Note: AW was not shown in most areas today because of Clinton news and today's episode was shown again on Monday 9/14. [CAPTIONING MADE POSSIBLE BY U.S. DEPARTMENT OF EDUCATION] JOSIE: GARY. GARY: DID YOU THINK I WASN'T GOING TO FIND OUT? YOU SLEPT WITH MY BROTHER. YOU GAVE UP LOOKING FOR ME SO YOU COULD. JOSIE: NO. GARY: YOU AND CAMERON BOTH! JOSIE: NO! NO, GARY! NO! NO! CAMERON: NO, GARY. REALLY, I CAN'T. GARY: COME ON. JOSIE'S SICK. SHE NEEDS HELP. CAMERON: I CAN'T. LET ME ASK TONI. GARY: I DON'T WANT TONI. I WANT YOU. THE THREE OF US ARE FAMILY NOW. CAMERON: I'M NOT GOOD AT THIS SORT OF THING. JUST LET ME CALL TONI. GARY: I'M ASKING YOU AS A FAVOR, OK? I'M WORRIED ABOUT HER. GOD FORBID THIS TURNS OUT TO BE SERIOUS. CAMERON: OK. I'LL CHECK IN ON HER. I'LL SEE IF SHE NEEDS ANYTHING. GARY: WHAT SHE NEEDS IS SOMEONE TO STAY WITH HER. CAMERON: WHOA. I SAID I'D CHECK IN ON HER. SHE'S NOT GOING TO BE HAPPY WITH ME HANGING AROUND. GARY: JUST AS LONG AS SHE'S ON HER FEET, OK? CAMERON: GARY, I SAID NO, OK? JOE: SO THE D.A. DROPS ALL THE CHARGES AGAINST CAMERON. AND IF I DIDN'T KNOW ANY BETTER, I WOULD THINK YOU'RE NOT HAPPY ABOUT IT. AMANDA: I AM. I'M GLAD THAT JUSTICE HAS BEEN DONE. I'M JUST NOT JUMPING UP AND DOWN, OK? JOE: SO HOW COME YOU TWO AREN'T OUT CELEBRATING SOMEPLACE NICE AND QUIET? AMANDA: WHAT HAPPENED TO FIVE MINUTES AGO WHEN YOU SAID THAT, IF I DIDN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT THIS, THAT YOU WOULD RESPECT THAT? JOE: WELL, I CAN'T. YOU KNOW WHY? BECAUSE I DON'T GET IT. FOR MONTHS YOU'VE BEEN FIGHTING FOR CAMERON'S FREEDOM. NOW HE'S GOT IT, AND YOU WON'T TALK TO THE GUY. AMANDA: WHAT IS IT WITH YOU AND PAULINA? YOU ARE BOTH DUMPING ON ME TODAY. JOE: I WAS IN BOCA LYNDA WITH CAMERON, OK, WHEN YOU AND GARY WERE TRAPPED IN THAT TUNNEL. AND THE GUY LOVES YOU. I MEAN, IT'S THE REAL THING. AMANDA: THIS IS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS. JOE: AMANDA -- AMANDA, I CARE ABOUT YOU. SO THAT MAKES IT MY BUSINESS. AMANDA: YOU ONLY THINK YOU KNOW WHAT WENT ON IN BOCA LYNDA. YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT REALLY WENT ON THERE. JOE: YOU'RE WRONG. I DO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED AND WHAT'S STILL HAPPENING AND WHY IT'S MAKING YOU CRAZY. VICKY: WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME YOU WERE IN THE MIDDLE OF A FAMILY GATHERING? PAULINA: ARE YOU KIDDING? YOUR CALL WAS MY TICKET TO FREEDOM. VICKY: OH, GOD, THAT BAD, HUH? PAULINA: OH, LILA MASTERMINDED THE WHOLE THING. NEED I SAY ANY MORE? VICKY: I BET RACHEL IS JUST COUNTING THE DAYS UNTIL SHE GOES INTO LABOR. PAULINA: NO, HOURS AND MINUTES IS MORE LIKE IT. I GOT TO TELL YOU -- I JUST -- I WISH JOE AND I ALREADY HAD OUR HOUSE BUILT, AWAY FROM LILA AND HER "I'M NOT MADE TO FEEL WELCOME IN THIS FAMILY" AND AMANDA SNARLING AT EVERYONE, "I'VE BEEN BURIED ALIVE, SO JUST DEAL WITH IT." VICKY: OH, DID I PICK A GOOD NIGHT OUT FOR A GIRLS' NIGHT OUT OR WHAT? PAULINA: YEE-HA! WAIT A MINUTE. IT'S JUST US? WE CLASH. VICKY: OH, STOP IT. LISTEN, IF YOU WANT TO SAY ANYTHING MORE ABOUT AMANDA OR LILA OR ANYBODY ELSE, YOU JUST GO AHEAD. I FIGURE WE CAN TALK TRASH ALL WE WANT. PAULINA: EXCELLENT. BUT WHERE IS JAKE? AND EXCUSE ME. HELLO, STOP, OK? GOOD NEWS -- YOU WANTED TO TELL ME. I'D LIKE TO HEAR, OK? VICKY: I -- I SHOULD WAIT TO TELL YOU UNTIL JAKE IS WITH ME. BUT IT IS GOOD NEWS, AND UNFORTUNATELY HE HAD TO WORK. MARLEY: THEY'RE THE FIRST FLOWERS FROM THE FALL GARDEN. I REMEMBERED HOW MUCH YOU LOVE THEM. JAKE: MARLEY -- MARLEY: YOU'RE HERE. YOU'RE REALLY HERE. MARLEY: IT'S AS IF ALL THE YEARS OF SEPARATION NEVER HAPPENED. WE'RE JUST STARTING OVER AGAIN IN THIS HOUSE. JAKE: IT'S NOT THE SAME, MARLEY. YOU KNOW, NOTHING EVER STAYS THE SAME. MARLEY: BUT THE WAY I FEEL DOESN'T CHANGE. YOU KNOW, YOU READ MY LETTER. JAKE: YES. MARLEY: I HAD TO WRITE IT BECAUSE I COULDN'T GO ON THE WAY WE WERE. THERE'S BEEN -- THERE'S BEEN SO MUCH PAIN, AND THEN ALL THE YEARS OF SEPARATION. AND UNDERNEATH IT ALL, ALL THE TIME, THE LOVE HAS ALWAYS BEEN THERE. I MEAN, ONLY THE OUTSIDE