Chapter 64

Chris chuckled as the two walked away. "Ooooookay. As I was saying...Calia and Griffin aren't Nsync members, but are really in love. They are like the average in love couple. Dani and I are friends. Friends with benefits because we still sleep with each other..."

The remaining men laughed hysterically, including the dazed Justin who had captured his seat back.

"AND THEN THERE IS JUSTIN AND KIM!" Chris slapped his hand on the table, elevated his body, and stood up. "Let me explain the SAGA of JUSTIN AND KIM! JUSTIN AND KIM! Y'ALL DON'T HAVE JUST ANY RELATIONSHIP, NOW DO YOU?"

Justin clapped as he laughed. "Don't you EVEN go there! Chris, if you don't sit your ass down. Justin and Kim is..."

He cut him off. "NOOOOOOOO!" He started to dance around. "WE ARE TALKING ABOUT THIS JUSTIN AND KIM RELATIONSHIP! Now! As I have said! Nsync as a whole has some interesting relationships. But none of them. NONE OF THEM! NOT EVEN ADDED TOGETHER CAN COMPARE TO THE JUSTIN AND KIM SAGA! NOT EVEN ALL OF OUR RELATIONSHIPS COMBINED!"

"Chris, I told you. Look, man. You don't even need to drink. You are like a twenty-four hour lush. A retarded one at that. Don't be trying to..."

He held his hand up. "Naw, Justin. Shut up." He laughed. "Let me explain what type of relationship JUSTIN AND KIM HAVE! They are the "HIP" ones. They have the HIP and COOL relationship. They booty dance and wear the latest style clothes, and set trends and shit. Justin Timberlake!" He jumped up and down. "JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE! The youngest member of Nsync. Key word being youngest. IS GETTING FUCKIN' MARRIED! HE LIVES IN THAT BIG MANSION WITH KIM! WITH KIM! SHE'S LIKE INHUMANLY BEAUTIFUL! HAS THE PERFECT ASS! HAS THE PERFECT BREASTS! HAS THE PERFECT EVERYTHING, GOD! THE PERFECT FACE! THE PERFECT KNEE! THE FUCKIN' PERFECT STORM!"

Laughter bawled through the club, from the rowdy but less populated table.

"Ladies and gentleman presenting the American Psycho." Justin testified clapping frantically. "The perfect knee, Chris? THE PERFECT STORM? AHAHAHAHAHA! That has NOTHING to do with Kim! You need major..."

"As I was saying. Kim is perfect. So he's getting married, has a hip relationship, and has Kim. Him and Kim have the most public relationship out of all of us. Him and Kim kiss in public. FIGHT in public and CRY in public. Keep in mind that he is the YOUNGEST in Nsync. JUSTIN HAS A DAUGHTER! I MEAN, OH MY GOOOOOD!" He broke down laughing. "Now that is something we would expect from Joey, but Justin actually got Kim pregnant and has a baby. Keep in mind he is the youngest member in Nsync. This fool has a kid. Both him and Kim are like sex obsessed..."

"Chris, hold up! Sex ob..."

"Hey, man. I'm not finished. Just let me finish, Justin. Yeah I said ya'll are sex obsessed. And if you're not. What do ya'll be doing all day? I mean, I call the house at like seven. I'm talking about the upstairs line. Ya'll can't pick up the phone, talk about leave a message. Call the other lines. The same shit. Then once I leave a message, you call back two hours later OUT OF BREATH, talking about, "What you want?."

"I know I'm not really in the conversation, but I thought I would give my opinion anyway." Joey peeved. "If I was with Kim. I would never LEAVE the house with her. Forget that. We would never leave the room. I'd have robots take care of everything. Haha! Justin and Kim aren't sex obsessed yet. I am though."

Everyone laughed.

"NO! Hold on." Justin laughed out. "It's my turn to talk now. Sex obsessed? You are just talking smack. Okay? It just proves how idiotic you are. Man, you already know the situation. If Kim and I were sex obsessed, then why has it been nearly a month in a half since we were last intimate? What the hell is that? TELL ME! You think you know what you are talking about when you don't. And maybe we don't pick up the phone because we have caller ID and don't want to talk to you. HA! And you know good in well I didn't answer the phone out of breath THAT many times. Once. I remember I did it once, and that was because Kim and I had played around. Yes, played as in had a pillow fight, you dimwit. That was one time. You are all dramatic as if every time I call you, I'm out of breath. You are so crazy it's not even funny. Why don't you have a seat? No more chocolate for your ass. You are so weird to just jump up and have an outburst like that...only Chris. Don't worry we will work with you as best as we can before we put you in a nut house. And another thing. It's not your job to point out what kind of love life Kim and I have. That's ARE thing! We are not a bunch of freaks. We are two people madly in love and we share that with each other. We are only doing what people do in our shoes. We love to make love at the right times for the right reasons. Not have sex. I see that you know nothing of the kind. I don't expect you to understand what I mean. I don't think anyone could understand form our point of view."

Chris reluctantly sat down. His personal area had become cold, causing him discomfort at first. "You know me. Sometimes I have to let the energy flow. Besides, man. I see mirrors. How you say you feel about Kim is the exact same way you said you felt about Britney back in the day. Which is why this puppy love look you always have is not amusing to me. One year." He held one finger up. "One year and your life, and YOU, has changed completely. YOU are a total different person! With different values. I'm talking a dramatic difference. A drastic change. I don't think you realize how much you have changed, and how this "I am in love thing" seems as same as your Britney infatuation two years ago. Now you like hate Britney, so I don't take you as seriously as I used to."

"Ohhhh, GOD! Not Britney again. Why does she always have to come up? What does she have to do with anything? That's what I wanna know. So, what! I loved her once. And? Yes, I was head over heels for Britney. I thought that I couldn't live without her. I told everyone that. Then she broke up with me. A month later I met Kim. What people are failing to understand is yes that I have changed, but I have a RIGHT to change. Ya'll act like because I was very in love once, I can't suddenly be in love again. That's not fair to me. I cannot HELP that I fell in love with Kim. I love her so much. Yes, I know that she is my soul mate because my life is nothing with out her. Absolutely nothing. Did I try to kill myself after Britney broke up with me? NO! Yes, she kind of had a hold on me and I was still in love with her during that time, but still. Kim is everything for me. If Britney hadn't done all of that crazy shit, we could have still been friends. Things aren't like that with Kim and I. We CAN'T be just friends. There will never be a time where we can be just friends. NEVER! There is no other option. We always have to be together. Thats just the way it is. And that's NOT the same love Britney and I had. I have a life commitment to Kim and she to me. No matter how many fights we have and how much shit I put her through. I will always love her. For an eternity. And my Britney infatuation? My "I am in love" thing?" He shook his head. "Whatever, Chris. Please! And yeah I hate Britney. I don't NEED to get into that. All I have to say is that she destroyed emotion that can never be replaced."

"This is getting kind of personal." Lance browsed between the two.

