Pathetic



A thousand nights spent awake in my bed
I try too forget these things in my head
Rantings and Raving, I'm going insane
I scream at the thought of your name
Why did I trust you
I feel like such a fool
God damn you
I am so alone in this world
God damn you
I am lost with out your sweet face
You used me, you lied too me
I am so pathetic
The seasons change, but to me they remain the same
Cold and hollow, for you I'd follow
God damn me I need your abuse
Without you I get lost in a sea of hopelessness
With you I drown in shame
I think maybe it'll be different this time around
But I know this will be the same
Forever I will be half the man I could be without you
Yet I'll always stay with you, I have no choice
I'll die from the love in your voice

                                         -Sate Redd

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