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Acknowledgments: The authors of this story wish to thank the following individuals: Atalanta, Anon. for their more than occasional constructive input; gratuitous thanks to XWPWarrioress, executive story consultant; EMartin(toao) for the cover concept and design; and Mit18 for her selfless work at the presentation of this manuscript. Thank you.

Gabrielle threw another log on the fire and sat down heavily, watching the flames dance while she waited for Xena to return from her hunting expedition. In contrast to the crystal clear evening sky, fog cloaked the ground like an amorphous shroud and settled a damp chill around her shoulders. More to keep herself occupied than to placate her muse, Gabrielle pulled her best quill and a half-finished scroll from her pack, intent on completing a letter she'd begun a half dozen times; the quill hovered in the air, aimless. After a few moments, Gabrielle wadded up the paper and threw it angrily to the ground. "Who am I kidding? I can't do it!"

"You can't do what?" Xena said as she strode into camp, two hastily-gutted and plucked quail dangling from a length of twine. Gabrielle turned quickly, startled out of her thoughts, and caught Xena's barely disguised frown of disapproval.

"I know," said Gabrielle, and parroted her friend's oft-told advice: "I’m sitting with my back to the treeline..."

Xena handed her the two plucked birds. "It's alright, Gabrielle, just pay attention next time." Gabrielle ran two sharpened sticks through the quail and set them to cook over the fire. As she sat beside her friend, Xena reached down and gathered up the discarded parchment. She ran it over her thigh once to make it legible, and began to read. Momentarily, she looked up at her companion. "You're not going to tell them by letter?"

"No!" said Gabrielle defensively. "That would be stupid, and callous and unfeeling.

That would be the coward's way."

"Yep," countered Xena, not a woman to use two words where one would do.

"It’s just that sometimes it helps to write these things out first...edit, perfect, and..."

"...and you're stalling," interjected Xena.

"And I'm stalling. Okay. I admit it." She shook her head, and leaned forward, wrapping her arms around her knees. "I should never have put it off this long."

"Go home and talk to them. They should hear the details from your own mouth."

Gabrielle pursed her lips in an audible pout and let her chin come to rest against her knees. "I don't know if I can face them, Xena..."

Xena gently placed a hand on Gabrielle's shoulder. "Of course you can! You faced down Callisto, for Zeus' sake. You can face them. You owe them that as their daughter-in-law...and as Perdicus' wife."

"Perdicus' widow..." mumbled the bard. She turned abruptly and looked at Xena. "I was the reason Perdicus died. It should have been me, not him!"

"You can't second guess what happened on that road, Gabrielle. You don't know how many times I've run that scenario in my head, wondering if I could've reacted faster...saved Perdicus...but it all happened very quickly...there wasn't time..." Xena let her voice trail off as memories ran across her face.

Wordlessly, Gabrielle turned Xena's face to meet her own. "Xena, I don't blame you for what happened to Perdicus. I never have."

Xena smiled. "I wish I had your forgiving heart sometimes, Gabrielle."

Gabrielle leaned into her friend and rested her chin on the other's shoulder. "Come

with me to Poteidaia?"

Xena shook her head, "No. You need to do this alone...and I should go home and check on mother; it's long past time for a visit."

"Well, why don’t I come back to Amphipolis with you, then? I’d love to see it again."

"Uh huh," came the dubious reply.

"I’d like to see the house where you grew up...and up," Gabrielle chuckled.

"It’s not there anymore," said Xena. "It’s a market now."

"Oh. Well, I guess you can’t go home again..."

"No, but you can shop there," murmured Xena. She waited a beat and said, "Look, Gabrielle, I know you pride yourself on your powers of persuasion, but you’re not going to talk me into anything so why don’t you just stop trying."

Gabrielle nodded unhappily. "So -- we part company for a while."

Xena grinned, "You'll survive," and turned the two quail on the spit. "The time apart will do us both good. And we can meet in Thebes in two weeks. There's an inn on the south side of town called The Fates."

"The Fates," Gabrielle intoned. "I like it."

"It’s a dump, but the food is good. All the wagon drivers eat there."

Gabrielle nodded agreement, a forced smile crossing her face. "Thebes in two weeks." She removed one of the quail from the fire and examined it. "A few more minutes I think..."