"Yeah it is. Because you got happy go lucky Chris over there, acting as if my relationship with Kim is a joke. I know that I have a temper problem. I'm going to talk to someone about it and get help eventually, but I LOVE her so much. I love Kim more than anyone will ever know. I cannot stress enough how much I love her. I know that I am obsessed with her. And people always want to make it a physical thing. I'm mentally obsessed. Lovefully obsessed with her. A flaw that Kim has is that she is too physically perfect. Too good to be true. I wish she wasn't so beautiful or her body so firm, because I don't want everyone to see her so perfectly. I want to be the only one to see her THAT perfectly because of the love I have for her. I know I am love sick and love crazed. Love SELFISH! You can look at me and tell. And on a deeper note I love things about her that aren't very normal. I get vibes from her that aren't very normal..." He trailed off. "Like when I wake up next to her the first thing I want to do is kiss her. She always tastes the same. Whether it's six AM or six PM. Some times I just have to kiss her body. Just from head to toe, to just taste her sweetness. Her skin is so soft and...oh, my God! She is unbelievable. It's so cute how tiny she is. Her little fist can fit in the palm of my hand, and her honest giggle. She is such a huge dork, yet so sexy. Her sweet, tan face. People are always asking me why am I dating someone so beautiful. Shouldn't I date a "normal" girl? I didn't realize that she was that perfect, I thought I was blinded by love, but then I realized how perfect she really is. I remember before the media saw her, they were skeptical about her being so beautiful. Or they thought that they had an idea of what she looked like. When they saw her, they understood what perfect meant. Her beautiful PERFECT smile. Her sexy, full lips...Kim is the embodiment of perfection. The epitome of it."

"Yep! YOU REALLY, REALLY LOVE HER! We can tell, Justin." Joey muttered.

"Yeah." Chris and Lance added.

Concurring back to the booth at the same time were Griffin and JC.

"Ohhh, welcome back." Chris tolerated up again to let JC reclaim his seat.

"Back so soon? And at the same time?" Justin briefly passed to let Griffin scoot in.

"Yep." Griffin chuckled. "I had fun with my baby. So, what have ya'll been talking about? Oh, and are you able to function now, Justin?"

He chuckled. "I've been rambling about how much I love Kim. And I'm not exactly over that lap dance. I'm still very much happy, which is a first. I've never been happy for so long without using a mental concept." He licked his lips. "Man, I am so in love. It's the best feeling in the world. I just love Kim so much. I'm so into her that I can't even get her off my mind for one minute."

JC chuckled. "Yeah. You're love sick, dude. But nothing is wrong with that. You just LOOK like you love Kim too much. It's that crazed and lost look in your eyes, when she is around you. It's a beautiful thing. Might I add rare. You and Kim are two very special people, with a very SPECIAL relationship. That's why I stressed that you two needed each other. You can't find that flare in your eyes, and Kim's eyes in just any love bond. It's more than that. Hell, I've been with Bobbie for forever, not even WE have that look about us. That's some serious love right there. The life and death kind."

Justin nodded, and pointed at him. "Exactly, JC! Exactly. Couldn't have said it better myself." He intersected his arms. "EXACTLY! You understand."

"Everybody better be ready for this tour." JC stated, making conversation.

"NOOOOOOO!" Everyone exclaimed fakely!

Kim secured her hands over Justin's eyes from behind the booth, which awed him, causing him to gasp. "Guess who?"

He cackled. "Hmmmmmm. Could it be...Madonna?"

"Nope."

"Kate Moss?"

"Nope."

"Tyra Banks?"

"Nope."

"Aw, dammit! I don't know."

She impelled her hands from his eyes and giggled. "IT'S ME!" She perched into his lap. "HEY!"

His lips touched to hers. "Hey, baby girl." He tipped her chin up using his finger. "You sure are happy, baby. Look at that smile."

"Yup. Haven't had one drink either. It's like Kelly and them insist I drink something. Anyway, I just wanted to tell you that I love you."

"I love you too. You know that, sweetie."

"Enjoy your lap dance?" She raised her eyebrow up and down flirtatiously. "I am officially considered a hoe now. Yaayyy! Oh, great!"

"Thank you so much. Of course I enjoyed it. Wouldn't anyone? It was amazing, and you did not have to do that. That's why I love you, Kiggles. Who has a heart like you? No one. I know you were pressured into doing it, because the guys told me they hired a stripper to dance on me. Thank God you did instead, I actually got to have fun." He sniggled. "And hoe? I don't think so. You didn't have sex with me for money did you? You didn't even take any of your clothes off. You are just my extremely sweet baby."

She laughed nose to nose with him and then slowly gave him a kiss.

"Oh, my God. I went to the store the other day; brought this pair of sunglasses for six hundred dollars." Chris blurted. "I just cannot believe I paid that much for a pair of eye protection."

Justin added his opinion. "That is a lot for some shades. I think the most Kim and I paid for a pair of sunglasses was about three to four hundred. Kim has some real nice ones. Some futuristic lookin' ones. Hers are by Chanel and Christian Dior. I forgot who mine were by...haha. I'm talking about the newer ones we've recently brought."

"Yeah. I guess I did pay too much for them. But they look cool, so I'll keep them. It's about time I brought something expensive."

"I'm cheap. I remember that time we all went shopping and Justin and I were looking at sunglasses...we started fighting, because he claimed he picked a pair up before me, and we knocked the entire case of the sunglasses down. It was SO crazy. Remember that Jus..." JC grinned.

"That's what I mean by public!" Chris pointed to Justin and Kim kissing. Only those not involved in the kiss could hear him. "Look at them. They don't go somewhere else to kiss. They kiss right in front of us."

"I think they got caught up in the moment." Joey snickered.

Lance shuddered. "I hate that kissing sound they make. I hate it. It's that sound that they always have. It's all lovey dovy. Sicky sicky....haha!"

"Ahem! Well..." JC began. "What were we talking about?" All eyes were on Justin and Kim, including his.

"I hate that sound, man." Lance shivered.

"Haha! Lovey dovey...sicky sicky? Should we write a song about it?" JC asked,

"HAHAHAHA!"

"I'm sitting right by them." Griffin chuckled. "HEY, JUSTIN AND KIM! SPARE US!" It wasn't that the pair were disturbing him, he was just saying something to be saying it.

Kim evulsed away from Justin with a giggle. "Sorry guys." She shoved Justin playfully. "You, bad boy. You almost took all of my gloss off."

He groaned. "Oh, you have PLENTY of it left." His head renounced to the side. "I love you, baby." He admitted, caressing her stomach with this hand.

Kim addressed to her feet and twisted to pop her back, then she bent down. Her mouth verged to his ear, she hid the area using her hand, and whispered something to him.

Justin exchanged glances with her and blew a kiss at her. "Okay, baby girl."

She slowly began to pace away, as if she was waiting for someone.

Justin shot up. "Excuse me, ya'll. I'll be right back."

Chris squinted his eyes at him. "Where are you going?"

He grinned evilly. "I SAID that I'll be right back. What? I can't leave the table but everyone else can?" He caught up with Kim and cuddled with her as they went somewhere.

"Hmmmmm. I wonder what they are up to." Griffin questioned.

"Yeah. That was weird how they just did that." Lance said, turning a glass up and finishing up his large drink. "I think I'm drunk now..."

"I don't know if you noticed, but they are trying to be secretive WHATEVER they are doing! And I think they have that right. It's obvious because Justin enthused the fact that is was none of our business where him and Kim were going. So, why don't we just change the conversation right now...and leave them alone?" JC displayed his words simple.

"Are you ever going to cut the serious act?" Chris asked, giving him a look with attitude.

"Serious act? Do I look like I have a serious act going on? I was simply stating the TRUTH! Come on, Chris. We both know that they left to be with each other, but whatever they are doing is none of our business. They are no longer over here in front of us. They went somewhere else. Somewhere private..."

"Hey! I'm about to go check on them." Joey indicated. "I'll go see what's up." Griffin and Lance, let him free of the booth.

"COME BACK WITH DETAILS!" Chris yelled.

"Joey! Leave them alone, dude. Why are you bothering them and is going to spy on them?"

"Because Kelly didn't come to kiss with me."

"AHAHAHAHAHA!"

The table fell sort of active, and silence drowned everyone. "I'm about to get Joey. He shouldn't be spying on them." JC proclaimed. "LET ME GET OUT, CHRIS!"

He sluggishly moved for him to get by, just to be an annoyance.

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"Damn! I don't care what anyone says. They are just like a porno movie..."

