Timeless emotions runs through the wynd As the daylight descends on your heart Countless hours of what has been Soul searching right from the startTwo strangers meet in a place so new Over a name that once held dreams Who would of thought that out of the few Your love would embrace my screams
You came into my life when the rain washed away All the hope that I had from the soul But its you and your love that promised to stay and make my life again whole
Countless nights we whispered our cares our loves, our dreams, our life So many times we've said lifes so unfair then you asked me to be your wife
From a million miles and a thousands stars We've tested our faith and showed our love Throughout the weeks,no matter how far We've counted our dreams in those stars above
And through all our tears,pain and joy You've held my soul within Theres nothing on earth that can destroy The lifetime we're about to begin
So please take my hand and close your eyes Hear the whispers I send from my heart As I silently pray to the deep dark sky For a love that will never part
And starting this day and forever more I hope that you shall see Its only you that I love and adore Forever..eternity
~~dead red rose Come dream with me my little friend Give me your hand and lets pretend The stars are out the moon is high Just come with me, I'll make you fly To the highest points in your life Then turn on you..let you die Take you through the darkest skys tie your hands ..make you lie In the earth so deep and wet I'll steal your soul without regret leave you there to decompose and leave my mark... a dead red rose ~VW~® ~~~~~
~Random Someone is new,invading my mind With thoughts no longer there... How can I steal poor souls of lost when I found out somebody cared Its not the thought of being hurt Or even falling in love Its the thought of sharing things like the stars in the sky above those belong to everyone that I cant deny But when a soul comes to your door What should you do? not cry... you let the soul come to your heart and take it in your arms You embrace it close and hold on tight and show it all your charms for when the minds no longer there and thoughts just fade away just beware of *random* he may come for you some day... ~~
in the moonlit darkness of a persons mind so many things to try and find a bond of hope in a rain filled sky.. do we weep or do we try to find the difference between a friend or something lost til the end.
When things are not quite what they seem like in a nightmare or a dream and evil thoughts invade your mind its time to find a friend thats kind but friendships die..the fun stops there I always told you I would care but you've taken life ,tossed it aside and come to me to confide of loves lost hope and all the pain my tears for you, fall like soft rain so many times you've brought me back from the edge of death,the days of black of tears so hard they washed the moon of fright filled nights of dark and gloom we'd laugh at sorrow and cry for hope I hated my life, I couldnt cope till a friend embraced me from the heart and told me things ,like we'd never part but days would die and nights would scream I needed you then,or so it seemed but then lost hopes came crashing down i moved into another town and we lost track of all our times of sky filled nights and nursery rhymes and in its place a shadow dawned I always thought that I belonged I guess the evil wicked games have started now,and will. remain but you need to know the loves still there you cannot say i didnt care for in these times of all your pain my love for you is still the same so place your tears upon my breast in my arms you shall rest just always be the same to me and I will listen,,you will see so for now, and ever more when you need to cry, come to my door and I forever shall you see be the friend you need.... just me..
~Candles on the table Dripping with flame Pills in her hand She crys out his name As the wynd blows the magic from out of his eyes She searchs her nightmares lays there and crys For hope disappered as love left the room Shes come to her end now it's sadness and gloom For the love that she shared and hoped for one day Hurts more than the pain and for that, her soul will pay So with pills in her hand and tears in her heart she whispers his name this world she departs
When the sun comes up I go down To the under world my underground Where ppl never want to see my real self, The real me I close the blinds And lock the doors Music loud, lay on the floor Shut my eyes and try to sleep deep dark thoughts start to creep in my mind, in my head I start to think,I need my bed Up all night, with all my friendz A Vampyres life never ends But when the sun comes up then I am outta luck, its time for me to sleep all day my name is Silverphuq~~
Midnight Hours, Midnight dreams Sacred heartaches, silent screams Whisper deep in thoughts of illusion Shattered by the grave delusion That life at times seems so unfair Do friends Exsist..and do they care? Hurtful evil wicked lies Are told as tears fall from her eyes to a love no longer within reach as you sit upon a secluded beach To gaze upon the lifeless sand Of secret longings of other lands to stand and reach and scream his name For her its love, for him a game She looks upto the stars above For in her heart is all the love She'd sprinkle on his midnight dreams But for now, its just silent screams
ok this is new, I just wrote this like the other night and its the one that Ive entered into this contest..i know its not the best,,but it means alot to me...
The night crawls on...the feelings change Hearts being broken..lovers complain Of feelings deep within the soul Of emptiness...of longing..of pain so deep Of loneliness and tears... Shattered realizations that life really is Nothing but fears... And dreams that never really appear Tales of heartache reach to the sky Why...when the soul crys.. Love dies... Emptiness fills the place that Once held the key to space The darkness lingers in the corners Of the coldest thoughts of the dream And somewhere,in the deepest crevice Of your heart..there you'll find My soul.
This is for Alex he knows what it means..
