. MOM, WAS THERE SOMETHING YOU WANTED TO TELL ME? DID YOU WANT CASS TO COME AND GET ME? IS THAT -- MARLEY: I THINK THAT YOU'RE PROBABLY ON HER MIND, BUT MAYBE IT'S -- MAYBE IT'S HARD FOR HER TO SEE YOU. YOU KNOW, MAYBE IT'S HARD FOR HER, WITH EVERYTHING THAT'S GONE ON. MAYBE SHE'S JUST HAVING A LITTLE GUILT, YOU KNOW, TRYING TO RUN YOU OVER AND HURTING ME AND RUINING THE TREE AND WRITING THAT LETTER. JAKE: YOU KNOW, CASS HAS KNOWN DONNA FOR QUITE SOME TIME, AND HE HAD THE DISTINCT IMPRESSION THAT SHE WAS ASKING FOR VICKY. MARLEY: WELL, OBVIOUSLY SHE WASN'T, JAKE. OBVIOUSLY SHE WANTED TO SEE ME. THAT'S WHY SHE WROTE IT DOWN, AND THE PAPER PROVES IT, DOESN'T IT? JAKE: WHY DON'T YOU LET ME SEE? I'D LIKE TO SEE WHAT DONNA WROTE DOWN. JAKE: HAND IT OVER. THE NOTE. MARLEY: HERE. DOCTOR: GOOD. I'M GLAD I FOUND YOU ALL HERE AT THE SAME TIME. COULD I HAVE A WORD WITH YOU OUT IN THE HALL? VICKY: OH, SURE. SURE. BE RIGHT BACK. JAKE: IT'S OK. I'LL WATCH OVER HER. THE HALL. MARLEY: OK. DOCTOR: OK, NOW, FIRST, THE GOOD NEWS. VICKY: OH, GOOD. IT'S ABOUT TIME. DOCTOR: ALL RIGHT, NOW, WE DON'T HAVE THE RESULTS OF YOUR MOTHER'S MYELOGRAM, BUT I HAVE LOOKED AT THE LATEST C.T. SCAN AS WELL AS THE M.R.I. SCAN THAT I ORDERED. I DON'T SEE ANY EVIDENCE OF SPINAL CORD INJURY. AND THE SWELLING THAT I SAW IN THE INITIAL C.T., WELL, THAT'S BEEN RESOLVED. VICKY: OH, GOD. MARLEY: SO SHE'S GOING TO BE ALL RIGHT? VICKY: THAT'S WONDERFUL. WHEN IS SHE GOING TO BE ABLE TO TALK? DOCTOR: THAT'S THE BAD NEWS. SHE'S STILL COMPLETELY APHASIC, AND THERE'S NO REAL PHYSIOLOGICAL REASON FOR IT. MARLEY: SO -- SO, WHAT DOES THAT MEAN? IT'S PSYCHOLOGICAL? DOCTOR: IT'S POSSIBLE. WHAT WAS YOUR MOTHER'S EMOTIONAL CONDITION LIKE BEFORE THE FALL? VICKY: LOOK, TO PUT IT IN LAYMAN'S TERMS, SHE WAS A MESS. MARLEY: SHE WAS SEEING A PSYCHIATRIST. WE WERE TRYING TO HELP HER. WE ALL WERE. VICKY: QUITE A FEW BAD THINGS HAVE HAPPENED TO HER ALL AT ONCE. MICHAEL HUDSON, AS YOU WELL KNOW, OUR FATHER, PASSED AWAY. DOCTOR: UH-HUH. VICKY: WELL, HE WAS THE LOVE OF HER LIFE. AND THEN MARLEY WAS IN A VERY SERIOUS ACCIDENT. MARLEY: OUR MOTHER JUST -- SHE HADN'T BEEN HERSELF. SHE'D -- SHE'D DONE SOME THINGS THAT SHE WAS ASHAMED OF. VICKY: QUITE FRANKLY, THEY'RE THINGS WE'D RATHER NOT DISCUSS IN THE HALLWAY OF A HOSPITAL. DOCTOR: I UNDERSTAND. MARLEY: SO, DO YOU THINK -- DO YOU THINK HER GUILT -- DO YOU THINK THAT COULD BE CAUSING THIS APHASIA? DOCTOR: IT'S POSSIBLE. I'D LIKE FOR HER -- I'D