Part 38....Never

Authors note: Try to imagine these scenes kinda all happening in a few seconds...all the thoughts and feelings going through at the same thing...to get the full effect of this chapter

Taylor didn't know what to do. Isaac. Lindsay. Isaac and Lindsay were in the woods-together-and alone. He had the worst feeling about this.......

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*back to lindsay's thought state*

I had to admit, during that single moment, I...I didn't want to say it, or even think it, but Isaac's lips were almost comforting in my terror and chaos or the whole fiasco. I...I kinda...............

I kinda liked it.

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'Oh my god.' Isaac thought to himself. 'I did it. I actually did it. I kissed her. She's not pulling away. I am still kissing her...bliss!! Score Ike!! You did it!! This is what I've always wanted to happen...' Isaac captured himself in the moment. He had always like Lindsay, and now, the fact that he was kissing her, while she was sad...he felt good for once. He was glad he'd never have to watch nonchalantly while Taylor ran his fingers through her hair..while he kissed her softly on the cheek and whispered 'I love you' in her ear...he thought he would never have to see that again. Never feel jealous, but just happy. This was the way he had ALWAYS wanted to be.. 'I am going to do whatever it takes' he promised to him self 'to keep her with me.'

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'Lindsay'. Taylor thought. 'Isaac and Lindsay...the HAVE TO be around here some where!!!!' He ran through brushes and finally stopped...and saw a sight he thought he would never see....Lindsay and Isaac...caught in a lip lock...

'No.' He actually blinked his eyes, to make sure it wasn't happening...he wanted to scream.

He wanted to open his mouth and tell Lindsay he loved her...and those lips of hers belonged only on him....those eyes should only love and be loved by his...He wanted to shout to Lindsay that he only kissed Cassie to make her jealous...He...he didn't know what do do.

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It was then that Isaac opened his eye to see Taylor standing behind a thick bush...Isaac gave him an Icy glare as Lindsay pulled away. Lindsay couldn't see Taylor watching her...Isaac knew though. He knew exactly how long he had been standing there..wishing that he were him.

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back to lindsay's state of mind (her thoughts)

I jerked away from Isaac. What the HELL did I just do? I stared at him a second before I realized what had just happened and what I was thinking? How the HELL could I have liked it? But I did...I didnt know what to think or feel....I burst into tears and ran off into the woods....this was all coming at me too hard, and too fast.

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out of lindsay's thoughts

Taylor looked at Isaac, coming out of the brush and keeping his icy glare. He walked up to him until they were eye to eye..and starred at him coldly because he didnt knwo what to say. Isaac starred right back, silently deffending his actions. Taylor didn't know what to do...so he slapped him...he slapped Isaac so hard he could feel it in his toes.

"Ass hole." Taylor uttered, and ran off into the distance.