Flying~ Flying high in the heavens Chasing your dreams Not knowing the outcome of lifes little schemes To dream of a romance across millions of stars Forever in slow dance The pain from afar To cry from nightmares and forget about hope to know that he cares makes life easier to cope But times in your life the view must change souless at first Heartaches remain The wind in the trees shatters lifes little dreams you move to a new nightmare and then start the screams Of pain and depression a powerless void Of ones sole obession a life left destroyed So helpless and deserted a wingless flight Eyes searching in darkness for a small ray of light to hold and fly high in the wyld blue ray to scream and rebell just wanting to stay So hold true to the dreams that youve always held dear fly away love,,, I'll always be here. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
This is for Halo.. I hope it worked. :P
~Gravless hill As the dark sky falls And tears remain still My time for death calls On a graveless hill Sunstreaked pain washes away The soul once obsessed with your love But heartaches now are here to stay No help from the heavens above In a dream world so full Of patience and care I cried til I thought You'd always be there But darkness surrounds On a brightest light And with all lost hope I gave up the fight To wander through dreams In timeless skies I sit with your soul And wipe the tears from my eyes I climb to the top of my graveless hill To die without you knowing I love you still.. Pain Tears from twilight whispering pain Thoughts of illusion in a hate filled rain stars of dust losing their light heartless tears on a cold lonely night denying the joy Of lifes little dream a soul once lost fades away with a scream. ~~~~~
This one's a couple years old.. kinda different from my other stuff
Through The Eyes Of a Child~ Through the eyes of a child On a crisp winters morn This is how I feel My love for you is born Filled with Passion and wonder Tender moments in time Soul mates forever My love for you shines Through the eyes of a teen When fireworks fly Warm tender touches Our love will not die Forever we waited To hold each other close Night time and sunsets I love you the most Through the eyes of a woman Filled with love from my heart Together for always Till Death do us part
Some of you know I used to go by this name. This one's also old but I thought I'd put it here..
~Touch of Love
In the cold corners of your shadow
I long to feel your touch
Reaching out beyond the stars
Do you know I love you this much?
I find you in my dreams
Lightyears from my reach
Souls become one
On our own secluded beach
Love under the stars
Millions of dreams away
we talk about our future
We talk about *one day*
For now I have to tell you
I love you more than life
I'llalways be your friend
I'll always be your wife
I'll take you in my arms
and thank the stars above
that brought your heart to me
that tender touch of love
.....this is for all the ppl out there that *loves* to play game
with ppls hearts.....
Broken by an angel
shattered by his song
waiting for his touch
that never came along
whispering your secrets
to a soul that just dont care
giving all your love
to someone who doesnt share
Tear drops on my pillow
heartaches day by day
longing for his words
that never come your way
wishing on the stars
that once shined in his eyes
never really believing
what he said was lies
but truth comes into light
and tears fall softly down
he loves you then he leaves you
as you walk around
in a daze for weeks
you hunger for a sign
that truely would bring his love
and prove that he was mine
but after all you give
he really didnt care
broken by an angle
who promised always to be there......
This is for all of you whos love is across the stars...
In my room
Lights down low
Music fills the air
Candle flames
Shadow dance
As I wonder if your there
A million stars
Shine in your eyes
As your face appears to me
Longing dreams..
A wanting touch
Our thoughts start running free
Across the world
Lights on low
You softly call my name
Somehow knowing
That no matter what
Our thoughts are always the same
A tender tear
Falls gently down
As i close my eyes
The only console
The distance brings
Is that you cant see my cry
We *see* the words
We both long to hear
Hoping that one day
We'll gaze into
Each others eyes
And know just what to say
But for now
All we do is wish
To hold each other tight
As the words we say
Flash across the screen
To each other this lonely night
See all I want
Is to whispers words
And show you that I care
To hold your hand
Hear your laugh
All I want is to be there
With you at night
And the morning dawn
A touch with no resistance
But all we have
For now my dear
A forever love..at a distance
This is something I wrote this past winter..If you've ever felt so alone..
Creeping Pain
Silent trembles, raining tears
Terror screams again unheard
Dark and cold, this rain soaked night
A life alone, you live in fright
Not knowing or caring
Unwanted by love
You raise your hands to the thunder above
Wishing stars hide from the view
Crushing down on the hearts so few
To live a lie and hide the shame
Once again its all the same
Wondering thoughts, creeping pain
You die alone...you lost the game.
This past winter I was really ill..I also lost someone very close to me..not by sicknes
or death,,just by my stupid mistakes..Something was stolen from us..I'm just trying
to get it back.
Shadow Stealer
Shadow stealer in the night
sends quivers through your soul
Running through the starless sky
Not knowing where to go
Sunless shadows chasing dreams
Creeping through the endless dark
leaving love behind the tears
the legend of its mark
Losing battles never won
crashing hearts no longer strong
Deafening screams inside your head
wishing shadows gone
Sacred whispers hushed in the wind
Running from the thought
Stainless tears streak the dawn
knowing now your shadows caught
In the dream that flashes through
A timeless love to be
Never really letting go
but wanting to be free
To fly in the starlight
and kiss the wind
To hold close the emotions
love once was to give
Shadows stolen in the dark
a love not strong enough to hold
A sensless grief,tormenting soul
as your blood runs forever cold
Lay down your head
upon the lifeless stone
Realized now what the stealer stole
now determind...a life alone.
