Torn apart in soul and spirit
Eaten away in pride and content
Drunken in moral and acceptance
Driven to madness and depression
Sedated in living and dying

She has torn me away from that which I am
She has eaten away that which I am
She has feed me of that which I have drank
She has driven me to that which I hate
She has sedated with that which is wrong

Pathetic I live, pathetic I die
In day I am lost, in night I am found
In heaven I am banned, in hell I am imprisoned
Torment me not, torment me so
I don't belong here, I don't belong there

She makes me forget that I am a man
She makes me forget I am a person
She makes me forget I am loved
She makes me forget I have rights
She makes me die night after night

God mocks me for sin
God sets his angels against me
God hates me for my weakness
God kills me for my mistakes
God takes her for my failure