THINGS CHANGE, REALLY. THIS HOUSE CHANGED A LITTLE BIT, THE WAY I LOOK. BUT YOU'RE HERE, AND WE'RE TOGETHER. THE THINGS THAT REALLY MATTER -- THEY NEVER CHANGE. OK. ALL RIGHT. HERE. HERE. YOU POUR. YOU POUR THE WINE. JAKE: WE NEED TO -- WE NEED TO TALK FIRST. MARLEY: NO. NOT NOW. NOT YET. GARY: HELLO? JOSIE: HI, TIGER. MISS ME? GARY: NO, I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE AGAIN. JOSIE: GARY, WHAT'S WRONG? GARY: HONEY, IT WAS A JOKE. JOSIE: OH. OH, I GUESS I'M A LITTLE SLOW ON THE UPTAKE. HOW ARE YOU DOING? GARY: HOW YOU DOING? JOSIE: I'M -- I'M DOING GOOD. FELICIA TOOK REALLY GOOD CARE OF ME. SHE SET ME UP WITH JUICE AND TEA AND GAVE ME A BACK RUB. SHE MADE SURE I WAS ALL SET UP. GARY: HOW'S THE FEVER? JOSIE: OH, NO BIG DEAL. GARY: HONEY, YOU DON'T SOUND TOO GOOD. JOSIE: OH, JUST -- AHEM -- I GOT A FROG IN MY THROAT. GARY: HOLD ON, HONEY. I'M GOING TO SEND SOMEBODY OVER THERE. CAMERON: TELL HER I'LL BE ON MY WAY. GARY: THANKS, MAN. JOSIE: NO, NO, NO, NO. I'M -- REALLY, I'M FINE. GARY: OK, YOU JUST CLOSE THOSE BEAUTIFUL EYES OF YOURS AND DREAM OF ME. HELP'S ON THE WAY. BYE-BYE. AMANDA: WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU KNOW WHAT WENT ON IN BOCA LYNDA? YOU WEREN'T THERE WHEN GARY AND I GOT OUT OF THE TUNNEL. JOE: NO, BUT I KNOW WHAT A TRAUMA LIKE THAT CAN DO TO THE WAY YOU THINK AND THE WAY YOU FEEL. AMANDA: WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU KNOW? JOE: THE FIRE. OUR HOUSE BURNED DOWN. IT WAS, WHAT, MONTHS AGO? CHRISTMAS TIME? AND ONCE A WEEK I STILL WAKE UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT, AND I -- I'M IN A COLD SWEAT. AMANDA: JOE, I APPRECIATE WHAT YOU'RE SAYING, BUT IT'S NOT THE SAME. JOE: OK. THE SITUATION IS DIFFERENT, YES, BUT NOT THE FEELINGS AND NOT THE DESPERATION. PAULINA AND I WENT THROUGH A REALLY BAD TIME THERE FOR A WHILE -- A LOT OF MISTRUST, A LOT OF ANGER. AND STILL TO THIS DAY I WAKE UP AND I TASTE THE SMOKE. AND I SEE PAULINA AND DANTE ON THE STAIRS, AND -- IT'S ALL A DREAM, YEAH, BUT THERE'S A PART OF ME THAT WILL NEVER GET OVER THAT NIGHT AND WHAT HAPPENED. AMANDA: JOE, I'VE HAD ABOUT ALL I CAN HANDLE TODAY, AND I REALLY DON'T WANT TO HEAR ANY MORE OF THIS, OK? JOE: DON'T PUSH CAMERON AWAY. JUST DON'T DO ANYTHING YET. I MEAN, THE WEEK AFTER YOU'VE BEEN KIDNAPPED AND PRACTICALLY SMOTHERED TO DEATH IS NOT EXACTLY THE TIME TO BE MAKING LIFE-CHANGING DECISIONS, ALL RIGHT? AMANDA: MAYBE THEY'VE ALREADY BEEN MADE FOR ME. JOE: WELL, WHAT DOES THAT MEAN? AMANDA: IT DOESN'T MATTER. JOE: AMANDA -- AMANDA: WHAT? JOE: DON'T DO THIS ALONE, OK? YOU DON'T HAVE TO. AMANDA: THIS TIME I DO. JAKE: WE NEED TO TALK. MARLEY: I'M SORRY. I'M SORRY. IT'S TOO SOON, ISN'T IT? I DIDN'T -- I DIDN'T MEAN TO RUSH THINGS. JAKE: WHY DON'T WE TALK ABOUT THE LETTER, OK? MARLEY: THE LETTER. I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER WHAT I WROTE IN IT EXCEPT THAT I LOVE YOU. I DID TELL YOU I LOVE YOU. I KNOW I TOLD YOU THAT. DID I TELL YOU HOW IT FEELS TO BE HERE IN THIS HOUSE, TO LIVE HERE AND BE HERE AGAIN? JAKE: NO, MARLEY, YOU DIDN'T. MARLEY: AND ALL IT NEEDED TO BE PERFECT WAS YOU. AND NOW -- NOW HERE YOU ARE. JAKE: BUT I'M NOT STAYING. MARLEY: OH. I DON'T UNDERSTAND. I MEAN, THIS IS WHERE WE BELONG. WHAT BETTER PLACE WOULD THERE BE TO START OVER THAN HERE? JAKE: I'M MARRIED -- I'M MARRIED TO YOUR SISTER NOW, OK? I LOVE VICKY. MARLEY: I KNOW. I KNOW. I LOVE HER, TOO. JAKE: STOP. JAKE: WE NEED TO TALK. MARLEY: I'M SORRY. I'M SORRY. IT'S TOO SOON, ISN'T IT? I DIDN'T -- I DIDN'T MEAN TO RUSH THINGS. JAKE: WHY DON'T WE TALK ABOUT THE LETTER, OK? MARLEY: THE LETTER. I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER WHAT I WROTE IN IT EXCEPT THAT I LOVE YOU. I DID TELL YOU I LOVE YOU. I KNOW I TOLD YOU THAT. DID I TELL YOU HOW IT FEELS TO BE HERE IN THIS HOUSE, TO LIVE HERE AND BE HERE AGAIN? JAKE: NO, MARLEY, YOU DIDN'T. MARLEY: AND ALL IT NEEDED TO BE PERFECT WAS YOU. AND NOW -- NOW HERE YOU ARE. JAKE: BUT I'M NOT STAYING. MARLEY: OH. I DON'T UNDERSTAND. I MEAN, THIS IS WHERE WE BELONG. WHAT BETTER PLACE WOULD