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Pisces Iscariot


Soothe
Hungry, hungry again
Hungry, hungry again
When will it start to sway
When will it start to almost break you
Hungry, hungry again
Hungry, hungry again
I'll miss you
And I wish you luck
Well, I forgive you
And I don't wish you away, away, away
It'll almost break you
Almost take you
Almost break you
Almost break you up

Frail and Bedazzled
So
Now listen here
I wanna be
Oh so clear
I lost my soul
Lost I'll stay
Between your hands
And my beliefs
And here I am
Frail
Frail and bedazzled from all the glare
Tug
At my sleeve
My little girl
Supermaid
She don't know
That I have
Stole my smile
From a Cheshire Cat
And all I wanted
Was to be a man
Since I gave up
I feel free
I feel free
I feel free
I feel free
Two of us
That's dangerous
It's all inside our heads
Givin' in for nothin' less
Leavin' me for him
Try to understand
The ones I love
And their demands
It's so unfair
When they can't see
That I'm the boy
Who really needs
Their love
I suppose
Frail and bedazzled from all the
Frail and bedazzled from all the
Frail and bedazzled from all the glare

Plume
Oh yeah, another day
Oh yeah, gotta play
What it is
It never was
I don't care
To give enough
My boredom has outshined the sun
It's all down low
I just want to have some
Little fun
Oh yeah, another day
Oh yeah, what a waste
What it is
It never was
I don't care
Or give a fuck
My boredom has outshined the sun
It's all down low
I just want to have some
Little fun
Bring me down
Bring me down

Whir
I've wasted all my years
Been chasin' all my fears
For another brighter than you
I gave in long ago
To make it to the show
But its not easy
When you're alone
All your prayers
In my ears
Don't you care
Whir yourself around
Just to fall back down
Whir yourself around
My honey
Little girl
C'mon lets go for a whirl
It's still early
The sun is sleeping
She says she wants to marry me
She says she wants a baby
It's not easy
When you're scared
Whir yourself around
Just to fall back down
Whir yourself around
All your prayers
In my ears
Don't you care

Blew Away
Blew, blew away
But I don't wanna fade
Blew, blew, oooh
And if you love her
You know it will come true
And if you need her
You know that she'll be there
Stay awake, I lie here
With her and I fall
And when I wake inside you
I know you know I'm yours
Blew, blew away
But I don't wanna fade
Blew, blew, oooh
And if you're sad, too
Until the angel sings and touches you
Don't confuse my only life
I said blew, and please don't ever leave
And I will grieve, and (re)member thee
Hope to meet you there

And I wanna let her know
That I won't let her go
I wanna let her know
That I love her so
I'm Blew, blew, blew away
But I don't wanna-
Blew, I love you
Blew

Pissant
Got me a raygun
Got me an altitude
Can't help feelin' something's wrong
With every one of you
Inside your head
Trust me instead
Inside your head
Talk revolution
As if it matters now
I don't care anyway
Just give me what I want
Inside your head
Trust me instead
Inside your head
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Ooh, honey
Fill me with your little whispers
Store your little nightmares
Of a generation said to burn
Come on honey
Let's go for a ride
Down where the crickets learn to sing and play, baby
Inside your head
Trust me instead
Inside your head
Trust me instead
Inside your head
Trust me instead
Inside your head
Yeah, it's a motherfucker, oh
(WOO!)

Hello Kitty Kat
Say hello before you say goodbye
I should go, before you make me cry
She wants to bleed every drop inside of me
But I aim to please the little girl inside of me, too
Yeah, Yeah
You know I hate to say
Oh no, I always stay
I don't wanna be like the others please
Who is sorry now?
Who is sorry now?
If I show you how
Will you let me down?
Slit my wrists and die a whore
Love to love to love what you adore
I can give you anything, but please let me
Be your everything... please
Yeah, Yeah
You know I hate to say
Oh no, I always stay
I don't wanna be like the others please
Who is sorry now?
If I show you how,
Will you let me down?
Will you let me down?
Who is sorry now?
Who is sorry NOW!?
My love is weakness
My love is oh so wrong
My love is sadness
My love is oh so strong
My teeth are razor sharp
My love is fucking strong
I'll be with you
But not for long
Oh, oh, oh
Yeah, Yeah
You know I hate to say
Oh no, I always stay
I don't wanna be like the others please
Who is sorry now?
Who is sorry now?
Who is sorry now?
If I show you how
Will you let me down?
Will you let me down?
Please let me down
Please let me down
(Song's over)