LIKE FOR HER TO SEE A PSYCHIATRIST. VICKY: DOCTOR, I CAN'T BELIEVE HER EMOTIONAL CONDITION WOULD CAUSE THIS. MARLEY: WELL, IT MAKES SENSE, VICKY, DON'T YOU THINK? I MEAN, AFTER -- AFTER EVERYTHING THAT SHE'S GONE THROUGH. MARLEY: I CAN'T -- I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE. VICKY: MARLEY? MARLEY! AMANDA: WHAT DO YOU MEAN, WHAT HAPPENED IN BOCA LYNDA? GARY: THE OTHER DAY, I GOT A CALL FROM A FREELANCE WRITER, AND HE WANTS TO DO A STORY ON WHAT HAPPENED DOWN THERE IN BOCA LYNDA. AMANDA: WHY? GARY: WELL, LIFE AFTER A CAVE-IN -- REPERCUSSIONS, POSTTRAUMATIC STRESS. HE WANTS TO INTERVIEW US INDIVIDUALLY TO GET ALL OF OUR STORIES. AMANDA: IT'S A BAD IDEA. WHY WOULD WE WANT TO TALK ABOUT SOMETHING THAT WE'RE ALL TRYING TO FORGET? GARY: YOU SEE? I THOUGHT THAT, TOO. BUT THEN I STARTED THINKING, NOBODY'S DOING A GOOD JOB OF FORGETTING. I MEAN, JOSIE AND I ARE FAR FROM BACK TO NORMAL. AMANDA: YOU ARE? GARY: WHAT, ARE YOU KIDDING ME? WHY DO YOU THINK I PLANNED THIS WHOLE DINNER? SHE'S ON EDGE ALL THE TIME, AND SHE WON'T TALK TO ME. SHE WON'T EAT. SHE WON'T SLEEP. AND THEN SHE CLAIMS THAT EVERYTHING'S FINE. AMANDA: CAN'T YOU JUST BELIEVE HER? GARY: IT'S AS IF SHE'S DESPERATE TO DENY ANYTHING HAPPENED, AMANDA, AND WE ALL KNOW SOMETHING DID. I'M WORRIED ABOUT HER. I MEAN, SHE WON'T TALK, SHE WON'T EAT, SHE WON'T SLEEP. AND I JUST -- I HAVE A FEELING THAT SHE'S KEEPING SOMETHING FROM ME. FELICIA: NOT ALL SECRETS ARE BAD. GARY: FELICIA. HEY. HOW YOU DOING? FELICIA: OK. HELLO, AMANDA. CAMERON: WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING? JOSIE: DID YOU FOLLOW ME HERE? CAMERON: WHAT ARE YOU DOING AT A WOMEN'S CLINIC? ARE YOU SICK? WHAT'S THE PROBLEM? GUARD: YOU'LL HAVE TO LEAVE NOW, SIR. CAMERON: LIKE HELL I WILL. TELL ME WHAT'S GOING ON? GUARD: PROTESTORS ARE NOT ALLOWED ON CLINIC PROPERTY. THERE'S A ROPED-OFF AREA ACROSS THE STREET. CAMERON: PROTESTORS? THEY DO ABORTIONS HERE. YOU'RE PREGNANT, AREN'T YOU? CAMERON: I DON'T BELIEVE THIS. GUARD: WANT ME TO ESCORT HIM OUT? JOSIE: NO. NO, IT'S OK. REALLY, I CAN TAKE CARE OF MYSELF, THANK YOU. CAMERON: I'M RIGHT, AREN'T I? JOSIE: YES. YES, I AM DEFINITELY PREGNANT. CAMERON: AND IT'S MINE. JOSIE: WELL, IF IT WAS GARY'S, THERE'S NO CHANCE IN THE WORLD THAT I WOULD BE STANDING HERE. CAMERON: OH, MAN. JOSIE: BUT IT'S LIKE YOU SAID, CAMERON, YOU KNOW -- NOTHING GOOD COULD EVER COME OUT OF THIS. CAMERON: I KNOW WHAT I SAID. JOSIE: AND WE HAVE TO DO WHATEVER IT