Internal Conflict

 There is this thing inside me
I can’t let it take me over

It wants to stop me
It wants to erase me
It wants to bring me down

This terrible sadness
Strikes at my heart

Trys to pull it apart 
Trys to rip it open 
Trys to stop its beat

I must be strong
And not let it take me off guard

It will crush me 
It will bring me to my knees
It will shackle me to the ground

I must hide it with a smile 
And say I’m ok or else it would win

I would never survive
I would never get up
I would never be again

where now?