"Yo, Joey? What the heck are you doing, man?"

"Dang, JC! You scared me. I was looking at the action. What do you think? Man, are they in love or what? That's some heavy making out. I mean damn! Justin is a weird kisser too. He's always moving. He moves a lot when he kisses Kim..."

"Come on, dude. Give them their privacy. This isn't right. Spying on them isn't right. Let's go. How in the hell did you even find out where they were?"

His eyebrow raised up and down. "It's my sexual tension vision. I'm special like that...haha!"

"Haha! Seriously though, why'd you have to invade their privacy? They don't want anyone to see them kissing. I know I wouldn't want someone looking at me while I'm with Bobbie!"

Joey tapped him on the back, along with shaking his head. "JC, you just don't get it, do ya? People love watching other people kiss. I know I do. It's just not a site for weaklings like yourself."

"Haha! You are just not normal. That's what the problem is, man. That you are NOT normal!"

They carried themselves back to their table.

"So, what did you see?" Chris assembled his body to let JC recondition his seat, his eyes were pasted to Joey.

"Justin and Kim are always making out. But not like that. Oh...my...God! Justin eating that girl out of house and home. Kissing all her hopes and dreams away. HAHA! They are cooking up something serious over there. Any hotter, and the club would burn down. HAHA! If you really want to know something juicy...

Heads drove nearer to him except JC's.

He leaned over the table. "Here goes some good stuff I caught. Okay. They were kissing, and then they broke away from each other. Kim was like kissing Justin on his neck, and I think biting him. Dang! He was rubbing her knee and THEN! Justin kissed her on her neck and was touching her thigh and other things. He's very touchy, he likes to touch. Touch and massage. So, after her touched her boob, he kissed down her neck, kissed her upper chest, and her cleavage." The guys started to shout and clap. "Wait, though! Listen to this...his tongue was like inside of her top. He was like licking her nipples. I'm not really sure what he was doing, but that is sinful. HAHA! My kind of guy. He he is doing that in a club, I can only imagine what he does to her at home. He was smart about it too. Because his back was covering her. But I turned my head and moved myself to where I could see what he was doing...I was right up on them, they didn't even know!"

"JOEY! SHUT UP!" JC yelled, with his eyes blazing. "SHUT THE HELL UP! WHY? WHY DO YOU HAVE TO THROW THEIR PERSON LIVES OUT THERE?" He lowered his tone. "Why are you talking about them as if they are a fucking TV show. GOD! Can't they kiss or do whatever the hell they want in private? You have to go and be spying on them and shit, and then come back talking about it. In sick detail. What they are doing is not sick. It's just between them and doesn't need to be known by others. Get that through your fucking skull! You just don't get it!"

Chris stared him down and rolled his eyes at him. "HOLD ON! What do you mean by "private," Mr. perfect? You are the one that just don't get it. Look at where they are. They are in a CLUB! It's a PUBLIC place! NO MATTER WHERE THEY GO IN THE GOD DAMN CLUB IT WILL STILL BE PUBLIC!"

"NO! THAT'S WHAT AN IDIOT WITH NO BRAINS WOULD THINK! OH, I GUESS THAT'S YOU, CHRIS! I MEAN, IT IS VERY POSSIBLE TO BE IN A PUBLIC PLACE AND HAVE PRIVACY! BECAUSE OF OUR FANS WE DO IT ALL THE TIME IN RESTAURANTS! AND IT IS POSSIBLE TO DO IT IN CLUBS! THE ONLY REASON WHY THEY DON'T HAVE PRIVACY IS BECAUSE OF US! WE HAVE GOT TO GIVE THEM A LOT MORE RESPECT! OKAY? I USED TO BE LIKE THAT TOO! BUT IT'S PRETTY MESSED UP THAT I GOT UP TO BE WITH MY GIRL, NO ONE SAID ANYTHING! GRIFFIN GOT UP! YA'LL WASN'T FOLLOWING HIM! SO WHY BOTHER JUSTIN AND KIM, WHEN THEY ARE GETTING MARRIED?! YOU ACT LIKE THEY ARE A FUCKING TV SHOW JUST LIKE I SAID; USING THEIR RELATIONSHIP AS ENTERTAINMENT! HOW PATHETIC! I KNOW I USED TO JOIN IN! BUT YOU DON'T HAVE TO ASK ABOUT DETAILS AND SPY ON THEM WHILE THEY ARE ALONE! THAT IS TOTALLY UNCALLED FOR! I AM SO PISSED!"

"TOTALLY UNCALLED FOR! UM...OKAY! AND WHO ARE YOU CALLING PATHETIC? THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH WANTING TO KNOW WHAT THEY ARE DOING! IT'S JUSTIN AND KIM! BESIDES, YOU CAN'T TALK! YOU'RE JUST AS BAD AS ANYONE ELSE! HELL, DIDN'T YOU GET UP TO GO SEE WHAT THEY WERE DOING?! OH, AND YOU ARE PISSED OFF! WOW! I'M SO SCARED, JC! I'M SHAKING IN MY BOOTS! OHHHHH MY! PLEASE DON'T HURT ME!"

"NO! I GOT UP TO GET JOEY! I DID NOT GET UP TO INTRUDE! AND I KNOW YOU ARE CALLING YOURSELF BEING SARCASTIC! BUT YOU SHOULD BE SCARED FOR REAL, BECAUSE I WILL KICK YOUR ASS! YOU THINK YOU'RE SO BAD, BECAUSE YOU'RE OLDER THAN ALL OF US, HA! THAT MAY BE TRUE, BUT IN YOUR SITUATION, OLD IS A DISADVANTAGE! I'M NOT SCARED OF YOU, OKAY? YOU WISH! YOU OLD SHIT!"

They were almost nose to nose. "YEAH! I BET YOU COULD KICK MY ASS...UM...NO! YOU KNOW! YOU THINK YOU ARE SO COOL, DON'T YOU, JC? YOU THINK YOU ARE, BUT YOU'RE NOT! I'D PUNCH YOUR FACE IN! I DO HAVE A CONFESSION TO MAKE! I AM SCARED OF YOUR TEETH! THE TWO FRONT ONES, YOU KNOW? THEY REMIND ME OF RAZOR BLADES! I'M SCARED YOU MIGHT BITE ME WITH THEM! OVER THERE LOOKING LIKE A RABBIT!" He gazed him up and down in repulse.

Lance didn't mean to, but he broke down laughing. "Hey, JC, man! I'm sorry. AAAAAAAAHAHAHAHA! I didn't mean to laugh."

JC snatched Chris by his shirt. "OH! YOU WANNA TALK ABOUT SOMEONE? DID I SAY I WAS SO COOL? HUH, YOU WEIRDO? DID I SAY ANYTHING ABOUT THAT? NO! SO IN OTHER WORDS YOU ARE STARING SOMETHING WITH ME! YOU THINK YOU CAN BACK UP ALL THE STUFF YOU JUST SAID, CHRIS?"

Griffin got up, and pried them apart. "Please don't fight you guys. Just calm down and keep cool."

"Hey! I didn't do anything. JC is the one who is taking the Justin and Kim thing way to far."

"I'M NOT TAKING ANYTHING TOO FAR! OH MY, GOD! IT'S RIDICULOUS! I WAS JUST MAKING MY POINT, IN WHICH I HAD FACTS TO BACK UP MY OPINION! I DON'T NEED TO FIGHT WITH YOU TO EXPLAIN THAT JUSTIN AND KIM HAVE A RIGHT TO THEIR PRIVACY! I REFUSE TO CONTINUE FIGHTING WITH YOU! BECAUSE, CHRIS! YOU ARE THE MOST IMMATURE PERSON I KNOW! WHEN THE FUCK ARE YOU GOING TO GROW UP? AND...I'M NOT GOING TO SAY SHIT ELSE! I'M OUT OF THIS NOW!"

