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ANTI-AUTHORITY
To set ourselves free We must wipe out the authority To Send the pigs away We pound them to hell and make them stay We must wipe out the authority All autority must die When your heads the target and my fists come fyling No fucking radar is needed to find it Shove your clubs up your fucking ass and pin your badge in your fucking eye We must wipe out the authority All autority must die Drop your mask and keep your tongue Show us who you really are Go ahead and shout your gun You fucking coward you know who you are We must wipe out the authority All autority must die. Copyright Published ©1991 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
FETUS KILLER
I killed you when you still were an embryo In a fetal position I kicked and I kicked at your mother until you oozed out in red Your barer blead and then you were dead You died before life I poisoned your womb You never saw sight you never felt fear No state of being you were never to be Never heard sound Never got to breathe. Copyright Published ©1996 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
I DIE MY DEATH
He sneaks up behind me crawling on his hands and his knees Stalking he grips a knife in his hand He's sneaky slithers like a snake below me Stands up like a mountain beside me Stabs me in the neck like lightning I lye on the ground crying bleeding He takes off running hysterically No one is there to help around me just trees and the sky While Im dying and crying like a hurricane storm I'll leave this life with no child to be born, no child of my blood, no child of my kind. Copyright Published ©1998 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
THE GUIDE
I've walked with you now for ages together we've turnned many pages A depth thats so deep its deafning and now I'm totally mystified I'll go into complete contemplation see myself in some sort of vision Fall into a deep concentration The answer was before the question. Copyright Published ©1996 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
THE BATTLE THE FIELDS
the year 3019 The greatest war of the third age Gandor! Attacked by orcs Fire pits are dug outside Grond! Weilded by Trolls Minas Tirith under control The Great Gate finally destoyed Behold The Lord of the Nazgul With splendid sound of great horn Riders of Rohan were coming strong Morgul fought and Theoden was dead But in return The Witch King slain Gothmog! Took to comand and the Haradrim on the elephants stand but coming from the Vales of Anduin Aragorn! and the enemys ruin Copyright Published ©1991 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
JUNE BUG
Oh the buzzing there are millions of them swarming all around me At them with my pencil I stab'As I sit here wondering Are there millions more out there! Or does the ones I think I killed come to life? Dead ones everywhere thier empty eyes so staring in relief, or anger? Im so extremely frieghtened Im much larger but they make me shiver Little fat beety fuckers their so noisy Like a goddamm train with wings Im touched by one and far I jump with a tangible uhh! Why dont they leave me alone?! Copyright Published ©1991 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
WHEN THE WAND STRIKES
When the wand strikes at random You'll see flames from your candle Someone has casted a spell upon you cannot deciet you dont know who When the wand strikes Druid come here Druid begone Druid with fear Druid alone Now he commands the winds as the seasons begin Feeling all the magikal night No one can reach his intellectual height When the wand strikes Copyright Published ©1996 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
BETTER SEEN THAN HEARD
Oh what a tangled web we weave what is the future that we see It gives me things I breath It shows me the things I see Oh what a tangled web we weave The thoughts that we concieve All the words that we read They lead us to believe I took it in to deep I took it way to steep Incinuate the move The lessons that I prove Its better seen than heard Its always taking turns It takes some time to learn meaning beyond words I had to eat when I couldnt eat Sleep when I couldnt sleep Smile when I couldnt smile Ever since a child always decieving me Change what I believe Deprived of what I need Again I have to scream I knew where i was at Didnt know that i was there yet I knew that i was fast I didnt know what the catch is I sware the world is flat I shouldve known I wouldnt get this I know I was a trap Now Im crippled and skinless Copyright Published ©1998 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
MOSS AND SHADOWS
I live in traumatic experinence It is truely a force that can rip sifting blindly with ignorance A tight gripping grasp can slip Profound in its dynamic dimension Blazing with fury of opression Unyeild in true lifes confession Sane is no longer a weapon Moss and Shadows look for the thing that tells you to go forth Moss and Shadows look for the black that tells you when to turn back Direction unfound in its path ever affraid to look back Lost in a field of mixed feelings Forsaken with urges of wrath A numbness in the knowledge of fearing A courage so brave its deathly Unknowing of the home of the healing Senses which contain the unbearing Moss and Shadows look for the road that tells you to go forth Moss and Shadows break all the boundries that come to surround me Copyright Published ©1998 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
MY WAY
I hit you in the face you didnt see it my way You should have heard them shout You hear em cryin so load You should've made the choice To learn the truth from the noise You should've stopped yourself from being someone else and now you hear me say you finally see it my way I heaved at your chest You did your fucking best To try to stand in my way but there was to much pain you try to tell yourself that you are someone else at the the very first glance you see there is no chance and you hear me say you finally see it my way With all the risks that I take I never give it a break With all the cautious steps I never get any rest with all the old grass gone The new grows over the top I never seem to know Never now when to stop and then you hear me say You finally see it my way Copyright Published ©1998 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
MACHETE
An octopus colliding flashes Hazardous worse tha matches The weeds and the trees they all try to stop me The leaves and the bees spread out around me If you see me run and hide If you see me dont think twice If you see me better get ready If you see me beware of the machete My adreneline locks rush and I dont care much about what happens next Its only you I catch My mouth says hey Then I show in ways That create your fear and to all those who hear Butchering the things around me Horrenerous the sounds are frieghtning As sharp as shark teeth light but strong as bright as lightning in the sun Copyright Published ©1998 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
ILLUSIONARY HALLUCINAGEN
No bdy posture suits me Im not just fine Im a week imitation of a spiral in time finally Im fine Im a fragment in time I am rhyme the wind is mine Feeling the feel Telling to tell Healing the heal and yelling the yell Im sailing on the sea breeze its hazy when you see me My mind continues to wind riding on the quatum waves This aint just imagination it goes beyond superstition a new kind of sophistication a facinating stimulation Copyright Published ©1996 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
TO BE WITH YOU
To be with you, On Earths white sand, my night candle is now lit. The wind is still on this lonely beach I sit. Just to hear the oceans music I hear your melody ,and what it says to me. I look to the stars and see your story. I want to be touched by your flames. Burn me Im not to be blamed. I'll do everything so you can see. To Be With You, You and only you. To Be With You, You and only you. Everything I do to be with you. and now you know it sets my soul on fire to be with you May the flame dance the magik at its will. Become a two flame candle romance in the night. The magik is calmed with a chance that we might. Be together on the this earths sands our entire life. Desire for your touch the flame stands still. Waiting for your blown kiss to flicker on its will. I want to be touched by your flames. Burn me Im not to be blamed. I'll do everything so you can see. To Be With You, You and only you. To Be With You, You and only you. Everything I do to be with you. and now you know it sets my soul on fire to be with you To be with you To be with and only you is what i dream To be with you holding hands thru time. To Be with you on this earths' sands our entire life
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ANOTHER NIGHT IN BAGHDAD
