God is filling my head
Into my mind like a flood
I'm drowning in sorrow
Reminded of my unholy hell

Maybe I deserve this
Time to destroy my monsterous mind
Can't survive on negative fluids
I've done wrong to her, my lover

My guilt eats at me like a maggot
I have wronged the only one I love
A hellish penance is impending upon me
It looms over me like a dark cloud

God I miss her sweet face
What if she found out
Do I deserve her
I should die of this conviction

I should die this very moment...