so depressed, I longed to have you near
                   ...right by my side
broken-bodied and confused...your touch
                        just vaporized
I thought I found in you the one to now 
                       fulfill my goal
but all you did was raise my hopes and then
                 those hopes you stole.

To think...I'd lie and fantasize
to feel your touch from my inside,
never would've thought you'd prove
uncapable my world to move.

I've known some...put you to shame
their worst of times passed your best aims,
so small your piece and deep my soul...
no chance you'd ever make me whole.