He loved to do all kinds of "man" things and would drive his mom when he would say this.

At many times in Ryan's all to short life he was much braver than I was. I can remember him telling me one time that is was all right daddy this do not hurt as he was getting the needle!

It is very hard to go on as a dad in heart when your arms are aching to reach out to hold your son!

  Dear Ryan, How is my little man? As time goes by I miss you as the day you left because there is no way for that feeling to get worst. One day we will be together again but until then you are in my heart and my dreams. I love you and miss you.

xxoo