Push A little bit more than I ever wanted A little bit more than you could ever say Did you really think that I'd forgotten Kicked out the windshield water coming in Fade away fade away Push just a little too late Is this what you want what you need what you wanted me to be Always loved me strapped to Lock it down and drive me through Tried to give more than you thought i'd take now Taking more than you could ever say Push come to shove you kicked me in the head You knock me down I ripped the handle off again I wanted more than this I wanted more than this Fade away fade away Push just a little too late Is this what you want what you need what you wanted me to be Always loved me strapped to Lock it down and drive me through Hands gripped to the wheel held too tight to feel Face pressed to glass please donut ask One more breath one more it's alright I could never give enough have enough be enough You could never stand to stay there Only Only fade away fade away Push just a little too late Is this what you want what you need what you wanted me to be Always loved me strapped to Lock it down and drive me through Push just a little too late I wanted more than this I expected more than this __________________________________________________________ Believe me Believe me touch by god touch by you You know I never asked you Believe in me it's all I can do Things you never said And wanting you to reach out from the dark To wake up from the cold And wanting you is all I can do Thing you never said Believe me Did you ever try Believe me Keep it all to yourself Believe me I never wanted to die I'll take the note the words that say I'm weak That show I should have died crumpled in the fire I'll take the note its all I can do Thing you never said Believe me Did you ever try Believe me Keep it all to yourself Believe me I never wanted to die So I'm burning up your pictures Lay you in this shallow grave So I'm washing clean your body For the promises I never made I'm burning up your pictures Still my love remains the same __________________________________________________________ Kill for you I want I want I wanted to... Came to grind me into stone Polishing the angled flesh and bone The smallest cut to drain my soul Precious words of comfort swallowed Whole Oh no she said I tried for love And I died for love But I'd kill for you I want I want I wanted to... You tore the makeup from my face With every acid word you ever knew Now every line and crack exposed Exploited fully till each scar shone thought Oh no she said I tried for love And I died for love But I'd kill for you I want I want I wanted to... I never said I'd promise anything That's alright I know you wanted to I never meant to promise anything That's alright I know you wanted to I never ever promised anything That's alright I know you wanted to be with me... Came to grind me into stone Polishing the angled flesh and bone The smallest cut to drain my soul Precious words of comfort swallowed Whole Strip me from the top down Rip me from the raw into is higher place Don't want to die __________________________________________________________ Silver Close your eyes Your Christ has come The crippled boy that you once knew The charmed enigma chosen one With painted lips Skin ripped and torn Come touch and feel and lick and smell This envy that I've worn so well Everybody wants everybody says Everybody begs in time So drink me in like tainted wine Come bite down on my down on my sharpened cup And taste the dreams that numb the mind A simple word a harmless glare That binds me with thinnest thread And pins me down to pleasures bed Everybody wants everybody says Everybody begs in time And you will be the first to fall Every feeling will dissolve we are silver Morphine baby`s final breath Ever smothered to your breast We are silver So shy and poised with few regrets A judas kill a complex thrill A memory I won't soon forget Been washed out clean Till all runs dry Come touch and feel and lick and smell A hurt that only you could sell Everybody wants everybody says Everybody begs in time And you will be the first to fall Every feeling will dissolve we are silver Morphine baby`s final breath Ever smothered to your breast We are silver Trip...Sister I will fallow you This time Knowing I will follow you Everybody wants everybody says Everybody begs in time And you will be the first to fall Every feeling will dissolve we are silver Morphine baby`s final breath Ever smothered to your breast We are silver __________________________________________________________ Freaky be beautiful I'm walking this railings edge Just to feel this good And freaky be beautiful you came following me Like I knew you would It tickled my fancy tickled my sense of fun You claw like a rack on my back ever thickening Its just begun Freaky be beautiful he falls And his blood it sprays so cold On my face he feels so cold My crallow bird waiting Shallow breathed shrapnel lung I'm pressing the beak to my cheek And its thickening kick off turns the sun Freaky be beautiful he falls And his blood it sprays so cold On my face he feels so cold Oh no oh no Freaky be beautiful he falls And his blood it sprays so cold On my face he feels so cold So I rot down inside For the loss And I will not deny I'm winding... Dig it out... Freaky be... __________________________________________________________ Break her down It never happened never will Its not a memory there's no way to prove this isn't real Never happened never Your not a victim I'm not to blame You've seen my honest smile My pretty face and all my gentle ways Never happened never She