"WHEN AM I GOING TO..."

"I SAID TO SHUT UP! OKAY, MORON?" He slammed his fist against the table. "I'M NOT GOING TO FIGHT WITH YOU ABOUT JUSTIN AND KIM ANYMORE, UNDERSTAND?"

Chris jostled his hand in JC's face. "Anyway, what were you saying, Joey?"

Joey chuckled in uneasiness. "Oh...well...um that was it. Haha! That's all that happened. They were just making out after the little things they did...just making out." He was let back into the booth by Griffin and Lance.

Justin voicelessly sat down. He was mute, but an evident and distinct smile was on his face. One that he could not conceal.

"Oh, look who's back." Chris mocked.

Justin cleared his arid throat. "Yeah. I'm back." He nodded. He saw that everyone was staring at him in an awkward manner. Chris was glancing at him with an evil glower about him. It didn't seem to be a good thing.

Chris' eyes peered partially closed, as he squinted. "Hmmmm. Nice brownish liquid lip color and gloss." His head reverted to the side. "Oh, and nice glitter on your face too. I didn't know you wore glitter. I knew that Kim had some on her body, like her CHEST and stomach; arms. She didn't have any on her face though. I don't remember you having glitter on your face either."

"LAY OFF, CHRIS!"

"FUCK YOU, JC!"

"AYE, MAN! LET ME FROM THIS TABLE! I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE! I'M JUST GOING TO HURT YOU! MOVE, PLEASE! FOR GOD'S SAKE, BEFORE I KICK YOUR ASS!"

"Pishhhh! I'm not moving for you."

JC shook his head and his face was sickened with anger. "DON'T MOVE THEN! FINE!" His face turned blood red as his madness boiled within him.

"Oh, um...about the gloss. Kim and I kissed a little bit. I guess some of her glitter rub off on me. Her glitter always gets on me. She wears so much...haha!" He laughed uneagerly. Still he was educing outlandish and odd examinations from everyone. Justin lowered his head and wiped at his lips, by picking at them with his fingers. He didn't understand what was going on. "What? What's wrong now...?"

"What did you do?" Chris asked, erecting a single eyebrow.

"What did I do? I'm sorry. I don't understand the question."

His face prevailed closer. "What did you do to get her to get back with you?...I just don't get it. Out of all that shit that happened, one day and you and Kim are back together? That is one of the main reasons why I wanted to have this party. I wanted to see if you and Kim were really an item again. How in the hell did you convince her to give you another chance? What did you buy her?"

"Chris, what is your problem? Why would you say something like that to me? WHAT DID I BUY HER? I didn't buy her anything. Nothing to convince her to get back with me. Don't you think that's a bit of a harsh thing to say?"

Chris spotted Kim in the distance, striding to the table. "HEY, Kim! Just the person I wanted to see. Can I ask you something?"

She posed into Justin lap, and rubbed her eyes with her palms before making eye-contact. "Sure. Ask me anything." She blinked several times.

"Has Justin gotten you anything since you've gotten back together? I'm sorry for asking. I just wanted to know if he had any surprises for you?"

She giggled, and she wasn't aware that Justin had closed his eyes. "Did he get me anything? Hmmm. Well, yeah! He got me a ton of stuff. He got me like clothes that were custom made. A new cell phone. The picture taking kind. A new pager. He got me like a ton of candy. It may sound stupid, but for a candy freak like me...oh my, God! Ummmm. He got more diamonds added on to my wedding ring. It's so beautiful! OH! And he got me a dog too. A little tiny dog. It's so tiny that it can fit in a tea cup. Not like a regular sized one, but a jumbo teacup. I tried it this morning. Haha! Her name is Oreo! She's black and white and is so cute."

"Is it really THAT small, Kim?" Joey canvassed in wonder.

"Yup."

"That is so cool."

Chris rushed his facial hair with his finger tips. "Yeah. That is pretty cool. Thanks for sharing that, Kim. Sorry I asked. I was just wondering."

"You're welcome, man. I want everyone to know how wonderful Justin is...my sweetheart." She laughed. "I have no idea why I came over here, I have to go back and join the girls." She transposed her attention to Justin. "Baby, I'm going to go hang with the girls, okay? I love you." She whispered against his cheek. "I love you so much."

"I love you too, baby girl."

After a kiss, which lasted several seconds, she walked away.

Justin felt ashamed and disgraced more than he should had.

"So, you brought her a dog. THAT was a creative one!" Chris smirked, he was pushing buttons. "Thought you didn't buy her anything, man? That's a lot of shit." He observed that JC was shaking his head. "Yeah. Shake your head all you want to." He manifested back to Justin. "You see, Justin. I wanted to make sure that I threw you this party because I wanted to see just how together you and Kim were again. If you ask me. Things look back to normal. Justin, I know that I am a happy and crazy guy. And I know that I was acting as if everything was fine up until this point." He wiped his lips with two fingers. "Something is wrong. Something is very wrong. And I'm pissed off. It's time to see a more serious side of me. No jokes. Justin, I love you as a brother. Which is why I am going to tell you this. Something has been bothering me...I think Kim is STUPID! Stupid to get back into a relationship with you. After all you've done to her. I don't know what she sees in you."

He didn't know how to function or recur the information. "What? Chris, I don't understand. I don't understand why you are doing this. AND STUPID! YOU CALLED KIM STUPID?!" He bolted up and jumped at him.

Griffin vaulted to Justin and was able to grab him. "Calm down, man!"

"YOU CALLED HER STUPID BECAUSE SHE IS WITH ME?! YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT SHE SEES IN ME? WHAT KIND OF SHIT IS THAT TO SAY, HUH? YOU CALLED KIMMM STUPID! SO, WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO SAY, CHRIS? THAT I AM NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR HER? THAT I AM UGLY? THAT I AM EVIL AND ABUSES HER? JUST WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO SAY? NO, WAIT! YOU DON'T HAVE TO ANSWER ME! LET ME JUST KICK YOUR ASS!"

"Justin, sit down man." Griffin informed. "CALM DOWN! No fighting, alright?"

"SEE, JUSTIN! I WAS JUST TELLING YOU SOMETHING! WHY DO YOU HAVE TO MAKE IT A FIGHTING MATTER? IF YOU WOULD LISTEN TO ME AND LET ME EXPLAIN YOU'D UNDERSTAND!"

Griffin sat down, then Justin slammed his body back into his seat. "GO AHEAD THEN! EXPLAIN! I'M LISTENING!" He licked his lips in a dramatic, hostile sense. "EXPLAIN, CHRIS!"

"Okay. I don't care what you say or how pissed you are. You were the one that acted like you did. And you were the one that did some things to her that you should NEVER be forgiven for. You don't know just how lucky you are, because you don't deserve to be with her after all that you've done. I don't see where she found the forgiveness. She said that she couldn't sleep with you because of what you did with Charrah. She didn't feel that she could sleep with you? How can she even stand to look at you, let alone have sex with you? I am very pissed at you for how you treated her. I just can't not believe you acted the way you did. I tried to let it slid by, but I just can't take it. You have major issues. And you always have the nerve to talk about how much you love her. How love sick you are, and yet you are ALWAYS! ALWAYS! ALWAYYYS! Hurting her. Always. It makes you seem like a big joke. One day you are talking about how you love her in ways that are not understandable, the next you are calling her a bitch. That just don't work, Justin."