Xena snatched the remaining quail from the fire and raked it off the stick with her knife. "I like mine rare." She picked at the crackly skin of the bird with her fingers and ravenously stuffed a lump of hot pink flesh into her mouth.

Gabrielle laughed aloud. "And you say I have no patience!"

Xena chuckled softly and licked her fingers. "I'm hungry!" She cast about absently for the water flask. "You know what would go down well with this...?"

"Ah!" began Gabrielle with effect, "The Oracle of Poteidaia knows all!" She reached behind her and with a flourish produced the wineskin, empty the day before, now plump with dark red wine. Xena arched an eyebrow in pleased surprise, and Gabrielle shrugged. "Hecatia is known for its vineyards, and I know how you like your port. Since our purse was empty, I traded the vendor a story for the wine."

"Must've been a heckuva story..."

"It was," replied the bard dismissively. "Say what you will about Callisto, she's good fodder for bards. That vendor was spellbound."

Xena laughed soundlessly. "Your ingenuity never ceases to amaze me, Gabrielle." Unstopping the wineskin, she offered it, knowing full well the response she would get.

"You know me and wine..." was Gabrielle's polite retort.

Without further delay, Xena upended the wineskin and drank deeply of the port. She wiped her mouth against the back of her hand and settled the open container at her feet. The idea that her friend would go to such lengths to obtain something meant solely for her use warmed her more than the wine. Within a few minutes, the wineskin was a quarter empty, and both quail were picked clean, the bones tossed in the fire to char. "We should get some sleep," said Xena, tossing Gabrielle a blanket. "We both have a long way to travel tomorrow."

Gabrielle spread her blanket and lay down near the fire where the ground was warmed through. Using her pouch as a pillow, she lay on her back staring up at the night sky; the stars were a million frosty, flat eyes in the dark. Sleepily, she looked back over her shoulder and said, "I still wish you were coming with me."

"You'll do fine," Xena replied succinctly. "Goodnight."

Unconvinced, Gabrielle sighed and stared off into the fog-shrouded forest; she was still wondering what she would say to Perdicus' parents when she fell asleep. Xena positioned her sword on the ground by her side and wrapped a blanket around her shoulders. She watched her friend for some time, noting the slow, steady rhythm of her breathing, the gentle rise and fall of her chest as sleep claimed her. In the brief time it took for her to remove her armor and gauntlets, Xena reflected that things between she and Gabrielle had never been better. Time was healing the wounds of everything that had happened in the past few weeks, Callisto's murder of Perdicus, her subsequent invasion of Xena's own body; it was all just fodder for bards now, as Gabrielle had said. All these events combined to bring the two travelers closer than they had ever been before. ‘Chance had made them companions’, Xena observed, ‘But Fate had made them sisters.’ And today...today had been a good day -- carefree, productive; they had covered nearly five full leagues since leaving Hecatia. But their proximity to Poteidaia had brought the shadows back to Gabrielle's face, and the bard's own words echoed in Xena's ears; ‘The innocent Gabrielle was gone’, but here, in her place asleep by the fire was the woman into whom Gabrielle had grown. Xena had yet to make her own peace with the exchange. She shook herself out of her reverie and, without rising, made one last check of the campsite by eye. Adding another log to the low-burning fire, she pulled her blanket close around her and drifted off into her own fretful sleep a short time later.

In the darkness, at the perimeter of the camp, two pairs of eyes watched the women

intently. "Tomorrow," they whispered, "She is ours."

. "Two weeks -- in Thebes," confirmed Gabrielle as she and Xena stood at the crossroads. Nodding, Xena handed her a cloth-wrapped parcel containing bread, hard cheese and fruit, which Gabrielle stowed in her pack. Turning to face her friend, hope twinkling in her eyes, Gabrielle said, "You're sure you won't change your mind and come with me?" She knew the answer before it left Xena's lips.

"No, Gabrielle," retorted Xena as she mounted Argo. "You’re always reminding me you’re an adult. You can do this. Besides, this is family; I shouldn’t get involved."

Gabrielle looked mildly wounded. "I consider you family."