Obscured
Lost your head
Now you sleep on the floor
What you said
I don't want anymore
Through the haze
Make your eyes up to ache
Out in space
Days away
Through these eyes
I rely on all I've seen
Obscured
Through these eyes
Looks like I'm home tonight
Left for dead
As you sweep out the door
Things we said
We don't mean anymore
Tear inside her
Like a fallen kite
Hah, hah, hah, hey, hey, yeah
Through these eyes
I deny on all I see
Obscured
Through these eyes
Looks like I'm home tonight
What you said
Made a mess of me
What you said
I don't want
Obscured

Landslide
I took my love, I took it down
I climbed a mountain and I turned around
And I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills
'Til the landslide brought it down
Oh, mirror in the sky, what is love?
Can the child within my heart rise above?
Can I sail through the changing ocean tides?
Can I handle the seasons of my life?
Well, I've been afraid of changing cause I've
Built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Even children get older
And I'm getting older, too
Well, I've been afraid of changing cause I've
Built my life around you
Time makes you bolder
Even children get older
And I'm getting older, too
I get older, too
I took my love and took it down
I climbed a mountain, I turned around
And if you see my reflection in the snow covered hills
The landslide brought it down
The landslide brought it down

Starla
I'm in here
Please take me home
Starla dear
I'm all alone
When you can't decide what's on your mind
It's clear I'm here, Starla dear
To disappear takes so much time
Starla dear, you're on my mind
Soon, soon I'll be leaving
Soon, soon I'll be leaving
I hear all you're saying
I hear all you're failing
Serve yourself
No one else can do for you like you
No one else fails like me
In my eyes I burn alive
Fly like a bird
No more words just you and I
High in the sky

Blue
Hey Blue, all your love is strange
Come out with all those crazy names
So true when you lie
For you, Blue

Right or wrong?
I belong right or wrong

Hey Blue, where'd you run to now?
Miss you since they found you out
I've been waiting such a long time
For your smile, for you

I lay with you this velvet morning
Stay with me for a while
Where we run to is up to you
Just stay with me for a while

Girl Named Sandoz
Well I met a girl called Sandoz
And she taught me many many things
Good things, very good things
Sweet things
I met her on a Sunday morning
It was hot though the snow lay on the ground
Strange things, very strange things
My mind has wings
Sandoz Sandoz
Will you tell me "No?"
Sandoz Sandoz
Will you tell me why?
We could all learn something from your mind
She's very old yet many think she's young
One kiss from her and you know your time has come
Good times for all time
Sandoz

La Dolly Vita
I lay my head on her bosom
To cry myself to sleep
I see no greater wisdom
Than she has given me
La Dolly Vita
Sweet as true love
La Dolly Vita
Cool as ice cream
Cool as ice cream
You hear a lot of visions
You can't even stop
Can't see what you're missing
Spinning like a top
Fade away I want to see her
Fade away I want to see her
I only want to meet her
La Dolly Vita
True as blue sky
La Dolly Vita
Cool as ice cream
Cool as ice cream
Take it all the way down
Forsake what you have now
Take it all the way down

Spaced
dad dad dad
dead dead dead dead dead
was i ever alive?
fucking makes you alive in one minute
solstice
i am solstice filled with mercury
filled with mercury
liquid fucked
see right through your heart
see right through your heart
fuck your heart
i am mercury liquid pure
hot, alive, dead, mucked fish eyes, doors
i was born alive
i'll fucking kill you
i'll beat your soft baby head with my own hand
careful with that baby
don't ever say the h word around him
ashamed
i am ashamed of my name, say it
i hate the sound of your shit because it means no good
it means cheap, liar, smart ass piece of shit
change it to raygun you fuck
billy the loon
billy the loon
i am mars
i am mars
billy addly addly addly....
your name causes shit
while i may be no expert on this reality there is no god but shame
god is hurt, god is cold
try that once, god is dead
there is not another one
battle
cold heart radio
feedback
the pain
reoccuring messages of badness
reoccuring living bad dreams at the vortex of lost souls
wailing lost souls of shame
we are in one hole
like a cup of mercury phosphate
brrr
shuddering around [?]
taste my shit you wench
lifting wailing lost souls who stand a chance
hot, my eyes darkly gaze and wonder- do not enter [?]
why why why?
i was born whole
fractured divided shattered into a billion fragments
a million piece puzzle
a million piece jigsaw puzzle with no this, and no that.....