THERE BE TO START OVER THAN HERE? JAKE: I'M MARRIED -- JAKE: BECAUSE IT'S TRUE, AND WE BOTH KNOW IT IS. MARLEY: NO. NO, NO. NO. JAKE: THE LOVE THAT I HAD FOR -- THE LOVE WE HAD, IT'S NOT THE SAME NOW. MARLEY: I KNOW THAT. I KNOW. I KNOW. THE LOVE WE HAVE NOW IS DEEPER. IT'S MORE GROWN-UP. THAT'S WHY I WAITED FOR YOU. JAKE: MARLEY, WHAT WE HAD IS IN THE PAST. WE CAN NEVER GO THERE AGAIN. OUR LOVE IS IN THE PAST. MARLEY: THAT'S NOT TRUE. JAKE: IT IS. I'M SORRY. I'M SORRY. MARLEY: I'D LIKE YOU TO GO NOW. JAKE: I CAN'T LEAVE YOU LIKE THIS, MARLEY. MARLEY: JUST GO. GET OUT. JOKE'S OVER. HA-HA-HA. WHAT? YOU NEED ME TO BLOW OUT THE CANDLES? HERE. HERE. THERE, THERE. OK, SO YOU CAN GO. GO. NO, YOU NEED ME TO POUR THE BOTTLE OF WINE DOWN THE SINK? I'M GETTING IT, I'LL GO POUR. YOU DON'T NEED TO STAY. JAKE: I -- I WANT TO HELP YOU. MARLEY: I DON'T NEED YOUR HELP, AND I DON'T NEED YOUR PITY. JAKE: DID YOU HEAR WHAT I SAID? I CARE ABOUT YOU. MARLEY: GEE, THAT'S A REAL MIDDLE-OF-THE-ROAD EMOTION, ISN'T IT? HERE, WHY DON'T WE BOTH MAKE A TOAST TO CARING ABOUT EACH OTHER. CHEERS. JAKE: YOU KNOW, MAYBE I SHOULD HAVE -- SHOULD HAVE SEEN WHAT WAS GOING ON SOONER. AND THEN AGAIN, MAYBE I DIDN'T WANT TO. MARLEY: "WHAT'S GOING ON"? NOTHING IS GOING ON, JAKE. I LOVE YOU. I WANT YOU BACK. I WANT OUR LIFE BACK. DON'T SAY "GOING ON" TO ME LIKE THIS IS SOME SORT OF PLOT FOR ME TO WIN THE HIGH SCHOOL CLASS PRESIDENT. JAKE: STOP. OK. NOW, YEARS HAVE GONE PAST. LIFETIMES HAVE GONE PAST SINCE WE LIVED IN THAT HOUSE RIGHT THERE. MARLEY: IT WAS NEVER OVER FOR ME. JAKE: YES, IT WAS. IT WAS OVER FOR BOTH OF US. MARLEY: DO YOU REMEMBER I TOLD YOU ONCE THAT WHAT WE HAD WAS LOCKED AWAY DEEP INSIDE ME? IT'S HOW I KNOW WHO I REALLY AM. JAKE: I REMEMBER. MARLEY: IT WAS THE ONLY TIME I WAS TRULY HAPPY. JAKE: I'M NOT SAYING THAT THERE WEREN'T GOOD TIMES, MARLEY. THERE WERE. MARLEY: YOU WERE HAPPY THEN. JAKE: YES. MARLEY: WELL, WE -- WE CAN HAVE THAT HAPPINESS NOW, AGAIN. JAKE: NO. I LOVE VICKY NOW. MARLEY: OH, WHY DID I EVER WRITE THAT LETTER? JAKE: YOU WROTE THE LETTER BECAUSE YOU WANTED THE TRUTH TO COME OUT, NO MATTER WHAT. MARLEY: I WANTED BACK WHAT WE LOST. I WANT IT BACK. JAKE: I CAN'T GIVE THAT TO YOU, MARLEY. I'D LIKE TO DO ANYTHING I CAN TO HELP. MARLEY: I DON'T WANT YOUR HELP. I WANT YOU TO LOVE ME THE WAY YOU DID, THE WAY I LOVE YOU. JAKE: YOU DON'T LOVE ME. YOU LOVE THIS. YOU LOVE THE MEMORIES. YOU LOVE THE PROMISE THAT YOU'RE NEVER GOING TO BE ALONE -- MARLEY: ALL RIGHT, I HATE IT WHEN YOU TELL ME HOW I FEEL. JAKE: YOU HAVE BEEN THROUGH HELL SINCE MICHAEL'S DEATH, HIS LOSS. IT'S ONLY REASONABLE FOR YOU TO WANT TO REACH OUT FOR COMFORT. MARLEY: YOU KNOW WHAT'S NOT REAL, JAKE? YOU. YOU, HIDING BEHIND ALL THIS PSYCHOBABBLE ABOUT ME AND MY PAIN. WHAT YOU REALLY CAN'T DEAL WITH IS YOURSELF AND THE GUILT THAT YOU HAVE. JAKE: I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU'RE SAYING. MARLEY: YOU WANT AN EXCUSE TO LEAVE. WELL, YOU DON'T NEED AN EXCUSE. JUST GO. GO. JAKE: YOU'RE RIGHT. YOU'RE RIGHT. I FEEL GUILTY. YOU'RE RIGHT. I REMEMBER WHAT I DID WHEN WE WERE MARRIED. MARLEY: YOU KILLED WHAT WE HAD. JAKE: I KNOW. MARLEY: AND WHAT ABOUT NOW? WHAT ABOUT AFTER THE FIRE? DO YOU FEEL GUILTY ABOUT ANY OF THAT? BECAUSE I WAS READY TO DIE. BUT YOU MADE ME LIVE AGAIN. YOU WOULDN'T LET ME DIE. I WANTED TO GO. YOU CALLED OUT TO ME. I WAS IN THIS OTHER PLACE WHERE IT WAS PEACEFUL, AND I WAS FREE FROM PAIN. BUT, NO, YOU REACHED OUT AND BROUGHT ME BACK HERE. I LET YOU BRING ME BACK HERE BECAUSE YOU SAID -- YOU SAID IT DIDN'T MATTER WHAT I LOOKED LIKE, THAT YOU WOULD ALWAYS BE HERE FOR ME. JAKE: I MEANT EVERY SINGLE WORD IN THAT. MARLEY: EVERYTHING YOU SAID, THE WAY YOU TOUCHED ME -- IT TOLD ME THAT YOU LOVED ME. YOU SAID YOU NEEDED ME TO LIVE. WHY DID YOU SAY THAT TO ME? JAKE: BECAUSE I COULDN'T IMAGINE A WORLD WITHOUT YOU IN IT. MARLEY: AND THEN AFTER, WHY DID YOU -- WHY DID YOU GO MOTORCYCLE RIDING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT? WHY DID YOU BUY ME THIS HOUSE? WHY DID -- JAKE: DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND, MARLEY? I