Deep in the center of my heart is a secret place. It’s a place I
enter into by way of a long,
winding staircase
down a dark, narrow passageway. Here is a lone room hidden from
the eyes and
ears of others. It’s walls are plain with no windows and a huge,
metal door
with a heavy
lock. Scattered throughout this room are tables with stands of test
tubes,
bunsen burners,
and other incidental equipment. It looks like a laboratory.
It is a laboratory, but not an ordinary laboratory. Also, in the
room is a bed, a
TV with a VCR,
a stereo, a refrigerator, stove and a microwave. A big couch,
a couple
arm- chairs,
a wooden desk and coffee table, and a small dining table with two
chairs are the
other furniture in this room. It’s a place of solitude.
In this solitude, there is one other person. She is beautiful with
long, dark hair,
dark eyes, red
lips, and a wonderful smile. Her only apparel is a long-sleeved,
white
lab coat, black
high heels, and the standard thick-framed, black glasses. She is
my spirit lover
and this our secret place to explore the wonders of love. And in
this laboratory
are some of the modern basics for human comfort and experience.
Into this place we come together in silence, speaking not a sound, as we
let our
hearts speak
through our eyes and physical touch. Without fear are we with each
other,
openly exploring
and learning the sweet pleasures of affection and the heady delights of
passion.
My steady gaze drinks deeply of her bright eyes, admiring how her long,
dark
hair frames
her face, its silky texture caressing my chest, as my lips embrace hers
in
countless kisses
of love.
For hours and hours we enjoy many intimate delights. Time seems to
stand still as no
worries or concerns
blemish our being together. In the world of form love has held
heartache and
many bitter tears, but in this paradise in mind no sorrow or despair touches
us. Joy
and ecstasy are the only fruits we partake from the moment I enter this
room until
the moment I
leave. As I slowly awaken, I’m aware of her head laying on my shoulder
and
I’m happier
than I’ve ever been before.
When I leave, I do so with a spring in my step and a song in my heart.
Emerging from
the dark passage
to that secret place, I see darkness has fallen and I pause to behold the
sky’s intricate
tapestry of sparkling diamonds woven into night’s black cloak. In
this
spectacular
scene my spirit glimpses a moment of eternity--with each breath a prayer
of
thanksgiving.
Out the corner of my eye something whispers for my attention and turning
I see just above
the horizon a new star flickering out of sync with the countless others
spread
across the heavens.
For there, pulsating with youthful energy, is a new-light created in the
world of spirit,
conceived in passion with my spirit lover, born of the joining of spirit
and form.
And I smile, for with Spirit, I am co-creator.