The Aeroplane Flies High


Bullet With Butterfly Wings

Bullet With Butterfly Wings
The world is a vampire, sent to drain
secret destroyers, hold you up to the
flames
and what do i get, for my pain
betrayed desires, and a piece of the
game
even though i know-i suppose i'll show
all my cool and cold-like old job
despite all my rage i am still just a rat in
a cage
then someone will say what is lost can
never be saved
despite all my rage i am still just a rat in
a cage
now i'm naked, nothing but an animal
but can you fake it, for just one more
show
and what do you want, i want to change
and what have you got
when you feel the same
even though i know-i suppose i'll show
all my cool and cold-like old job
despite all my rage i am still just a rat in
a cage
then someone will say what is lost can
never be saved
despite all my rage i am still just a rat in
a cage
tell me i'm the only one

tell me there's no other one
jesus was an only son
tell me i'm the chosen one
jesus was an only son for you
despite all my rage i am still just a rat in
a cage
and i still believe that i cannot be saved

...Said Sadly
(JI=James Iha, NG=Nina Gordon (of
Veruca Salt), J+N=both)
JI: You should know that I love you
We should love like lovers do
And I can't help but fall for you
Ah honey I'm just a fool
Now you know
NG: Darling, I'll never be true
You see, for so long I was blue
JI: (I'm not the only one)
NG: And if I hurt, then you will, too
Ah honey I always lose
Now you know
J+N: Lover, when will you?
JI: I'm so afraid that no one cares
J+N: Lover, can't find you
JI: I swear to God don't leave me here
J+N: Now you know
J+N: Oh, you know that it can't be
But no one else here really means
JI: (Anything to me)
J+N: If you hurt inside
If you confide in me again
NG: Since you ran away
JI: Hold me now, tell me how
Love is ours
J+N: Lover, when will you?
I'm so afraid that noone cares
Lover, can't find you
And no one knows what brings us here
Lover
JI: Hold me now
NG: Hold me now
JI: Tell me how
J+N: Love is ours

You're All I've Got Tonight
i don't care if you hurt me some more
i don't care if you even the score
you can knock me and i don't care
you can mock me and i don't care
you can rock me just about anywhere
it's alright 'cus you're all i've got tonight
you're all i've got tonight
you're all i've got tonight
i need you tonight
i don't care if you use me again

i don't care if you abuse me again
you can make me i don't care
you can bump me i don't care
you can love me just about anywhere
it's alright

Clones (We're All)
I'm a clone
I know it and I'm fine
I'm one and more are on the way
I'm two, doctor

Three's on the line
He'll take incubation another day
I'm all alone, so are we all
We're all clones
All are one and one are all
All are one and one are all
We destroyed the government
We're destroying time
No more problems on the way
I'm through doctor
We don't need your kind
The other ones
Ugly ones
Stupid boys
Wrong ones
I'm all alone, so are we all
We're all clones
All are one and one are all
All are one and one are all
Six is having problems
Adjusting to his clone status
Have to put him on a shelf
All day long we hear him crying so loud
I just wanna be myself
I just wanna be myself
I just wanna be myself
Be myself
Be myself
I'm all alone, so are we all
We destroyed the government
We're destroyed time
No more problems on the way
I'm through doctor
We don't need your kind
The other ones
Ugly ones
Stupid boys
Wrong ones
I'm all alone, so are we all
We're all clones
All are one and one are all
All are one and one are all
I'm all alone, so are we all
We're all clones
All are one and one are all
All are one and one are all