WANTED YOU TO HAVE A FOUNDATION -- MARLEY: NO. NO, YOU WANTED ME. AND NOW YOU HAVE ME. AND VICKY YANKED YOU AROUND, AND YOU THOUGHT SHE WAS YOUR TRUE LOVE. NOW YOU'RE MARRIED TO HER, NOW YOU'RE GETTING DIVORCED. NOW YOU LOVE HER, NOW YOU DON'T LOVE HER. NOW SHE'S TELLING YOU THE TRUTH, NOW SHE'S LYING. JAKE: IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH VICKY. MARLEY: YOU MADE IT ABOUT VICKY WHEN YOU BROKE ALL THE PROMISES THAT YOU MADE TO ME. JAKE: THAT'S NOT WHAT HAPPENED. MARLEY: I KNOW IT'S EASIER FOR YOU IF YOU WRITE THIS OFF TO THIS BEING POOR, CRAZY MARLEY. THE FIRE DESTROYED HER MIND AS WELL AS HER FACE. JAKE: YOU DON'T HAVE TO DO THIS TO YOURSELF. MARLEY: LOVE A WACKO? HOW CAN A WACKO LIKE THIS KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT LOVE, RIGHT? THERE! THERE! DOES THAT MAKE IT EASIER FOR YOU, JAKE? JAKE: WHAT -- WHAT ARE YOU DOING? MARLEY: DOES THAT MAKE IT EASIER FOR YOU? DOES THAT GET RID OF ALL THAT NASTY OLD GUILT THAT YOU'RE CARRYING AROUND WITH YOU? MARLEY: IF I'M CRAZY, IS THAT EASIER? JAKE: YOU'RE NOT CRAZY. MARLEY: NO. I'M NOT. MARLEY: WHY DID YOU MAKE ME COME BACK? JAKE: BECAUSE LETTING YOU DIE WAS ONE GUILT I COULDN'T HAVE LIVED WITH. MARLEY: WELL, CONGRATULATIONS. I DIDN'T DIE. BUT IT WASN'T BECAUSE I WAS SUDDENLY POSSESSED WITH SOME MAGICAL WILL TO LIVE. I CAME BACK FOR YOU BECAUSE YOU NEEDED ME. PAULINA: I WANT TO HEAR THIS GREAT NEWS OF YOURS FIRST. ETTA MAE: YEAH. THAT'S RIGHT, BECAUSE YOU HAVE BEEN DROPPING HINTS ALL DAY. PAULINA: MM-HMM. VICKY: IT'S NOTHING, REALLY. I JUST THINK I'M PREGNANT. PAULINA: YOU'RE GOING TO HAVE A BABY? ETTA MAE: OH, THAT'S WONDERFUL NEWS! PAULINA: OH, MY GOD, I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU! JAKE MUST JUST BE THRILLED OUT OF HIS MIND. VICKY: YEAH, BUT WE'VE ONLY BEEN PREGNANT FOR A COUPLE OF HOURS. I DON'T WANT TO PUSH IT TOO MUCH. ETTA MAE: GOODNESS, HE IS GOING TO BE AN ABSOLUTE FOOL OVER THIS CHILD. PAULINA: A LITTLE JAKE McKINNON RUNNING AROUND. I CAN'T BELIEVE IT. ETTA MAE: WHERE IS HE, ANYWAY? PAULINA: HE SHOULD BE THE ONE HERE CELEBRATING WITH YOU, NOT US. VICKY: HE SHOULD BE, BUT HE HAD A MEETING. HE COULDN'T GET OUT OF IT. PAULINA: YOU TOLD HIM, DIDN'T YOU? VICKY: TOLD HIM? ARE YOU KIDDING ME? I WENT OVER THERE AND I SHOWED HIM. ETTA MAE: GIRL, YOU ARE SICK. VICKY: HEY, YOU GUYS SHOULD HAVE SEEN HIM. ETTA MAE: OH, MY GOODNESS. VICKY: HE CRIED. ETTA MAE: AW. PAULINA: OH, I'M GOING TO CRY! ETTA MAE: OOH, THIS CALLS FOR SOMETHING REALLY SPECIAL. VICKY: SPEAKING OF "REALLY SPECIAL," YOU HAVE ANY MORE OF THAT COCONUT CAKE BACK THERE? ETTA MAE: OH, YOU KNOW IT. YOU KNOW IT. VICKY: ALL RIGHT, HOLD ON ONE SEC. BUT LISTEN TO ME -- DO NOT NAME THE BABY UNTIL I GET BACK. PAULINA: ARE YOU KIDDING? ARE YOU KIDDING? WE'LL HAVE A LIST. ETTA MAE: WHAT DO YOU THINK? GARY: HEY, AMANDA. AMANDA: I DIDN'T WANT TO DISTURB YOU. GARY: YOU'RE NOT. ISN'T THERE A BIG SHINDIG AT RACHEL'S TONIGHT IN YOUR HONOR? AMANDA: YEAH. WHY DO YOU THINK I'M HERE? GARY: OH, THEY MEAN WELL. AMANDA: YEAH. GARY: BUT -- AMANDA: BUT MY MOTHER THINKS THAT I SHOULD SEE A SHRINK, AND MY SISTER IS ON THIS "JUST GET OVER IT" ATTITUDE. GARY: WELL, YOU CAN'T EXPECT THEM TO UNDERSTAND. AMANDA: I THINK YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE I CAN TALK TO. GARY: STILL HAVING THE NIGHTMARES? AMANDA: YEAH. I WAKE UP AND I CAN'T BREATHE. GARY: WELL, WE MADE IT. THAT'S ALL YOU HAVE TO FOCUS ON. AMANDA: I KNOW. GARY: I GOT JOSIE, I GOT MY BROTHER, I GOT THE SUNRISE IN THE MORNING, I GOT A PRETTY GIRL SITTING NEXT TO ME. WHAT ELSE IS THERE? AMANDA: I THINK I HAD A BIT OF THAT THIS MORNING WHEN I WAS RUNNING. IT WAS JUST A FLASH, BUT IT WAS SO REAL. I HAD THIS FEELING THAT I WAS THE LUCKIEST PERSON ON THE EARTH. GARY: YOU HANG ON TO THAT. AMANDA: I WILL. GARY: OK. AMANDA: YOU ARE THE BEST PART OF MY WHOLE DAY. GARY: OH. AMANDA: YOU OK? GARY: YEAH. IT'S OVER. WE'RE SAFE. AMANDA: YOU REALLY ARE THE ONLY ONE THAT UNDERSTANDS. GARY: I BET YOU SAY THAT TO ALL THE FELLOWS YOU'VE BEEN BURIED WITH. YOU CAN TALK