He nettled an irritated breath. "CAN I TALK NOW?! I'm going to make this quick, OKAY? The decisions Kim make in our relationship, and the decisions I make in our relationship, are between us. IT'S NONE OF YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS! You don't have to know her reason for her being with me. You don't have to know why we are together again. It doesn't concern you. And you don't know what Kim and I go through. You only know what I've told you and what you heard from others. You don't actually live with Kim. You have no idea what battles we may face together. You sit here yapping, thinking that you know everything about us, when you don't know shit. I know that I have not been my best to her lately. I know that. BUT! I love her and I am not ALWAYS hurting her as you described. What is with you? Or anyone that thinks the same as you? What is with the "JUSTIN AND KIM" craze? We are always the center of attention. We are always being picked on. We are always being talked about. AND WE ALWAYS HAVE PEOPLE DIPPING IN OUR PERSONAL LIVES! Do me favor and back off, because what I say to Kim and do to her is my problem. My situation. Not yours. I KNOW I MESSED UP! I don't need you to tell me that, DAD!" He scoffed. "Who cares if you are pissed off. You can be pissed all you want. You don't know what you're talking about. You don't have to make me seem like some creep. An abusive lover of hers. Acting as if I treat her like shit...I can't believe you said some of those things to me. This is my bachelor party. I could understand if you were upset with me and confronted me at home. This is a club, Chris. This is NOT the place to be talking about something like this. My personal life. I'm sick of it too. See if I ever tell you anything about Kim and I. You just watch and see...you fucking bastard."

"This has nothing to do with a personal life, Justin. OKAY! MAYBE IT DOES! HA! Your "personal" life. What personal life, Justin? Every bit of your life is thrown out in the public. And might I add in a very unorganized way. You, my friend. Have problems. I'm talking a problem that cannot be laughed at and brushed off. And you SAY that I don't know what I'm talking about? Why don't I walk you through some of my points. Let's see. You treat Kim anyway your fucking anger lets you treat her, and you do nothing but hurt her. Over and over again at that. I saw the package unwrap before my very eyes, and I didn't like it. You do too treat her like DIRT! I take it back. SHIT! When you get angry at her you just go a bit TOO far. TOO FAR! Justin, Kim was abused most of her life. Do you ever think about that, while you are fighting with her? She was a victim of abuse. You are suppose to comfort her. Not hurt her more emotionally. You don't seem to understand that, Justin. It seems like you use her as an advantage. You hurt her all the ways you like, because you know that you will get back together eventually. That's what it looks like to me. You are all Kim has. She doesn't have anyone else. You have us and your mom. Your friends and family. She has no one. You should be ashamed of yourself. She kisses JC barely. What do you do? You jump on Charrah in front of her, kissing her and rubbing yourself into her, and your hand entered her shirt. But, hey! It's none of my business right? That didn't happen right in front of me. It happened in private, when no one was around." He said sarcastically. "You totally told her off in a movie theater, because she said you were harassing her. Oh, that didn't happen in the public either. So that's none of my business. Just like you said. It's not like I was there or anything. You blamed her for you having a panic attack, just because she was mad at you for being on Charrah. Hmmm. You walked out on her and your five month old baby. Speaking of baby. Didn't you curse Kim out, when she told you that she was pregnant. Gee! That happened a while ago. Just like I told you, Justin. YOU ARE ONE LUCKY MAN! BEING AS TRAUMATIZED AS KIM IS, SHE IS NOT IN THE RIGHT STATE OF MIND! THERE IS NO WAY SHE CAN BE, AND HAS BEEN ABUSED FOR SO MANY YEARS! WHAT YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND IS, IF SHE HAD DECENT FAMILY, SOME SUPPORT, OR MAYBE EVEN A BROTHER OR SISTER OR SOMETHING, SHE WOULD NOT BE WITH YOU! YOU WOULD NOT BE TOGETHER RIGHT NOW! SHE WOULDN'T BE BLIND TO THE FACT THAT YOU HURT HER CONTINUOUSLY, AND SHE WOULD HAVE SOMEONE TO BE BY HER SIDE IN A TIME OF NEED! LIKE I SAID! SHE DOESN'T HAVE ANYONE! IT'S THE ONLY FUCKING REASON SHE KEEPS TAKING YOU BACK OR ACCEPTING WHAT YOU DO! THE ONLY REASON! THERE IS THE ANSWER TO MY OWN QUESTION! AND YOU KNOW THIS TOO! DON'T YOU, JUSTIN? YOU KNOW YOU SAY WHATEVER YOU WANT TO HER, AND HURT HER ANY KIND OF WAY, BECAUSE YOU CAN GET AWAY WITH IT! GOD! IT JUST UPSETS ME SO MUCH! AND THE FINALE OF ALL OF YOUR BULLSHIT, WAS THE EPISODE DURING REHEARSALS! OHHHHH, MAN! NOW THAT WAS THE MOST DARING YOU EVER GOT! SHE COMES TO OUR REHEARSALS, NOT KNOWING WHERE YOU ARE STAYING, AND WORRIED ABOUT YOU! ALL YOU CAN DO IS GRAB HER ARM AND TELL HER TO LEAVE...BUT YOU DIDN'T STOP THERE! YOU JUST HAD TO TELL HER HOW SHITTY SHE LOOKED, AFTER SHE WAS DRESSED, TRYING TO IMPRESS YOU FROM THE START! YOU PUSHED HER! YOU LAUGHED AT HER, AND THEN TOLD HER THAT YOU WOULD NEVER GET WITH SOME "BITCH" LIKE HER, BECAUSE SHE WAS NOT WORTH YOUR LIFE! BASICALLY YOU WERE SAYING SHE WAS TRASH ON THE STREET! I LOST COUNT OF THE NUMBER OF TIMES YOU TOLD HER SHE WAS A BITCH! AND THEN YOU CALLED HER A HOE! I DON'T KNOW ABOUT YOU, JUSTIN! BUT DOESN'T THAT WORD SEEM TO BE RETARDED TO SAY? CONSIDERING YOU "TOOK" HER VIRGINITY, AND SHE HAS NEVER BEEN WITH ANOTHER MAN SINCE! WHAT WOMAN IS STUPID ENOUGH TO STAY WITH A MAN THAT CALLED HER IN BITCH IN SUCH A WAY, AND A HOE? SHE HAD YOUR BABY, YOU DUMB ASS! SHE GAVE BIRTH TO YOUR CHILD AND YOU CALLED HER A HOE AND BITCH LIKE THAT...SO, WHAT DOES THAT MAKE JADE? A DAUGHTER OF A BITCH, I GUESS? OH, AND WITH JADE AGAIN! YOU FOLLOWED KIM AROUND IN A FUCKING GROCERY STORE, LAUGHING AT HER, BECAUSE SHE WAS DISTRESSED WITH JADE!" He punched his fist into his palm with every word he spoke. "AND YOU TOLD US THIS AS IF YOU WERE PROUD OF YOURSELF! YOU CANCELLED THE WEDDING! YOU CALLED SECURITY ON HER! WHAT THE HELL? I MEAN, YOU ARE JUST RUEFUL! YOU ARE SO PATHETIC! ALL THAT SHIT YOU DID!"

JC nailed Chris' arm to support him. "Hey, man. Stay calm, now. Lower your voice some too."

