A Love until the End of Time by NiteRose Copyright 1997 Part 2 Nat had arrived back at the cottage late in the afternoon. It was too late to make any plans for the evening so she decided to stay in and put a movie in the VCR. Nat sat down on the couch with a bowl of popcorn in her lap. Staring at the TV with unseeing eyes, she replayed in her mind the events of the last few days. She kept wording and rewording what she would say to Nick when she saw him. She'd tell him what she thought about his having her followed, how betrayed she'd felt, how angry she was. She'd make it clear to him that he had no right to do such a thing. She'd..... A noise from behind her brought Nat back to reality. Looking over her shoulder in the direction of the noise, she saw Nick standing there smiling down at her. Nat stood quickly, knocking the popcorn to the floor. "What are you doing here?" "I saw your lights on." Nick said quietly," I've been worried about you." "So turning on the lights becomes an open invitation?", Nat asked angrily. "I'll thank you kindly to please leave. I don't want you here." Nat said icily as she began picking up popcorn and returning it to the bowl. "I would have imagined Mark had told you that." "I'm sorry, Nat", Nick said as he walked over to help her. Nat looked up at him. "Sorry won't work this time Nick." She was hurt and angry. "You had no right." "I know, and I'm sorry. I was worried about your coming here alone. I only did it because I care about you." Nick started to explain. "Care?", Nat interupted. "You have me followed like a criminal because you care? I'm sick to death of hearing about how you care. Nick, you had no right. We are not married, we're not even lovers. You don't OWN me." Nick stood there looking as if he had had the wind knocked out of him. "You're right." he said sadly, "I don't." Nick turned and left as quickly as he had come. Nat stood there for a moment, too stunned to move. She hadn't expected him to give up so easily. She stood there looking at the empty place where he'd been standing only a few minutes before. * * * * * "I don't want you here!" The words echoed through Nick's mind. He never expected to hear that from Nat. The words had burned through him more painfully than anything he had ever experienced. How could he let her go? He didn't own her, but she was his, whether she knew it or not. He didn't want anyone else. He could almost hear LaCroix laughing, telling him that Natalie was only a mortal, and not worthy of Nick's concern. "Love is a mortal emotion." LaCroix would say, "We are above all that." Nick walked slowly down the beach to his cottage. He thought about the others he had loved and lost. "It's not going to happen again." he said out loud," I won't let it!" He was forming a plan in his mind to win Nat over. Suddenly he knew what he had to do. It wouldn't be easy, but he had to try. Nick turned and headed for town. It was late but he was sure he could get what he needed. Nick arrived at the florist shop just as the owner was locking up. Stepping in front of him, Nick asked him if he could reopen the shop, if only for a few minutes. The owner looked up at Nick, planning to explain that it was late and his wife would be waiting for him. His eyes met Nick's and in a few moments they were both in the shop. * * * * * Nat felt empty inside. She wished she could take back the words. "I don't want you here!" Why had she said that? It wasn't true, she did want him there. She had been angry. Nat remembered the hurt look on his face. She never meant to hurt him. She just lashed out, not thinking of what she was saying or the effect it would have. Nat turned off the TV, and walked into the bedroom. Slowly she moved toward the balcony. The stars were out and there was a large full moon shining. It was a beautiful, romantic night. Looking in the direction of the other cottage she whispered, "Nick, I'm sorry. I didn't mean it. Please come back." Nat sighed and turned from the view. Walking across her bedroom, she lay down on the bed and tried to sleep. Thoughts of Nick raced through her mind. "If only he'd have come with me in the beginning.", she thought. "This never would have happened." * * * * * Nat woke before dawn with the erie feeling that someone was standing next to her bed. Slowly opening her eyes, she found the room empty. As she sat up in bed, her hand brushed across something lying on the blanket. It was too dark to see what it was, so she reached over and turned on the light. There on the bed was one perfect red rose. Tied to the long stem was a card that read, "Nick." Nat held the rose up to her cheek. It was lovely, but what did it mean. Was he moving on? Was he trying to tell her goodbye? She gently laid the rose on the table next to the bed and flung off the blanket. Nat sprang out of bed and hurriedly dressed. Grabing her hat and shoes she raced off in the direction of Nick's cottage. Running down the beach she reached the cottage. She nearly tripped trying to take the stairs up to the cottage two at a time. Breathlessly, she knocked on the door, no answer. She reached above the door where Mark had kept the key, and used it to let herself in. Looking around in the semi-darkness she realized that she was alone. Nick wasn't here. It was daylight, where was he? Nat walked into the kitchen and saw the box of now empty bottles. He had been here, but how long ago? Sadly she looked around the house one last time. He was gone, she'd told him that she didn't want him here and he'd left. Nat walked back into the living room. "It's your own fault." she said, "You told him to leave." Nat let herself out and closed the door behind her. Slowly she descended the stairs and walked back to her own cottage. Opening the door, she walked inside and sat on the couch. She looked around the room. Popcorn was still scattered across the floor. Absent-mindedly she kneeled down and began cleaning up the remnants of last night. In her mind she replayed the events of the night before. "You did the right thing." she told herself, "He was wrong, he had no right to have you followed. He doesn't own you." "Then why do I feel so hollow ?" she asked out loud. Nat put the bowl back on the table. "I'll just have to face it. He's gone, that's all there is to it. He moved on, he doesn't need me anymore." Nat stood up and walked to the kitchen. She began going through the motions of a normal day. She made herself some coffee and took the mug out onto the balcony. "I'll just start my vacation over again, put all this behind me." she said, matter of factly and sat down in one of the lounge chairs. A tear ran down her cheek, as she reached for the novel she had been reading. * * * * * Nat spent the day trying to keep herself busy. She didn't want to think about what it would be like to never see Nick again. It took her all afternoon to finish one chapter of the book. Her mind kept wandering back to Nick. "This is ridiculous.", she said, and put down the book. She stood up and stretched. Walking back into the house, she went to the kitchen and made herself a light supper. Taking it into the living room, she settled down on the couch and turned on the TV. Nat yawned. She had not slept well last night and it was catching up with her. Nat closed her eyes, and when she opened them again the movie had finished and it was dark in the cottage. She sat there for a minute, trying to remember where she was, when she heard a noise. It sounded like music, but where was it coming from? The TV screen was full of static. Nat reached for the remote control and turned the television off. The music was still there. Then she heard a man's voice. He was singing. Nat got up to investigate. The sound was coming from her bedroom. She cautiously moved toward the doorway. Looking around she saw only an empty room. Where was the sound coming from? Nat walked into the room. The music was outside. Walking towards the sound she reached the balcony. The sound was coming from the garden below. Nat walked out onto the balcony. She looked over the edge and saw Nick standing in the garden. Nick stood there looking up at the balcony. The moon shone on his face and Nat saw him smile. His eyes met hers and he began to sing. "I love you with a heart that knows no one but you, A love I never thought I'd find. A love that comes just once and never comes again, A love until the end of time. I'd give you all the love I have in me to give, If I could only make you mine. I love you with a love I've never known before, A love until the end of Time." Nat stood on the balcony with tears in her eyes. She'd only dreamed of hearing him say those words. Here he was singing of his love for her. In an instant he was standing next to her on the balcony. Taking her in his arms he gently kissed her tear stained face. " I love you Nat." he whispered. Nat reached up and put her arms around his neck. "I love you too Nick. I think I always have." Nick smiled and drew her closer. As their lips met he whispered," I'll always love you Nat. Until the end of time." END