..I don't know what to say about this..but..well...sometimes things in
life suck..know what I mean?
Missing Stars
Somewhere in the souless sky
My pain calls out to you
Touching whispers through the night
For I dont know what to do
Our love shines high in the sky above
But not this dark and lonely night
For beyond the shadows of the storm
Somethings just not right
It seems to be the more you love
the more they take away
Even through the pain we feel
Our love is here to stay
I'm missing you my deepest love
but not because your far
Im missing you..my love... my life
becuz of the missing stars~~
depressed enough yet?..wait it gets better!!!!..This is what happens
when you think your alone in the world.
Thoughts
Rippling water..shadows songs
lusting heartache...string along
Walking silence..shattering screams
Losing sight..far away dreams
tearing souls...fleeing scared
wonders why..no longer there
Sleepless angels...wingless doves
no longer capable...
....no longer loved
~~~~
This ones for jess..I wrote it last year when she was having a hard time
in love,,sometimes..things just dont work out how you really want them to do they?
Goodbye
In a whisper of truth,
you tell me lies
not caring how i feel
but the countless tears
and feelings of lost
just start to be so real
you'd tell me your dreams
of midnight skys
and walking hand in hand
but i know your words
you mess around with my mind
and its more than my heart can stand
losing a love
crushes the soul
and causes the deepest of pain
but holding onto a love
that doesnt belong
seems sensless to stay in the game
I wanted to be
everything that you dreamed
soft kisses
that held you at night
but somewhere between
the song and the dream
you decided I wasnt right
see I am the one
who would comfort your pain
and wake you at the dawn
but your the one
who'd laugh at my fears
and tell me im always wrong
so as free as the wind
in the endless sky
I let your hand go free
but please remember
as the pain takes control
all i wanted was for you to love me
....Ok ..I'm not always depressed...sometimes I think of other things too!..*lol*
uhhh..lil kiddies..turn yer eyes. :P
Alone
As I lay in bed
And darkness falls
Fantasy dreams arrive
I close my eyes
Whisper your name
And bring your soul alive
I feel your touch
and hear your heart
Kiss your tender lips
hold you close
needing your love
To reach the state of bliss
To feel your tongue
Upon my breast
Take me to the stars
To take you softly
In my hands
For now your not so far
I fell in love
With just your words
Softly spoken songs
But when yer gone
I feel a loss
Is it that Im wrong?
to want your love
To feel your touch
Just to hold you close
Brings feelings that
I cant describe
In the darkness most
So late at night
when night time falls
And winds whisper in the trees
thats when my heart
Belongs to you
.....and i bring you to me...............
Oh my.....time to go *g*
..heres a few more I've managed to find....
somtimes thoughts just wonder ya know?
Do you....
Do you ever get the feeling
That at times you dont belong....
or
Do you ever stop to wonder
That its your life that might be wrong
Do you ever sit and cry
Thinking.why am I still here....
and
Do you ever show your feelings
Instead of hiding all your fears.
Do you ever whisper softly
Hoping someones there to care.....
or
Do you always sit alone
with noone there to share.
Do you ever wander lonely
through a dark and stormy night
and
Do you always wish for dreams
And see them shatter in the light
Do you ever want to just give up
And make things go away
or
Do you want to hear
""your my friend...please stay""
Do you ever have the feeling
that lifes just meant to be
and how
Do you always find
The love there is in me?
Do you understand
the way you make me feel
and
Do you really know
the love we have is real
Do you want to learn
the secrets of my heart
or
Do you want to leave
and always be apart...
Do you want give
everything you can
and
Do you want to be my faith
.. always hold my hand
Do you always know
That I'm just a breath away
Or
Do you wander aimlessly
afraid that I wont stay...
Do you know its rare
but these words I speak are true
and
Do you realize
how much I love you
uhh..not much to say about this one..I think theres a lil' bit
in everyone..
Jealousy
Just when things seem right
Everything goes wrong
Acting on an instinct
Learning to be strong
Outside looking in
Understand my greed
See the tears I cry
Your love,is all I need....
This ones for Jess...and Nathan..ahhhh..new love... :)
I wish ya all da best in the world cheeka!!!
New Love
As the days grow short
and the stars shine high
You leave this life
as you softly cry
Starting a new life
With a soft tender touch
leaving behind
ppl you love so much
But reality and dreams
nolonger abide
the rules are all changing
and new loves at your side
To see the soul
of innocense shared
to be there to hold
knowing he cares
To whisper and dream
and walk hand in hand
to love like no other
from boy to a man
To be there when times
no longer can sing
to hold onto memories
a new dream he brings
You long to be loved
by the tenderest soul
to be in his arms
and never let go
Be happy and carefree
and never lose sight
of the longing of others
who dream through the night
And always remember
where your heart belongs
sometines things are rough
and you must be strong
And smile to the stars
whisper in the winds
always be happy
as this new love begins...
...Who would have thought 1 soul held so much pain...