Xena smiled and leaned down, ran her finger along Gabrielle's jawbone and then tweaked her chin between her thumb and forefinger in a rare display of affection. "Let's just pretend mother and father wouldn't be thrilled to see this wayward daughter and leave it at that, okay?" She gathered the reins in one hand. "Better be on your way. Tell Lila hello for me."

"The first words out of my mouth," quipped the bard, smiling; it was a well known fact that her younger sister didn't care for Xena one bit. "Take care, Xena. I'll miss you."

"No, you won't," chided Xena over her shoulder as she spurred Argo off at a gallop up the hill.

Gabrielle stood and watched until Xena topped the hill and disappeared from sight. Then with a deep breath, she shouldered her pack and turned briskly on her heels pointed in the general direction of home. It was only a day's walk from the crossroads to her village, less if she utilized one of the many shortcuts she knew. She spent her traveling time practicing with her staff, and rehearsing, ad nauseam, what she would say when she met Perdicus' parents. "Hi, Mom and Dad!" she said cheerfully into the air. "No, that won't do." She cleared her throat and adopted a more serious tone. "Hello. I'm sorry about...No! Arrgh! How about, ‘Hello, the wayward daughter-in-law who got your son killed has returned!' Stupid. Stupid," she chanted, pounding her brow with the palm of her hand. "You're the bard: tell the story! Words are your stock in trade!" Gabrielle let out a pent-up breath. "So where are they when I need them?" Better not to worry about it, she thought to herself. Something will come to mind.

"Help."

She froze in mid-stride; it was a man’s voice, but when she looked up from her musings, he wasn’t readily visible. "Hello?" she called, instinctively bringing her staff across her body in a defensive posture. "Where are you?" She moved forward at a cautious walk, hugging the periphery of the road. She pivoted on her heels, performing a graceful full revolution, senses primed for any signs of danger. But she was not the instinctive being that Xena was. In spite of Xena’s warnings about not giving an enemy information he did not already possess, Gabrielle

announced, "I won’t hurt you! Please. Show yourself." A slight movement at ground level some twenty paces away caught her eye -- the weak, distressed wave of an injured man lying crumpled on the apron of the road.

"Over here..." he moaned.

Gabrielle hesitated; something in the back of her mind screamed at her to be cautious; she recognized the voice as Xena's.

The injured man beckoned again, "Help me, please..."

His voice sounded weaker, more pitiful; it grabbed at Gabrielle's heart and pushed all thoughts of caution aside. She came close and could see that the figure was a young man, in his 20's, holding his head in obvious pain. "What's wrong? Can I help you?" She bent close to get a better look and suddenly the man's hand shot forward, grabbing her around the throat. Gabrielle brought her staff up from underneath, ramming it into his chin and stepped back quickly as the man released her and fell to the ground, blood pouring from his mouth.

‘Stupid!’ she cursed herself. ‘Xena would never have let that happen!’ She slung her

pack to the ground and took a defensive stance, watching in horror as a dozen armed men

poured out of the forest to surround her. "Great. I hope this isn't going to be typical of the entire day..."

Momentarily, a hooded figure emerged from the forest and installed himself at the head

of Gabrielle's would-be attackers. "I want her alive."

Gabrielle looked toward the man; she couldn't see his face clearly because of the hood, but something about him seemed familiar. When the man pushed back his hood to reveal a round, ruddy face and small, close eyes, she said, "Don’t I know you?"

By way of response, the man looked to the warriors, waggled his fingers and said, "Take her."

Gabrielle snapped the focus of her attention back to the dozen armed men surrounding her. She stood, the peaceful eye at the center of this storm, weaving her staff in a figure eight, pivoting and wheeling as she looked for an exit, but none was to be found. In the next instant, they were upon her. She fought well, employing all her acquired skills and gifts, but the number of assailants combined with their almost inhuman resistance to pain was beginning to exhaust her. Presently, an underlying degree of desperation crept into her movements; she'd gone for the long reach on a couple of attempts, and had the staff knocked from her hands, always recovering it quickly, but nonetheless, much-needed energy had been fruitlessly expended.

"End this!" called the cloaked figure. "But don't kill her."