Im crawling in chemical rain My body is absorbing vapors like sponge oxygen is causing me pain I will die in minutes I feel my blistering lungs Help me im suffacating Copyright Published ©1991 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
SOULOLOGY
Your soul is tripping, tripping balls kiss me all the way to my bones I like the way music talks to me All friends of me Soulology Your soul is trippn, tripping balls The sun always has way with me like trippn in stone age Trippn balls All friends of me Soulology Copyright Published ©1998 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
THE BARDO
Yesterday has been and gone and tomorrow has come and went and here i am Stuck in the bardo Im walking through a dimensional door My hearing splatters My eyes shatter Stuck in the bardo Copyright Published ©1996 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
OPPOSING COMPARISION
He said whats that your saying I said im just praying He said amphibias blasphemis I said scanalist handle this He said sorrow is borrowed I said wait till tomorrow He said whats up man I said you dont understand He said black is white I said up is down He said left is right I said in is out He said your right I said that all night He asked me what im about I just let it all out Copyright Published ©1998 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
THE URAK HAI
Hungry thirsty for blood Hunting for the things I love Darkness ahead of me and darkness I've left behind Mountains surrounding me Screams of the terrified Evil drives my hate Death holds all fate Come into my world and see my claws Come into my world see my jaws Come into my world see my eyes No one really knows where I go when I die It's time for you to die The Urak Hai Copyright Published ©2000 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
SUNKEN SOUL
Im no longer feeling any pain addicted to the shit again having to do with the fluid in my brain this claim to the game that had brought me to the shit that I feel A numbness grows in my heart The world is flat Hypnosios hits my attraction then Im grabbed I think of the things that talk in the back of my head sliding slicky creating the dread in my bed Sunken Soul Prematic dream leading to suicide finding new ways to make this feeling subside In my mind I cant find I cant find my mind I try and I try I try I try I try A numbness grows in my heart The world is flat Hypnosios hits my attraction then Im grabbed I think of the thing that talks in the back of my head sliding slicky creating the dread in my bed Sunken Soul Copyright Published ©1997 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
DEAD TO THE WORLD
I love my child and I love my wife but I hate me and I hate my life sometimes I cant think why I try Its my fault and I was wrong and I was weak and I should've been strong all the help from you was gone and you were the one faking playing 2 facing You were lying caniving back sliding It hurts so deep that I cant sleep I cant think and I cant drink I ve decided its time to leave And when Im gone The world can go Theres no fear and theres no hope For what Ive waited so fucking long So Ive been praying saving contemplating You were lying caniving back sliding Its been so long since I felt good I guess I should'nt but maybe I should I guess I should get what I deserve Maybe your wrong maybe your right but I dont have the strength to fight and im still just wondering why Your were faking playing 2 facing You were lying back sliding Copyright Published ©2000 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
HANDS ON YOU FIRST
Let me tell ya bout this fella with this bump on his head Let me tell ya what he said just before he was dead He told me to come and get it and I heard so I did He seen that I was comin so he ran and then he cried What a piece of shit What am I dealing with Let me get my hands on you first put him under the fucking earth(dirt) Right now underground Keep ya where you'll never be found Copyright Published ©2000 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
WHY CRY
I've got some rockets in my pockets you cant stop this hide and watch me You cant save me, only blame me Live to hate me Love to hate me Make me crazy never hear me Live to die and burn to die and I cry Why Every moment every second Evry left turn every right turn Dont know where you started from yet Every evening every hour Every morning every flower All the places that I wonder I cry and why Now that you are gone the pain has gone too The memory has stayed but it will leave soon You look like a muppet A brain like a puppet You want it come and get it Stumbling mummbling fumbling crumbling Im doubling juggling rumbling But when I rest I never think of you Why Cry Copyright Published ©2000 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
REALIZE
A paranormal event which occured at birth The universal funnel that threw me on earth The time travelling tunnel which way do i turn Im a tiny living organizm Im always surfing on the planet prism Im scalling walls of human source The force of a universal corpse Then I realize realize I was dreaming and I get high Get high and I realize that I just died I'm screaming and I'm yelling I dont want to die wake up start it over then I realize Copyright Published ©2000 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
FACES IN THE FIREPLACE
In the flames on the wood through the bleak there are faces in the fireplace I see one face this very hour this face is dull to it's very percing sight another face another face maybe this hour not any the same each individual unique Somebody listen to me there faces in the fire place Copyright Published ©1998 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
CARDINAL BREATH
I never new how compassionate this could be like, dolphins leaping and establishing genesis thankful of the deliverence of what I possess Mat its charter animate and remain unbroken I know your faces, can not forget those dynamic days My deep eyed mercy is looking to regard and outwiegh I was a ninny walked by paths and crooked ways I thought of myself loving and singing with no questions in mind, only a smile to say There are no croosroads, you need to know I need you Copyright Published ©1998 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
ORANGE AND BLACK HOLIDAY
Pumpkins in the windows, Autumn Leaves Goblins And Ghosts. Holloween It's an orange and black holiday when the children dress to play Widows in the windows, witches on broom sticks black cats across your paths, black magic It's an orange and black holiday when the children dress to play Boys and girls in the streets haunted houses, trick or treat It's an orange and black holiday when the children dress to play Copyright Published ©1998 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
THE YET BECOMES YOURS
After living the story called life I'm sleeping like a dream I'm searching for a mirror Will I see my soul or my last reincarnated figure? My cosmic cousins visit me here and one day they will appear out there When I'm awake I hear this ringing in my ears and these words came to my head The yet becomes yours It's funny , out there she says my love dream about me and in here it's like lover remember me Signals The past seems present The future seems familar There's one thing I have to say is the yet it's not similar Copyright Published ©1998 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
THE FIRST DAY OF RAIN
The First Day of Rain The garden was full of sorrow Songbirds and unusual winds whistled a rhyme Clouds caused to appear and cast down darkness For this was the first day the sun didn't shine The serpent moonstruck the night before and sin shall be with man forevermore Our Lord shouts and screams, his tears fall from heaven and spring the streams Man shall live upon the soil, work his hands as black as oil Women who bear children shall have intense pain For this was the Lord's punishment For this was the first day of rain Copyright ©2000 John O'Hara Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
WHITE ELF
Help I've dropped below I'm slugged, I need some help The degree is slow The touch of the white elf Runaway to a warm place Runaway to that warm embrace My legs draw weak, it stings My blood begins to freeze The pain of the white elf is chasing me winds blow hard snow tornadoes at large The pain of the White Elf Copyright Published ©1998 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
OPERATION WHITE HOUSE
Running soldiers and running faith Storman Norman is scared to death They chased him down they took his head he lead us once but know he's dead all around the White House demons climbing, crawling in and out Fire is burning from bottom to top goul are gouging, they will not stop Operation White House Operation White House Operation White House Why dont you come to my house? Retreat is upon the president There is no more faith in Mr. Clintons' head his wife has been killed and raped All of his love has now turned to hate Operation White House Operation White House Operation White House Why dont you come to my house? Operation White House Operation White House Operation White House Why dont you come to my house? Copyright Published ©1998 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
