...well here goes...
...something was so different this time...
...an hour later, it was now about 6pm...
...yu're off da phone now...
...i went to da bathroom and perched myself on top of the edge of the sink right in front of da mirror...
...i was out of time...
...then i grabbed my keys, went down da stairs and out da door...
...the cars were just passing by...
...i didn't take my eyes off yu...
...it felt soo right...
...i said again "lets go inside"...
...yur kiss took my breath away...
...err... what else yu wanna know?!... eh?!... heehee...
Vee. K.
mail to:
SweetEvil@webtv.net
yu came home from werk early...
yu called me...
we were having one of those close, connected moments where nuttin mattered and no one else existed...
then sumtin just went wrong...
once again...
i said yu are in my life now, cuz it's what i need fer da moment...
it's just an online thingie...
and that's all it cud ever be...
cuz yu cud never fit into my life fer real nor wud i ever have da nerve to meet yu in person...
yu didn't cry or get spiteful...
yu just got mad...
i had never heard yu like that before...
it kinda turned me on... lol...
yu were practically yellin'...
yu said yu didn't spend all this time on me fer nuttin...
or so that yud be left with an empty aching heart...
yu said very confidently that im already yurs and i didn't have much of a choice no more...
yu said yud call me back in an hour...
i wasn't sure what yu were up to...
yu called back...
yu said tomorrow was yur day off...
then yu said yu were coming to me that nite...
i didn't believe yu of course...
but yu said yu're leaving in half an hour...
and yu'll be here by 9:30pm...
i had no choice but to believe yu now...
i got nervous...
i told yu, yu cant come...
before yu hang up, i was convinced yu were gonna be here that nite...
yu told me yu were gonna call me from a pay phone when yu got to RidgeWood...
im sitting on da floor staring blankly...
my mind in a muddle...
then i got up...
and went ballistic trying to tidy up da place...
and even took out da garbage... lol...
i sprayed perfume in every room so it wud smell really nice... heehee...
even da bathroom...
time was passing so quickly...
i was beginning to feel all queasy...
my tummy felt funny...
i was a bit panicky...
i turned on da music really loud...
debbie gibson's "red hot" song was playing...
the music made me feel betta, it alwayz does...
i still needed to get dressed and look pretty...
i kept looking at the clock...
it's a big sink... lol...
i made sure my hair was perfect and every curl in place...
and i put on da only color lipstick i ever use "wine color"...
and i lined my eyes with a dark eyeliner (to look seductive and mysterious... lol)
...i tried to keep it simple...
i wanted yu to want me, not get scared... lol...
i stared fer awhile longer then went to my bedroom...
da music was putting me in a sexy mood...
i took up a small bottle of "navy" perfume...
sprayed perfume on both sides of my neck, just below my ear, a lil splash below my neck...heehee...
and on both wrist...
i then smoothed some sweet smelling avon body lotion on my legs...
...i went to my closet to look fer something to wear...
i decided on just plain blue baggy jeans with a dark blue long sleeve shirt...
i put them on...
shirt not tucked in, just hanging loosely...
i rolled up da sleeves a bit...
then i slipped on one of my favorite very dark brown shoes, three inches high wide heels...
goes perfect with blue...
i looked at myself in the mirror and wud have felt confident if it wont fer that funny feeling in my tummy...
yur phonecall came in...
yu said yu were here in Ridgewood and all yu had to do was look fer the house...
yu sounded awfully nervous on da phone...
and i couldn't believe it was really gonna happen...
after yu hung up...
i went to da fridge, opened the bottle of Bailey's Irish Cream that i alwayz keep in there, and took a few sips...
i love the taste of that in my mouth and on my breath...
it was now just after 9:30pm...
it was a lil chilly out...
i sat on da stairs and waited anxiously very aware of dat increasing funny feeling in my tummy...
then one slowed down...
as if looking at the numbers on da houses...
i knew it was da cab that yu were in...
i just sat there and bit my lip...
gosh, i was nerrrvous...
da car stopped in front of da house...
it was dark out...
and i purposefully didn't turn on the front lights...
i guess yu were paying da driver...
then da door opened...
and yu stepped out...
i had a very nervous smile pasted on my face...
yu were walking up da walkway...
yu were smiling too...
i stood up...
yu were now right in front of me...
yu were still smiling and yu said "hi" as if in a whisper...
i was looking up at yu and nervously whispered back "hi"...
yu were looking directly at me...
giggled a lil and said "what"...
i slightly shook my head as if to say "nuttin"...
