Chapter 1*Note-This
story is from Justin's and his girlfriend's point of view, so when the narrator say's "I did
this" it's one of them talking.
“Open up,” I said and moved the spoon in front of my babies mouth. He smiled and opened his mouth. I did to and opened my eyes wide and slid the spoon in his mouth. He closed his mouth as I did and I pulled the spoon out his mouth. “Yummy Say this is ten times better then that nasty old banana stuff daddy got me,” I said and smiled at Jaden. He laughed and slapped his hands down on the table. I smiled and flipped my long hair over my shoulder.
“What was that,” Justin yelled from the living room. I laughed and scooped up some more repeating the entire process again.
“Nothing baby,” I said and smiled at Jaden. He was turning out just like his daddy and he’s only six months old. Cute plump pink lips and a tiny little button nose. So adorable. And he was even starting to sprout the curly hair too. Now if that isn’t adorable then I don’t know what is.
“What are you doing in here,” I jumped surprised to here his voice.
“Is it your goal in life to scare the crap out of me,” I asked smiling. He leaned down and kissed my jawbone and then knelled by me.
“No. I just heard you talking junk in here and I decided that I needed to save face in front of my son,” I laughed and put the spoon in his mouth.
“I was just saying that this stuff has got to taste better then those bananas you bought him,” I said and made a face indicating that his choice in baby food was not very good. I looked down at him and his eyes were digging into me. I smiled and kissed his lips softly. “I love you too sexy,” I said and scooped up some more of the food and Jaden already had his mouth open waiting for the food. I laughed “See. Mama knows best,” I said and smiled. Justin looked at him and Jaden squeezed the orange mush back out through his lips. My mouth dropped open and Justin busted out laughing.
“What does mama really know,” he said and looked up at me. I glared at him
“Justin Timberlake he has never done that before while I was feeding him,” I said sternly. He laughed and put his arm up to block my hand from smacking his head.
“What can I say,” he said and jumped up jogging away from me as I swung my hand at him. “That’s my boy,” he said from the living room. I stared him down and couldn’t help but laugh. He was standing there with a gray sweater on and a navy beanie covering his blond curls.
“You are banded from the kitchen,” I said pointing the spoon at him.
“What are you going to do scoop me to death,” he said. I walked over to the door and kicked the stop as it swung close. I looked over at jaden and the mush was all over his mouth and hands and he was just laughing. “What are you laughing at,” I asked and he smacked his hands on the table laughing harder. I shook my head and laughed myself. Lord have mercy My two boys!
I looked at JC and Jaden playing on the little blanket in the back yard and smiled. It looked like it was about to rain but is still was perfect outside. Orlando has the most perfect weather. I should have moved here long ago. I sighed and allowed the little swing to rock me into a little sleep. But I was awaken but a sudden pain in my stomach and I took a deep breath and rubbed my hand over the area. It went away as fast as it came but the way it startled me lingered around for a couple more minutes.
“You ok,” I jumped up and grasped my heart.
“Justin I swear if you do not stop sneaking up on me,” I said and looked up at him. He smiled and sat down beside me.
“I’m sorry,” he said and handed me a Popsicle. “I saw you grab your stomach. you ok,” he asked. I tore the paper off and nodded.
“Yeah I’m straight. It was like some spasm or something,” I said and licked the cherry ice. He nodded and smiled at me.
“Attack that girl,” he said. I looked at him and smiled. “Don’t stop you just started,” he said. I rolled my eyes dramatically.
“You are so disgusting,” I said. He smiled.
“Well you married me so what does that say about you,” he said and climbed over to me. I smiled.
“I felt sorry for you,” I said smiling. He laughed.
“Good one baby,” he said and touched my neck with his green Popsicle. My skin tingled at the touch.
“That’s cold,” I said quietly. He smiled and rubbed his hand on the side of my thigh.
“I’ll warm you up,” he whispered. I smiled as he leaned down and kissed the spot where the Popsicle had touched my warm skin. I slipped my hand in his curly hair and smiled.
“Don’t mind us. It’s only a single man and a baby. We like watching soft porn,” JC said. I laughed loudly and Justin sat back.
“One of you do,” Justin said and moved closer to me. I kicked my legs up over his and he rested his hand on my thigh. JC looked at him and raised his eye brow.
“Cameron you let your six month old baby watch porn. I’m surprised at you,” he said. My mouth dropped up.
“You shut your mouth Joshua Chasez. What if some crazed reporter is hiding in the lake or something. Besides I caught you last night trying to see through the waves on the Playboy channel,” I said. Justin laughed and put his hand up. I slapped it.
“Jaden tell them who was sitting beside me last night. Was it your daddy. I think it was,” JC said. I raised my eye brows at Justin.
“Don’t think so, oh lonely one. Cause while you were watching I was living the dream,” Justin said. I slapped his arm. JC laughed loudly and Jaden looked at him like he was crazy.
“You are not one for being modest are you. You just let it all go,” I said and moved my hand being extra dramatic.
“Just let it all go,” Justin said. I nodded. “It’s funny you say that,” I looked deep in his blue eyes knowing that whatever he was about to say was going to be bad. “Cause you certainly let it all go last night,” he said with a huge grin. I could feel my cheeks turning bright red. And JC laughed like it was the funniest thing he heard and even Jaden was laughing. I covered my face and shook my head. “Oh baby you are so cute when you blush,” he said smiling. I glared at him.
“Don’t even roll over my way tonight. You are officially in the dog house tonight,” I said still smiling.