knows its a sin Break him down break her down again Its a sin Force him down force her down again If you play quietly I'll let you go If you play quietly No one here will ever ever know Never happened never She knows its a sin Break him down break her down again Its a sin Force him down force her down again So please remember me I never meant to tell you lies So please remember me The one who stroked your hair and dried your eyes I never wanted this to be I never wanted this to be so I never wanted more I never told you lies I never wanted more I'm just a boy never wanting never She knows its a sin Break him down break her down again Its a sin Force him down force her down again __________________________________________________________ Into everything Quarter slot the pictures hot You can be so damn ugly Flickering is sickening the show Sexual intellectual Feel so raw makes me crazy Pocket full of quarters left to go I said I'm fine work the line Punch the clock it never meant that much Wake up wake up its here again Whiskey shot drink it up One more bottle just wash the cut away Into everything My wife's alone the kids at home She can be so damn ugly Her face is blurred without a word to say I spray the dream with gasoline Just one match be so easy Splatterings of you along the way I said I'm find work the line Punch the clock it never meant that much Wake up wake up its here again On a whim stole the car heard a shot ring out It seemed so far away Into everything Quarter slot the pictures hot You can be so damn ugly Flickering is sickening the show sexual Intellectual Feel so raw makes me crazy Pocket full of quarters left to go __________________________________________________________ Picture Elvis She breathes through the book Measures a picture there Picks up the knife Cuts it to wallet size Now she has lived Now she has breathed Now she's tasted heaven but the trip doesn't sting And all she wanted was a photograph Rain on my tongue Fells like I'm tasting god Silver and gold Drinking the riches up Back to the night And if I died I'm going to ask my questions on the other side And all she wanted was a photograph Mask of the city hangs in mock deliberation I step outside the wire while the sun strips off my cocaine Bent like a banshee while my cup is overflowing Another brutal ending I know I'm an animal story telling And she breathes through the book Said that she never knew Question is easy But answer is hard to take The binding cracks the words will fade But she keeps the picture in the frame that she made And all she wanted was a photograph __________________________________________________________ Machine punch through You came to rape me of my intellect I give you pieces off my pride Lay down naked and play with you Posing quietly looks a lot like me Your fucking pistols not so dangerous stick it any place you please Rip me open cause you're dead inside What you thought you'd it looks a lot like me And you believe That I'll believe In all she said one little trick she said But it was lost on me Machine punch through All she said one little word she said But it was lost on me machine punch through Punch through Another schoolboy goes to hell for it Believing everything he reads Sell my soul out one nickel at a time Turn the last page down I'm not that far Your cigarettes become a torch for me Burn it deep into arm Watch the welts rise come blistering through What you thought you'd see it looks a lot like you And you believe That I'll believe In all she said one little trick she said But it was lost on me Machine punch through All she said one little word she said But it was lost on me machine punch through Punch through I'm bent out of shape desperate to whine Screamin so loud that I don't make a sound Strung out on speed maxed out on lies I know you're to blame but I donut know why You believe that I'll believe in you And its not so hard And you believe that I'll believe in you And its not so hard And you believe That I'll believe In all she said one little trick she said But it was lost on me Machine punch through All she said one little word she said But it was lost on me machine punch through Punch through __________________________________________________________ This shrieking love I came screaming down the highway Looking for a place to fly Stopped outside the window Its only in the blood Into the kitchen Found you lying on the floor There I tied you up with wire I can't feel you anymore You gave yourself to me I offered you to god Wrapped the curtains round your body Its only in the blood This shrieking love Comes crashing down This shrieking love Is not the one you thought you'd found Oh its only in the blood Its a deadly clear addiction A body breath away A long hot bath in acid fast Its only in the blood On down the highway Looking for a place to fly Outside the window Its only in the blood This shrieking love Comes crashing down This shrieking love Is not the one you thought you'd found Oh its only in the blood Nauselbaum __________________________________________________________ Low Low Low Who better than me Fall into be seen Draw fire and then pray Quiet I'm to low Stay down stay down Cold earth to the ground Too late to be So real but I'm to low now And if I ever wanted you back to me Too low now And if I ever wanted you back to me Too low low Spread gently for me Too hard to be heard With better words I'm better than Too low low Stay on stay on Too late to be gone With better words I'm better than Too low low And if I ever wanted you back to me Too low now And if I ever wanted you back to me Too low low