TIME
I made some mistakes
Time - is passing by
I do believe you will forgive
You never turned your back I know you be gone
(samples)
'Most interesting'
'Pain, on your face, allow me to show it to you'
DOWNsIDE
Life's uncertainties
We're on a down slide
Cataclysmic mind's unite to procreate
Nuclear holocaust is this our destiny
(samples)
'Don't be afraid'
'Get up! Get up! Come on! Get up! Get up, be a man! No I'm gonna do it!' 'Stop!'
'Ya gonna live a thousand years...live forever'
BuRNING
I want to understand, how this came to be
Inside I feel the burning
At times I feel alone, still I'm not afraid
(samples)
'Then what do you have faith in? Nothing
sCaRIFIED
Hate pulses straight through my veins
Another child scared by your hand
Used me abused me
Where's the will I need to live
(samples)
'In my world there is no end to pain, no absolution, no nirvana' -Hellraiser 'NO!'
DECEIVED
You don't know what it is to be me
You gave me your word that you'd always be my true friend I still feel it
Inside false pride outside you lied
You don't know what it is to be me
(samples)
'The world would be a better place without you'
'You betrayed me' 'You don't know what it means to care about someone do you?'
aNIMOsITY
Why must we suffer in this life we live in
Endless confusion, led by the system
When will it end
I hate this world and all that it has to offer
So much for living, this dark world misleading
FaLL
Down on myself I can't take the pain See me fall
Disbelieving all that has been said
Marked by sorrow patience wearing thin
DIsEasE
Look behind the mask
Gaze upon the child
Trapped inside himself
Drowning with land in site
Look behind the mask
Gaze upon the child
It's you It's me
An empty hallow past
A body in a box
(samples)
'What do you think of as pain is only a shadow' -Hellraiser 'The world I know exists merely as a shadow in the universe'
'I have harvested the souls ............. and that is so .......'
LEaVE
Reaching back into my mind
Open wound closing door
Why did you have to leave
With tearful eyes at her I stare
(samples)
'I have no more love here, I have only anger left in my heart today and I want you to be angry with me!'
WOODENsOUL
Cringe at the sight Crucified once more
Lies man cannot be trusted My savior bleeds
Tear it down this human hold
How many times must I try
Human hold takes it toll
message
There's no earthly way of knowing
I wasn't there for you
Even now I regret
What I put you through
Time - leaves me standing still
Time - waits for no one
Time - can't show me what I've got to do
Time
Will you receive what I will give
Despite all I've done
Even though you had tried
I couldn't help but run
Beyond the walls of time
I need to rectify
Make my peace and ease mymind
'I am pain' -Hellraiser
Two days are not the same
You can't tell what the outcome will be
Overwhelming peace
While racial tension breeds
Wealth and poverty both eyes to see
We're on the downside
Perverse offspring of our technology
Leaching collaborate
Cut off your nose despite your face
Weakening the system
That buckles at the knees
Destroy our future
Perpetual wasteland
Leaders not exempt to their mortality
And even still our lives are held in their hands
What's my part in this, where do I fit
My senses go numb, everything seems vain
Nothing seems to last except for You
Somehow I know your there
Outside my life is turning
Can't believe for me you care
Always carried on, despite the pain
Deep down inside my heart I still believe
I know You exist but where are You
'I am so excruciatingly empty' -Hellraiser
Every time I hear your name
Strength I held turned into fears
Horrors of my younger years
Prey on those who can't defend
Forgiveness has been denied
You have left me scarified
Left to die, scarified
Taken all I'd never give
See the pain gaze in my eyes
You have left me scarified
I was lied to and flat out deceived
Said you cared but was never there
You left me to drown in my despair
Now that you're gone I can go on with my life again
I cared for you and called you my friend
Shared my life with you and let you in
Then you dissed me started spreading lies
Even to my face you still deny
I was lied to and flat out deceived
One more time twist the knife in my back
I don't need no friends like that
Press forward for nothing, destruction we gain
Lets us lay helpless, in torment and pain
If I had a choice, I'd rather be dead
The upmost of hatred to this world I show
Feel uneasy everything is strange
Heavy burdens all I seem to bare
No ones watching no one seems to care
Un-relentless voice inside my head
When I'm weary and I have gave my all
If I stumble who will break my fall
See the real me trapped beneath the skin
See the baby's eyes
The one who's all alone
The one left victimized
Head hung to his chest
He has no self esteem
Far worst than the rest
Locked behind the walls
No relief in site
He wants to end it all
No way to ease the pain
No end to suffering
A life of hell to gain
See the liar's eyes
The one who's all alone
The one left victimized
Head hung to his chest
He has no self esteem
Far worst than the rest
Destined Disease
Future full of doubt
A burning question still
Which one to cancel out
Flowers on the grave
No one can hear the cries
Final choice is made
Memories I cannot find
About the one that went astray
Turned her back and walked away
She won't live here anymore
See what you did to me
A sorrow thats to much to bare
My heart pulled out before my eyes
A touching way to say goodbye
While holding on to her last kiss
I bid farewell and wave my fist
All the years that I have cried
Since a part of me has died
Struggle hard to keep my nerve
And show the love that she deserves
Weary with sorrow plight
Mans hand has scarred again
Over my wooden soul
Fallen down ugly and sore
Principality marks and chips my wooden soul
Calloused hands with fury need
To break my wooden soul...my wooden soul
Wheres the answers I'd hope to find
Release me from the chains that bind
I put my faith in you
Only to be let down
Face pushed to the ground
And no one cares!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
No control wooden soul
Which direction kLaNk is going
There's no knowing where he's going
Or which way his soul is flowing
Is kLaNk happy, is kLaNk falling
Is kLaNk's heart prepared for calling
Yes, the kLaNkster must be falling
For his heart he keeps ignoring
And he certainly not showing
He is excited that he is knowing
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