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     JH        Diana wept a tear after we made love and said:        JH
     JH        "My Earthly Darling, I must bid you farewell.         JH
     JH        The fate of your mud brothers...                      JH
     JH        As pieces of my life, floating,                       JH
     JH        Still soaring in Space.                               JH
     JH                                                              JH
     JH        She could have been my wife                           JH
     JH        But her time: I didn't dare wish to waste.            JH
     JH                                                              JH
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??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ?? ?? ?? 'Rhetorical Question' by R. Bentz Kirby ?? ?? ?? ??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? I have been thinking about the death of Jimi, and this has lead me to a rhetorical question. What makes the difference in some people's lives? Bob Dylan had a motorcycle wreck when it seemed his life was out of con- trol, and he lived. What is the difference in Brian Jones (Jimi's close friend) and Keith Richards? Why did Jimi, Jim Morrison and Janis burn out so young? But, hard living folk like Jimmy Buffett, Jerry Jeff Walker, Stephen Stills etc just seem to keep on going. Is it the support system that allows them to survive? Is it something in their nature? It seems to me that some, like Ronnie Van Zandt, even try to get out of the rut that is killing them (some his last few songs like "That Smell" and "Saturday Night Special" pointed out the fact that drugs and guns are dangerous and signaled a retreat from his previous bad ass at- titude.) but still get hit anyway. Is it just their time?
I am reminded of Odysseus and his passage by the Sirens. "So spake they uttering a sweet voice, and my heart was fain to listen, and I bade my company unbind me, nodding at them with a frown, but they bent to their oars and rowed on." In Bulfinch on page 242 I find this: "The Sirens were sea-nymphs who had the power of charming by their song all who heard them, so that the unhappy mariners were irresistibly impelled to cast themselves into the sea to their destruction." In "The White Goddess" by Robert Graves I find this: "True poetic practice implies a mind so miraculously attuned and illum- inated that it can form words, by a chain of more-than-coincidences(1.), into a living entity---a poem that goes about on its own (for centuries after the author's death, perhaps) affecting readers with its stored magic. Since the source of the poetry's creative power is not scientific intel- ligence, but inspiration--however this may be explained by scientists--one may surely attribute inspiration to the Lunar Muse(2.), the oldest and most convenient European term for this source? By ancient tradition, the White Goddess becomes one with her human representative--a priestess, a pro- phetess, a queen-mother. No Muse-poet grows conscious of the Muse except by experience of a woman in whom the Goddess is to some degree resident; just as no Apollonian poet can perform his proper function unless he lives under a monarchy or quasi-monarchy. A Muse-poet falls in love, absolutely, and his true love is for him the embodiment of the Muse. As a rule, the power of falling in love soon vanishes; and, as a rule, because the woman is embarrassed by the spell she exercises over her poet-lover and re- pudiates it; he, in disillusion, turns to Apollo who, at least, can provide him with a livelihood and intelligent entertainment, and reneges before his middle 'twenties. But the real, perpetually obsessed Muse-poet disting- uishes between the Goddess as manifest in the supreme power, glory wisdom and love of woman, and the individual woman whom the Goddess may make her instrument for a month, a year, seven years, or even more. The Goddess abides; and perhaps he will again have knowledge of her through his ex- perience of another woman."
Now, you may be quick to write these "myths" off, but consider this. In his book Inside the Experience, Mitch says that Jimi, as far as he knew only loved two women. One being Kathy Ethingham. Jimi dies in his mid-twenties, as did many others such as Brian Jones etc. Some poets who did not, like Rimbaud (an inpiration for Jimi and Dylan) simply quit writing. Rimbaud of course turned to running guns. So my theory is that some poets, like Jimi, Jim Morrison, etc, simply do not make the switch from being inspired by the "moon" or the goddess to be- ing inspired by the sun "Apollo" and are "called" home to their death by the sirens; often times collapsing in a state of mental and physical ex- haustion.
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--R. Bentz Kirby

1. "The highway is for gamblers, better use your sense, Take what you have gathered from coincidence." 'It's All Over Now Baby Blue', Bob Dylan. 2. "Moon Turn the Tides Gently Away" --Jimi Hendrix "'Right this way!' smiles a mermaid... I can hear Atlantis full of cheer.-JH "Electric woman waits for you and me... So it's time we take a ride.-JH
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??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ?? ?? ?? 'Further Musings' by Dan Matthews ?? ?? ?? ??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? The concept of a relation between the Muse and Woman is interesting. I have preferred in my own experience to think of the Muse as The Sleeper within me, that awakens, sometimes at inopportune times, to take over my mind and body and make me write. It sounds odd, I know, but that's what it seems like. And when it happens I have no more control over it than I have over the south wind storms that come past this little Cape I live on. I just have to feel it and know its power. And the lines come unbidden, metered, rhymed, and full of the unknown power of words streaming out of my pen. But that's a bit of an aside, I'm afraid. What I wanted to say was that it has not just been Jimi or Jim or Janis, but Mozart and Ramanujan and many, many others, too, who were inspired and seemed to die before their time. I don't think the Muse calls them back. I have a hard time with that. We know we are threads in the great Tapestry, and we don't know what course we take until it has been taken, nor how long the thread will carry us, nor what our part will be in the final fabric. And the ones who seem important and influential to us may mean little or nothing to someone else. A billion people in China don't care... Mary and I were just talking about a similar subject. When it comes to the end of our little time here in this reality, none of it will matter, anyway. Not even the things that were the huge problems or the great turmoils or the lifelong struggles. Only our love for our companions, our friends, will carry any weight, and even then, we walk alone. We define truth, and we come to some sort of reconciliation with our place in life and the forces that shape it. We seek inspiration and it seeks us. We run from the creative muse and toward the easy lies of fear. We fall on the earth in submission, or fight against impossible odds. And in the end the great flow of time has its way with us all, and the current rules. There is a parallel, too, in the stars. You know, I'm sure, about the Hertzsprung-Russell diagram of intrinsic brightness versus mass, and that there is a direct relationship between the initial mass of a star, its brightness, and its lifespan. The most massive stars are the brightest, but also the shortest lived. Likewise, the smaller stars are cooler, dimmer, and last longer. Like some people I know... The relatively rare novas and supernovas are only rare because we see only a brief instant of stellar life during our lifetimes. It will happen to most of them. We just don't know when.

-Dan Matthews
...and The Wind Cries Mary

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