with da smile still there, i looked down fer a moment...
yu said "victoria"...
yur voice hardly audible...
i raised my eyes back up to yu...
my smile was gone...
we didn't say anything fer a few seconds...
i then held out my left hand a lil...
and yu automatically slipped yur right hand into mine...
our hands were warm together...
i glanced down at our hands together then met yur eyes again...
yu nevously with a small smile said "what" again...
it was dark, with only the moonlite in our faces...
the air was cool and smelled wonderful...
i was now leaning against da railing of the stairs...
with yur hand still in mine...
i didn't say anything...
then yu finally said more than one werd...
yu asked "do yu hate me?" and giggled a lil...
i blinked my eyes and smiled and said "yeah"...
yu asked "oh really?"...
i nodded and said "uh huh"...
yu whispered my name "victoria" and i melted...
i tugged at yur hand a lil and brought yu up close to me...
i wasn't looking into yur eyes no more...
my eyes were now directed on yur chest...
well yur shirt...
i couldn't look up just then, yu were too close now...
yu said "hey" and i looked up...
yur eyes were on my lips for a brief moment then yu met my eyes again...
i felt tingly all over...
yu must have felt it too...
all at once yu placed yur left hand on my waist...
my right hand went flat against yur chest, up too yur shoulder, then to yur neck and we just leaned into each other closing those inches between us...
it was da warmest hug...
i inhaled so deeply...
and realised i was on my tippy toes to reach up to yu...
yu held on more tightly and a bit breatless, whispered "Victoria"...
it was such a tender magical moment...
my eyes were closed...
then i kinda leaned away...
yur arms were still around me though...
i looked up at yu...
again yu whispered "what"...
i was very aware that we were still standing outside in view of any nosy neighbors...
i said "lets go inside"...
yu said "nooo"...
that made me smile...
i asked "oh, why not?"...
yu answered "dont know...
i like it here"...
i thought for someone soo shy yu sure was looking at me intently...
i cud have sworn yu wanted to kiss me...
but yu didn't dare...
nor did yu let go off me...
yu said "i cant believe it's really happening...
im holding yu...
all i answered was "yeah"...
then i asked "did yu have any problems getting here?"...
yu said "no, yur directions were perfect... like yu"... heehee...
yu answered "not yet"...
i said "yesss.. common"...
i moved away from yu a bit still holding yur right hand all this time...
i led yu through the doors and up da stairs...
i had left da music on (not too loud) and we cud hear it...
and smelled da perfume i had sprayed earlier...
i had left the lights in da livin' room a bit dim...
entering da room with da music, scent, dim lights and yu made me a bit dizzy...
i led yu to da sofa but we didn't sit...
just stood there...
our hands still together...
we were both smiling kinda silly...
yu reached out and held my other hand also...
yu said 'oh, do i get a tour"...
i said "uh huh"...
but neither of us moved...
i think that irish cream and music was gettin' to me...
yu were lookin' down at my hands that yu were holding...
then yu just pulled me closer...
yu said "Victoria...
i've waited soo long for this moment"...
yu sounded a bit emotional...
i was lookin' up at yu...
yu let go of my hands and placed both yur hands on my waist...
i didn't want this moment to end...
it was so beautiful...
all i cud feel was all those months of feelings that we have shared...
it made me warm and weak...
i cud tell yu wanted to kiss me...
i cud see it in yur eyes...
both my hands were against yur chest...
yu're so tall... lol...
im glad i wore those 3 inch heels...
yu said "victoria" again...
yu sounded breathless and nervous...
i said "yeah"...
yu bent yur head towards mine and touched my cheek with yur face...
i cud feel yur warm breath on my face...
yur lips close to mine but not touching...
i felt yur arms tighten around me...
yu moved yur lips closer to my ear and whispered "Victoria"...
i didn't trust myself to answer...
yur lips came back close to mine...
i cud hear yur breathing deepenin'...
i was melting...
my arms went around yur neck...
my fingers making its way to da base of yur neck then up through yur hair...
yur lips just went to mine... warm...
my lips opened slightly...
***
i cud feel yur tongue and lips on my lips...
then yu slipped yur tongue into my mouth... warm...
oh, soo warm...
yu were holding me tightly...
i cud feel yur heart racing...
cuz so was mine...
i cud hear yur husky moan and deep breathing...
yur lips devouring...
yur tongue enveloping mine...
it seemed endless...
an explosion of built up feelings...
passionate... loving... beautiful...
dun remember how we fell to da sofa...
yu lying over me still holding and kissing me...
The End!