AN OLD DAY OF A LIVE NIGHT
I've fallen into a question of cause I've fallen in love I hate waking the spirit in sleep missing the event of a kiss I hear the breath of the past I feel it in the breeze Knowing no stategies it passes through the trees The moon is my friend The night sky was meant for me I love to whistle to the thin clouds in the breeze When I'm with you I drift into another light I can see far, faraway into this live night Copyright Published ©1998 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
COMMON LAW
The story always goes like this They come at me clinching thier fists But the thing they dont know about me The risk is always more than what it seems It isn't in the way you approach me or the way that you walk It isn't in the name that you give me or the way you talk It's Law It's Law Common Law I see them and I see in thier eyes They come at me with all of their might The thing that they dont realize is that I'm always ready to fight It doesnt matter if you scare me or if I feel safe It doesnt matter if its important or who's to blame It's Law It's Law Common Law So when you speak to me, speak to me clearly I want to be sure that I hear you When you preach to me, preach to me freely Cause here's the thing I'm trying to tell you I don't want you to go to far or dig to deep I don't want to know who you are just remember one thing It's Law It's Law Common Law Should'ves, would'ves, could'ves and cant's They mean you shouldn't take that chance But with the double dealing mayhem at work The trouble always seems to expand Imtimidation won't always work nor the way that you walk Forget about wishful thinking or the way that you talk It's Law It's Law Commom Law Copyright Published ©1998 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
THE OTHER REALITY
I'm raking leaves, combing the earths' hair What's in the sea? Is there something down there? Can I really see the future? Can I be blind for loving nature? See the alien ride the dolphin. Watch the dolphin guide the alien. I combed mothers' hair. I hope she looks good for you We're not to prepared. Maybe we're scared of you Take away our fear. Make it disapear. Make us believe. Come down like leaves. See the alien ride the dolphin. Watch the dolphin guide the alien. The Other Reality Copyright Published ©1991 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
SNAKE RIVER
It's a glimpse of a land out of a fairytale An old world perserved for our eyes, which will not bale. Glowing green grass, blazing blue water to journey pass. Its ever once seen Snake River it's an alas. The ones close to me, I desire to explore them to her. Only she's so way, away , one day, for now I'll use her. Snake River, I'll remember for a peace of mind Snake river, dont want to forget for the glimpse is mine. Copyright Published ©1998 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
WITCH CRAFT
From hot wheels, Sant Claus, army men, and baseball cards. To witch craft, crystal balls, quija boards, and tarot cards. As the winds blow I will rock Until the bow breaks I wont stop From candy, teddy bears, puppy love, and barbie dolls. To idols, medicine, seances, and voodoo dolls. From toy guns, comic books, dinosaurs, and wishing wells. To broom sticks, magic books, horoscopes, and casting spells. Like a bird I will fly until burn I wont die. Witch Craft Bewitched Copyright Published ©1989 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
ONE CHASE ALL CHASE
Bubble gum bubble gum in a dish how many pieces do you wish? Seven 123456 Not because your dirty Not because your clean It's just because its written in Revalations 13 Black Roses Black roses in the garden of death How many do you pick? Seven 123456 Not because your dirty Not because your clean It's just because its written in Revalations 13 Mickey Mouse built a house How many bricks did he lay? Seven 123456 Not because your dirty Not because your clean It's just because its written in Revalations 13 wishes roses and bricks six thousnad three score and six Copyright Published ©1988 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
NATURES' KISS
I had a conversation with a bird, and her words were not of happiness. I knew she was speaking for her kind. The ones who search for a new place to nest. I only spoke for myself, because Im embarrassed of my kind. Could've heard and felt what the birds went through, a few things might be fine. After experiencing and writing this I'am wondering if I'm the only person who had a conversation with nature and loved its kiss lalalalala Natures' Kiss Copyright Published ©1991 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
DANCING IN THE MOONLIGHT
Nature is our religion we worship we hug a tree The future is unpleasent we fortell We need green peace Bring us back to the past to the green, green grass Lets go back to being happy Lets go dancing naked in the moonlight Copyright Published ©1989 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
PLANETS OF PEACE
Somewhere in the galaxy there's a place for a new alpha with a blue print of the stars I can build my houses I'll build them not to close to my sun and not to far I want every eye in the telescopes to see my silent star I'am creating worlds of wonder so I can make it thunder No man will call them home only beauty will grow Planets of animals and flowers Planets of peace Copyright Published ©1989 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
THE TEAR COLLECTOR
Does the term of existence bring you down? well that its gravitational pull We are prisoners in the dungeon of reality the whole world is full But I know a man that can loosen those chains All you have to do is believe in his name They call him the Tear Collector You have heard of many gods so you must be lost I know you have only heard of one devil and you know the cost I know a man who can loosen the chains All you have to do is believe in his name They call him the Tear Collector He's there to hear you and there to hold you He's there to love you and there to know you and all the tears you cry he will never ask you why. Copyright Published ©1990 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
QUESTION
There's a story to be told I await It's a mistake, the one who sees us see us ache Sin didnt begin in the garden of eden remember the angels that fell from heaven In the begining that's my question Nor in heaven or my soul will rest until the truth is confessed I await Copyright Published ©1988 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
I'M IN LOVE WITH A NUN
My Dear please dont suffer she has so much to offer I'll do time in hell just to set her free I'm unchristian enough to make her unholy I'm in love with a nun Mary Catherine We're going to get handfasted You can call it a black wedding Ly down your rosary, and be my wife Lay down your bible,and give me your life Copyright Published ©1989 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
STAGE FRIGHT
I dont want to go out there But here I come Catterpillers crawl inside me and it doesnt tickle Chrysalises are splitting inside me and it's quite painful Butterflies are fying inside me and it is'nt delightful My skin is crawling I blame you all for this pain It's a bit frightning but I'am brave The cats got my tongue and it wont let go and it doesn't tickle Copyright Published ©1989 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
SAVAGES
I'm in love but in love with no one this is the perfect place to go insane He says that its lonliness I say the world is to blame We are the world The savages to be blamed We are not the earth She is the one to be loved and not to be shamed I have no pillow to comfort me I sleep in whats left of the woods I try to remain in harmony and peace is a harmony we all need to sing to I'm in love I'm in love with what's left of the woods Do not lust her do not practice Do not touch the green for I will have you Were coming down speaking for the earth We are her and you are a savage I maybe flesh and blood but you are a savage a termite savage a human termite check it out look around you buildings it hurts god Damm cars its killing you your killing yourself\you fucking fool You fucking mother fucking fool and your a fucking savage Copyright Published ©1990 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
SO BY HIS BLOOD SO BY HIS NAME
I have my mom and dads blood thier lust made my mix My heart is week my system is shit I need a transfusion I need a fix Lay me back for the best carve the Gods name upon my chest Pump his blood into my viens So by his blood so by his name I'am loved I'am saved So by his blood so by his name I'll lick the juice I'll lick the flames So by his blood so by his name Copyright Published ©1989 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
