EVERYDAY THOUGHTS #2 ------------------ March 25, 1998

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In this issue:

me ..............................  winters@sunline.net
Lets get to know each other!........  LOVE1618@aol.com
**Your opinions please ........ sullengurl@hotmail.com
My very first "thoughts" :-) .... wxt950@freenet.mb.ca

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NOTE: "**" preceeding a post's info means it has content which could
be distrurbing -- whether due to language, whatever. It is just to
warn, and it does not mean anything bad about your post -- I like the
song Tonya!

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From::Jan Winters <winters@sunline.net>
Subject: me 
Date: Wed, 25 March 1998

hi angels! 

well i openned my big ol' mouth to lara about introductions and
poetry...hehe...and well now i'm doomed to start. i thought a good way
of explaining myself would be through a poem on this list, because i a
sense <hope!> that theres gonna be a lot of creativity going around
here. well here it is:

IMPERFECTION <i named it that because that's what i am>
by kat winters

flaws the encompass my soul
    in the reflection are my eyes
all they comprehend are the imperfections
that make up my face and this world

childhood dreams shattered
   imperfections of my wants
 always a step behind
 watching my future unwrap
 into confusion and frustration
imperfections

little things blacken the beautiful picture
 <i don't eat my peas>
   and i always forget to dot my eyes
balancing chains that society casts
                   upon my weak legs
   and the chains that i make for myself
  it's all imperfection

responsibility for his actions 
          and her lies
guilt that i muster up
      for being human
anger inside me screaming to be
	    released
fixing the beauty errors
and leaving reality into my dreams
   but my imperfections
     never change

alright, that's a little bit about me. ummmm.....lets see i live down
in florida, i'm trying to learn to play the guitar. i finger paint
when i'm angry and i write poetry in math class...well everywhere. i
hate the sun. i love jewel music <surprise, surprise> but i also love
ani difranco, steve poltz <we can talk about him here right? hehe!>,
bob dylan, the beatles, tori amos, sarah m. and lots more. i read a
lot as well...i don't do much <see, i'm honest> i like to sit around and
write. i could just live writing. but of course, i can't because of
dumb reasons so i try and do other things as well. but nothing
compares to reading and writing....hehe....i should be in one of those 
"the more you know" commercials. i hate labaling myself into a soup can 
or pengion holding people. i'm kat, that's basicaly it. i'm stubburn, if
you get me on a bad day i can be mean, i'm cynical, sarcastic, i'm not 
very sweet <but i can be kind!>, i'm just myself. i wear a lot of vintage 
clothes and some more  passions of mine are photography and psychology. 
that's basicaly it. imperfection at it's highest. i'm not an
overachiever...hehe...i really hate school. but i can't wait till
college <i'm 17 going on 18 in may>, go figure. i really love trees
and dirt...i travel a lot....god i can't think of anything to say!
ahhhh! right now i'm waiting for the news to come on....every night i 
watch it at ten o'clock...i'm a big dork that way. i love investigative
reporting...alright i'll let everyone go one their merry way. if your
in the mood to bitch, complain, talk, or write email me. 

kat
imperfect angel

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From: LOVE1618 <LOVE1618@aol.com>
Subject: Lets get to know each other!
Date: Wed, 25 Mar 1998  

hey!  I am going to give you a lot of info about me so you'll know who
I am!

NAME: Ami Marie Verrill
DOB: 12/16/83
FAMILY: mom-Elizabeth Janet Falla Verrill(Hows that for a name?!)
dad-Thomas Calkin Verrill.....they are divorced and he is married to a
person whom
I dislike with a passion...sister- Emily Rita Verrill........we are
wicked close and I love her with 1/4 of my heart! PETS: 4 cats- Mandy,
Maggie, Molly, Murphy....they are so cute! 
FAVORITE THING TO DO: write, sing, act, flirt, talk, write, sing, act,
flirt....and um.......write, sing, act, flirt....have we already
covered those?!
BEST ADVICE EVER GIVIN: Follow your dreams, and you dreams will giude
you future; Can't change the past, your regrets crash down, on you as
you try to breath, and your drowning in a sea to deep, anything for
you- Pawn Unction
FAVE MOVIE: Titanic!
FAVE SONG: Goodnight My Love- Pawn Unction
FAVE ACTOR: Matt Damon
FAVE ACTRESS: Clair Danes and Kate Winslet
FUNNIEST MOVIE: Billy Madison...I can recite the whole thing!....don't
get me started! I'll do it...." Sun tan lotion is good for me, it
protects me..tee hee hee...the sun triews to burn me but you won't let
it

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From: "Tonya Irving" <sullengurl@hotmail.com>
Subject: Your opinions please... 
Date: Sun, 22 Mar 1998

Hi, I just finished writing a song with my cousin, she writes the
music and i write the lyrics. Anyway, I was just wondering if you guys
would give me your opinions on it. I don't usually use profanity in my
writing, but this poem/song stemmed from a particularly emotional and
intense situation in my life. Sorry about it ahead of time if it
offends you...

I am not a possession
Not some Barbie doll to be shown off
I am not here to make you look good
I require more emotion than that

Chorus:

You love me then you leave me
Fuck me without a kiss
I've grown tired of your apathy
Guess I mistook you for someone else

I am not a commodity
Not five cents a share
You can't sell and trade me
I am not that kind of girl

I am not your little puppy dog
Your bitch you take for walks
Your tight leash is strangling me
I think i'll run away

Bridge:

You shower me with jewels
So everyone knows how special I am 
You buy me a low cut dress
So everyone knows how lucky you are


Tonya 
The Angel who be's that way sometimes

The illusions never changed into something real, I am wide awake and I
can see the perfect sky is torn - Natalie Imbruglia
My heart has three empty rooms, three wait for lightning, one waits
for you - Jewel 

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From: Carole Bellamy <wxt950@freenet.mb.ca>
Subject: My very first "thoughts" :-) 
Date: Sun, 22 Mar 1998

Hello to my fellow thinkers....

I really don't know what my first post will be about...maybe I'll
start off light with one of my silly "poems". *notice the quotes*!;-)

I call it THE END

Have you ever needed to get away? 
You could jump in your car.
And you'd drive and drive.
Until your car could go no more.
So you'd walk and walk.
Until you reached the shore.
And you'd swim and swim.
Until you had no strength left in your limbs.
And you'd let yourself sink......

by Shannon Bellamy

Okay, okay, maybe it's a little...hmmm...shall I say "gross"? But
everyone feels that way sometimes. I sure do this week, so I think it
was perfect for my mood. This past week was one of my worst yet. A
friend of mine committed suicide, and my caretaker is threatening to come
after me and to get me evicted because I helped his girlfriend *whom I
didn't know until she asked me for help* leave him. He's an abusive
jerk, and he found out I was the one getting his girlfriend and his
baby to a safe environment. Then to top things off, the rollercoaster
ride with "my" man is on one of the downs. Augh.

Keep the thoughts and poems coming, I love them!:-) 
Smile...it makes people wonder what you're up to....:-)

Shannon the bleeding hearted angel
xoxxo
wxt950@freenet.mb.ca

 
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