TAKES SO THAT GARY DOESN'T FIND OUT. CAMERON: I DIDN'T THINK IT WAS GOING TO TAKE THIS. JOSIE: LOOK, I'M SORRY THAT I TOLD YOU, OK? BUT I AM SO ALONE. I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO ALONE IN MY WHOLE LIFE. NO. NO, NO, NO, NO. I'M NOT GOING TO CRY, AND I'M NOT GOING TO FEEL SORRY FOR MYSELF. THAT'S HOW WE GOT INTO THIS MESS IN THE FIRST PLACE, RIGHT? THOSE 15 MINUTES OF OBLIVION YOU KEEP TALKING ABOUT. CAMERON: YOU WEREN'T THERE ALONE. JOSIE: THAT DOESN'T MATTER NOW, THOUGH, DOES IT? CAMERON: PLEASE DON'T HATE YOURSELF. YOU SHOULD HATE ME. JOSIE: DON'T BE NICE TO ME, OK? DON'T -- DON'T SAY ANYTHING ABOUT ANYTHING. I KNOW THAT YOU CAN BE VERY GOOD AT PRETENDING THAT THINGS DON'T EXIST, SO JUST GO. YOU NEVER SAW ME HERE. CAMERON: WHAT I SAID AT THE GYM -- IF I HAD KNOWN -- ABOUT NOTHING GOOD COMING OUT OF THIS, DOING WHATEVER IT TAKES -- I TOLD AMANDA -- I HURT EVERYBODY THAT I CARE ABOUT. JOSIE: BUT YOU WERE RIGHT, CAMERON. YOU WERE RIGHT. AND THE ONLY PERSON WHO MATTERS NOW IS GARY. GARY: WHAT'S THE SECRET? WAS THAT WHAT YOU AND JOSIE WERE TALKING ABOUT? FELICIA: I THINK I'VE PROBABLY SAID TOO MUCH ALREADY. CASS: AS USUAL. FELICIA: BUT IT IS GOOD NEWS. GARY: OH, GOOD. SO I HAVE SOMETHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO IN MY LIFE. FELICIA: DEFINITELY. GARY: OK. FELICIA: OK. CASS: OK, YOU PROMISED ME A STEAK. FELICIA: YEAH, YEAH, YEAH. COME ON. CASS: SEE YOU. GARY: SEE YOU. AMANDA: WHAT WAS THAT ALL ABOUT? GARY: I'M NOT REALLY SURE. BUT, YOU KNOW, I'M GLAD THAT JOSIE, SHE HAS FELICIA TO TALK TO AND NOT JUST CAMERON. AMANDA: SO JOSIE AND CAMERON TALK A LOT LATELY. GARY: I THINK SO. I THINK SO. BUT, YOU KNOW, IT'S KIND OF LIKE YOU AND I. NOBODY WILL BE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND WHAT IT WAS LIKE FOR THAT -- YOU KNOW, WHAT IT WAS LIKE GOING THROUGH THE CAVE-IN. AND JUST LIKE JOSIE AND CAMERON, NOBODY CAN UNDERSTAND WHAT IT'S LIKE TO FIND OUT THAT BOTH OF US WERE DEAD. FOR JOSIE AND CAMERON, IT'S JUST THAT BOND MAKES THEM JUMPY. AMANDA: JUMPY? GARY: YEAH, WELL, THERE'S A BOND THERE, BUT IT'S -- IT'S PRACTICALLY PHYSICAL. WAITER: WILL YOU HAVE THE USUAL, MR. WINTHROP? CASS: NO. I THINK I'LL HAVE CLUB SODA WITH LEMON TONIGHT, THANK YOU. FELICIA: OH. SAME FOR ME, THANK YOU. YOU KNOW, I DO REMEMBER THE LAST TIME YOU TURNED DOWN AN APERITIF. CASS: IT DOES HAPPEN. FELICIA: FRANKIE WAS PREGNANT WITH CHARLIE. CASS: DON'T START. FELICIA: SHE WAS CARRYING CHARLIE. YOU