A Night Like This
Say goodbye on a night like this
If it's the last thing we ever do
You never looked as lost as this
Sometimes it doesn't even look like you
It goes dark
It goes darker still
Please stay
But I watch you like I'm made of stone
As you walk away
I'm coming to find you if it takes me all night
A witch hunt for another girl
For always and ever is always for you
Your trust
The most gorgeously stupid thing I ever cut in
the world
Say hello on a day like today
Say it everytime you move
The way that you look at me now
Makes me wish I was you
It goes deep
It goes deeper still
This touch
And the smile and the shake of your head
I'm coming to find you if it takes me all night
Can't stand here like this anymore
For always and ever is always for you
I want it to be perfect
Like before
I want to change it all
I want to change

Destination Unknown
Life is so strange when you don't know
How can you tell where yore' going to
you can't be sure of any situation
something could change and then you won't
know
Ask yourself
where do we go from here
it seems so all to near
just as far beyond as I can see
I still don't know what this all means to me
Tell yourself
I have nowhere to go
I don't know what to do
And I don't even know the time of day
I guess it doesn't matter any way
Life is so strange
Destination unknown
When you don't know
Your destination
Something could change
It's unknown
And then you won't know
Destination unknown
Life is so strange
Destination unknown
When you don't know
Your destination
Something could change
It's unknown
And then you won't know
Destination unknown
You ask yourself
When will my time come
Has it all been said and done
I know I'll leave when it's my time to go
Till then I'll carry on with what I know
Life is so strange
Destination unknown
When you don't know
Your destination
Something could change
It's unknown
And then you won't know
Destination unknown
Life is so strange
Destination unknown
When you don't know
Your destination
and something could change
It's unknown
And then you won't know
Destination unknown
Life is so strange

Dreaming
When I met you in the restaurant you could tell I
was no debutante.
You asked me what's my pleasure, "A movie or a
measure"?
I'll have a cup of tea and tell you of my dreaming
Dreaming is free
I don't want to live on charity
Pleasure's real or is it fantasy?
Reel to reel is living rarity
People stop and stare at me, we just walk on by;
we just keep on dreaming
Feet feet: walking a two mile
Meet meet: meet me at the turnstile
I never met him, I'll never forget him
Dream dream: even for a little while
Dream dream: filling up an idle hour
Fade away, radiate
I sit by and watch the river flow
I sit by and watch the traffic go
Imagine something of your very own; something

you can have and hold
I'd build a road in gold just to have some dreaming
Dreaming is free

1979

1979
shakedown 1979
cool kids never have the time
on a live wire
right up off the street
you and i should meet
junebug skipping like a stone
with the headlights pointed at the dawn
we were sure we'd never see an end to
it all
and i don't even care
to shake these zipper blues
and we don't know
just where our bones will rest
to dust i guess
forgotten and absorbed
into the earth below
double cross the vacant and the bored
they're not sure just what we have in
store
morphine city slippin' dues
down to see
that we don't even care
as restless as we are
we feel the pull
in the land of a thousand guilts
and poured cement
lamented and assured
to the lights and towns below
faster than the speed of sound
faster than we thought we'd go
beneath the sound of hope

justine never knew the rules
hung down with the freaks and the
ghouls
no apologies ever need be made
i know you better than you fake it
to see that we don't even care
to shake these zipper blues
and we don't know
just where our bones will rest
to dust i guess
forgotten and absorbed
into the earth below
the street heats the urgency of now
as you can see there's no one around

Ugly
I don't look in the mirror
I don't like what I see staring back at me
Everything is clearer
I'll never see what you see
It's not me
So beautiful and free
I'll never be what you need
I can't help it at all
I was born so beautiful
But now I'm ugly
And I rot in my skin
As a piece of me dies everyday
I know I'm nothing
I know there's nothing I can say
To change
The judgement in their ways
I'll never be what you need
I can't help it at all
My love was so beautiful
But now I'm ugly
Yeah...
I'm good enough, but I don't care
I'm good enough, but I'm not there
I'm good enough, but I don't care
The sun is out, but I'm not there
(I can go anywhere) I'm good enough, but I don't
care (...somewhere)
(I can go anywhere) The sun is out, but I'm not
there (...somewhere)
(I can go anywhere) I'm good enough
(...somewhere)
(I can go anywhere) I'm good enough
(...somewhere)
I don't look in the mirror
I don't like what I see staring back at me
Everything is clearer
I'll never see what you see
And I rot in my skin
As a piece of me dies everyday
I know I'm nothing
Because I'm ugly