GROUND ZERO
An inevitable thing crawling underneath Terrorizing all that we make It fills in the cracks with which it creates with rubble from crumble made by its waves The ground will shift and change place and rearrange Opening new doors to see more and more Copyright Published ©1998 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
RETURN TO THE FOREST
There's such a perfection to know love A fullfillment to return to the forest Innocence is being above A return to the forest If you wish then become Dont be ashamed Share your virginity with the wind and the rain Let your innocence be free to any thought that you desire and that will be your outer reality but remember you are the only power Surrender to the wind and the rain and return to the forest Copyright Published ©1990 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
BURNING IN ZEST
I'am aware of my being in control with a deep breath every fear acts now In God and hope I'am involved joining on keepsake I've fallen low I know the meaning and nothing will oppose I will perish and qauntize but have no rest Because I'am so taste the tears Only I understand my own vows Can't you see We are burning in zest I'am laughing, laughing, and laughing deep down inside second helpings are funny The only value is just a being The only value a being has is word Copyright Published ©1995 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
PORTABLE PLAYHOUSE
In fear and silence only to preserve In lust and loudness only to leave the earth I'am not against it I'am not for it When it stops to exist It itself stops to exist Because it's more likely to die in a nearby town Will you fly with me come inside In my unidentified Portable Playhouse I'am souled now I was souled then It's a revolution A question of conception Because it's more likely I'll die in a nearby town Copyright Published ©1997 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
IRON/STONE
I'm riding real smoothly across the lightning sky Silently tearing a wound in my mind a pretty boy gone ugly have nothing to hide Sometimes I want to say fuck it Sometimes I want to die Knowing it lonely, trying to see why Feeling it stronger, an echo inside wasting my time, losing my mind Remembering dreams causing me to scream Thinking in circles wished it go away A star that is shooting traveling in space This day is old My heart is so cold Voices im my head history is dead Copyright Published ©1998 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
PREHISTORIC 1999
Today we bow our heads to the land for the redness is in the sky The earth is shaking the history of life Invaded space and the planet dies Species upon species wasted away forever gone endless decay Mountians bleed as the seas are boiling Old land falling with new land arising The sun is a step closer a shortened ozone layer The evolution is calling with or without a prayer Prehistoric 1999 Copyright Published ©1991 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
LIFE AS A GERBIL
I was eating from the tube like the same thing everyday I did this food process just before I'd play I ran through the gravel slid around this big glass wall that wall I kept climbing get halfway then I'd fall I watch everyone one look at me from the other world The place I could'nt climb to The place I never understood Now I play on my wheel I spin round and round over and under up and down On this day that I was spinning I would not complete the circular motion underneath my feet On the second rotation I died coming down I was still hanging on The wheel goes round and round Copyright Published ©1991 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
BEAUTY SOON DISMISSED
We're a millimeter of the universe We are so small yet we think we are so big Not realizing we are simply one leaf that falls from a tree It falls on trickling clear water That looks a mirror of glass and floats slowly across forming a beautiful path and the wind blows blows the future closer and closer whirling around litter From our unkindly cultures I look up and I see hills Hills of great green grass from our proudful mother All covered by a cumulas sky I take a deep inhaling breath of candid fresh air I do it know because it wont long be here Copyright Published ©1989 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
I FEEL THE SAME AS YESTERDAY
Today, I feel the same as yesterday you're ugly when you smile you're ugly when you dont smile you're ugly when asleep you're ugly when your awake You have mucus in the corners of you mouth I want to stick your eyes with tooth picks and poke them both out You're worth as much as an aphid no comprehension You're sick for your word You say your going to live forever worry whenever I say people die and they do it all the time How many times are you told? How many times are you told? Copyright Published ©1990 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
CAN I BE YOUR CHIMERA?
Can I be your vision? Can I be your scariest dream? Can I be your karma? Can I be your Chimera? I ride on spiders that crawl in the corners I work inside seashells I make the sound of water I play in distant outerspace and use planets as marbles I slip in and out of unconcious doors to plan unkown things for tomorrow I'am visions that your minds can see Try to expand and explain the visions of me I can be big or small anywhere and anything at all I'am no clone as I have no clone and I'm very motile I'am fortold and I have memmories and I'am in between Whether I'm alive or whether I'm dead You will always see me You can burn your flesh away and on your bone you will find me My, vomerine teeth smile at you as my eye winks There's more dreadful things that I can be My footprints can be on the pages of your diary Copyright Published ©1990 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
MONITORED
Let me plant this in your machinating heads We are being watched We are being heard All of our thoughts are being monitored The eyes of God are keen The violation of his laws shine oh so vividly So remember we are co stars, sinners in a improvised movie Picture this through the powers of your mind God and all his Angels sitting, eating popcorn and watching every thing occure When we are acting, sinning, and dying, not knowing we are being monitored Copyright Published ©1990 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
IN THE ASYLUM OF THE GODS
The soul, if it exists, can you tell me what color it is? What goes on in the asylum of the gods? Death is the way of flesh, so why our we so predjudice? Is war asport in the asylum of the gods? My brother is now in Saudi Arabia holding a gun and waiting for words to kill a man he does'nt know Copyright Published ©1991 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
KNOCK'EM DOWN'N UP
You cry wolf with a face of fear Pray prey for the devil himself is coming near You cry rape with a face of tears Pray prey for your saviour to answer your prayers The guilt is coming down on you like a bat out of hell in know time to break you Copyright Published ©1988 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
OUT OF DUST INTO ASHES
The seconds on the clock are ticking away will tomorrow become a yesterday? We can not sleep We are sheep without a sheperd We're in the grounds of the leoperd It's new years eve 1999 at midnight its the end of time? Out of dust into ashes will the world come to an end? Expire with fire Will the world come to an end? Time's to fast, age has us into Life's to short. Death cuts us into Sing this song it has to be sung it has to be sung in every tongue Copyright Published ©1989 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
NIGHT TIME BLINDNESS
Dreaming of heaven Love and paradise Christianity must be really nice knowing the Lord is saving your life But, in the dark the light shall not be Thou shall not see Night time blindness is eternity From sin to sin again and again The begining to the end I see nothing but my ears are open But, in the dark the light shall not be Thou shall not see Night time blindness is eternity Swiming in sin sinking like a rock The key to heaven is believing but i'm locked in the dark the light shall not be Thou shall not see Night time blindness is eternity Copyright Published ©1987 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
THESE WORDS
At this present moment my lips slightly open to say I Then my tongue touches the top of my mouth and falls back to say love, and finally my lips whisper the word you Copyright Published ©1990 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
ANOTHER NIGHT IN BAGHDAD (DEJA-VU)