HAD ALL THE PREGNANCY SIDE EFFECTS. CASS: HERE IT COMES. FELICIA: AND NOW, JUST TELL ME -- ARE YOU SHARING THIS WITH LILA? CASS: YOU KNOW, AS YOUR FRIEND, I FIND IT IMPERATIVE THAT I POINT OUT THAT YOU ARE VERY CALLOUS SOMETIMES. FELICIA: HELLO. REMEMBER ME? I'M THE ONE TALKING -- THE ONE PERSON WHO SEES ALL AND KNOWS ALL ABOUT CASS WINTHROP. AND AS YOUR FRIEND, LET ME JUST POINT OUT THAT MATTHEW IS THE FATHER OF THIS BABY. CASS: REALLY? I DIDN'T KNOW THAT. FELICIA: YES. AND IT REALLY IS HIS JOB TO MAKE SURE LILA COMES THROUGH THIS ALL RIGHT. CASS: THEN WHERE THE HELL WAS HE TONIGHT? WHY IS HE ALWAYS OFF SOMEWHERE ELSE WHEN SHE NEEDS HIM? FELICIA: MAYBE YOU DON'T GIVE HIM ENOUGH TIME TO GET THERE. OR MAYBE HE HAS A LIFE. CASS: OH, SO NOW I DON'T HAVE A LIFE. FELICIA: MOST MIDDLE-AGED LAWYERS AREN'T ON CALL TO GO TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM FOR A PREGNANT JEZEBEL AND THEN TO TRY AND CON THAT JEZEBEL INTO MARRYING SOMEONE BY GIVING HER A LITTLE BET THAT IS SO RIDICULOUS BECAUSE THEY CAN'T FACE THEIR OWN FEELINGS. CASS: "MIDDLE-AGED"? FELICIA: YOU KNOW WHAT? I DON'T KNOW WHY I EVEN TRY. CASS: IF YOU THINK I'M IN LOVE WITH LILA, YOU'VE LOST TOUCH WITH REALITY -- WHICH WE ALL KNEW WAS BOUND TO HAPPEN SOMETIME. FELICIA: DON'T TALK TO ME ANYMORE. CASS: FINE. THANK YOU. FELICIA: GREAT. THANK YOU VERY MUCH. WAITER: OH, I'M SORRY, MS. GALLANT. FELICIA: OH, NO, NO. IT'S ALL RIGHT. THANK YOU. THERE'S AN ENVELOPE HERE. I DIDN'T SEE IT BEFORE. CASS: THAT'S BECAUSE YOU WERE BASHING ME. FELICIA: LOOK AT THAT. ADDRESSED TO ME. CASS: WHO'S IT FROM? SECRET ADMIRER? HOMICIDAL MANIAC? THE WAITER. FELICIA: STOP THAT. MAN: MS. GALLANT SHOULD BE GETTING HER LITTLE PRESENT JUST ABOUT NOW. SOFIA: JUST LEAVE ME ALONE, ZAK. ZAK: I COULDN'T STAND TO SEE YOU JUST WALK OUT OF THAT HOSPITAL BY YOURSELF. SOFIA: WELL, NOW I'M HERE. HERE YOU ARE. NOW GO AWAY. ZAK: I'M SORRY ABOUT ALL THIS. SOFIA: PAULINA TRIED TO TELL ME. RACHEL TRIED TO TELL ME. EVERYONE'S BEEN TRYING TO TELL ME FOR WEEKS. BUT DID I LISTEN? NOPE. WHEN PAULINA SAID A BABY CAN CHANGE EVERYTHING, WHEN RACHEL TOLD ME ABOUT HOW STRONG THE PULL OF THE BABY CAN BE, WELL, I KNEW BETTER. I WAS GOING TO SHOW THEM ALL BECAUSE I NEVER RESENTED THE BABY. BECAUSE I ADMIRED -- NO, NO, NO, SCRATCH THAT -- I LOVED THE WAY MATT TOOK RESPONSIBILITY FOR THE BABY. AND YOU KNOW WHAT IT GOT ME? YELLED AT FOR SOMETHING YOU DID. ZAK: IT WAS A STUPID THING TO DO. SOFIA: AND DANGEROUS. BUT