EVERYDAY THOUGHTS #10 ------------------ April 15, 1998 ____ ___ __----__ _/\ _/^ __ ^\_ /~^_/ | )/^ ^-^ _/ _/^ _/^ ^\_ ^\ | ./ /~ /( _/\. _/^_/^--_ ^\_^\-__-~ _/( \ _/ ./ ./^_/| \_ ~\ \_^\_ /^ _( ~-_ _/ \./\ _/^_/ \_ ~\ \ ^\__^\../^_/^ )\ ~~~~ _\/ <__/ ~\__\| ^\.__./^ ~---____--~ ~\ In this issue: READ THIS! -->list news/stuff ........ larajean@gmx.de re: name that tune ........... adaminthedirt@yahoo.com poems ............................. vonfam@rapfire.net I'm a guy ..................... uranium_eagle@juno.com **Re: Lara's post ..................... Zaria2@aol.com poem .......................... kristenluv@hotmail.com something else ................ moonsong@ix.netcom.com ************************************************** From: Lara Subject: list news/stuff Date: Tue, 14 Apr 1998 Hello everyone! REALLY NEAT-O NEWS! Ok, hold off on the OneList idea because the digest will soon be put out through an address at smoe :) You guys do not need to resubscribe to the list or anything. I will take care of that. The new address will probably come into effect Sunday... I will get back to you on that as the time grows closer... The list will start out as digest form and might possibly in the future go to loose mail as well. The second option is definitely not certain and not something to really be concerned with at this stage. By automating the digests you guys can receive them much faster than with me doing it all by hand. :) I will get back to you guys with more information!! Lara larajean@gmx.de ************************************************** From: Adam Lapierre Subject: re: name that tune Date: Tue, 14 Apr 1998 well mike, the name of the song below is "Invisible Man" by 98 degrees. hope i could be of some help. >mike rusche wrote: >I have the chorus of a song stuck in my head. Unfortunately, >the song's about a year and a half old, so I don't think I'll >hear it on the radio by chance.Here goes:Oh how I wish you'd look at me >that way >With your beautiful eyes staring deep(?) into mine >-----I forget this line, but it's about this long----But to youAll I am >Is the invisible man.And that's all I know. ************************************************** From: vonfam@rapfire.net Subject: poems Date: Tue, 14 Apr 1998 Hey Guys! First, I really liked Kristen and Lara's poems. :) I haven't posted in a while because we've been having wonderful internet problems. Anyhow, I thought i'd send a few i've written.... I wrote a little over a year ago when I lost my first love. It was written as a song, but... Usually Is Chorus: When it feels like love it ususally is When you think it's over it usually is When it feels like a dream it usually is Things are sometimes exactly what they seem I said I loved you, and you said it back I said "don't leave me." You said, "I got your back." Then why am I alone, dreaming of you? Hoping all my dreams, will come true.. So I stand here alone, waiting for you But I know...you're gone I grasp at the memories, trying to pull you back But it's too late...you've gone But it's not really over, till the love stops Chorus I still love you and I know you feel the same Somehow, i'll find a way for us to be together again, Somehow... But till then we have to be strong and live each day in hopes of the day we'll be together again. 10-16-96 ----------------------------- And I wrote this one yesterday.... WHEN When did love become a dirty word? And your name nothing but a bitter addition, to a sad sad song When did I become this person? a tease? a beauty queen in disguise? or simply a wallflower... The quiet chick with braces, anf dirty blonde curls. I scribble these words in a pathetic attempt to bring meaning to my exsistence When did life become such a cruel exsistence? Filled with pain Filled with hurt Filled with death When did I become such a bitter......... Love hurts Life hurts Pain hurts Death hurts But with love comes new life and with life comes new love With pain comes pleasure and with death comes birth I may ramble angrily about sorrow anguish and broken hearts but you just wait, I love too easily You'll soon see Words of bliss Words of dreams Words of deep blue eyes and oh, that heavenly smile Who knows, maybe there's hope for me yet. 4-13-98 ------------------------------------- I'll just leave it at that for now. Till next time... Always, Naomi the unknown angel naomisplace@angelfire.com http://www.angelfire.com/ok/naomisplace/index.html ************************************************** Subject: I'm a guy... From: uranium_eagle@juno.com (Issac J Brogdon) Date: Tue, 14 Apr 1998 Yes, I'll admit it, I'm a guy. Sorry to ALL OF YOU FEMALE's out there for existing. The past couple of digests have been about relationship problems, or, more exactly, guy problems. i feel lonely out here, all alone...oh well. ;) more for me. I would like to say that all of men's problems were and are originated by women. of course, before you go a-wall on me, i want to comment that the reason that YOU start all of OUR problems is that our world's revolve around you. no matter how