I'am crawling in chemical rain My body is absorbing vapors like a sponge Oxygen is causing me pain I will die in minutes I feel my blistering lings Help me , Im suffacating Copyright Published ©1991 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
BENEATH MY SKIN
Little creepy crawly creatures sooth my arthritis slime and multiple eyes I make love to at night Dont be afraid slugs of creep travel about my inside and let me feel the slick little movements on my marrow You can leave anytime you want through my nostrils or my mouth but if your roaming about in my intsetine I may force you out through my rectum by accident of course Copyright Published ©1991 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
HIDDEN DRAGONS
He's inside the house Look under your rug he's crawling the diffusion the gradual spreading of its anger and its stress the emotion of pessivence and the strength to endure and possesses any will Now be watchful of your present enviornment ,and with it right under there noses they just burrow along content there is one in every crowd He knows who knows who's there they communicate without a sound And then your face to face with life or fate Become one of ten and you'll become a way to behave doing like many in a army but under the rug just the same Copyright Published ©1989 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
BENJAMIN
Flying a kite harder than it seems you could fall down you may drop your string It would fly high into the clouds and it wouldn't come down It would fly high into the big blue sky and it wouldn't come down Wipe that smile off your face little Benjamin you can get another kite someday, maybe if Daddy lets you, someday Copyright Published ©1989 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
FIRE FLY
Living breathing fire breathes Living breathing fire breeds Rising up into the sky Living breathing firefly Waving weaving side to side On and on the fires rise as the the paths in which it lies taking with it all our lives Ripping, tearing, burning flesh From our bone Crispy churning charcoal turning crackled popping fires dropping blistered blazing emenating configurating combustion kindled domestic hearth extinguished earth a fiery pain of raging scorch vehement heart fiery flash vehement burst smouldering ash Ripping, tearing, burning flesh From our bone Firefly Wires fry Copyright Published ©1999 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
TURBOA
Upon a time running with the scarecrows Someone scored a bag of Jesse James from St. Joe I fell in low that was miles ago Now I travel time spinning my wheels in turbo I have a story about a crazy ass snake Its ass come close to becoming gray flakes That fuckin snake jumped ten foot out of the fire I tried to kill it but he too is a sire You have to know I have to show you Lift, by the impulse of rhyme You have to know I have to show you Lift, this side of the time I'am inside before the touch of warmth Tuned before frost I'am evolution and youth I'm your son key vespers a massage mouth I'am turned away from your ricocheted death You have to know I have to show you Lift, by the impulse of rhyme You have to know I have to show you Lift, this side of the time Copyright Published ©1998 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
THE SUN SPILT
The sun spilt in a nightmare like dream or vision I could see hear and listen to the sparking dripping and spilling sun My cousin there knelt down in prayer In aw I look on thinking of home and gave one last stare Said it's time to go We knew the sun spilt Darkness fell here and home running fast growing cold Childrens' youthful eyes awoke in morning light This dream in point in time turning forward turning fright Seamed so real my touch had felt the breath of life in prayer Seamed so real my eyes had seen infer the cold and the bearer Copyright Published ©1998 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
KNOCK'EM DOWN'N UP AGAIN
The echoes of your screams can still be heard here and in the distance richocheing faraway Your bones still lie where you have died The wind has blown your flesh away Scream again mother lava errupts like sin He's here to knock em down and up again To spread his species from here to mars Earth sucks you down and gravity is farce Sharp and quick jaws he naws you raw You've seen what you saw You know his law Little infant evil with no ma and they call the devil grandpa Copyright Published ©1999 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
COLORING BOOKS
I'am glad I have mothers' coloring books I want to color a picture of a flower Mother says they were the earths' children and now there are only artificial ones I want to color a picture that says some thing I want to color a picture that says murder I want to color a picture of a animal Mother says they were the earths' gaurdians and now there are only artificial ones I want to color a picture that says some thing I want to color a picture that says murder Oh what is a flower? I never got to smell one Oh what is an animal? I never got to touch one I only have eight crayons in my hand to mix mistakes and madness and make them blend and to paint a picture of what I really miss a picture of beauty which no longer exists Copyright Published ©1999 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
ALL IS FLUX
A clear picture of a mirrors image in the pupil is what the eye gives In the diolations practice your focus find the holograms hocus pocus Invisible people in societys nature bi lingaul creatures in community structure an eveolutionary cosmic selection The growing process of a quatum connection Oscillations, the vibrations in brains specific thoughts collapse the function in waves various states of our relative strengths The big bang starts all over again Deconstructive postmodern rejection objects the view of the dynamic conception Emergent patterns born through multiplication Indeterminate of situations Percieving is to actualize whats really real is in disguise potential things always in our lives conclusions always infinitly arrive All is Flux Copyright Published ©1999 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
A NEW TRANSFORMATION
23 + 23 =46 it's a universal cosmic mix Enjoying love to become one with many days of the moon and sun I have found so much, nothing less oh, there is pleasure in our sex I feel myself in you, playing a part in your womb A new soul is being born from Gods ' lightning storm Now is now and there's no tomorrow may our reflections mend our sorrow You are like electricity a giver of power and energy We will be saviors in many revelations Three souls in life creation Three souls in transformation Copyright Published ©1992 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
THE GHOST OF EDGAR ALLAN POE
It was the happiest day , It was the happiest hour Everything was sweet, Nothing was sour But today his spirit wont remain still His soul searches for another life to fill It is a dream within a dream in all that we see or seem Do you believe in ghosts? Do you believe in Poe? There's no special haunting place Through a Ouija board we communicate Would you like to see a ghost? Would you like to see Poe? Walk backwards twelve times around his grave, then call him by his name Copyright Published ©1990 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
BIKER CHICS
Hunting the Fox, is the Fox Hunting me? They're in the streets popping wheelys Shes got to take it deep Saddle on the seat Keep my Motor on I'm miles in to be as far from home Lurky witchy eyes the stars go by universal ride rhythym in the skys Keep my motor on I'm miles in Biker Chics keep your motor on Respecting the rock the rock is to roll We're in the meet She's really speedy She's taking in deep Handle the heat Keep my Motor on I'm miles in to be as far from home Lurky witchy eyes the stars go by universal ride rhythym in the skys Keep my motor on I'm miles in Biker Chics keep your motor on Copyright Published ©1999 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
INPATH
Bleeding for me? Can I heal for you? I can not, therefore, you will bleed to death Stop your screaming You imbesile No one wants to help you, so let the good lord let you die You are sessile to the dorsal of man Unwantful in madness just set back and watch it like a lucid dream Copyright Published ©1996 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
FALLING INTO AUTUMN
Where are you Queen of space? We need you father of time! We are falling Natures' chills are in the air Naked trees are everywhere Look to the birds flying south Taste the frost in your mouth The leaves fall, autumn calls watch them sway and pause For beliefs people die Freeze me in the blood of Christ Evil is maturing Icy death isnt far of Our colors are changing, and the ground is'nt getting soft From space it is blue. Farther down it turns brown and deeper there is love The glow inside you Copyright Published ©1991 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