TO CAMERON, TOO, YOU KNOW. HE UNDERSTANDS. AMANDA: DOES HE? GARY: YEAH. GIVE HIM A TRY. EXCEPT TONIGHT. I KIND OF TIED HIM UP. AMANDA: THAT'S OK. NO PROBLEM. GARY: I'D NEVER SPLIT YOU TWO UP IF JOSIE WEREN'T SICK. AMANDA: JOSIE'S SICK? GARY: YEAH. I HOPE IT'S JUST A 24-HOUR THING, BUT SHE'S GOT A FEVER AND THE SHAKES, PRETTY BAD COUGH. THAT'S WHY I SENT CAMERON OVER THERE TO STAY WITH HER. BELIEVE ME, I'D NEVER LET HER ALONE TONIGHT. JOSIE: CAMERON. CAMERON: GARY SENT ME. JOSIE: YOU CAN'T BE HERE. CAMERON: OH, MAN. YOU REALLY ARE SICK. JOSIE: PLEASE -- CAMERON: WOW, YOU'RE BURNING UP. JOSIE: PLEASE GO. CAMERON: LET ME SET YOU UP WITH SOME MEDICINE FIRST. JOSIE: NO, JUST PLEASE GO. CAMERON: I TRIED TO TELL GARY TO LET ME SEND TONI OR FELICIA HERE, BUT HE WOULDN'T LET ME. HE WANTS US TO BE A FAMILY NOW. JOSIE: I KNOW. CAMERON: SOME COUGH SYRUP? WE REALLY SHOULDN'T PUSH EACH OTHER AWAY. HE REALLY WANTS US TO TRY THIS FAMILY THING, AND I THINK HE OUGHT TO HAVE WHATEVER HE WANTS WITH HIS CONDITION. DON'T YOU? JOSIE: HOW LONG CAN WE KEEP LIVING THIS LIE? CAMERON: IF WE WANT HIM TO GET BETTER, AS LONG AS IT TAKES. JOSIE: I'M AFRAID HE'S GOING TO FIND OUT. CAMERON: ME, TOO. SO, I HEAR YOU LIKE CHICKEN EGG DROP SOUP. AND I GOT VITAMIN C, AND I HAVE THIS STUFF THAT'S FROM THE HEALTH FOOD STORE, BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO PRONOUNCE IT. BUT HE SAID IT'S KILLER FOR THE FLU. YOU WANT THE FOOD FIRST, OR DO YOU WANT THE FIRST AID? JOSIE: THANK YOU FOR COMING. I KNOW THIS ISN'T EASY FOR YOU, EITHER. CAMERON: GARY WAS RIGHT. YOU SHOULDN'T BE ALONE. JOSIE: I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS WORSE, THE FLU OR THE GUILT. CAMERON: I'VE GIVEN THIS A LOT OF THOUGHT, OK? AND IF IT COMES OUT, I DON'T WANT YOU TO SAY ANYTHING. JUST LET ME HANDLE IT. JOSIE: WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? CAMERON: GARY CAN BLAME ME. YOU CAN'T LET AN ENTIRE MARRIAGE BE RUINED BY ONE NIGHT, ONE MISTAKE. NO WAY. JOSIE: SO YOU'RE JUST GOING TO TAKE FULL RESPONSIBILITY AND SAY, WHAT, THAT YOU FORCED YOURSELF ON ME? CAMERON: NO, THAT I TOOK ADVANTAGE OF YOU. JOSIE: OH. OH, NO. NO, IT'S JUST ANOTHER LIE, AND GARY WOULD NEVER BELIEVE THAT ANYWAYS. CAMERON: I'LL MAKE SURE HE DOES. JOSIE: OK, YOU KNOW WHAT, WHILE YOU'RE AT IT, WHY DON'T YOU JUST WHITEWASH MY WHOLE PAST, OK? MAKE ME JOSIE GOOD-AND-PURE. CAMERON: WHY ARE YOU BEING SO HARD ON YOURSELF? JOSIE: MY EARLY YEARS, BROTHER-IN-LAW, WEREN'T ANY MORE LILY-WHITE THAN YOURS. AND NOBODY KNOWS THAT BETTER THAN GARY DOES. CAMERON: WHATEVER HAPPENED BACK THEN, IT'S OVER. JOSIE: IS IT? IS IT, OR DID I JUST BRING IT ALL BACK ON THE BEACH THAT NIGHT IN BOCA LYNDA? CAMERON: NO, YOU DIDN'T. JOSIE: HMM. MAYBE I NEVER LEFT IT BEHIND. I JUST THOUGHT I DID WHEN I MARRIED GARY -- WHEN I PROMISED THAT I WOULD BE FAITHFUL TO HIM FOREVER. JAKE: YOU KNOW SOMETHING, YOU'VE ALWAYS LOVED LIFE SO MUCH. HOW CAN YOU NOT WANT TO LIVE? MARLEY: I DIDN'T HAVE ANYTHING TO LIVE FOR. I WAS IN SO MUCH PAIN. IT JUST SEEMED EASIER TO LET GO. THEN I HEARD YOU CALLING TO ME, AND I COULD TELL HOW ALONE YOU WERE AND HOW LOST, HOW MUCH YOU NEEDED ME. IT WAS LIKE THIS DEEP, INTENSE PULL I COULDN'T POSSIBLY SAY NO TO, AND I WAS RACING BACK TO YOU, TO BE THERE FOR YOU. YOU MUST HAVE KNOWN THAT. JAKE: ALL I KNOW IS THAT I COULDN'T LET YOU DIE. YOU WERE RIGHT, I SAID THOSE THINGS. MARLEY: IT'S ALWAYS BEEN THAT WAY WITH US. YOU KEEP PULLING ME BACK. JAKE: ALWAYS. MARLEY: EVEN WHEN WE FIRST MET. YOU AND THAT DAMN MOTORCYCLE YOU RODE INTO TOWN, AND YOU WOULDN'T TAKE NO FOR AN ANSWER. YOU FELL IN LOVE WITH ME. IT WASN'T THE OTHER WAY AROUND, OR HAVE YOU FORGOTTEN? JAKE: I HAVEN'T FORGOTTEN. MARLEY: YOU WERE SO WILD ON THE OUTSIDE, AND THEN THERE WAS THIS PRIVATE PART OF YOU THAT NEEDED TO BE LOVED AND UNDERSTOOD. I DID BOTH. IT WAS A FULL-TIME JOB -- YOU KNOW, WHEN YOU MADE ME LOVE YOU. YOU WOULDN'T ACCEPT ANYTHING LESS. MY WHOLE WORLD HAD TO REVOLVE AROUND YOU. JAKE: I SWEAR TO GOD I NEVER WANTED IT TO BE LIKE THAT, MARLEY. MARLEY: YOU NEEDED ME TOO MUCH TO CARE ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE, AND I COULDN'T STOP MYSELF THEN, ANY MORE THAN I COULD WHEN I WAS IN THAT HOSPITAL ROOM. I ALWAYS COME BACK TO YOU. JAKE: I DON'T WANT IT TO BE LIKE THAT. I MEAN, MAYBE IN THE GOOD OLD DAYS, BUT I'M NOT THE -- THE SAME. I WANTED YOU TO LIVE FOR YOU AND FOR YOUR FAMILY, NOT FOR ME. MARLEY: IT WAS ALWAYS SUPPOSED TO BE FOR ME. GETTING MARRIED, TRYING TO HAVE A BABY. THAT WAS FOR ME. AND THEN THERE'D BE THE OTHER WOMEN, AND YOU'D LEAVE, BUT NEVER FOR GOOD. YOU'D ALWAYS COME BACK NEEDING ME, WANTING MORE THAN I COULD GIVE. JAKE: YOU KNOW, FOR THE LAST COUPLE OF MONTHS, I HAVE -- I'VE BEEN TELLING MYSELF THAT I WAS GOING TO MAKE SURE YOU DIDN'T GET HURT AND THAT I WAS GOING TO LOOK OUT FOR YOU AND THAT I WAS GOING TO KEEP YOU SAFE. THAT DIDN'T HAPPEN AT ALL, DID IT? NOTHING'S CHANGED, HAS IT? GOD HELP ME, MARLEY, THIS IS THE LAST THING I WANTED TO HAPPEN. MARLEY: I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER. I GUESS I ALWAYS COME BACK TO YOU. EVEN WHEN YOU HURT ME. AND YOU HAVE HURT ME, JAKE, MORE THAN ANY OTHER PERSON. YOU GO AFTER ME AND YOU MAKE ME LOVE YOU, AND THEN YOU HURT ME. JAKE: I NEVER MEANT TO HURT YOU, MARLEY -- NOT EVEN THAT NIGHT IN THE LOFT. THAT IS WHAT THIS IS ABOUT, ISN'T IT? IT'S ABOUT THE RAPE. JAKE: WHAT I DID TO YOU -- WHAT I CAN BARELY MAKE MYSELF SAY OUT LOUD -- IT'S STILL THERE. WE JUST NEVER TALK ABOUT IT ANYMORE. MARLEY: WE TALKED ABOUT IT ENOUGH WHEN IT HAPPENED -- WITH MY FAMILY, IN THERAPY, FINALLY WITH YOU. JAKE: IT'S ONLY BECAUSE OF THE KIND OF PERSON THAT YOU ARE RIGHT NOW THAT WE HAVE ANY RELATIONSHIP. MARLEY: I LOVE YOU. JAKE: HOW? I MEAN, I HAVE TO ASK BECAUSE RAPE IS UNFORGIVABLE. MARLEY: BUT YOU HAVE BEEN FORGIVEN, HAVEN'T YOU? BY DONNA, BY VICTORIA, EVEN BY MICHAEL. JAKE: HOW ABOUT YOU? MARLEY: YES. JAKE: HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE, MARLEY? MARLEY: WHAT CHOICE DID I HAVE, JAKE? WHAT CHOICE DID I HAVE? I WASN'T RAPED BY SOME ANONYMOUS MAN IN A DARK ALLEY. IT WAS YOU -- MY FIRST LOVE, AND THE MAN WHO COULD MAKE ME LAUGH AND FALL IN LOVE WITH LIFE EVERY SINGLE DAY. THE MAN I TRUSTED MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE. HOW COULD I GO ON HATING THAT MAN? JAKE: HOW CAN I TELL YOU I'M SORRY? MARLEY: I'VE MADE PEACE WITH IT. YOU HAVEN'T. JAKE: I NEVER WILL. MARLEY: WELL, FORGIVING YOURSELF IS A TOUGH ONE. JAKE: YEAH. I'M NOT THERE YET. MARLEY: I KNOW BECAUSE IT TOOK ME A VERY LONG TIME TO FORGIVE. BUT I KNEW THAT IF I DIDN'T I WOULD GO MAD. AND THEN, ONE DAY, SOMETHING I MUST HAVE HEARD IN CHURCH A VERY LONG TIME AGO CAME BACK TO ME. "HATE THE SIN, NOT THE SINNER." AND I WANTED TO DO IT. I DIDN'T KNOW HOW. AND I COULDN'T DO IT AT FIRST, BUT I WANTED TO. AND THEN, ONE DAY, I REALIZED I HAD SUCCEEDED. AND WHEN I DID -- WHEN THAT DAY CAME -- ALL THE LOVE THAT I HAD FOR YOU, IT JUST CAME POURING BACK. AND IT'S STILL HERE, INSIDE ME. JAKE: WHAT ABOUT THE ANGER? MARLEY: THERE ISN'T ANY, NOT TOWARD YOU. JAKE: I DON'T UNDERSTAND. MARLEY: WHY CAN'T YOU BELIEVE THAT? JAKE: I HAVE SO MANY UNRESOLVED FEELING MYSELF. I JUST THINK IT WOULD BE NATURAL FOR YOU TO WANT TO -- MARLEY: FOR ME TO WANT TO WHAT? TO WHAT? WHAT, COME BACK IN YOUR LIFE AND CAUSE YOU PAIN, MAKE YOU PAY SOMEHOW? JAKE: WHY NOT? THAT'S ONLY HUMAN. I MEAN, THERE'S GOT TO BE SOME PART OF YOU THAT'S STILL GOT TO BE FURIOUS. YOU SEE ME WITH YOUR SISTER, AND I'M HAPPY. HOW IN THE HELL DO I GET TO BE HAPPY AFTER WHAT I DID TO YOU? I ATTACKED YOU. I PHYSICALLY ATTACKED A WOMAN WHO HAD DONE NOTHING TO DESERVE IT, AND NOW I GET TO HAVE THIS PERFECT LITTLE LIFE, AS IF IT NEVER HAPPENED. I MEAN, WHY SHOULDN'T YOU WANT TO DETEST ME? MARLEY: OH, I SEE. JAKE: WHY SHOULDN'T YOU WANT TO TAKE THAT ALL AWAY? MARLEY: I SEE. SO I LOVE YOU, BUT I REALLY HATE YOU, SO I'M CRAZY AFTER ALL. JAKE: DON'T, MARLEY, THAT'S NOT WHAT I SAID. MARLEY: THIS IS NOT SOME SORT OF PERVERSE REVENGE, JAKE. ALL RIGHT? THIS IS ABOUT A SECOND CHANCE TO LOVE EACH OTHER, TO MAKE IT DIFFERENT THAN IT WAS BEFORE. AFTER EVERYTHING I'VE GONE THROUGH, I AM NOT GOING