much we're not around, no matter how much we forget, it's simply put as this: just being with you is enough for us. or at least, for me. i think that i've already introduced myself, at least, as best i could. i one of those people that has to be indirectly characterized (i.e, you'll learn more about me through my actions and words about life than what i or anyone can tell you). anyway, i think that it's my turn to complain about women and take advantage of the overwhelming majority of them on this list...I HAVE A FEmale PROBLEM! You see, it's like this...I FINALLY told the girl that i've liked for the past couple of months how i felt. i know that doesn't seem like a long time to any of you, but to a hormonal guy like myself, well, it's different. the phrase "she's leading me around by my pants" cums to mind. ok, sorry, that was the stereotypical male in me. so anyway, spring break rolled around and I got around to calling her about wednesday. we talked and talked and talked...for hours everyday learning about each other. we've gotten to know each other pretty well in fact, to the point where we can be casual, comfortable friends. i just hope it doesn't stay friends cuz i overheard her and a friend talking about liking someone...the name, i don't know...didn't hear...so anyway, all i heard was her talking about liking this guy...and about getting to know him before 'agreeing' to go out w/ him. so, as you can see, i have quite a dilema. these are SUPPOSED to be the best times of my life, and, frankly, i don't want to waste them with my mind in the gutter thinking of what might have been. "ne lui faittes pas un regret." ~Don't make her a regret-from With Honors Well, i'd include the customary poem attachment to this little note, BUT i'm going through one of those phases where my emotions are "positive" and for some reason i can't right good "happy" poems... maybe today's mix of emotions can change that... Sacrificing my love life in order to write poetry. Sounds like an obsession to me. _____ Work is life, you know, and without it, there's nothing but fear and insecurity. ~~John Lennon _____ james ***i JUST read lara's post about us guy's replying...wow, but lara, i don't think that you had to give us permission...well, GUYS, where are you?*** ==================== just a note from Lara: I felt bad cause no guys had written in a while and I did not want them to feel we were running them off :) Smiles to all! ************************************************** From: Zaria2 Subject: [eda_thoughts] Re: Lara's post Date: 15 Apr 1998 (note: this already got sent out to those who have resubbed through Onelist but I am sending it again for those who have not) Hi guys! I also want to apologize to the guys. With my own experience guys have hurt me, but that's not to say that girls can be hearbreakers. I'm sorry if I offended anyone! Love, *Jen* ************************************************** From: "* Jewel *" Subject: poem Date: Tue, 14 Apr 1998 Hey, guyz, I'm having a lot of problems w/ my boyfriend right now and I'm hurting BAD.....so I write poetry when I'm sad.... Love Always, *~Kristen~* {{ThE aNgEl StAnDiNg By}} Tell Me Now ----------- Stop with your signs And your petty clues Because I can read All of those moves Please no more kisses Of obligation I've tried to meet your standards I'm your God damn creation Stop it already You're breaking my heart You're opening my flesh And tearing me apart With each rip, You cut a piece of my soul Reincarnated into a tear Salty and cold Droplets, droplets, upon this page My body is full Of hurt and rage Tell me now It's over, I know Tell me now So I can let you go... ************************************************** From: moonsong@ix.netcom.com (Us) Subject: something else Date: Wed, 15 Apr 1998 Hey, No explainations this time, hehe. =) Sam the ? angel (ever wonder what ? is anyway) ~~~~~~~~~*******~~~~~~~~~ Learning To Believe SM Apr 15 98 We've way passed the point of being merely friends We've said I love you time and time again Just one slip has caused our first and only fight Now that I fell apart maybe you'll see the light You cry and say you're sorry I don't know what occoured We scream at each other the feelings sharply heard And I say that I forgive but trust will have to wait Until I see the actions brought to us by fate You say you're always mine never again, you swear to me As you hold me late that night I sigh, I do believe ~~~~******~~~~~ To Climb Together SM, Apr 15 98 "This is a mountain that w climb *together*" You plead as you speak "I'm yours baby, forever" To help me when I trip To hold you where you fall hurt at every little mistake Then not to care at all Love suffers through every wrenching pain Every betrayal, promise and to trust through the rain The little slips and slides the honesty that stings The sincere affection and joy making up brings We may fight or argue slip up with a girl or guy But love holds us together helping when we slide ~~~~((**))~~~~ That's all folks! 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