a year before january
i long for a year before january
back when every night i cried myself to sleep
when the pain was "unbearable"
and insecurities drove me insane
when heaven was ours but
we didn't quite know it yet
back when we took everything for granted
back when we embraced the hell that was "us"
knowing our horrible, beautiful dreamworld
would shatter one day
we just didn't know it would come
so soon...




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