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An Angel of Sorrow.....~sighs~

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An Angel of Sorrow.....~sighs~

Ouch...don't prick your finger...~smiles~

This is the only real evil left in the world...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

"Bow to me Faithfully, Bow to me Splendidly..."

"So you want to know my story...Well...I shall tell you...~Smiles~...But bare in mind...This Story is as true as life itself...and it involves another....other than my Dark Creator...One for which I shall never truly be able to repay for her love...I do hope you have patience...~laughing~...This is a bit long..."

As many of you know...or if you don't....I was an Arch-Angel of Heaven....A glorious angel....One of purity, One of Faith...~An aura briefly surrounds his body...as if remembering the past...then fades~...A Mighty Angel, I was one of the First He Created...I was to be the Angel of Lost Souls...and to this day...no one has ever stripped me of this title...No Man, Beast, or hehehe...Angel...

I was there during the Creation....The birth of Adam, Lyllith, and finally Eve...I watched as Lyllith was damned....thrown out of the Garden of Eden...As God, Himself passed judgement upon her...I've seen it all...Her Brood....Dark, Fallen creatures...With the passing of everyday...Their numbers fall by 100...Just as He had ordained...I saw them for what they were....Evil...

I wandered this new Earth...The Garden of Eden...and the surrounding Savage Garden...I took in it's wonders...Young was I...Just as the Earth and all it's beauty was...I knew not of what love was...Yet, this thing called love came to me...I was smitten by a Fallen Angel...I, as an act I thought would be love, Gave myself to her...losing not only my Soul to Darkness...but I lost Heaven itself...She Created what you see now...This Angel of Darkness so to speak...I was Damned by God...Just as He had Damned Lyllith sometime before...Cast out of Heaven...my memory of my Creator erased...Sent to wander the Savage Garden...To pay for my Sins...

Even cast out...I knew my duties...I knew what I was...and what I had became...I watched over Adam and Eve...protected them during the long nights...Kept them safe from harm...Many creatures both of the Light...and of the Dark did I slay over my lifetime...For my thirst is not like any known to any creature...I searched aimlessly...Seeking those who could ease the pain that I held within my soul...I wanted answers for all that I questioned...throughout my wanderings...I always felt a soul calling out to me...Needing me...And for the longest time...I thought this to be my Maker....but again, I was wrong...

She called to me...from wince I do not know...Her beautiful voice echoed through my thoughts...Flooding my soul...with every word...I listened for her nightly...as I steadily made my way throughout this world...She led me to my Home...The Cathedral of Sorrow...In which you now read this story...and warned me of the ancient evil that lurked below it...contained within the catacombs...Her beautiful voice, so warm and caring, also spared me death at the hands of the other Arch-Angels Gabriel and Michael...who sought out to finish what He had started with my Damnation...Her warning came to me in time...and I stood ready for them...They tried...and failed...All were grievously wounded in the fray...But they know now to let me be...to never cross my path again...I laid there in a coma for many hours waiting for Death to take me...and all the while...I heard Her beckon for me to rise up...to find Her...be one with Her...This soul that cried out for me...I had to find it...

My wanderings eventually lead me to the Theater des Vampires...and the Dungeon of the Damned...Both places where souls like myself gathered to pass the time...and seek companionship over the long centuries...Here I felt Her the strongest...Her soul called to me...Longed for my touch...I came to the Theatre many nights...till it was consumed in a fire...and destroyed...Here also did I find my Creator...We were at first overjoyed at our reunion...and upon touching...our memories were restored...As time passed, however, we grew apart...She abandoned me...Claiming Love no longer held her to me...and left me for another...So disheartened...Filled with so much Hatred...I sought to destroy her...To right the wrongs she had done me...but all the while...That voice still called to me...Easing my Hatred...my soul...I let her live...to bare the guilt, and the pain she has caused me...For Now...

I left my Cathedral nightly...soaring many leagues to pass my time at the Dungeon of the Damned...I found many new friends...Of those...I never found this soul for which I sought...I felt alone...broken...incomplete...I wept many a night...searching for Her...I felt as though half of what I was waited for me...but I never could find it...Yet, She still beckoned to me...

