[F.o.C.a.R]
T H E Freedom
of Choosing a Reality
My
world
is the world of web pages and search engines.
I am an explorer searching
desperately for a place I can belong without being judged before opening
my mouth. I am looking for a place where my thoughts and words explode
on sensitive ears instead of falling off deaf ones.
This is my haven.
A world of flashing icons, blinking text, moving gifs, web-rings, message
boards and a never ending flow of information.
Connected means something here. It means I'm no longer alone.
It means thousa- millions of other people just like me
are online at the very second I am. Here I am part of something.
Something so big there is no way you can comprehend it. The biggest game
of them all. And I am a player.
Welcome
to my solitude.
A solitude that is in fact a crowd, only at this party there are
no uninvited guests. An escape from life
that is, in truth, a reality all on it's own. When I feel the keyboard
under my fingers and watch the glowing screen. When I hear the hum of the
computer. Part of me comes alive, and that's the part that keeps
me sane
throughout the insanity the world throws at me. A power is
unleashed, a power that cannot be controlled. It is hidden deep inside.
Screaming silver impulses of consciousness. My consciousness. And
there is nothing
you can do about it. My
world. My sanity. My game.
Let the world have their reality. Let them
stumble about in their pre justice and close mindedness. What kind
of world is it anyway? A world that hates and fears anyone
different. A world that outcasts people because of looks, religion
or race? I never wanted that world, never needed it. It was forced
upon me from the day I was born. Now I say, to hell with them and their
shallow reality. It's my turn to choose. To make the choice
I didn't have before. I choose a world of acceptance. I choose
a world where you are judged by your thoughts, actions, and words.
I choose freedom, not mainstream slavery. It's my choice
and I've made up my mind. I have chosen my reality.
The net is not a place for computer nerds, hackers, and business
men alone. It is a place for anyone who needs one, wants
one, or has been searching for one. I make it my place. Because
of it's broadness and sheer size it can be a place for anyone. Anyone.
This means you. So let the other's choke on their existence.
We have our reality, and nobody can take it away from us.
-Freedom of
Choosing a Reality
[FoCaR]
SovereignB@mailexcite.com