The Boy
I can't stop, I can't breathe, I can't
think
I'm in love again
I don't need, I don't eat, I don't sleep
I'm in love again
Ooh, and every time I heard you
breathe
Well I sighed
Ooh, and every time I saw you bleed
Well I cried
Love is like a song
And if you sing
If you ever need me
I'll be there in a while
I can't stop, I can't breathe, I can't
think
I'm in love again
I don't need, I don't eat, I don't sleep
I'm in love again
Ooh, and everytime that I'm with you
I'm alive
Ooh, and everytime I think of you
There's a light
And I felt it, too
In my heart is a spring
Is a well, if you need
If you drink, if you heal
If you believe in
Every little part of me is a part of you
I can't stop, I can't breathe, I can't
think
I'm in love again
I don't need, I don't eat, I don't sleep
I'm in love again
I can't stop, I can't breathe, I can't
think
I'm in love again
I don't need, I don't eat, I don't sleep
I'm in love again
The boy, the boy's in love
The boy, the boy's in love
The boy, the boy's in love
The boy, the boy's in love

Cherry
(Listen- Wanna just start it?...Ready,
Flood?
Yeah......1,2,3,4)
Stay with me, I'll set you free
'Cause I can tell you once were pretty
Rose so sad you've lost your petals
Lost the luster off your tattle tales
I need a love to help me find my way
I need a strength that I can not betray
I need a word to say what I can't say
I need a lover, lover
I need a lover, lover
What are we waiting for?
What are we waiting for?
Time has lost its hold on me
Hatred sleeps inside my bones
In the stillness of cool air
All the boys have been left for dead
'Cause we go where they fear to tread
The beautiful one's the one's we'll remember
The precious one's our greatest pretenders
I need a love to help me find my way
I need a strength that I cannot betray
I need a word to say what I can't say
I need a lover, lover
I need a lover, lover
And if you lose yourself
Could you take me, too?
Could you rest inside the sleep?
Stay with me, I'll set you free from you...
Stay with me, I'll set you free from you...
Stay with me, I'll set you free from you...
Stay with me, I'll set you free from you...
I need a love...

Believe
Close your eyes
Until the sunlight dies
In your head a thousand stars
Through the darkness you can see a light
And if they steal your life
Your heart is still mine
I want to believe in you and I heard you
Your song, you sing, a truth, there's no
other
I want to believe in you, dear
On Sunday...
There's a life I hide
Well I tried to disguise
And I can take you a million miles away
I want to believe in you and I heard you
Your song, you sing, a truth, there's no
other
I want to believe in you, dear
On Sunday I made amends
For all my mistakes
May God speed be with you
Oooh...oooh...oooh...oooh
and I...
I want to believe in you and I heard you
Your song, you sing a truth, there's no
other
I want to believe in you and I heard you
Your song, you sing a truth, there's no
other
I want to believe in you and I heard you
Your song, (soft) you sing, a truth, a lover
I want to believe in you and I heard you
Your song, you sing a truth, there's no
other
I want to believe in you, dear
Sunday
Sunday
I want to make amends
For all my mistakes
May God speed be with you

Set The Ray To Jerry
Born to please, every simple need
I stand alone in my thoughts indeed
Hate you
For ever making me
I'm in you, I'm your anything
And I- want you
And I- need you
And all you are is brand new
And I- need you
Come to me, let me hold you still
I'm so tired, just as tired as you
Take me for anyone but me
All that you feel is never true
And I- want you
And I- need you
And all you are is brand new
And I- need you
When you say that you are
Forever my star
Could never let you go, no, no
And never let you know
Let roar these fears
To the whore of my tears
Pure as a lie, I pour to your eyes
Suck you like the sap from a tree
Honey from the dew, from the
bumblebees, yeah yeah
And I- want you
And I- need you
And all you are is brand new
And I- need you
When you say that you are
Forever my star
Could never let you go, no, no
Never let you know