THE DOOR WE ALL ENTER
Lets scope out what's inside ourselves In what no one has besides yourself Let's not be concealed to argue Look into the world that shines behind you As I walk thru these concrete webs I wonder what's inside the heads inside my head From love comes spring Hold knowledge until winter I have seen the door we all enter Copyright Published ©1995 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
AUGUST MOON
As the sun shines throught the day what part in life do I play? at any second a second may count walk steady, smile, and bow Drian my rivers dry as my spirit spins in time Your love was warm wind My bones, now, can not chime Autumn is in the air during this autumn moon For the first time sorrow reckonized tomorrow soon really means soon I can't keep my head out of the sky Tell me,,well me I'am here I have the seas in my eyes, soon it will be clear I have autumn brown bones tell ya,, well ya have a choice My smile sings a song alone, and that gave me a voice Deep in her eyes There is peace in her skys although she suffers too I sleep in the night There is dreams in my life just because of you I'am no longer scared and you know why In what life gave to fear I shall not cry Mother of mother I know your love I'am another who'll never forget I'am a father a giver of love One is another~another beget Copyright Published ©1994 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
D6 MY EYES ACCELERANDO
My childhood dreams , malevent I've seen demons on the roof They barked all night in my head I've heard the wind chasing the dead My youth, my eyes accelerando My life, my eyes accelerando I was in the hands of my guide I've jumped three times out my window, out my window, out the window, and never died My youth, my eyes accelerando My life, my eyes accelerando Copyright Published ©1997 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
SPLIT DIFFERENCE
Shes's edible consume her before she decays It will settle you You need to know what you betray She is peace She is love She's there for you Divulge, indulge enlighten the dispute Split the difference your heart collects Demand yourself to divide and respect As our lifes fall hopes fade like our illusion hidden in shade As the sun sleeps affections grow cold Frozen in dream destinies secrets told My service is split difference. Copyright Published ©1997 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
WITCH HUNT
For people and earth to get along We were hunted down then we were hung burned us to a staked that's what they did Tracked us down hard Fed us with disgrace with the witch hunt Poverty and medicine is all that we had We talked with the spirits, accompanied with the dead Rational private practice Some good some bad They stereo typed us both and that's what thay have planned to conduct a witch hunt and put us all to death and put us all to death I'm a witch Copyright Published ©1996 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
INSTINCTIVE SORROW
This is a disease of which no one can prevent No cells, no physicians For even a doctor can come down with this sorrow, exortion, feeling of sorrow with the rational mind Only he who falls and can not get up will not be able to stay in touch with the eqaution of the human instinct and the natural abillities to think when one can get up and start again He will do thrice of what he did then with Instinctive Sorrow Copyright Published ©1998 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
SUN BURN
Burnt flesh, cherry skin Hot cells, scorching thick Red tissues creeps and crawls Lotion is over all Intense , immense pain Broiled eggs in my brain stir fry our my eyes hair frayed from where they laid dead mucus on my tongue White skin, showing scars organs soft, rotted through Sunburn has stricken you I can feel the heat on my face I can see the change in my state psycokinesis is just a game cooking, in and out tearing, hear me shout scared stiff, wide eyed open mouth, voice died sun rays, so strong thought I could take it I was wrong I must be dreaming ya right My finger nails are black as night I hate this day I wish it would go away I wish it had never come but I'm already sunburned Oh God I can feel the heat Big bubbly blisters , all over my body too much pain to even move I know what I am, I'm a sun God or a man from the sun I can shoot fire from my finger tips Oh the agony, 'and the peeling Such bright color, I mind as well be a lobster I can just see it claws ripping throught my hands' urthru popping out my ass I'll crawl away slowly slowly , and die in the sand Copyright Published ©1998 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
INTENSE REDEEMED BLOOD
In the vast of winter days cold became the glaze of winters eyes of storm glaring at me Standing on a pier I see a frozen ocean mirror and myself is a sight of gleam To free this land of paranioa is a hope in which I seek Victimized I'am with this superficial dream There seems to be no enlightment in this reeking blood I bleed The type is scars and must be healed for I can spiritually see The chill of the air nearly matches my heart a heated red toucing blue In these iced thoughts and hardend love My future holds no view Copyright Published ©1998 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
NEVER DRYS
I can still feal it in me I can still feel it on me the plaque that lives and grows deep within I still try to hold it yet its so hard to hold it I keep it in my box of sins I can't take it no longer I can't take it no longer The pain that lives and breathes deep in me but it makes me stronger it is stonger and weaker than me and I still try to hold this yet its so hard to hold this I have to keep it deep in me and I dont want to do this yet I still gotta do this My impulse is stonger and quicker than me I'm laughing cause I know The power in my eyes I'm laughing cause I know that water never drys We're laughing cause we know the power in our eyes We're laughing cause we know that water never drys Copyright Published ©1998 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
THAW
Wasting all my time and space then another takes my place from you, you fucking bitch I hope you rot in hell that's the kind of heat you'll need to melt the frozen seed you breed in mye you fucking bitch carnivorous whore wasting all my mind, my life my love, my heart, my sight, my pride then you look at me like I should blow it off The think thats there you fail to see is the black, black hate and you and you only cause in me The pounding and the suffacting, the blaming and the hateful raging and you are so intimidating looking at the time that's lost and the things gone wrong I look at you like your just another slut. Thaw Bitch Thaw Copyright Published ©1996 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk/Brian Byrd
FOR THE SAKE OF
Kill For the sake of killing Feel For the sake of feeling Run For the sake of running Live For the sake of living Laugh For the sake of laughing Cry For the sake of crying Love For the sake of loving Die For the sake of dying Hide For the sake of hiding Lie For the sake of lying Pound For the sake of pounding Hate For the sake of hating Just For The Sake Copyright Published ©1996 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
INSIDE
I've been crying all of my life Crying inside, and I've been trying all of my life Trying to hide Yes, those are tears Yes, thats my face Yes, thats my fear No, I never feel safe So don't trust my smile it's only there to trick you look into my soul I have some thing to show you Look into my soul I have something to show you I've been crying all my life Crying inside I've been trying all my life trying to hide hide the tears and hide my face Copyright Published ©1997 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
THE GOBLIN WARS
Directly out of Angband the Goblins march You can hear them coming You can hear thier song The Black, The Black Down To Goblin Town you go my lad and so the Goblins marched on High thier flag was hung and there Glaurung hung above following thier song Glaurung, so strong Father of Dragons so old but powerful Dragon of gold Breathing death and a heart so cold Great Worm Swish swash crush smash Down, Down to Goblin Town you go my lad! Grip grab pinch nab Down, Down to Goblin Town you go my lad! Clash smack whip crack Down, Down to Goblin Town you go my lad! Pound pound far underground Down, Down to Goblin Town you go my lad! Beat bash Goblins laugh Down, Down to Goblin Town you go my lad! Crash sanp the deep crack Down, Down to Goblin Town you go my lad! Copyright Published ©1996 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
CLEAN
We are like clouds kissing in the sky Our kisses make rain, the love in moms eye Life flows like water, by and by Age is like ice it makes life a dream Then soon death comes and turns you into steam We remodel the mind and recycle the soul Your a precious process like H2o Copyright Published ©1996 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
