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Millie Hrdina, Licensed Avatar Master & Wizard
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BLESSED WITH HUNGER FOR A GREAT JOURNEY

In his Poem, Song For the Salmon (on CD entitled CLOSE TO HOME), David Whyte expresses a phenomena of life, that of being "blessed with hunger for a great journey". The viewpoint of hunger for anything being a blessing is not one I observe commonly today in the world. For the most part, those whom I do feel it in are Avatar graduates.

They have developed the skill to deliberately discreate those obstacles in their lives which seem to bombard most people. The fears, doubts, confusion, limitations, judgments (of and by themselves and others), strong or inappropriate emotions... I could go on and on with the listing of things that get in our way whenever we reach or move towards - that which we dream of  - that which we love - that which calls to us - that which we hunger for.

Before doing Avatar, I viewed life as handing me insurmountable obstacles at almost every turn when I pursued an intense desire or deep seated interest. To get anything I hungered for in or out of life, I would have to move carefully, protecting my vulnerable desire from most others around me as well as from voices within myself.

Often it was too overwhelming to follow my hunger to the place ahead where my dream would be fully realized. I did not experience the clarity, the strength or the endurance to see me through to a point where my hunger was satisfied. The hunger itself was the only driving force, and I did not have a secure path upon which to rely. The obstacles seemed too consuming to overcome.

I certainly didn't feel blessed with any hunger I experienced! Nor did I see myself as on a journey.

So a pattern developed. It not only developed, by default it took on a life of its own. It was simply more efficient to feel safe in that world filled with all the pain, judgments and limitations by ignoring any hunger I felt -  no matter how deep I felt it inside of me. And for many years I even succeeded in having no conscious awareness of having any hunger at all. It, or really I was virtually in a slumber. Asleep to the realness which my purpose in being here to begin with wanted no needed to express. I was separated - disconnected - from my life and my goal in entering it. However, only I knew the sadness and suffering of this state. I kept it secret from all who might view my outward worldly successes as less than a perfect existence. I hid behind a smile.

A couple of years before my introduction to Avatar, my hunger for my great journey was starting to reveal itself to my conscious awareness once more. I would observe it, but saw no way to allow it to appear in any form other than occasional gentle nonconfrontive feelings that I did have a purpose in being here now on planet Earth during the dawning of the 21st century

Then, in early 1995, my life took a turn. Once again I was handed an obstacle. I was abruptly dislodged from and pushed out of the comfortable cocoon that I wrapped myself up and hibernated in for several years. I was forced to step outside my self-made protective lifestyle.

I had no place to go - no place to be - no goal to move toward - just out of my present situation. So still not feeling blessed, but feeling a slight hunger welling and feeling a need for a different prospective, I decided to travel.

On my way to the Solomon Islands for a major shift in places from which to view life and the world, I encountered the work of Harry Palmer through his book  Living Deliberately and two beings who align with his intention. During a layover, I stopped in at the Vitality Centre in New Zealand to relax and nourish my body. There Eduard (an Avatar) and his wife Christine Belzar-Gibbs (an Avatar Master & Wizard) not only nourished my body but my hunger as well. I left them and their Vitality Centre experiencing a new feeling - a shift of perspective. I held an actual interest in my trip and even life beyond the next four weeks of travel. This trip - a journey - very subtly started taking on the flavor of an adventure.

I carried Living Deliberately and my new feeling of interest on board ship with me along with my dive gear. In between viewing life and the world differently above and below the surface of the ocean amongst the many islands, I read my new book and explored a hunger I had too long ignored. I had always been aware of the powerful effect produced by one's thinking. Here though, Harry spoke of the four types of beliefs and presented the history and development of belief systems. He offered a reliable Tools for deliberately designed self evolution. I felt a deep connective love flowing out enveloping me. Its compassion excluded nothing. Its touch awakened and invited me to open to the love which I am - to live life deliberately from the source of my being.

I felt such a full and rich experience that I knew I had to share it with others. I once again felt connected with the real essence of life. I discovered a feeling of clarity and strength holding the potential endurance to guide and carry me through the rest of my life. I felt secure. My idea of my future started to sizzle with the reawakening of my deepest and purest hunger.

I experienced being blessed with hunger for my great journey!

It is now many years since I first read Living Deliberately. I further acknowledged and expressed my hunger by following through and doing - journeying through - Avatar Courses. By regular use and exercise of the powerful and effective yet simple Avatar tools, I am continually connected with this expansive source that I am. There is no separation. Thus I am able to deliberately express this sizzling hunger -  joyfully and gratefully experiencing alignment with my purpose. For this hunger is an intrinsic aspect of who and even what I am.  Daily this blessing of hunger reveals a real me - my true essence, and I experience a resonance within my innermost being and reality. I feel the rapture of being alive.
 
Avatar is a set of tools which empowers a self created path open to all who reach for it. You will be joining tens of thousands of others who have had the wisdom to embark on their journey choosing the security and efficiency this path offers. We welcome you.

May you feel blessed with hunger for your great journey to where ever you may dream it can lead you.


Millie Hrdina, Licensed Avatar Master & Wizard
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email: avatardeliveries@live.com

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