i wish i could agree 
with what my mind tells me
and push away the thought of you
the desire to stand 
in the radius of you
but i long to be near you

i wish there were some way
to take instances
and erase al that lies 
in between
all that leaves us
avoiding truths
and insurrection of our emotions
but time changes pace for no one

i wish we were ten years older
looking back on this moment
laughing at how irrational we were
wondering what ever slowed us down
who am i to assume 
my wishes will prevail?

every desire alone contradicts another