Till one fateful night...She came to me...I saw Her as she entered the Dungeon...Her long, flowing black gown whispering in the wind...Her step...Graceful...Her eyes...Like that of which I've never beheld...I was at a loss for words...Her skin, so pale...so perfect...She looked as if made from the finest Ivory in the world...Her hair of the blackest of Nights...My heart leapt with utter joy...For I truly have never know such beauty...In all that I have beheld...the Creation...Everything...I've never seen such a wonder...I had to speak to Her...I yearned to hear Her voice...to know if this was true...She spoke, then...as if reading my thoughts...knowing my heart...I was completely entranced by Her Voice...She turned to me...smiling...She knew...

I rose from my seat, there by the pond...Where many a night...I had sat...Lost in my thoughts...Wondering who called to me...What soul longed for mine...I walked towards Her...and She again smiled...I felt our souls reaching out to one another...They tried desperately to join as one...As I approached...Another...came to Her...and took Her in a warm embrace...I was shattered...I felt lost...after all this time...She was not mine to be had...I turned away...ready to leave...Never to return...Tears streamed down my face as I looked away...The Blood stained my face...I damned my Cursed Existence...I turned back to Her...For one last look...and yet Her eyes were not on him...She peered upon me...seeing my tears...I could see pain there in Her eyes...and I could hear Her soul...Crying out for me...as mine cried for Her...I could not leave...I could not bring myself to...I watched Her from a distance that night...So beautiful...so utterly breathtaking...Her movements...Her voice...and yet...I could not bring myself to talk to Her...I could not...For I was not to destroy anymore lives...Never again...

I did not sleep for several days thereafter...I sat before the altar at my Cathedral...Questioning all...Why???...No Answer ever came...I silently cried over my loss...I knew in my heart...my soul...That She was everything I could have ever needed...wanted...Loved...I watched the cross above the altar...I begged for an answer...A sign...anything...I was ready to confront Heaven and Hell to know the answer...I bowed my head...Accepting the fact this was not to be...Many hours passed...Dusk soon blanketed the horizon...I stood...ready to leave...To wander aimlessly...Alone...

Then...Her voice drifted through the Cathedral...

"I am here, my Dark Angel"...She whispered..."I am yours...if you would have me"

I turned...expecting there to be no one...But She stood in the doorway silhouetted against the night sky...Of all that I am...I knew at that moment...I Loved Her so very Deeply...Her splendor...Her radiance, glowed brighter than the sun itself...She gracefully walked to me...a coy smile played upon Her lips...I smiled...like I've never smiled before...She was truly magnificent....So beautiful...I walked towards Her...Holding my arms out for the embrace I've so longed for....All my life...We touched then...and a shudder ravaged my body...I felt her as She did the same...For the first time in either of our lives...Love filled us...Our embrace was unbreakable...Our souls became one...Our hearts beat a furious pace...I could no longer contain myself...I kissed Her lips...as I have dreamt....all of my existence...In all of God's glory...I have never tasted anything sweeter than those lips...She kissed back with equal, if not more passion than I could ever muster...

I looked into her eyes...as She looked into mine...We knew each other's thoughts then...I lifted Her up...and carried Her to my solitary chamber...and laid her down upon my bed...Still holding Her...again tasted those lips...Passion engulfed us...Heated...Uncontrollable...We made Love that Night...Holding on to each other...Never wanting to let go...for fear of losing what We have sought all of our existences...Far into the next morning did passion hold to us...Her skin so soft...so pale...so flawless...like a perfect pearl...So completely and utterly extravagant...I gazed upon Her beautiful form...Kissing every square inch of her body...Savoring Her like a fine wine...Never once did our hearts ever slow...Never a pause...No thought permeated my mind...except Her...Nothing Else Mattered...Her and I...