"CALM? AFTER ALL THAT I SAID, JUSTIN! I HAVE SOMETHING ELSE TO TELL YOU AS WELL! THIS IS A WARNING! DON'T YOU EVER! EVER! DO SOMETHING LIKE ANY OF THAT SHIT TO KIM AGAIN! OR I SWEAR TO GOD...I SWEAR TO GOD THAT I WILL KICK YOUR FUCKING ASS! I'D LOVE YOU TO COME ATTEMPT TO KICK MY ASS, RIGHT NOW! YOU HAVE TO UNDERSTAND, THAT I CAN GET UPSET TOO! AND RIGHT NOW, I'M FUCKING BLAZING! I'VE COME TO LOVE KIM, BECAUSE YOU LOVE HER SO MUCH! AND I'M PROTECTIVE OF HER TOO NOW! I'VE KNOWN HER FOR OVER A YEAR, AND I KNOW THAT SHE MAY NOT BE ALL THERE, BUT YOU HURTING HER OVER AND OVER IS NOT HELPING HER MUCH! SO DON'T YOU EVEN DARE TRY TO PULL SOME SHIT, AND LEAVE HER OR BITCH HER OUT, BECAUSE I WILL KICK YOUR ASS! THAT'S A FUCKING PROMISE! YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED ACTING LIKE THAT! AS SWEET AS SHE CAN BE, WITH AS MUCH SHE HAS GIVEN TO YOU! AND ALL YOU DO IS TAKE ADVANTAGE OF HER EMOTIONALLY! STILL, I DON'T KNOW HOW YOU GOT HER TO GET BACK WITH YOU!" He laughed. "THAT'S ANOTHER THING! SHE COMES TO MAKE UP WITH YOU, AND YOU GO OFF ON HER! IT'S ALWAYS "JUSTIN'S TIME!" ISN'T IT? EVERY TIME YOU AND HER MAKE UP, IT'S BECAUSE "YOU" DECIDED YOU WERE READY TO! FIGURES! IT TAKES KIM THROWING YOUR SHIT IN A PARKING LOT FOR YOU TO FEEL BAD, AND FEEL YOU ARE READY TO MAKE UP WITH HER! THAT'S A BUNCH OF BULLSHIT! IT'S THE SAME THING! YOU PROBABLY WENT TO THE HOUSE, ALL SAD-EYED AND DOWN, AND GAVE HER SOME LONG ASS SPEECH ABOUT HOW SORRY YOU WERE, AND THAT YOU DIDN'T MEAN IT! ABOUT HOW YOU NEVER STOPPED LOVING HER! YOU PROBABLY SHED A FEW TEARS; TOLD HER HOW MUCH SHE MEANT TO YOU AND HOW SPECIAL SHE WAS...MAKE ME SICK TO MY FUCKING STOMACH! AND KIM HAS NOWHERE ELSE TO GO, SO SHE ACCEPTS YOU BACK, AND YOU ARE TOGETHER AGAIN!" He punched the table. "YOU STILL WANT TO KICK MY ASS? HUH, YOU CRAZY BITCH!" He forced Justin to mentally digest his own words. "AND YOU'RE A HOE FOR KISSING CHARRAH LIKE THAT! YOU STUPID BITCH! YOU LOOK LIKE SHIT! WHY SHOULD KIM STAY WITH SOMEONE LIKE YOU? HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE TALKED ABOUT LIKE THAT? HMMMM! MAYBE I SHOULD TELL YOU HOW WORTHLESS YOU ARE TO ME! OH, THAT'S RIGHT! THAT'S JUST TOO FUCKING HORRIBLE TO SAY! NOT EVEN "I" HAVE A HEART COLD ENOUGH TO SAY THAT TO A BEST FRIEND I HAVE KNOWN FOR ABOUT TEN YEARS! I CAN'T EVEN SAY IT JOKINGLY! AND THAT IS THE MOTHER FUCKING EXPLANATION YOU ASKED FOR, BITCH!" Finally he was finished.

Chris had snapped. No one had ever distinguished him as so serious. It was scary. It was rare. It was exclusively eye-opening. Deep down inside of the men surrounding Chris, they agreed with him. They were on his side. They weren't upset enough to have infuriation towards Justin. But their personal and individual opinions were with Chris.

Finally, someone had challenged Justin and stood against the advisory of his actions. He was dead with stupidity. He couldn't move, and lacked the power to absorb ideas or impressions. Chris gave him an insensible taste of his own medicine. He felt dirty and grim. He felt like Kim had. He could view the cruel, truculent, and inhuman things he had done, all in one package.

It was one of those times. A time when someone was going to cry, and everyone around that person would act like they didn't know or didn't take notice to it. Not this time. Chris was so raw that all of the guys were staring at Justin, when they didn't even want to. He was a fascinating now, and even if they knew they didn't want to look at him and it was rude, they couldn't help it.

Justin, rigid, stiff and grieving, gawked at the edge of the table. He was reduced to zilch. He could feel the sets of eyes staring directly at his face. This discomfiture caused his head to turn in Griffin's direction, to the left. His eyes never dichotomized from the table. His fingers rhythmically danced on the table top, as he tried his best not to seem embarrassed. Several tears washed down his face, and he sniffled. Finally he turned his head away from them and towards the crowd. His tears were sinking faster from his eyes than he wished to control.

No one knew what to say, therefore the booth stayed dead silent.

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"Hahaha! Yeah! Like twenty years from now. If we are still together by then."

"Do you think you and Justin will still be together by then?" Dani asked.

"Yeah. Because who else would he meet that would put up with the crap that I do? Haha! And besides, I love him." She slicked her hair behind her ears. "I love him so much. I don't think I could make it on my own without him in my life."

"I know that's right, Kim. You and him have a baby too?" She shook her head. "You two do deserve each other. You just have one too many problems going on if you ask me."

"I know we do. It's hard to admit, but it's true."

Kim and Dani strolled to the booth of males.

"Hey, Chris!" Dani squatted into Chris' lap.

"Hey!"

Kim installed into Justin's lap and folded her hands as her eyes scrimmaged around. She didn't notice how disturbed and upset he was at first, but when she did, she reacted expeditiously. "Oh, my God, Justin. What's wrong? Have you been crying? What's wrong with you now? Anyone know what's wrong with him?" No one responded. "Justin, baby? What's wrong? Are you going to talk to me?" She cooed.

"I don't want...to be here." He mumbled.

"Why? What's the matter?" She whispered.

"I just don't want to be here. This party sucks."

She couldn't get him to view her and she effortlessly tried, by forcing her face into his. "Awww. Why would you say something like that? You are suppose to be having fun. Is this because I said you didn't deserve intimacy or something? Don't be so down. I was just talking crap. You know I show out every once in a while. After this party, we can go home, and spend some time together. Just me and you. Don't forget that your mother has Jade for the night. We can shower together and then make love." She giggled. "Does that sound okay to you? Sound like fun? Justin, lift your head up, so I can see your beautiful eyes."

"Kim, I appreciate your kindness, but back off. I don't want to talk to anyone right now. Not even you. I just want to sit here, and not talk to anyone. I don't want to be bothered, and I'm not in a good mood." His voice was terminated and intensified with silence.

She eroded his tense back with her hand. "Come on, baby. Talk to me. I'll give you a nice massage. Don't be a party pooper. We were just kissing a few minutes ago, you didn't seem upset then."

His head vellicated and snapped up, scaring her. "GOD DAMMIT, KIM! I ASKED YOU TO LEAVE ME ALONE! PLEASE! WHY THE FUCK DO YOU HAVE TO BE IN MY FACE ALL THE TIME?! ALL I WANTED WAS TO BE LEFT ALONE! THAT'S ALL I WANT FROM YOU! SO, WILL YOU PLEASE GET OFF OF MY LAP AND JUST BACK THE FUCK UP! OKAY? JUST LEAVE ME ALONE! GOD! CAN YOU DO ONE FUCKING THING THAT I ASK?"

She laggardly incited from his lap. "Sorry." She whispered. With that she commenced to walk away.