“Woof Woof baby,” he said smiling. I rolled my eyes and stood up. “Come on Camy I was playing,” he said calling after me. I stuck up my middle finger as I walked into the house. I tossed my popsicle in the sink and headed upstairs to the bedroom. I pulled off the big sweatshirt I had on and tossed it on the floor. I flipped my head over and gathered my long honey blond hair in a high ponytail on the top of my head and secured it with a elastic band. I glanced at myself in the mirror and smiled at what I saw. I really bounced back from the pregnancy. I was complete muscle tone all over again and was defiantly ready to get back in the studio and start recording again. I walked into the bathroom and turned on the water in the bathtub. I pulled off the little gray shorts I had on and tossed them into the corner. The phone rang and I tried to ignore it but after the third ring I realized that they were probably still outside. I walked over to the phone and picked it up.
“Hello,” I said sweetly and walked back in the bathroom.
“Cameron it’s Britney how are you doing,” I plastered on a fake smile like she could see me.
“I’m great how are you,” I asked and turned off the water.
“Really good,” she said.
“The tour,” I asked,
“Oh it’s about to wrap. That’s actually why I’m calling. I wanted to see if maybe you two could come to my wrap party it will be so much fun,” she said. I put my hand on my hip and stared at the wall. This girl is too much really.
“Well I don’t know. Our schedules are so tight,” I said as two arms wrapped around me. I sighed of course I wasn’t really mad. I just wanted some space.
“I understand. But it will be so much fun and we can catch up. You can even bring little Jaden. I haven’t seen him in so long,” she said. I moved my head around so that Justin could kiss my neck. I wasn’t in the mood.
“I’ll get back with you promise,” I said and smiled.
“Alright well can I speak to Justin,” she asked. Always a hidden agenda.
“He’s busy. But I’ll tell him you called,” I said.
“Doing what,” she asked. Like it was any of her business.
“We were about to you know get it on but your call kind of interrupted us. But the way he’s acting right now I don’t think he wants to wait until I get off the phone,” I said lying through my teeth. Justin leaned over my shoulder and looked confused. Britney, I mouthed. he nodded.
“Come on baby. Damn you are so sexy with out clothes on,” he said close to the phone. I wanted to bust out laughing.
“Ewe go on girl I’m not going to hold you up,” she said. I could tell she wasn’t sincere but at least she was willing to get off the phone.
“Ok we’ll talk later promise,” I laughed and pressed the button. I looked back at Justin. He raised his eyebrows and smiled. “Three times in two days,” I said and poured something in the water. Justin pulled off his sweater.
“I can’t do anything about it baby,” he said and unbuttoned his pants. I sighed.
“Did it ever occur to you that maybe just once I wanted to take a bath by myself,” I asked and climbed in the water. He smiled and followed my lead.
“Why the tub is so big,” he said. I shook my head as he leaned back on me and picked my leg up and wrapped them around his lower body. I kissed the side of his head and draped my arms over his shoulders.
“I’m sleepy,” I whispered in his ear.
“Then go to sleep. I put you in the bed,” he said. I nodded and closed my eyes.
“Justin,” I whispered.
“Yeah,” he said and rubbed my leg.
“You know I love you,” I whispered. He lifted my hand and kissed it softly.
“I know,” he said. I smiled.
“Good,” I said and drifted off to sleep.
I woke up in a cold sweat and put my hand on my stomach and swallowed hard. The rain outside was pounding against the window and the wind was howling. But none of that matter. The pain in my stomach was unimaginable. I clawed at the sheets in pain and bit on my lip as I tried to work through the pain without screaming. I rolled over and screamed as loud as I could into the pillow.
“What,” Justin said popping up. I kept my face in the pillow and grabbed onto bedpost behind me digging my fingernails into the wood. “Baby you’re scaring me,” he said. I didn’t even hear the concern in his voice. I took deep breaths or attempted to and bent my knees up and down as tears rolled down my face. “Cameron what Please tell me,” I bit the pillow case as Justin rubbed my back softly. Finally the pain slowly slipped away and all the thunder boomed from outside. I released my grip from the bed post and rubbed my hand on the bed. I looked over at Justin and I have never seen is eyes so dark in all my life. “What was that,” he said quietly. I swallowed hard and tried to slow my heart down.
“I don’t know,” I whispered. He wiped at my face softly. “Oh my God I thought I was going to die,” I said and closed my eyes. He tucked my hair behind my ear. “I’m sorry I woke you up,” I whispered. He kissed the side of my head and kept his lips pressed against me for a second longer then usual.
“That scared me,” he whispered. I nodded and sat up slowly.
“It scared me too,” I said and stood up walking into the bathroom.
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I ran my hand over my curly hair and fell back down on the bed. My heart was beating out my chest and I need to calm myself down. That was the scariest thing I have ever seen in my life. Hearing the scream of pure pain beside me was enough to make me not ever want to go to sleep again. Then seeing her digging her finger nails into an oak bed frame. Wow, she was hurting and I had no idea what to do. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. I was almost gone when I heard Cameron. I sat up and looked around the dark room. She wasn’t in the bedroom. I flipped on the light and looked around again. I popped up and walked into the bathroom. Cameron was on the floor with a pool of dark blood in front of her and it smeared on her face.
“Oh my God,” I screamed and ran to her side. She looked like she was about to pass out. “Cameron,” I yelled. She looked up at me. I wiped at her face with my white wife beater.
“It hurts Justin. It hurts,” she muttered. I scooped her up in my arms and ran out the room. I kicked on the door that JC was in. No one answered.
“Damnit open the fuckin' door,” I yelled and kicked it again. It slowly opened. And JC’s eyes gazed at us not really knowing what was going on.
“What,” he said and rubbed at his eyes. “Whoa,” I didn’t let him finish
“Watch Jaden,” I said and ran down the stairs. I managed to grab my keys and get out the house in the pouring rain. I fastened Cameron in the car and climbed in myself I looked down at my shirt. It was cover in her blood. I got to get to the hospital. I started the car and headed out.