TO GIVE UP ON THAT. JAKE: WELL, THEN I DON'T SEE HOW WE CAN SEE EACH OTHER AT ALL. MARLEY: SO THAT'S YOUR ANSWER, IS TO JUST RUN AWAY? JAKE: NO, THAT'S NOT MY ANSWER. I'M JUST TRYING TO PROTECT YOU SO YOU DON'T GET HURT AGAIN. MARLEY: JAKE, YOU'VE GONE AWAY BEFORE. YOU'VE COME BACK. JAKE: NOT THIS TIME. MARLEY: YES, YOU WILL. YOU ALWAYS DO. YOU'VE PROVEN THAT TO ME OVER AND OVER AGAIN. ETTA MAE: YEAH, SHE HAS. PAULINA: HEY. HEY, HEY. YOU ALL RIGHT? YOU'VE BEEN GONE SO LONG. YOU'RE NOT FEELING SICK ALREADY, ARE YOU? VICKY: HEY, GUYS, DON'T PLAN THAT BABY SHOWER YET. ETTA MAE: OH, NO. VICKY: I DON'T KNOW. I GUESS THOSE STUPID PREGNANCY TESTS AREN'T 100%. ETTA MAE: OH, BABY, IT'LL BE ALL RIGHT. YOU KNOW, WE ALL UNDERSTAND HOW DIFFICULT IT IS WHEN YOU WANT TO HAVE SOMETHING HAPPEN. VICKY: YEAH. WELL, WE -- WE HAVEN'T BEEN TRYING FOR VERY LONG, SO -- PAULINA: YOU KNOW WHAT, I'D GO BACK TO PROVENCE IF I WERE YOU. TWO WEEKS IN THE SOUTH OF FRANCE COULDN'T HURT. ETTA MAE: YEAH. VICKY: MY LUCK, WE'D PROBABLY END UP TAKING MARLEY WITH US. ETTA MAE: WAIT A MINUTE. ARE YOU TWO HAVING PROBLEMS? VICKY: NO, IT'S NOT THAT. IT'S JUST SHE'S BEEN SPENDING A LOT OF TIME WITH US LATELY. A LOT OF TIME. PAULINA: OMNIPRESENT, YOU MIGHT SAY. ETTA MAE: WELL -- NOW, COME ON, NOW. I MEAN, I COULD UNDERSTAND HER WANTING TO BE DEPENDENT UPON YOU. VICKY: OH, I KNOW. I KNOW, AND I WANT TO BE THERE FOR HER. I REALLY DO. I JUST -- I KNOW SHE'S GOING THROUGH THIS BIG LIFE CHANGE. ETTA MAE: YOU KNOW, COME TO THINK OF IT, I HAVE NOT SEEN MARLEY SINCE SHE GOT OUT OF THE HOSPITAL. PAULINA: IT'S LIKE SHE'S A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT PERSON -- I MEAN, YOU KNOW, ON THE OUTSIDE. VICKY: SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE SHE'S A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT PERSON ON THE INSIDE. PAULINA: VICKY, DON'T TELL ME. SHE DOESN'T NEED JAKE BY HER SIDE NIGHT AND DAY STILL, DOES SHE? VICKY: NO. NO, NO, IT'S NOT THAT. I MEAN, WE'RE PAST THAT PHASE. AT LEAST, I THINK WE ARE. WHAT IS THE MATTER WITH ME, YOU KNOW? SHE'S MY SISTER. I LOVE HER. I WANT TO BE THERE FOR HER. WHY AM I SITTING HERE RAGGING ON HER? ETTA MAE: WELL, COME ON. I MEAN, YOU GOT TO LET OFF SOME STEAM SOMEWHERE. VICKY: WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO, TELL HER TO BACK OFF? I MEAN, THAT WOULD REALLY MAKE ME LOOK LIKE THE BAD GUY. ETTA MAE: WELL, LOOK, WHAT YOU NEED TO DO IS JUST TALK TO JAKE. I MEAN, THIS IS SOMETHING YOU AND HE HAVE TO HANDLE TOGETHER. VICKY: I GOT TO TALK TO JAKE, DON'T I? I'LL TALK TO HIM TONIGHT. WHEW. I CANNOT TELL YOU HOW GOOD IT FEELS TO JUST, YOU KNOW, GET IT OUT, JUST SAY IT. PAULINA: SAY WHAT? VICKY: UGH, MARLEY -- IT'S MARLEY. I DON'T EVEN FEEL LIKE SHE'S THE SAME ANYMORE. AND THE KIDS NOTICE IT, TOO. SHE COMES OVER, STEVEN GOES TO HIS ROOM, AND ALL SHE DOES IS TALK ABOUT HOW MUCH MOM HATES ME AND LOVES HER, AND -- ETTA MAE: COME ON, NOW, THAT'S NOT VERY SISTERLY. PAULINA: NO. VICKY, LOOK, I DON'T WANT TO MAKE YOU PARANOID OR ANYTHING. BUT IF I WERE YOU, I WOULDN'T FORGET THE FACT THAT SHE IS LIVING IN THE HOUSE WHERE SHE AND JAKE LIVED TOGETHER. I MEAN, WHO KNOWS WHAT IDEAS ARE GOING THROUGH HER HEAD? VICKY: YOU KNOW SOMETHING, BEFORE I WOULD HAVE SAID -- DON'T EVEN BRING THAT UP. IT'S NOT WORTH IT. I MEAN, MARLEY'S THE -- MARLEY'S THE DEPENDABLE ONE. YOU KNOW, SHE'S THE SOLID ONE. I'M THE ONE WHO ALWAYS USED TO MAKE EVERYBODY PANIC. PAULINA: I'M SORRY. ETTA MAE: WHAT DO YOU MEAN "USED TO"? VICKY: IT'S MARLEY. PAULINA: WHAT? ETTA MAE: WHAT? WHAT IS IT? VICKY: IT'S MARLEY. THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG, I CAN FEEL IT. GARY: THEY'VE HAD THEIR UPS AND DOWNS, BUT I REALLY THINK THERE'S GOING TO BE A STRONG CONNECTION BETWEEN MY WIFE AND CAMERON AS TIME GOES ON. AMANDA: MAYBE THERE ALREADY IS. GARY: I THINK YOU'RE RIGHT. PROBABLY WHEN THEY STARTED WORKING TOGETHER. YOU KNOW, AT FIRST I HAD MY IDEAS. YOU KNOW, SHE WAS SECRETIVE AND ALWAYS ON EDGE, AND I HAD NO IDEA THAT HER F.B.I. CONNECTION WAS CAMERON. HE EVEN SENT HER FLOWERS, SET THINGS UP