Dani, who was having a small talk with Chris, got up. "I have to go with, Kim. Make sure that she is okay while I'm at it." On her journey to catch up with Kim, she grabbed Justin's arm. "By the way, Justin. I think it's awful how you treat Kim sometimes. She was just trying to be sweet and caring. You didn't have to yell at her like that. I don't know what your problem is, but you really need to get it together." She tapped him. "You're still hot though. I just think you need to be a lot nicer to her. She's going to be your WIFE for God's sake. And she went out of her way to get you the nicest wedding present EVER! It is so cool that you will never be able to top it. You will love it more than anything she has ever gotten you. It's the best present she could ever get you. If I were you I'd be kissing her feet. Not cursing her out."

His eyes were husky and abstruse. "She got me a wedding present?" He asked gently.

"Yes!" She nodded at him, and switched away. "KIM, WAIT UP!"

"A WEDDING PRESENT?" His hands yanked at his hair. "Ohhhhh no!" He groaned garishly. "A wedding present? I didn't even know that people getting married gave each other wedding presents. No one told me." His voice had collapse and he was engaged with tears. "I didn't even get her a wedding present. And she went and got me something huge. I...I don't know what to do." He ran his hands over his face, and unexpectedly began crying. "I don't know what to do! I'm so fucked up...I am so FUCKED up." He sniffled as he adjourned to his feet. "You know what, Chris? I don't know what she SEES in me. I don't know why she continues to stay with an asshole like me. Something else I don't know is, why would you do this to me? Don't you think I'm suffering enough because of what I did? I mean, she cut herself because of me. She cut herself. I know what I did wrong. And yes, I feel terrible about it. I told you I have an anger problem that I did not have until I met Kim. You didn't have to do that to me. You didn't have to verbally attack me. I already felt bad, but you just had to kill my little pride. Thanks for pissing me off, and causing me to yell at Kim when she, once again, did nothing wrong. Thanks for being such a wonderful and supportive friend. Thank you so much." He turned his back to the table. "I have to go tell her that I'm sorry. I say it so much to her, it's not even worth saying. But I have to tell her and try. I don't know what I'm going to do with myself."

"Hey, Justin! I hope you know, that I did not say shit. So please don't be mad at me!" JC sucked up.

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"No. Wait. There are a lot of guys, who have nice asses, you just can't tell by what they wear."

"True, but hold up, Kim."

"Hold on, Dani-girl. I just wanted to say that there are a lot of them who have the nicest butts. The only reason why it doesn't seem like it is because of the jeans they wear or the clothes. And if they have a really nice butt you can tell no matter what they wear. Like Justin. Sometimes he wears stuff that makes it seem like he doesn't have a butt and sometimes it seems like he does. But let me put it like this...he has a nice ass. Let me tell you. Like when he is naked...you know what I'm saying. You have to see him naked to understand he has a really nice butt. Haha! I cannot believe we are talking about this."

Bobbie laughed. "We did see his butt. During the truth or dare game. Yeah, he has a nice one. Hahaha! That's not the only thing he has that's nice though. Ohhhh, man. I was like chasing after him and didn't even realize it. He's that hypnotizing. Speaking of butts. My JC has a really nice butt."

Dani laughed. "Yeah. And Lance and Joey have bubble butts."

"AHAHAHAHAHA!"

"Kim has a bubble butt." Calia added.

"AAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHA!"

She twisted her stale bottled water in embarrassment. "That's not funny. You guys make me sick. All you do is pic on me about that. I'm going to do a ton of exercise and lose so much weight. Just watch and see. That is SO not funny."

"Aw, shut up." Calia informed. "It's not like you don't have the boobs to go with the butt. And then she weighs like a hundred pounds, what the heck? How can you have a bubble butt and weigh a hundred and thirteen pounds? Kim makes me sick. She has the cutest little figure ever and is always complaining. Give me your body then! Shit! I'll be the happiest female on earth." She jumped up. "I want YOU! The chick with the blue eyes and the big butt! I'm gonna kick your ass, just because you make me sick. Come on, bitch." She put her fists up.

"Cal, please. I would kick your ass. Okay? Don't make me get up from here." She pointed to Bobbie. "And YOU! You better stop chasing my man, or I'll have to kick you ass. I know you have a crush on him." She chimed with a playful giggle. "Actually all of you saw my baby's penis. Your men humiliated him and made him do that dare. So, I guess I will have to kick all of your asses.

Kelly, who was sitting beside her, grabbed her by the neck, and jokingly began to choke her. "Look at little miss thing. She thinks she is so bad, with her tiny self. Girl, I'd break your bite size ass in two. She is always trying to kick somebody's ass, as small as she is. I'm two times bigger than you, Kim. I'd break your neck."

Kim laughed, even when Kelly let her go. "Well..." She cleared her throat. "Damn." She moved an inch away from Kelly to add humor to the situation. This caused everyone to laugh.

"HAHAHA! That's that face. Justin makes that face sometimes." Bobbie laughed out. "I swear, he's wearing off on you, Kim. That is so cute."

She was going to respond to Bobbie, but a tug on her shirt alarmed her. She met eyes with Justin.

"Kim, I'm..." He clasped a deep breath, with his lungs. "I'm an asshole." His monstrous sized eyes made him appear stoned, and they draped around, as if he was lost for words.

"Awwwww! Justin, don't cry. I'm sorry I yelled at you. Don't cry."

He gave a quick 'I am okay' smile to Dani before indulging his attention to Kim. "I'm such an asshole. I don't know how to talk to you. I don't treat you right. I don't even know why you are marrying me. Why? I am so horrible to you, Kim. I'm so sorry I yelled at you. You see, Chris yelled at me. And I was upset because of that. I had no right to yell at you, even if I didn't want to talk to anyone, and I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry that I am so messed up that I can't even control how I talk to you, after all I put you though. I hope you know, that after I get back from touring and get some time off. I'm going to get help. I'll talk to someone about it or something. Okay, Kim?"

"Justin, why are you so upset? Why are you crying, baby?"

"Because I told you, I know you have to be mad at me. I didn't mean to hurt your feelings or make you sad..."

"But I'm fine. You told me to leave you alone. I should have stopped right there. You have the right to want to be alone. That's the truth. I am not mad or sad at all. I'm fine. It's okay, baby. You don't have to be hysterical about it."

"NO! IT IS NOT OKAY! YOU WOULD THINK THAT AFTER ALL OF THIS TIME I WOULD GET THE POINT! BUT NO! NOT JUSTIN! I AM SUCH AN ASSHOLE! I JUST KEEP FUCKING UP! I AM SO STUPID! I'LL NEVER LEARN MY LESSON!" He sniffed. "Can I talk to you alone?"

She directly followed him to a more private place. She was in awe. "Justin...calm down. I love you, baby. Don't cry. This is a club. You are not suppose to cry here. You should be dancing with a mound of strippers." She giggled.

"YOU'RE GOING TO LEAVE ME! YOU'RE GOING TO LEAVE ME ONE DAY, AND THEN I'LL KILL MYSELF! YOU WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO TAKE THE SHIT I PUT YOU THROUGH ANYMORE! THEN YOU'LL LEAVE!"

She smacked him. "Justin, stop it! What the hell did Chris say to you? I know he better stop fucking with you head. What the hell is he yelling at you for anyway? Because anything having to do with me or you is none if his bee's wax." She grabbed his face with both hands. "You...stop...it! I'm NOT going anywhere. And neither are you. OKAY, JUSTIN!" She kissed his lips. "I LOVE YOU! OKAY, BABY! SO DON'T BE UPSET! EVERYTHING IS FINE! JUST FINE! COME SIT DOWN WITH ME!"

"YOU ARE GOING TO LEAVE ME! YES, YOU ARE! YOU ARE GOING TO GET SO FED UP AND I'M GOING TO KEEP DOING HORRIBLE THINGS, AND YOU ARE NOT GOING TO WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH ME! YOU ARE GOING TO LEAVE ME, BECAUSE OF ALL OF THE SHIT! THEN I'LL BE ALL ALONE, AND I'LL GO CRAZY! AND I'LL KILL MYSELF!"

