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God?

Tonight's another night
I wonder aimlessly
To put it all in place
A picture I don't see
And when I close my eyes
I don't care if I wake
I use the same excuses
I make the same mistakes
Sometimes it seems so hard
Like you're ignoring me
I wonder if you do exist
Than what you mean to me
Sometimes I think you hate me
Sometimes I think you hate me
Is this some kind of test
Or a way to make me see
There has to be a reason
Why it's happening to me
How much more to cry
Until I have a clue
The emptiness I'm feeling
Does it come down to you
Show me everything
And tell me what to feel
My eyes have been so jaded
That I don't know what is real

Sometimes I think you hate me
Sometimes I think you hate me

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Numb

On and on day to day
With games that you play
Cause it comes down to
Things that you do and say
And it's all justified
When your speaking your mind
But when I give my opinion
You think that I'm out of line
Too bad for you
We're shooting straight from the hip and There's no way
To prove that we aint legit
How can you know what we feel
When you're not in our head
It's time to chill with yourself and listen up instead
Don't try to play me like some fool
I don't' enjoy your games
You make us out to be so cruel
Because we don't see things your way
The example that you set
Is really warping me
Don't even have a clue
Just what you do to me
Everything I do
You seem to pick apart
I try to be sincere
Despite a change of heart
So push back attack
And be like the rest
You get a thought in your mind
And then you beat it to death
Is it too much to ask
Just to leave me alone
Haven't you heard of respect
Or do you have to be shown
Don't try to play me like some fool
I don't' enjoy your games
You make us out to be so cruel
Because we don't see things your way

One thing
That I've been wondering
Please tell me why
Everyone in the world
Has to be like you
All my life
Been someone on my back
Then you wonder
Why I'm so quick to attack
You never see things
From my point of view
It always seems to come down
To close minded you
Yeah the scales
Are lifted from my eyes
It took me way too long
Just to realize
I'm no different than you
Nor do I think I'm above
But when it comes to your type
I got no feelings at all
Don't try to play me like some fool
I don't' enjoy your games
You make us out to be so cruel
Because we don't see things your way
One thing
That I've been wondering
Please tell me why
Everyone in the world
Has to be like you

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Bleed Me Dry

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You try to take it all I have
Never releasing
At this point my chance of survival
Quickly decreasing
Nothing in my world you leave me
Yeah gone forever
Nursing the wounds that you've left me
Never recover
Bleed my dry
Bleed my dry
suck..........
your case your preaching
I've heard it and I've discovered
How can you preach love
You've shown me you hate each other
Something in my mind don't seem right
I must be crazy
You think you can spit in my face
And it won't phase me
Bleed my dry
Bleed my dry
suck..........
Sucking the life out of everything
I hold sacred
Take all you want till your finished
And I'm left naked
Crushing my will to continue
So elegantly
Cover my mouth so I can't breath
You suffocate me
Bleed my dry
Bleed my dry
suck..........

Don't Like

Don't like the way you make me feel
Deep down inside
Don't like the words you speak cause it's
No truth only lies ................. only lies
You don't know me
You can't even show me
Respect that is due me
So you can just sue me
Don't like the way you scream when
You think that you are right
Don't like the way you push when
You just wanna fight
Don't like the way you put your finger in my face
Don't like you anymore so get out of my space
You don't know me
You can't even show me
Respect that is due me
So you can just sue me
I tried to show you
Everything that's real
I tried to tell you
Tell you how to feel

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Blind

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Blind
Open your eyes
Open your eyes
My eyes they see
The way it is
And the way it has to be for me
To survive in this world
Full of misery
Do you see the answers never come
Quite so easily
Be free
Forget who you were
Find out what you'll be
Open your eyes
Open your eyes
I'd die to see
A world where we could
Exist in harmony
And peace
The choice is ours
And the answers up to
You and me
The time is now
So rid yourself
Of the slavery
Forget who you were
Find out what you'll be
Don't be so blind
You've been lied to your whole life
It's time to stand up for what's right
Will you ever learn in time
I chose to take back my life
I chose to take back my life
Out of darkness into light
How can you expect to find
If you don't open your eyes
Down inside
My soul it bleeds
And cries out for the one's just like you
With no relief I wish that I could just touch you and make you complete
The only way to get back up on your own
Two feet
Forget who you were
Find out what you'll be
Open your eyes
Open your eyes
Don't be so blind
You've been lied to your whole life
It's time to stand up for what's right
Will you ever learn in time
I chose to take back my life
I chose to take back my life
Out of darkness into light
How can you expect to find
If you don't open your eyes
We're all plastic all the time
You wear your mask and I'll wear mine
How it's to be
We all get hurt at times
You bear your cross and I'll bear mine
it's not what you see
It's what you ought to be
Open your eyes
Open your eyes
Don't be so blind
You've been lied to your whole life
It's time to stand up for what's right
Will you ever learn in time
I chose to take back my life
I chose to take back my life
Out of darkness into light
How can you expect to find
If you don't open your eyes

So Very Real

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When I'm at my weakest you make me strong
You're the only reason I press on
You give me shelter from the storm
The way you hold me close and keep me warm
Sit and think about you all the time
Can't seem you get you off my mind
I know you're with me by my side
I can feel the numbness from inside
You give me shelter from the storm
And now I know what I've missed all along
Sit and think about you all the time
Can't seem you get you off my mind
Sit and think about you all the time
Can't seem you get you off my mind
Hey did ya know
For the first time I can really feel
Hey did ya know
More than ever I know that your real
So very real

Ghetto Dance Mix

They'll never penetrate my mind
I won't be lead astray this time

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"I want you to get up now, I want all of you to get up out of your chairs"

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Dark India Mix

Sometimes I think you hate me

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Animosity 94

Why must we suffer in this life we live in
Press forward for nothing, destruction we gain

Witness confusion, led by the system
Lets us lay helpless in torment and pain

I hate this world and all it has to offer
If I had a choice I'd rather be dead

So much for living, this dark world misleading
The upmost of hatred, to this world I show

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Hello?

Hello, Daren? Its me and Wendy were standing outside your door. Helllooo? Wake up...wake up and answer the door. Heellloo? Hello? Daren? Klay? Darel? Somebody, Anybody? Hellooo? All right I'm going to ring your doorbell...hear it? Ding dong.

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Down For Life

I'll prove to you that I'm a man
With my blood I'll take a stand
I welcome you with open arms
Have no fear I mean no harm<> I know the weight of pain inside
Sometimes the only thing
That's keeping me alive
I got what it takes to make it through
I want you to know I'm down with you
Gotta drill it in your mind
Friends like me you'll never find
Words that cut deep like a knife
Just like brothers....Down For Life
I'll prove to you that I'm a man
With my blood I'll take a Stand
I welcome you with open arms
Have no fear I mean no harm
I know the weight of pain inside
Sometimes the only thing that's keeping me alive
I got what it takes to make it through
I want you to know I'm down with you
Gotta drill it in your mind
Friends like me you'll never find
Words that cut deep like a knife
Just like brothers....Down For Life
Down...For...Life...I'm down
I pity that I'm a man
With my bud, I take a stand
I welcome you in open arms
Have no fear, I mean no harm

I know the way of pain inside
Sometimes the only thing thats keeping me alive
I got what it takes to make it through
I want you to know I'm down with you......

Got a ..... in your mind
Friends like me you'll never find
Words that .....
Just like brothers down for life

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