Late into the next morning...We held each other...She looked into my eyes again...Seeing there was something there...The Hunger...gnawing at my will...I had not feed for several nights...She slightly turned Her head to the side...Baring her long, slender neck to me...and begged me...She pleaded with me...to make Her mine...forever...Immortal...as I was...She wished to be damned...As I had...So long ago...Willing to give me everything....Her Life...Her Soul...Everything...I paused for but a briefest of seconds...Again She asked me...to take Her...To bring Her across...I could never question my judgement then...Nor could I have ever denied Her...

"Are you sure this is what you want???"...I asked Her..."To be damned with me...for all eternity???"

"Yes!!!"...She replied quietly...

I bent my head...obeying Her wish...Kissing Her neck...Tenderly...Softly...I feared tearing that perfect skin...so afraid of marring this beauty...I could smell Her Blood then...I could almost taste it...

"Hold on to me..." I told Her in a Loving voice..."Listen for my heart...concentrate on it...keep it close to yours..."

Before She could reply...I plunged my fangs deep into Her neck...She cried out...So sudden the bite...She had no time to prepare Herself...Her Blood poured into my body...Filling every fiber of my being...Tears streamed down my cheeks...I could not hold them back...She filled me with such feelings...No words could ever describe...I drank of Her...Tasted Her soul...I was losing myself in the Heat of Passion...She closed Her eyes...Losing Herself in the swoon...So deeply did I drink...I never wanted to let go...to relinquish my grasp on Her...Her eyes began to flutter...and roll back into Her head...I could hear Her heart...it's pace....weakened...and weakened...nearly to the point of fading away...She moaned loudly...and Her head lulled to one side...limp...I had to tear myself away from Her...Forcing myself back with everything in my soul...She laid there...so utterly majestic...in Her near death state...Like an angel...so content...I wished not to wake Her...I lifted Her to me...Holding Her close to my heart...With my free hand...I slashed my neck with a nail...and I held Her to the wound...

"Drink...Please....Take of me...I offer you all that I am...My Heart, Body, and Soul..."...I whispered to Her..."Take unto yourself...what I am..."

She stirred...tasting my Blood upon Her lips...clamped down hard upon my neck...and began to drink of me...so furiously...so passionately...She pulled hard on my soul...trying to draw all of me out....as I had asked Her to...I felt a sudden weakness then...One, I've only felt a few times before...Death was taking me...Complete pleasure, ecstasy bombarded my senses...I could not hold myself up anymore...I fell back as She drank of me...Her grip rivaled mine...So hungry was She for my Blood...My eyes closed...If I was to pass over...this is how it would be....In Her arms...I uncontrollably moaned aloud...I could hear Her heart...I concentrated on it...as it pace grew so frenzied...I drifted in and out of consciousness...Lost I would have surely been....if She had not ripped Herself away...She cried out to me...Shaking me roughly...and roused me from my stupor...I gazed up at Her weakly...smiling...She pulled me to Her...Holding me to Her breast...I could again hear that heart...So wonderfully full of passion...beating incessantly...so full of Love...

I kissed her lips...tasting my Blood there...She again offered herself to me...To bring back my strength...Which I gladly accepted...For first time...I tasted Our Blood...so pure...so utterly complete...A perfect mixture...One could have mistaken for the Blood of Christ...She again looked into my eyes...and with a smile...asked if She may have wings...like mine...So She could soar with me...and I could not refuse Her...How more fitting that She have wings...She surely is my Angel...With what strength I had left...I granted Her wish...Magnificent jet black wings She soon possessed...more beautiful, than even mine...She smiled uncontrollably...giggled out loud...so happy...In all the world...I wished to make Her this happy ever night for the rest of our nights...for eternity...If She would have me...

The dawn was fast approaching...and we grew so weary...exhausted...We slept together...in each other's arms...I dreamed of Her that day...and ever day thereafter...I dreamt of Her as She glided upon the Night winds...So beautiful...majestic...perfect...She is everything I have ever wanted...and my dreams of Heaven...were replaced with Her...and our life together...I became Her Maker that Night....She my fledgling...but more so...My Immortal Love...Nothing Shall Ever Change My Feelings For Her...I know now of Love...True, Complete Love...

This is the only real evil left in the world...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

"Bow to me Faithfully, Bow to me Splendidly..."

Ouch...don't prick your finger...~smiles~

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