Breathing hard, Gabrielle parried with her original assailant, who spat blood on the ground and snarled as he waved his sword. She brought up her staff in a roundhouse swing which connected beautifully off the head of a man to her right; she felt the percussion in her wrist and arm before the weapon was wrenched indelicately from her grasp. As two warriors moved in to restrain her, she brought her foot up in a swift arc, landing a paralyzing kick to the groin of one. In the same movement, she pivoted and delivered a crushing blow to the other's nose with the flat of her hand. Out of the corner of her eye she saw the butt of her own staff coming towards her; bright pain exploded behind her eyes and she crumpled to the ground, senseless.

"Idiot!" bellowed the cloaked figure, striking the staff wielder hard across the face. "She was not to be harmed!" He crouched beside the unconscious girl and examined the ugly gash at her left temple. When he had determined that the injury was not fatal, he got to his feet breathing a sigh of relief. Retribution had been months in the planning; every contingency had been taken into account...every contingency but the subject's early demise. ‘Morpheus be praised!' he thought, and then aloud, "Now it can begin."

‘Home is the warrior home from the war’

Xena rode through the fields of green wheat that surrounded Amphipolis. The village women, singing as they moved between the rows, took little notice of her. Their voices rose up to meet her ears and as she slowed Argo to a walk, she found herself singing in unison, mouthing long-forgotten harvesting songs. She galloped out of the fields and topped the rise, entering the outskirts of town. She could see the inn her family had owned for two generations, and her stomach knotted up with nervousness. "Stop it!" she admonished aloud, giving voice to her anxieties, but feeling awkward, she turned the dialogue internal. ‘You're not this nervous when you meet your enemies! She's your mother for Zeus’ sake! Mothers can forgive anything...’

Anything. It had only been a few short weeks since Callisto, in Xena’s body, had kidnapped and held hostage almost the entire population of Amphipolis. Gabrielle, after much hesitation, had begrudgingly related the details of the ordeal as explained to her by Cyrene. Although not morally responsible for Callisto’s actions, Xena couldn’t help but feel guilt and shame for the havoc the witch had wreaked while in her guise. With Herculean effort, she managed to still her nerves as she rode through the village. She reined Argo to a halt in front of the inn. As she dismounted, she could feel many eyes settling on her -- some ambivalent, some angry, many fearful, and all with an expression of vague surprise to find her once more in their midst. As she walked the passive gauntlet of stares, she did her best to shut them out. Taking a deep breath, steeling herself for what might happen within its walls, she entered the inn. She paused a moment, letting her eyes adjust to the ambient dimness. The only two patrons seated within looked up as she passed, and the young man sweeping up broken glass met her gaze with a bemused smile. Behind the bar, with her back to Xena, Cyrene was settling a cask into its holder. Hating the timid, tentative feeling inside her, Xena called quietly, "Mother."

Cyrene froze, and then turned at the sound of the voice. "Xena?"

"Yes, it’s me. I can prove it if you like," she said, struggling for levity. "Ask me anything..."

"Xena, my little one!" Cyrene rushed out from behind the bar and threw her arms around her daughter. Xena returned the embrace, relieved by the warm reception.

"I didn't know if you'd have me..." she whispered into her mother's ear.

Cyrene held her daughter at arm's length and looked seriously into her azure eyes.

"Whyever not?"

Xena’s eyes cast about the room to find the tender reunion of mother and daughter was the center of attention. "Maybe now isn’t the best time, mother..."

"Nonsense," replied Cyrene, steering Xena towards a table in the corner of the room.

Seated opposite Xena, Cyrene clasped her daughter's hands tightly. "Talk to me...tell me what’s on your mind."

Xena looked at her hands, tanned and strong, entwined in the calloused hands of her mother. Working women. "The last time these hands touched you, they brought pain and fear..."

Cyrene cringed inwardly, remembering the rough hands and the cold, dead eyes that met

hers that day not so long ago. Just another loving daughter... She shivered. Xena, to her credit,

appeared not to notice. "Xena, I remember that the last time my daughter touched me, she stroked my hair and kissed my cheek..." Cyrene mirrored these gestures, finally tracing the outline of her daughter’s strong jaw with the tips of her fingers. "You are, and always have been, more than the sum of your parts...more than the beautiful vessel for your soul. Whatever the outward trappings, you exist inside."

