i w o n d e r . . .

too many times i find 
my thoughts lingering in wonder
wondering if you feel my skin
the same way i feel you
when i am frozen 
and melting in our embrace

any coincidence that we share
i memorize as merely coincidence
every moment we are tangled 
in a mutual glance
i memorize as being unintentional
but wonder will never cease

did you notice 
that our footsteps would have collided
had we waited only one minute longer?

i don't want the memory 
of your skin
i don't want the sound 
of your voice
consummately relinquishing my mind
in your absense

i will never fully understand
what i am pushing away
i constantly try to understand
something out of my reach.