COSMIC SYNCRONY
The lunerous signs that are built in our eyes and the sky as it shines is the map of our minds all comes to him who hustles while he waits a man must move on to experience his fate wisdom is knowing when to speak it can be a struggle thinking of things nothing is good or bad thinking makes it so a holographic picture of the body and the soul The jist behind the gesture is one thats well worthy laughing if there is an answer its well worth asking Its a universal rehearsal a rehearsal reversal it's a fictional fact tracendtal meditation the meaning of life and death 1997 The imagination the social vision why do we dream the soul is a rainbow the eyes are the window and time is a two way street Copyright Published ©1997 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
HOOD WINK
I feel blueish and a little sunk what's so treatning, yet it will come who can be so blind of this trickery how can you know the greatest heresy You'll start social madness if I decide to were my hat with eyes of guilt you wont see that I'am with, with drawn I withhold what's within Your without witness and cannot bring me in I have purple eyes and silver tongue My teeth remain firm as I eat the sun my magic charms as the light of the moon I walk freely away from your statue The fire is burning but the ash won't be me And with eyes of guilt you wont see me Copyright Published ©1997 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
THOUGHT I WAS DEAD
A thought thats caught in my head I think that I'm better off dead Come along and step inside heel to heel toe to toe Go until I can't take no more My feet lift and I disapear in the smoke my wings spread and I fly over the world I knew it was a man that was buried deep inside me I tried to wear a mask but I knew it could'nt hide me I tried to express all the things inside me tried to close my eyes knew it couldn't blind me I Thought I was Dead I Thought I was Dead Copyright Published ©1999 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
VINCULUMN BREVE
Nerves to the bone someone say open a bottle of Tensor Tympani Cheers to the days of melancholy Vinculumn Breve comes like russet weeds It creeps it's what is up our sleeve It sneeks in our auditorys panics cavitys It's not a disease makes you want to dance Vinculumn Breve sounds of a rhythymic trance Copyright Published ©1999 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
SAID LET IT BE DEAD
Distract, attack, destroy, Im a double layered poker player looking good and living good not looking like I'm living good Forget the facts you know The chance you had before Shit I can't ignore can't take no f***ing more Deduct the ones you f***ed remember to erupt look up to number one here comes another one So let it be done let it be said let it be dead Copyright Published ©2000 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
FAITH
Let us chew on your unholy hearts. Dear God, don't let this, don't let the war start. The fire is lit. match thrown away. Earth down to ashes . This is the day. Spirits roar and cry. Along with man they fight and they die. Enough tears to make rivers. Sorrow, for many a day. The book of life holds every good name. The only day it will stop is the day your saved. Don't cry on my shoulder. Hear my words, bid them well. Jesus is our savior. Keep faith or persish in hell.
Copyright Published ©1991 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
FOR LIFE
I'm wasting my time in lying on this bed and crying remembering unwanted dreams a holographic projected scream my thought tears a wound in my imagery and full is the moon as my eyes can see how can I forget what I've yet to see The past always coming to me The present always pounding at me Of a vindictive nature and surrounded by chaos always searching for something to stop it This day just felt so long ago with no memory of hope astral burst of every day universe, remodeling How can I forget what I've yet to see the past always coming to me The present always pounding at me Light is the weapon against darkness sound is the weapon against quiet fire galaxy stars away in a cloud of black and gray for life. Copyright Published ©1999 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
3:00 AM
Dear Diary it was 3:00 am I took a walk through the woods where I'd never been All I could hear was myself walking on leaves The wind blew hard through the leaves on the trees it was very dark I really couldnt see till this tree reached down and put it's arms around me I was hoisted high into the air all of the trees continued to stare I started to feel funny for the most part weak Then a word of authority powered to speak I heard with my ears it was mostly in my head I didn't know whether I was alive or whether I was dead The trees assured me I'd be fine as long as I wrote this diary of thier time The time of their existance Their pressence in me The time of their possesion The possesion of a tree Copyright Published ©1988 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
S.O.L.
When your gasping for air wondering what went wrong trying to catch your breath wondering what you've done I dont see as a person who is down on thier luck I just see as a victim who is shit out of luck Wondering what to do Wondering while I kill you Wondering what to say Wondering what might save you Dont think that I'am crazy Don't think that I'am nuts just see yourself as some who is just shit out of luck Copyright Published ©1999 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
JUSTIFIABLE HOMICIDE
Happily I cry with terror you ask why your life is mine for you the end of time Now you get what you deserve, should'nt bet without thought first Some thing you'll regret Give you something you wont forget Justifiable Homicide Im along for that ride Justifiable Homicide The justice that is mine Copyright Published ©1999 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
THE THREE OF US
It's just the three of us , me you ,and evil We can have fun just killing the time You've ever heard of asylum sports? Listen to the vampire song that satan hums He temps to wet your whistle with redrum This is a verse from the song the three of us Evil loves me I think that's what I think he said Evil loves me I think that's what I think he said Hatred is the key to the ignition of sin Accelerate the deed and you'll drift in Hatred is the key to the ignition of sin Accelerate the deed and you'll drift in Evil has'nt touched me until I touch you Evil has'nt touched me until I touch you Hey, The Three of Us Hey, The Three of Us The Three of Us Hatred is the key to the ignition of sin Accelerate the deed and you'll drift in Hatred is the key to the ignition of sin Accelerate the deed and you'll drift in It's the theme into the climax You know what I mean ,you use an ax Hey, The Three of Us Hey, The Three of Us The Three of Us It's just the three of us , me you ,and evil We can have fun just killing the time You've ever heard of asylum sports? Listen to the vampire song that satam hums He temps to wet your whistle with redrum This is a verse from the song the three of us Copyright Published ©1998 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
NO PAIN IN FANTASY
Lie to me, dont get me real I feel no pain in fantasy Drive over me in Caspers car I can get back up and start over again Just as long as the bad couldnt be wrong Thier is no chance for good to be right Who made that up anyway? In dire need of water for what purpose is the thirst Dizzy sensless cycle I think I ll just stand my ground Reread myself reread myself Story freaks me out makes me laugh Helps it all to go some where Copyright Published ©1996 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
AN ESCAPE I ALLOWED
Here he comes from around the way keeps on chasing me everyday He keeps a runnin never turns back never looks ahead just stays right on track Monkey see monkey do you do the monkey and the monkey does you one two how many do you do you find the numeral that shines on you It shows your addiction It shows your lust for alcohol and for drugs be it pills be it dust be it a needle all three if you must He keeps a runnin comin along He keeps a runnin comin on strong He keeps a runnin never loses track The mokeys on my back Im highly on drugs and theres no doubt Im real flakey and im real far out nothing in my head theres semen on my brain semen of the mokey leaving a permanent stain I got the mokey on my back Hes clawing at my nack and my head Copyright Published ©1991 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
THROUGH BITCH