SO IS THIS. TRYING TO COMPETE WITH A BABY. TONIGHT WHEN MATT ACCUSED ME OF TRYING TO SABOTAGE HIM AND LILA -- WELL, SOMETHING HAPPENED TO ME. I GOT MAD AT YOU, BUT IT DOESN'T REALLY MATTER BECAUSE IT WOULD HAVE HAPPENED SOMETIME OR SOMEPLACE, NO MATTER WHAT YOU DID OR DIDN'T DO. I NEVER REALIZED THAT UNTIL TONIGHT -- THAT MATT AND THE BABY WILL ALWAYS BE CONNECTED TO LILA AND I WILL ALWAYS BE THE ONE TO WAIT. AND IF MATT CAN THINK FOR ONE SECOND THAT I WOULD DO SOMETHING LIKE TAKE A BATTERY -- WELL, THEN IT DOESN'T MATTER HOW MANY ROMANTIC DINNERS WE HAVE OR TRIPS TO NEW YORK OR MIDNIGHT SWIMS. IT'S GONE. WHAT WE HAVE DOESN'T REALLY MATTER. IT'LL NEVER BE THE SAME. AND LILA IS GETTING CLOSER TO MATT BY THE SECOND. AND I'LL BE NOWHERE. ZAK: I'M SO SORRY. SOFIA: WHY DO YOU KEEP SAYING THAT? WHY DOES THIS MATTER TO YOU? WOMAN: THIS IS YOUR CHOICE. BUT I BELIEVE IT SHOULD BE A CONSIDERED CHOICE. JOSIE: I HAVE DONE NOTHING BUT THINK ABOUT THIS. WOMAN: YOU'RE VERY UPSET. YOU'VE COME HERE AT THIS HOUR, STRAIGHT FROM THE GYM. THIS HAS EVERY INDICATION OF BEING A SNAP DECISION. SO PLEASE TAKE SOME TIME. DISCUSS THE SITUATION WITH -- JOSIE: NO, THAT'S IMPOSSIBLE. WOMAN: THEN ASK YOURSELF IF YOU REALLY WANT TO END THIS PREGNANCY. JOSIE: I WANT A BABY. I DO. AND SO DOES MY -- I HAD A MISCARRIAGE, AND IT WAS REALLY AWFUL. WOMAN: I'M SORRY TO HEAR THAT. JOSIE: AND THIS BABY -- IT'S DIFFERENT, YOU KNOW, AND I JUST DON'T SEE HOW IT COULD WORK OUT. WOMAN: I'M SAYING THIS FOR YOUR SAKE. WHATEVER YOU DECIDE WILL AFFECT YOU EVERY DAY FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE. TAKE THE TIME TO DEAL WITH YOUR AMBIVALENCE. THERE'S NO RUSH. JOSIE: I DON'T HAVE A CHOICE HERE. WOMAN: OF COURSE YOU DO. PEOPLE HAVE STRUGGLED AND FOUGHT AND DIED FOR YEARS TO GIVE YOU THE RIT TO MAKE THIS CHOICE. SO, PLEASE, CONSIDER WHAT YOU'RE DOING. USE YOUR CICE WISELY. MARLEY: PLEASE, I JUST -- I JUST NEED A LITTLE TIME, ALL RIGHT? I JUST WANT TO DEAL WITH THIS BY MYSELF -- VICKY: MARLEY, IF YOU DON'T CALM DOWN -- MARLEY: PLEASE -- VICKY: I AM GETTING A DOCTOR OUT HERE. MARLEY: THIS IS JUST MY FAULT. IT IS ALL COMPLETELY MY FAULT. VICKY: STOP CRYING AND TELL ME WHAT IS GOING ON HERE. MARLEY: DONNA IS LYING IN THAT ROOM BECAUSE OF ME. VICKY: WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? WHAT DID YOU DO? MARLEY: JAKE HATES ME. HE'S TOTALLY SUSPICIOUS OF ME. HE WATCHES ME EVERY SECOND, AND WHO CAN -- WHO CAN BLAME HIM AFTER EVERYTHING