TO MAKE IT LOOK LIKE THEY WERE HAVING AN AFFAIR. AMANDA: YOU'RE SERIOUS? GARY: WELL, IT WAS A COVER, OF COURSE. BUT IT STILL BOTHERED ME. EVEN THOUGH, YOU KNOW, I KNOW DEEP IN MY HEART THAT JOSIE WOULD NEVER CHEAT ON ME. IT JUST -- IT BUGGED ME THE WAY SHE WAS ALWAYS TAKING HIS SIDE, EVEN WHEN I THOUGHT HE WAS A COMPLETE JERK. AMANDA: WHY DID SHE DO THAT? WHAT DID SHE SAY? GARY: WELL, SHE SAID SHE FELT A CONNECTION TO HIM. SHE JUST FELT THAT HE WAS OK. AND WHEN SHE FOUND OUT WE WERE BROTHERS, SHE REALIZED WHY, BECAUSE HE AND I ARE A LOT ALIKE IN A LOT OF WAYS. YOU KNOW, THAT'S WHY SHE STUCK BY HIM EVEN WHEN THE F.B.I. WANTED TO DROP HIM, AND CARLINO, HE WANTED TO THROW HIM IN THE SLAMMER. AMANDA: BECAUSE HE REMINDED HER OF YOU. JAKE: YOU'RE RIGHT, THAT WAS A BAD PATTERN IN MY LIFE. I COULDN'T STAY, BUT I COULDN'T LET YOU GO, EITHER. MARLEY: IT'S HARD TO LET GO WHEN YOU LOVE AS DEEPLY AS WE HAVE. JAKE: BUT I KNEW I HAD TO, AND EVENTUALLY I DID. I THINK I DID AT THE AIRPORT THAT DAY. MARLEY: WHEN I WAS LEAVING FOR CHINA. JAKE: THE FIRST DAY THAT WE WERE ABLE TO TALK WITHOUT HURTING EACH OTHER, AND I REALIZED THAT I LOVED YOU ENOUGH TO LET YOU GO. MARLEY: AND WE WENT OUR SEPARATE WAYS AND TRIED TO LEARN TO LIVE WITH THE PAIN. JAKE: BEFORE YOU GOT ON THE PLANE, YOU REMEMBER, YOU TOLD ME THAT I HAD KILLED ANY FUTURE THAT WE HAD, BUT NOT THE PAST, THE LOVE THAT WAS THERE? MARLEY: I REMEMBER. JAKE: I HELD ON TO THAT FOR A LONG TIME. IT GAVE ME HOPE, AND I THOUGHT MAYBE I COULD BE MORE THAN THE MAN THAT -- THAT HAD DONE A TERRIBLE THING TO YOU. OR AT LEAST MAYBE I COULD. MARLEY: AND HAVE YOU PROVEN THAT TO YOURSELF? JAKE: WELL, UNTIL TODAY I WOULD HAVE SAID YES, BUT NOW THAT I SEE YOU IN PAIN, I HAVE MY DOUBTS. YOU KNOW, I WANT THE BEST FOR YOU, MARLEY. I HAVEN'T BEEN USING YOU, IF THAT'S WHAT YOU THINK. MARLEY: WHY ARE YOU MAKING THIS SOUND LIKE IT'S ALL MY PROBLEM OR SOMETHING? JAKE: THAT'S NOT WHAT I'M DOING, MARLEY. MARLEY: YOU KNOW, YOU CALLED ME IN CHINA. I DIDN'T CALL YOU. YOU BEGGED ME TO COME HERE. JAKE: BECAUSE YOUR SISTER NEEDED YOU. MARLEY: NO, THAT'S NOT THE ONLY REASON. WE BOTH KNOW IT. YOU LEFT VICTORIA FOR ME ONCE. JAKE: THAT WAS YEARS AGO. MARLEY: WELL, I LOVE YOU ENOUGH TO WAIT. JAKE: YOU DESERVE MORE THAN THIS KIND OF HALF LIFE, WAITING FOR SOMETHING FROM THE PAST FROM ME THAT'S NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN. DON'T DO THIS TO YOURSELF. MARLEY: YOU ARE MY REASON FOR LIVING, JAKE. YOU ARE MY ONLY REASON. I CAME BACK FOR YOU. JAKE: DON'T DO THIS. YOU'RE ONE OF THE BEST PEOPLE THAT I HAVE EVER MET IN MY LIFE. I DID SOMETHING TERRIBLE TO YOU, SOMETHING I WILL HAVE TO LIVE WITH FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. FOR GOD'S SAKE, LET ME PAY FOR THIS. DON'T YOU PAY FOR IT. DON'T RUIN YOUR LIFE LIKE THIS. DON'T THINK THAT I AM SOMETHING THAT I'M NOT. MARLEY: YOU WANT TO PAY, JAKE? IS THAT WHAT YOU DO, YOU WANT TO PAY? ALL RIGHT, I'LL MAKE YOU PAY. I'LL STAY HERE AND I'LL LIVE IN OUR HOUSE, AND YOU CAN GO OFF AND LIVE OUR LIFE TOGETHER WITH MY SISTER. JOSIE: I CAN'T LOSE HIM, CAMERON. I CAN'T. I CAN'T LOSE GARY. I CAN'T. CAMERON: HE LOVES YOU. HE LOVES YOU. YOU GOT TO TRUST THAT. YOU GOT TO -- YOU GOT TO TRUST THAT LOVE. YOU GOT TO TRUST THAT LOVE YOU HAVE IN HIM. IT'S GOING TO BE OK. IT'S GOING TO BE OK. LET IT GO. JUST LET THIS GO. MARLEY: I CAN'T MAKE YOU LOVE ME. I KNOW THAT. I KNOW. SO ALL I CAN DO IS WAIT. JAKE: YOU TOLD ME ONCE TO TAKE OUR LIFE TOGETHER AND PUT IT ON A SHELF WHERE I COULDN'T GET AT IT AND DON'T LOOK BACK. MARLEY: I REMEMBER. JAKE: DON'T WAIT, MARLEY. GO ON WITH YOUR LIFE. MARLEY: I DON'T HAVE ANY LIFE WITHOUT YOU! YOU CAN'T CHANGE THAT AND YOU CAN'T MAKE IT ANY BETTER, SO JUST GO! PLEASE GO AND LEAVE ME ALONE. JAKE: I CAN'T. MARLEY: LEAVE ME WITH SOME PRIDE. MARLEY: LOOK. LOOK WHAT I'VE DONE. JAKE: IT'S GOING TO BE FINE. WE CAN JUST PUT THESE -- MARLEY: NO, THEY WON'T BE FINE, ALL RIGHT? IT'LL NEVER BE FINE EVER AGAIN. [KNOCK ON DOOR] VICKY: MARLEY, IT'S VICKY. LET ME IN. [CAPTIONING MADE POSSIBLE BY U.S. DEPARTMENT OF EDUCATION]