Stunned, Xena dropped a kiss into her mother’s palm. "It’s good to be home."

"You're my Little One; you're always welcomed here. You look hungry. Cenon!" she called, and the young boy who had been studiously sweeping the floor when Xena arrived, came instantly to her side. "Bring a flagon of port, and a bowl of that rabbit stew." Cenon all but leapt to the task. "It is still port, isn't it?" Xena nodded. "You must be tired after your journey."

"I am a bit," said Xena, settling back into her chair. "You look good, mother."

"Liar. I don't suppose you've come home to stay?"

"Not this time," replied Xena succinctly.

"Where's Gabrielle? Didn't she come with you?"

"She's visiting her family in Poteidaia," Xena said, choosing her words carefully.

Cyrene, who had a sensitivity for nuances, said, "Why do I feel that there’s more than you’re telling me?"

"Later, mother, I promise you’ll hear everything."

Cyrene patted Xena’s hand. "I’ll hold you to that. But whatever the reason, I’m glad for the visit. Toris is off helping friends get settled in a neighboring village. I don't expect him back for a month. Confidentially," she whispered, "I don't think life as an innkeeper agrees with him. Like you, there's too much of his father in him to stay in one place too long."

Before Xena could retort, Cenon reappeared bearing a bowl of piping hot stew and a mug. "I’m sorry, but there’s no port. Cadmon hasn’t delivered today. Is mead all right?"

Xena shrugged and reached for the mug. "All I care is that it’s wet."

"Cenon," began Cyrene with a degree of pride, "This is my daughter, Xena."

Cenon smiled broadly. "I knew it." His eyes darted from mother to daughter and back again. "I could tell at once." He hugged the wooden tray to his chest. "I've heard many stories about you."

Inwardly, Xena cringed, outwardly, she was the picture of calm self-assurance. "Hello, Cenon. How's the rabbit stew?"

"Pretty good. But be careful; you'll hurt your eyes." Xena turned up an eyebrow. Cenon elaborated with a smile and a punch line he'd used a dozen times that day, "You'll hurt your eyes looking for the rabbit!"

Cyrene disguised her amusement as it only served to encourage the boy. "Cenon, Xena will be staying with us for a while; go make up the room at the top of the stairs." When the boy had retreated from earshot, she loosed a smile in his direction. "He's a good worker, but he talks far too much. I don’t pay him to talk."

"Well, he didn't run screaming and he didn't reach for a sword, so I guess the old stories must be losing their punch."

Cyrene squeezed her daughter's arm. "Perhaps they're just being replaced by more potent material; Gabrielle's stories of your deeds reached us months ago." Xena managed to look relieved and alarmed at the same time. "I'm very proud of you, daughter."

Xena basked in the praise for a moment and washed it down with a swig of mead. "So who's the boy?" she asked. "I don't think I recognize him."

"He's originally from Kepsis. His parents died last year in the plague."

Xena smiled crookedly over her mug. "Still taking in strays, mother?"

"You disapprove?"

"I worry about you," Xena replied simply. "You’re so trusting."

"You make that sound like a character flaw, Xena. He’s a child after all."

"I’ve found myself at the mercy of children at one time or another..."

"As have I." Cyrene gave her daughter’s hand a possessive pat. "Trust has to begin somewhere, Xena."

Xena absently swirled the mead in her cup. "Why must it begin with you? I’m sorry, mother. I haven’t yet shaken the code of the road. I won’t bring this attitude into your house again. You have my word on that."

"Eat," ordered Cyrene, putting the matter to rest. "Then we'll get you settled," she said

before returning to her duties at the bar.

Xena sighed contentedly and fixed her gaze on the bowl in front of her, moving its contents around with her spoon. She gave up hopes of finding meat and trapped a chunk of vegetable between her spoon and the bowl. Chewing thoughtfully, she hoped Gabrielle's own visit home had begun as promisingly as hers.