And I- want you
And I- need you
And all you are is brand new
And I- need you

Zero

Zero
my reflection, dirty mirror
there's no connection to myself
i'm your lover, i'm your zero
i'm the face in your dreams of glass
so save your prayers
for when we're really gonna need 'em
throw out your cares and fly
wanna go for a ride?
she's the one for me
she's all i really need
cause she's the one for me
emptiness is loneliness, and loneliness is
cleanliness
and cleanliness is godliness, and god is
empty just like me
intoxicated with the madness, i'm in love
with my sadness
bullshit fakers, enchanted kingdoms
the fashion victims chew their charcoal
teeth
i never let on, that i was on a sinking ship
i never let on that i was down
you blame yourself, for what you can't
ignore
you blame yourself for wanting more
she's the one for me
she's all i really need
she's the one for me
she's my one and only

God
god knows i'm helpless to speak
on my own behalf
god is as helpless as me
caught in the negatives
we all just do as we please
false transmissions
i hope god forgives me
for my transgressions
it's what you want
to know no consequences
it's what you need
to fucking bleed
it's all too much
god knows i'm restless and weak
full of piss and vinegar
god knows we sow what we reap
in the dirt of grandeur
when the darkness comes to me
and it fixes its gaze on me
god knows i'm helpless
it's what you want
to know no consequences
it's what you need
to fucking bleed
it's all to much
god knows i'm helpless
you break your back
for what you can't have
you can't turn back
god knows i'm helpless

Mouths Of Babes
so here we are
true superstars
we're so real from afar and now
now you're with us now
and the mouths of babes sing revolution
and the mouths of babes scream disillusion
you can't break what's already broken
cause from the mouths of babes comes
nothing
the "dream" was a sham
for saving what you can't
and now they're me but i'm not them
i am you and you are me
it's in the ways i walk thru fire
it's in the ways of my desire
and when i said that you're no good
what i meant was i wish you could
be there forever
be young forever
i wish you were there
so now i bid farewell
beyond the bounds of hell
and now you'll swear you knew us well
well you can never tell
and the mouths of babes sing revolution
and the mouths of babes scream disillusion
you can't break what's already broken
cause from the mouths of babes comes
nothing

Tribute To Johnny
(instrumental)

Marquis In Spades
["Rolling..." "I was just on another planet for a
sec..."
"Run it back, Mole... (amp on) ...fucker..."]
and i'd love you to notice
i'm devoted
to destroy for no one
now it's that time again to take revenge
on all the debutantes and their friends
the bitter charlemagnes so self-absorbed
the bodily remains such a bore
hey, yeah
was i good enough to break you
hey, yeah
and all i see is empty
'cause now i'm one of them
so adored
the slink of impotence
that money can afford
we know who you are and where you live
is your innocence all that you can give
hey, yeah
was i good enough to break you
hey, yeah
in the back of the car
the angel dust was given back to the stars
hey, yeah
was i good enough to break you

hey, yeah
and in this fall from grace
we'll meet again
another time another place
i've been down deep in you and me
let's see where we can go
yeah yeah yeah
angels, barbed wire
fuck you, desire

Pennies
and i stumbled onto you
as you stumbled over me
and you say the fates were cruel
for throwing us together
i always loved you so
especially when you'd go
all the world must know
all the world must know
that i loved you so
it's a pity we're apart
it's a shame you broke my heart
but i've got a new girlfriend
she looks a lot like you dear
no one could ever do dear
all the world must know
that i loved you so
especially when you'd go
especially when you'd go
especially when you'd go
away and leave me here
go away and leave me alone
all the world must know
pennies for sale
pennies for sale
pennies for sale
pennies for sale

Pastichio Medley
(parts of 75 unreleased songs)

Tonight, Tonight

Tonight, Tonight
time is never time at all
you can never ever leave without leaving
a piece of youth
and our lives are forever changed
we will never be the same
the more you change the less you feel
believe, believe in me, believe
that life can change, that you're not stuck
in vain
we're not the same, we're different
tonight
tonight, so bright
tonight
and you know you're never sure
but you're sure you could be right
if you held yourself up to the light
and the embers never fade in your city
by the lake
the place where you were born
believe, believe in me, believe
in the resolute urgency of now
and if you believe there's not a tonight
tonight, so bright
tonight
we'll crucify the insincere tonight
we'll make things right, we'll feel it all
tonight
we'll find a way to offer up the night
tonight
the indescribable moments of your life
tonight
the impossible is possible tonight
believe in me as i believe in you, tonight

