live as i may
struggle night and day
to rise methodically
talk as i might
still i live in fright
but continue indefinitely
as long as i pay
there remains no time for play
and i work eternally
death is the way
to end this engrocing stay
and live peacefully
divided as i am
together still i stand
though a wind could topple me
if i were together
i might last forever
or at least i'd have a chance
a goal is what i need
to gather up some speed
and get me on my way
too many are the choices
too many are the questions
an answer is what i need
help is a must
from the people i do trust
if this is to end successfully