* * * * * * * * * *

Gabrielle awoke groggily to pitch blackness. She was blindfolded, and her head ached terribly. Her arms, drawn and tied over her head, sang in their sockets and she stood on the balls of her bare feet trying to relieve the strain on them. For the briefest of moments, she was blank

and confused, until she remembered the skirmish on the road, just miles from her home. She wondered just how long she had been unconscious. As she hung there in the close, almost palpable darkness, she could feel a presence at her side. She licked her dry lips and in a raspy voice asked, "Who's there?" Her voice echoed back, her inquiry unanswered. But she was sure there was at least one other person in the room with her, first at her right, then at her left, then standing before her, warm breath in her face, a rough thumb running across her parched lips; she recoiled at its touch.

"Welcome, Gabrielle."

The voice, smooth yet strong, silken and granite -- even after all this time she knew it at once. "Manus."

"I hoped you hadn't forgotten me."

Finding her voice, weaker than she preferred, Gabrielle quipped, "A girl never forgets her first jailer."

"So we've come full circle," he replied. "You must know it's not by accident."

"What do you want from me?"

At her ear, in her space, "All in good time...but first, I want you to become accustomed to your surroundings," he hissed, his voice wrapping her in an icy chill.

"I won't be staying."

"Feisty to the end, I see, and delusional in the bargain. Well, I wouldn't hold out any hopes of imminent rescue by the redoubtable Warrior Princess. Your prison is escape proof, in the great tradition of The Impregnable Fortress. Not even Xena can save you now."

Under her blindfold, Gabrielle's eyes narrowed. "Now who's delusional?"

"This is the limit of your world, Gabrielle." When he spoke again, he was some distance away, and his whispered words were not directed to her, but to a third party in the room. Gabrielle strained to hear their conversation. "I’m disappointed in you, Hesperos..."

"Yes, Lord..." Hesperos mumbled, resigned and dejected.

"I ask you to bring me one innocent, defenseless bard...how hard could that be?"

"Lord, she wasn’t all that defenseless; she bested a half dozen of my men before being subdued...she --"

"It was a rhetorical question, Hesperos. Neither Morpheus nor I are impressed by your excuses. If you weren’t an integral part of my plan...well, you know what your fate would be. Disappoint me again --"

"Yes, Lord Manus. I understand."

"Of course, you do. Now, make known to Anthor his duties. She’s not to sleep. If I sense her on the dreamplane before I am ready for her, both your lives are forfeit." Instantly, Manus’ lips were at Gabrielle’s ear again. "I hope you will enjoy your stay with us."

Even as his words hung in the air, the blindfold was wrenched away from Gabrielle's eyes, but neither Manus nor his toadie, Hesperos, was anywhere to be found. Gabrielle blinked the room into focus, and then wished she hadn't. The room, no room at all but a cavern, painted blood red and she was suspended from its ceiling, her hands bound by silken ropes. In the torchlight, she could make out a beefy guard bearing a pike, standing against a wall which bore an array of instruments of torture: thumb screws, blades of all sizes, mallets, chains, and a number of articles who's purpose was left to her very vivid imagination. She shivered, despite the oppressive heat in the cavern and looked down to see that she was clothed only in a light shift which clung to her body, soaked with perspiration. "Anthor? Is that your name?" The guard blinked impassively. Gabrielle fought off the urge to scream at him. "Look, Anthor, you're in so much hot water I can't begin to tell you..." Salty droplets stung the corners of her eyes and she wiped them awkwardly against her shoulder. "Does the name ‘Xena’ ring a bell?" Anthor pulled a stool close and sat down, resting the pike against his knee. He seemed impervious, or ignorant of Gabrielle's veiled threat. Without taking his eyes from her, he reached for the iron crank on the floor by his feet and turned it one half revolution. As he did so, Gabrielle could hear the chain

above her head rattle in its pulley, and seconds later, she was dangling inches above the cavern floor. Her shoulders strained in their sockets as her feet lost all purchase on the floor; the resulting wave of dizziness forced a moan from her throat. "Xena," she whispered, tasting

salt on her lips, "If I ever needed you, I need you now."

Ever mindful of the penalty for dereliction of duty, Anthor rose and filled a bucket from a water barrel and approached the girl. He could see plainly that she was on the verge of passing out and his simple mind associated that with sleep. He drew back the bucket and pitched it

forward in an arc with great vigor.

"Wake up."