Meladori Magpie
And on her
doorstep
I saw that I was
blind
I'd forsaken
what was mine
What had
mattered
Mattered little
now
We had
shattered
apart somehow
Ooh
I can't help but
stay the same
I remain true to
my name
Time to get up
And take the
long walk home
For the first
time
I go alone
Do you
remember
when we first
met?
Chasing down
the alleyways
behind my
dad's
Ooh
I can't help but
stay the same
I remain true to
the name
Of lovers past
Good enough
to lose
Good enough
to choose you,
too
Ooh
I can't help but
stay the same
Ooh
I remain true to
the name
Of lovers past
Good enough
to lose
Good enough
to choose you,
too

Rotten Apples
Dirty your face
With longing and
grace, God-given
Suffer her heart
And love her when
your love goes
unrequited
Where the cool
winds blow
I must surely go
For my love calls
me below to drag
her
from the depths of
my soul
When will I see her
again?
The other side of
friends
The darkened claws
of death
The empty breath
desire
Dirty your face
With longing and
grace, God-given
Suffer her heart
And love her when
your love goes
unrequited
Restless in my
speech
And ruthless in my
teach
So vacant in my
breach
I drive the dirt up
her garden
Sorrow
She'll never listen
again
No other lovers to
bend
Just rotten apples to
eat
Just letter yellowed
distant scorn
Dirty your face
With longing and
grace, God-given
Suffer her heart
And love her when
your love goes
unrequited
Life just fades away
Purity just begs
Dust to dust, we're
wired into sadness

Jupiter's Lament
Gone, long gone
Blink and I'll be
gone, gone, gone
Leave this world of
wrong, wrong,
wrong
Leave it far behind
And although my
secret's gone
I'll try to carry on
If I must, I'll get
along
Without you
Gone, long gone
Leave this world of
wrong, wrong,
wrong
Beyond the pale,
beyond the dawn
Flee these mortal
bonds
No one knows I
can't be wrong
So I'll sing the same
old song
I tried to be strong
For you
Why have you left
me?
Amongst the tall
trees
I know I gave her
all I have
And I tied her heart
in ribbons
Tied her heart in
ribbons
Tied her heart in
ribbons
And bows
And I'm gone
Oh yes, I'm gone
And I'm lost
without you
I'm lost within you
And I'm gone

So gone
Long gone

Medellia Of The Gray Skies
You're an empty
promise
You're an easy
chair
You're the gods
forces
Struck down
somewhere
You're a secret
noticed
You're a mystery
sky
You're a wish
floating
Up to the night
Medellia of my
eyes
You're the
emptiness of I
You're the
reason that I
write
And if you say
you will
I would love you
still
And if I could
I'd throw away
this world
I'd dress you all
in pearls
I'd give you what
you wanted
You're all I
notice
In a crowded
room
Your vacant
motives
Unmoved,
revealed
Medellia of my
eyes
You're the
emptiness of I
You're the
reason that I

drive
And if you say
you will
I would love you
still
And if I just
could
Be anything for
you
Just anyone at all
Anything that
mattered,
washed out
You're the silly
reasons
In a goldfish
laugh
You're the
ageless seasons
At rest, at last


Blank
I wish I was
blank
I wish I was
blank
I wish I could
thank
I wish I was
blank
I write a letter
to you
And there'd
be nothing to it
I wouldn't hem
and haw
On just how
to start it
I wish I was
blank
I wish I was
blank
I wish I could
thank
I wish I was
blank
I wish I'd
stand up
straight
I wish I'd said
things different
I wish I'd said
nothing
Things would
be so perfect
I wish myself
to keep
I pray myself
to sleep
I wish myself
away
I wish I was
blank