THAT I'VE DONE TO YOU. VICKY: STOP IT. MARLEY: I HAVE -- VICKY: STOP IT. LISTEN TO ME. WE'VE ALL BEEN THROUGH HELL. WE'VE ALL MADE BAD MOVES. MARLEY: NO, BUT LOOK AT DONNA. SHE CAN'T EVEN TALK. SHE CAN'T SPEAK. VICKY: LOOK AT YOU. LOOK AT YOU. LOOK AT ME. I'LL TELL YOU SOMETHING -- IF SHE FEELS GUILTY, I WOULD SAY SHE HAS EVERY REASON TO FEEL GUILTY. YOU KNOW THAT BETTER THAN ANYONE. THE BOTTOM LINE IS YOU ARE MY SISTER. I NEED YOU, AND I LOVE YOU. I'M NOT GOING TO LOSE YOU NOW. WE HAVE LOVED EACH OTHER FOR FAR TOO LONG. I'M CERTAINLY NOT GOING TO LOSE YOU NOW. WE DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON WITH MOM. THE ONLY WAY WE'RE GOING TO GET THROUGH THIS IS WE HAVE TO DEAL WITH MOM AND WE HAVE TO DEAL WITH EACH OTHER, MARLEY, HONESTLY AND DIRECTLY. MARLEY: YOU REALLY -- YOU REALLY WANT TO TRY TO GET THROUGH THIS TOGETHER? VICKY: YES. MARLEY: EVEN AFTER EVERYTHING I TOLD YOU ABOUT JAKE? VICKY: YES. YES. AND IF YOU EVER MAKE A PASS AT MY HUSBAND AGAIN, I'M GOING TO KILL YOU IN YOUR SLEEP. I DON'T CARE WHO TELLS YOU TO DO IT. MARLEY: SO I GUESS EVERYTHING IS JUST BACK TO NORMAL. VICKY: YEAH. DON'T FLIP OUT ON ME. MARLEY: THANK YOU. THANK YOU SO MUCH. YOU HELPED ME AND GAVE ME A REALLY GOOD IDEA. JAKE: DONNA, LOOK AT ME. WHAT WERE YOU TRYING TO SAY WHEN YOU WROTE THE NOTE? IF YOU WANTED TO SEE MARLEY, SQUEEZE MY HAND ONCE. IF YOU DIDN'T, SQUEEZE IT TWICE. NURSE: WHAT'S GOING ON IN HERE? JAKE: I'M JUST ON MY WAY OUT. LISTEN, I UNDERSTAND EXACTLY WHAT YOU WANT. NURSE: VISITORS SHOULD ONLY STAY FOR A FEW MINUTES. JAKE: YEAH, YEAH, YEAH. NURSE: IT'S TOO TIRING FOR HER. VICKY: OH, HEY. JAKE: HEY. VICKY: HOW'S MOM? JAKE: SHE'S FINE. SHE'S THE SAME. WHAT'D THE DOCTOR HAVE TO SAY? VICKY: I'LL TELL YOU ABOUT IT AT HOME. JAKE: YOU WANT TO LEAVE? VICKY: YEAH, I THINK MARLEY'S RIGHT. YOU KNOW, I WANT TO GO HOME AND SEE THE BOYS, GET A LITTLE REST. JAKE: MARLEYYOU LEFT YOUR CAR AT THE HOUSE. WHY DON'T YOU GET A RIDE WITH US. MARLEY: I JUST -- I THOUGHT I WOULD JUST SPLASH SOME WATER ON MY FACE AND I'LL CATCH A CAB. JAKE: THAT'S OK. WE'LL WAIT. VICKY: JAKE? JAKE: HMM? VICKY: IT'S OK. IT'S THE WAY SHE WANTS IT TO BE. IT'S NO PROBLEM. I'LL SEE YOU LATER. MARLEY: OK. NURSE: I'M MS. LOVE'S SPECIAL NURSE. IT'S WAY PAST VISITING HOURS. MARLEY: I KNOW, BUT MY MOTHER WILL JUST SLEEP SO MUCH BETTER IF I HAVE A CHANCE TO SAY GOOD NIGHT TO HER. NURSE: YEAH, BUT I SHOULD STAY HERE WITH HER. MARLEY: YOU KNOW, YOU COULD JUST RUN, GET