She shook her head. "Justin..."

He rested his hands on his waist. "And you have to talk to me. You always have to. Because it's not fair. You always have to talk. You cannot ignore me, because that's the worst torture on earth. You can't leave me, and you can't NOT talk to me."

"JUSTIN, CALM DOWN! STOP TALKING CRAZY AND ABOUT TAKING YOUR LIFE! EVERYTHING IS OKAY!"

"NO! EVERYTHING IS NOT OKAY! I don't feel that way. I did so much to you, Kim....so much. I can't live with myself because of it. Especially when you came to my rehearsal. It hurts me so bad." He cried. "That I would hurt you like that. And do that to you. And make you cry. I have no heart. That is so animalistic and sick. I called you a hoe! Oh...my...God! You have to tell me something that I can do for you. I need to know this, just so I can feel better about myself. You don't understand. Please tell me, Kim. Something that I can do or get you."

"Do you really want to know?"

"YES, PLEASE!"

He held her hand up. "Okay. This is what you can do. At home. At night. I want you to dance for me. Similar to the lap dance I gave you. And I want you to STRIP! Then I want you to dance ON me! And then I want you to give me the Charrah treatment in your boxers. Then get naked and make love to me."

"But, what about..."

"I don't care about when I said earlier about me not wanting to be with you like that. I was just talking shit for a laugh." She pouted. "I'm sexually frustrated. So, is that too much for you? Do you not like what I just said?"

He shook his head. "No...um...I was just wondering why I had to dance? Couldn't I do something else, like tease you instead? Or kiss on you? Suck on you?"

"Yeah! That's what I meant. It's a deal then. We have to shake on it."

They shook hands.

"And you're not mad at me, Kim?"

"Nope. Now, hush! Everything is okay." She swiped his face with her hand. "God! I can't believe you were crying. You poor thing. I don't think it's right how you are always getting picked on. That's not cool. It's going to make me snap on Chris some day. He shouldn't be yelling at you, to the point you're so upset you are yelling at me, and then crying. I cannot believe you started crying in this club. And everyone knows how sensitive you are. Chris better stop upsetting you. You freak out and get all hysteric! Then you cry."

"Well, I felt bad. What else could I do? I couldn't hide it. I had to tell you sorry, because I'm such a stupid jerk."

"You're my stupid jerk. And a fine stupid jerk. And I love you. Stop putting yourself down so much. You're getting to be like me." She giggled.

He chuckled. "I love you, Kim. Sorry I lost it again."

"I love you too. And it's okay."

When the pair made it back to the stimulating table, Kim rested down, in her original seat, at the edge of the booth. She smiled at Bobbie, Dani, and Calia who were across from her. "Sit down, baby." She told Justin.

He scratched his head with a laugh. "Umm....where? There is too many ladies. No room." His quote caused the women to snicker and giggle.

Kim patted her lap. "Come sit in my lap."

"Yeah right. So I can hurt you? Why don't you get up and I'll sit down, and you can sit in my lap?"

"Nope. Sit down in mine. There is nothing wrong with it. You won't crush me. You weigh like sixty more pounds than me. Come on."

He carefully posed into her lap, having the fear of being too much weight in the back of his mind.

"Relax." She whispered wrapping her arms around him. "You aren't too heavy."

Releasing a sigh, he convened all of his weight.

"There we go. Oh! And, Justin."

"Huh?"

"Mr. Gas-a-lot, if you fart on me. I'll rip your eyes out." She scrunched her nose and smiled sweetly.

His head crooked back and he laughed. "You are so funny!"

"HEY, JUSTIN!" The women greeted.

"Hey!"

"Welcome to OUR booth. Are you okay?" Bobbie asked.

"Yeah, I'm okay. I'm just TOO emotional sometimes. Kim spoils me. So I'm a big baby. I can't even stop myself from crying in public." He established his head to her shoulder and used her hair to hide his face.

"He's lying. I'm the spoiled one. I'm spoiled rotten. Muhahaha!"

"AHAHAHAHAHA!"

"Kim you know how you and Justin share that big house together? I wanted to ask you, how does it feel to permanently LIVE with your loved one? How does it feel to be staying with Justin and living with him? Because I think it feels different from just staying over Griffin's sometimes, you know?" Calia asked.

"Huh?" She giggled in confusion. Her mind was empty.

"Haha! You didn't hear me?"

"No. I um...what? Um...no. Justin is ummm. He's sucking on my neck. He is not as innocent as he seems. My hair is covering him; makes it kind of heard to concentrate. He knows that I love it when he...m'mmmmmmm. JUSTIN, QUIT IT!" She elbowed him in the stomach."

"OW!" He presented his head with his tongue hanging out of his mouth. "I love her." He snickered. "She is so hot. Aren't you, baby?"

"No."

He kissed her chin. "Yes, you are." He tried to slid Kelly over to the best of his ability, causing all of the ladies to be crushed at one time. He laid Kim back and made sure he was on top of her. "OH, GOD! YOU ARE SO HOT! I LOVE YOUUUUUUUU!" He shouted.

"I LOVE YOU TOOOOOOOOO!" She shouted back. "Now, get off of me!"

"NOOOOOOOO!" He wildly kissed her neck and down her arms. "I LOVE YOUUUUUUU! I WANT EVERYONE TO KNOW! M'MMMMMM! YOU TASTE SO DAMN GOOD! M'MMMMMMMMM!"

"JUSTIN, OH MY GOD!"

"Oh, my God, is right." Dani laughed at the fact that Kim's legs were dangling in the air.

"M'MMMMMMM! OHHHHHH, BABY! I WANT YOU SO BAD! YOU ROCK MY WORLD, KIM! OHHHHHH, YEAH!"

"HELP! JUSTIN, WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING? DON'T YOU PUT A HICKY ON MY NECK! THE WEDDING IS DAYS AWAY!"

"Justin! Justin, Chris wants you." Griffin told him with a laugh. "Man, what are you doing?".

He gazed back at Griffin, before ridding himself from Kim's body. "Sorry about that, baby girl. Wrong place at the wrong time!" He grappled her hand and pulled her up. "Let's just fix your hair up." He sloppily moved her hair from out of her face. "There!"

Before leaving, he slowly kissed her lips, and then vibrated his tongue against her bottom lip. "I love you, sexy. It wasn't me! It was him." He pointed to his pants. "Stay down! I know you miss her, but you have to learn to leave her alone."

Everyone laughed.

"Chris wants me? Oh, God! What does he want now?" Justin asked Griffin.

Kim stated into the direction Justin had left. "He..." She paused. "He...he never did anything like that before. He never did anything like that..." Her head fell forward. "Is it too late to to register him into an insane asylum? He attacked me. He was kissing me. He gave me a kissing attack! And he was on top of me. A little too happy if you ask me. Oh, my God!" 

"Aw, shut up, Kim. You know you loved it." Calia giggled.

"I know I would love him to jump on me like that." Bobbie mumbled.

"He just pushed me over and knocked me out of the way." Kelly laughed. "Look at Kim. She looked like she has just been fucked. Your hair is so messed up. Straps off of the shoulders. Heaving for air. Poor Kim."

She touched the golden strands on her head. "I know. He is so bad. I don't know where that came from. He was grinding into me. that evil bastard. I hate him." She giggled. "He is a HUGE flirt and tease. I'm going to get him back. At the wrong place. At the WRONG time!"

When Justin made it to the opposite side of the club, the feeling came back. It made him feel defensive and disgusting. It was gloom. It was hideous.

"Justin..." Chris began.

He didn't attempt to sit down, he just mongrelized his arms and enacted as if he didn't want to hear what he had to say.

Chapter 65

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