Tonite Reprise
and the embers never
fade in my city by the
lake
the place where I was
born
as the wind-up toys
wind down
muffling the sound of a
life hidden
underground
believe, believe in me
believe
that you can change,
that you're not stuck
in vain
we're not the same,
we're different tonite
we'll the crucify the
insincere tonite
we'll make things
right, we'll feel it all
tonite
the impossible is
possible tonite
believe in me like I
believe in you tonite

Thirty-three

Thirty-three
speak to me in a language i can hear
humour me before i have to go
deep in thought i forgive everyone
as the cluttered streets greet me once
again
i know i can't be late, supper's waiting
on the table
tomorrow's just an excuse away
so I pull my collar up and face the cold,
on my own
the earth laughs beneath my heavy feet
at the blasphemy in my old jangly walk
steeple guide me to my heart and home
the sun is out and up and down again
i know i'll make it, love can last forever
graceful swans of never topple to the
earth
and you can make it last, forever you
you can make it last, forever you
and for a moment i lose myself
wrapped up in the pleasures of the
world
i've journeyed here and there and back
again
but in the same old haunts i still find my
friends
mysteries not ready to reveal
sympathies i'm ready to return
i'll make the effort, love can last forever
graceful swans of never topple to the
earth
tomorrow's just an excuse
and you can make it last, forever you
you can make it last, forever you

The Last Song
this is the last song
this is the last song i'll sing for you
this is the last song
this is the last song i can give you
the roaring city sleeps
metal fingers clutching dirty sheets
and no one comes for free
in this place where the angels sleep
this is the last song
my eyes are open wonder to this
as you hold the secrets
i count the minutes off so perfectly
the shards of broken glass
sing the strains of a sad old tune
we've made it at last
but what we had is lost inside our past
this is the last song
could you find away across me
to forgive and forget me
to appease and relent me
to deceive and detect me
to understand and release me
to the dawn
this is the last song

The Aeroplane Flies High (Turns Left, Looks Right)
love is a sentimental heart
life is a sentimental way
spy the fragile heart so cursed
as he walks across this earth
i'm disconnected by your smile
disconnect a million miles
and what you promised me
i hope will set you free
i'm disconnected by your smile
and all i gave to you is lost
and all you took from me is lost
black wings carry me so high
up to meet you in the sky
i'm disconnected by your smile
disconnect a million miles
and what you promised me
i hope will set you free
i'm disconnected by your smile
wishing you were real to me
wishing i could make believe
i'll take my secrets to the grave
safely held beneath the waves
always knew i couldn't save
always knew i couldn't save you

Transformer
a livewire moves slow
a transformer always knows
the score is four
leaves you hanging on the floor
for more and less and more of the blame
and she's tired
and she's sick of the same old shit
it's just more of the same old same
i know she wants more and more and more to
witness
to lay down and bear true
a cherry onion firefly
tastes sweet and white
as you are blue
knows just what she wants to do
with you below the silver skies
don't hate her because she's undecided
and she's tired
and she's sick of the same old shit
it's just more of the same old same
i know she wants more and more and more to
stomach
in honor of her youth
she's not sorry she's happy
sorry she's happy
she's not sorry she's happy
sorry she's happy as a turtle
she's a real live transformer

The Bells
ooh the bells are ringing out
what a sound
ooh the bells are ringing out
what a sound
and i'm in love
the joy of love
the coming of
jesus
jesus
did you call my name
never ever felt afraid
did you hold onto
did you make it thru
you
there's so much doubt in every heart
for all our faults we carry on
jesus
jesus i ran away
i got so scared
i made mistakes
will i hold onto
will i make it thru
ooh the bells are ringing out
what a sound

My Blue Heaven
Day is ending
Birds are wending
Back to their shelter of
Each little nest they love
Nightshade's falling
Lovebirds calling
What makes the world go round
Nothing but love
When Whippoorwills call
And evening is night
I hurry to my blue heaven
I turn to the right
A little white light
Will lead you to my blue heaven
You'll see a smiling face
A fireplace, a cozy room
A little nest
That's nestled where the roses bloom
Just Molly and me
And baby makes three
We're happy in my blue heaven
You'll see a smiling face
A fireplace, a cozy room
A little nest
That's nestled where the roses bloom
Just Molly and me
And baby makes three
We're happy in my blue heaven
We're happy in my blue heaven