Dont ever think you know more than i know cause I know you better than you know yourself I still remember what you said No matter what happens we will always be friends Your giving me your bullshit driving me up a wall Driving me to drink Pushing me to fall I dont need another fucking problem like you I've got three words for you were fucking through We're through bitch Your making me crazy I hate myself your giving me pressure bother someone else I dont need another fucking problem like you I've got three words for you we're fucking through Copyright Published ©2000 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
NEVER SMILE
Super senseless words in with a twist Im in from the rain and them Im out through the mist I will get to the end of the rainbow I will see through the eyes of the sparrow I will walk through the door where time goes I will fly to the sky where only God knows I wont mention the howls and the growls of the wolves and the priests Inmoral thought with a linguistic twist I feel my brain trippin and it risks I will walk through the door where time goes I will fly to the sky where only God knows Never gonna laugh never gonna smile Im Never gonna laugh Im never gonna smile Never gonna laugh or smile I will walk through the door where time goes I will fly to the sky where only God knows I wont mention the howls and the growls of the wolves and the priests Its all the same thing all the time anyway the same shit same thing all the time same place and when im down on my kness and im praying and im begging for God to please start saving me from all these things that Im seeing and the crazy shit that I believe in Damm I keep having flashbacks I step back and my mind cracks From the bright light Im blind in the night time Can you see whats on my face? Can ya tell whats on my mind? Can ya figure it out yet? Are you ready to accept? My madness is in your face My attack is to penetrate My brain halucenates I will make you feel all of my pain! My Pain!! Its the kind of my pain wont you try the chemical that operates my mind it goes around tender places all of the time you stoled my mind then ya stoled my mind then ya stoled my face then ya stoled my name then ya stoled my hate Stoled my hate!! Never gonna laugh never gonna smile Im Never gonna laugh Im never gonna smile Never gonna laugh or smile I will walk through the door where time goes I will fly to the sky where only God knows I wont mention the howls and the growls of the wolves and the priests Copyright Published ©2000 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
LABRYNTH
Do not forget who we are We need to connect With the inner guidance The need to survive in this labrynth of life The strings of the halographic universe Makes into puppets Creating the world of conciousness Copyright Published ©1997 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
GOT TO DO IT SLOW
See this is what I got when I shut my eyes All of thoughts mind This is what I want when I clinch these fists All I want to do is slit these wrists All there is to be dead All of you has me said Cant you even care The anguish isn’t fare All the things of my blood The anguish of my blood Can stop my blood The anguish in my blood And now your going to die And don’t explain to me why The hate in my eyes To take your life I hate you All the things Im going to do You pissed me off my blood The chance you ever had My attitude just grows It’ so hard to let you go All the hate in life My pain won’t go You cannot go It’s so hard to let you go I hate you that fucking bad You make me that fucking mad All this will be dead It’s been so fun Got to f**k it slow Got to do it slow The harder as you go My head it hits your thought Never I’ll be caught Who’s the fucking boss? I’m ordering you Somewhere I’m through And even if it aint true I’ll be right there after you I’ll kick your ass after Show your ass my thoughts Bury you around Make you merry down Make your fucking life Take you fucking down Kick your ass in the after life Then ya blame me Never do you see You’re the fucking urge You get what you deserve I’m about to kill you slow Can’t make you thaw I’ll get a fucking life and kill you in the after life Why? Copyright Published ©1997 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
LUCK IS CONFIDENCE
On the day that I never to question On the way to a different dimension I’ve seen something That I’ll never forget I’ve seen something that I’ve never seen yet Clear white walls surrounding me Once where I went away Teasing me Ever have stars? Here at Now is all gray Can see it Copyright Published ©1997 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
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REALM
run run run to a lake beneath is a place called home jump jump jump in the lake beneath is a path home Stuff my corpse with scented flowers And bury me Let me be subliminal every living thing I’m asleep in my wake my death is dead eons are like seconds we are stars with the rest Copyright Published ©1997 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
HATE YOUR HEART
Intra fear The breaking down of things Attention hands ability Consolidation is the key Never listen to your heart Always listen to your brain They go the same way They do the same thing Over the element of surprise Always stay organized Air water fire go where they decide Life in your breath keeps us from death Always listen to your brain Never listen to your heart They do the same thing They go the same place I’m an in breed ed nazi No one can stop me I have tricks up my sleeve They never got me Never listen to your heart Always listen to your brain They do the same thing They go the same place I’m Lifeless I’m Ruthless I’m Timeless I’m Pointless Copyright Published ©2000 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
CONSTITUTIONAL JUNKIES
I'm nothing but a number under the goverments power these constitutional junkies got me flowing with anger with their confinement and thier systematical bullshit they flaunt thier f**king freedom the ones that make me spit The judge and the jury and the people are my fury now I'm standing on top of the world my mother sees me there and she's waving Constitutional Junkies thier political monkeys bureaucratical bullshit you won't find that with me Copyright Published ©1997 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
SUBLIME MIND
To choke in your sleep is a guilty conscious To run in your sleep you know it's a sign of violence Sublime Mind The sycronions questions in our everyday life Contravertious Contraversy I've been dosing some antidote Pictionary Dictionary Sublime Mind Copyright Published ©1996 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
RIDDLE MAKER
I'm walking through a garden you've only seen in a dream or two I don't know what makes two plus two all I know is I know of you So guess what's inside me win a prize I realize never an amswer only lines to a riddle Copyright Published ©1996 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
WHEN I DANCE FOR MY GOD
When I dance images of candles burn When I dance pages of prose turn The story tellers face is wicked He can really give it to you Tell it like it is Give you the full effect When I dance for my God I see myself happy I see myself naked A Shadow of Light Copyright Published ©1996 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
WE ARE WHAT WE ARE EVER
Across the world we are ne Designed to go forward music deeply embedded in you Targeted Breaking Points Symbolic Communication The look the feel We are what We are ever Copyright Published ©1997 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
MISSING TIME & MISSING TOYS
The void omitts thinks little of us Not now present truly living acquantance I have no earthly trust I have no compass to find it's just Missing time and missing toys The common place that inspires hope not now present catcth the coming rope The clock swings slow Its coming shows oblivion Oh Missing time and missing toys Copyright Published ©1997 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
VANDALED WATERS
It takes tens of thousands of years to be and we can destroy it in a blink of the eye Water is overloaded with our pollution Alot of uses for our sacred water Ruined waters Ruined waters but still the same they may die Vandaled valueble value valuation Vamp the valueless valve and the finger points to many visionless discorded over Man Age Ment they may die Vandaled Waters Copyright Published ©1999 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
SOUL MIRROR
You can see yourself in my eyes I will tear in and see myself die I can not figure why I should try your not enough for me to see Look into these eyes dont that amaze me Look into them see whats in side me Put on my feet and you will fall down your not enough for me you see Picture perfect why so louzy to find You will not find mine its a horror of anguish This ones aint mine it dont exist A home thats a home where I'll have to go to Copyright Published ©1999 Begets of Autumn.com/BMI/John O'Hara/Dan Wilk
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