A CUP OF COFFEE, AND BY THE TIME YOU GET BACK, I'LL BE FINISHED. OK, THANK YOU. THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH. DONNA, I HAVE REALLY GOOD NEWS. VICKY AND I -- WE TALKED AND WE WORKED EVERYTHING OUT. EVERYTHING IS BETTER THAN IT'S EVER BEEN BEFORE. AND SO WE TALKED. AND SINCE VICKY HAS JAKE AND THE BOYS, YOU'RE GOING TO COME HOME WITH ME. MATT: DON'T WORRY, KID. I WON'T EVER LEAVE YOUR MOTHER ALONE AGAIN. ZAK: MISSION ACCOMPLIED. MATT AND SOFIA ARE JUST ABOUT FINISHED. MAN: EXCELLENT. IT HAS BEEN A PRODUCTIVE EVENING. FELICIA: THERE WASN'T A CARD IN THERE. OH, HONEY, YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE. CASS: BELIEVE ME, I DIDN'T. FELICIA: THEN WHO DID? CASS: I DON'T KNOW. BUT THE LAST TIME YOU STARTED RECEIVING MYSTERY GIFTS, RACHEL ENDED UP BURIED IN A CRYPT. FELICIA: YOU THINK A FAN SENT THIS? CASS: YEAH, SURE, THE KIND YOU ATTRACT -- SOME STALKER WHO KNOWS WE DINE HERE ONCE A WEEK. DON'T DO THAT. FELICIA: YOU KNOW WHAT? I BET WHOEVER SENT THIS IS IN THE ROOM RIGHT NOW. CASS: WITH OUR LUCK, YOU'RE PROBABLY RIGHT. FELICIA: OH, COME ON. I HAVE A NEW BOOK COMING OUT. CALL IT MARKETING. THANK YOU! CASS: OH, WOULD YOU JUST SIT DOWN? YOU'RE EMBARRASSING ME. AMANDA: SO, WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THIS THING BETWEEN JOSIE AND CAMERON? GARY: I DON'T QUITE KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON, BUT I KNOW JOSIE WANTS A RELATIONSHIP WITH CAMERON. AMANDA: DOES SHE? GARY: WELL, YEAH, SURE. HE'S MY BROTHER. THEY WENT THROUGH HELL TOGETHER. AMANDA: KIND OF LIKE YOU AND ME. GARY: YEAH. BUT THEN AGAIN, SHE'S CLOSED OFF TO EVERYBODY. AMANDA: INCLUDING YOU? GARY: IT'S TEMPORARY. AMANDA: AND YOU'RE OK WITH THAT? GARY: WELL, AREN'T YOU? I MEAN, ISN'T CAMERON GOING THROUGH THE SAME THING? AMANDA: HE'S PUT EVERYTHING BEHIND HIM. HE WANTS TO MOVE ON. GARY: IF YOU CAN'T DO THAT, HE'LL WAIT, JUST LIKE I'M WAITING. I MEAN, THAT'S WHAT PEOPLE DO WHEN YOU LOVE EACH OTHER. I MEAN, YOU KNOW, THE LAST TIME WE WERE HERE, JOSIE SET UP A DINNER FOR CAMERON AND I. WE ALMOST KILLED EACH OTHER. BUT NOW -- AND NOW IT'S SOMETHING I HOPE FOR, I LONG FOR, YOU KNOW? TO BE A FAMILY. CAMERON: JOSIE. WHAT DID YOU DECIDE? WHAT HAPPENED? WAIT A MINUTE. JOSIE. [CAPTIONING MADE POSSIBLE BY U.S. DEPARTMENT OF EDUCATION] [CAPTIONING PERFORMED BY THE NATIONAL CAPTIONING INSTITUTE, INC.] [PUBLIC PERFORMANCE OF CAPTIONS PROHIBITED WITHOUT PERMISSION OF NATIONAL CAPTIONING INSTITUTE]