Xena sputtered and spat out a mouthful of warm water. Cyrene sat laughing on the corner of the tub as the water rolled off her very surprised daughter. "I'm awake! I'm awake!." Xena wiped the water from her eyes with the back of her hand. "You know, I knew you were there all along..."

"Uh huh."

"Just a little old for such pranks, aren't you, mother?"

Cyrene good naturedly thumped the empty bucket in her lap. "You can't sleep in the hot tub all afternoon."

"You’d be surprised, mother. I have many skills."

Cyrene tossed her a towel. "Dry yourself. Come for a walk with me by the lake. I have to check the lines."

"I checked the lines this morning," said Xena as she patted her face dry. "We caught nearly two dozen perch, and half that many trout..."

"I have hungry patrons, daughter dear!"

Xena smiled at her mother. "Alright, give me a minute to dress. I'll join you at the big oak." Clicking her tongue in satisfaction, Cyrene left the bath house, swinging the empty bucket

in a casual arc. Xena rose, dried herself and dressed quickly. It had been four days since she had left Gabrielle at the crossroads and things had gone better than she expected at home. She had settled into a comfortable routine at the inn. Rising at dawn, she helped her mother prepare breakfast for the guests, waited tables and did the daily marketing. The townspeople, though not overtly warm towards her, had treated her kindly, with a semblance of civility she knew she had no right to expect. As she made her way towards the stand of oaks where her mother waited, she fastened the last button on the soft blue dress she wore, enjoying the way its modest lines clung to her curves, accentuating her femininity. She could almost forget that as battle dress it offered nothing in the way of protection. Her mother waved to her and Xena broke into a trot to lessen the space between them. Together they started down a well-traveled dirt path, straw baskets in hand.

"If I didn't already tell you," said Cyrene, slipping an arm around her daughter's waist, "It's good to have you home."

Xena shifted her basket to the other hand so she might return her mother's hug. "You told me, about a dozen times...and it's good to be home. I didn’t realize how much I missed it... and you." She gazed at the fruit bearing trees, the blue sky thick with birds and the children playing near the bank of the river. "So much life..." she murmured, and her face clouded over.

Cyrene was immediately sensitive to her daughter's change of mood. "Xena, what's wrong?"

"Mother," she began, her gaze fixed on the dirt path before her. "I know I may not always show it, but it means everything to me that you're here to come home to. It would be easy for you to hate me, to shut me out...it would be the popular thing to do."

"Stop it!" Cyrene stopped in her tracks and turned to face Xena. "I won't hear that

kind of talk. I don't tolerate it from my patrons, my neighbors or my friends, and I won't hear it from you." She cupped her daughter's cheek in one hand and looked at her fondly. "Xena," she began patiently. "Let the past lie."

Xena gazed seriously into her mother's eyes; in them, she found a reflection of herself. "Sometimes that's easier said than done, mother."

"I'm sorry. I don't mean to dredge up bad memories for you."

Xena shrugged, "Not that it means much, but they don't have far to come to break the surface." She started down the path again, drawing her mother beside her. "Gabrielle keeps telling me that I can't expect forgiveness from others until I'm ready to forgive myself."

Cyrene smiled. "Wise words for one so young."

"Not so young as you might think, mother," replied Xena cryptically, and left it at that.

As they neared the river's edge and Xena left her side to haul in the fishing lines, Cyrene reflected that she very much approved of the change in her daughter. Some of the hard edges had blunted, and her smile, though rarely bestowed, was as brilliant as ever. It had been two full years since Xena had left Amphipolis, and although they had parted on good terms, Cyrene had always doubted that her daughter would return home again of her own volition. How pleased she was to be so utterly wrong. And she knew, with absolute certainty, that the majority of change in Xena was due to her friendship with Gabrielle. In the company of the young bard, Xena had found unconditional love and acceptance, a willing receptacle for her measureless guilt, and a bottomless faith that defied reason. If she couldn't convince her daughter to remain in the village with her, Cyrene was comforted to know that at least she would be in good company on the road.

A half hour later, they arrived back at the inn, laden down with baskets of trout, perch and carp. Cenon met them at the door and relieved both women of their baskets. Peering over Cenon's shoulder, Xena could see that there was a respectable crowd gathered in the main room of the inn. "Doesn’t anyone cook anymore?"