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p a s s i o n o r l o g i c
the absence of clarity in your motivations and decisions leads me to believe and understand that i can't just talk my way in to your vacancy tonight is a night i have to spent facing the cold i keep putting myself in the place to be hurt or let down though you may "initiate it" i never push it away giving victory to only my emotions using your comparison passion always wins dominating logic through your attempt at certainty i fell back into you never wondering what validated it this time let down once again i try to understand that right now nothing permanent can be created struggling with my ideas and emotions i know the destiny of my eyes holding you i will see past everything and into the possibility but, nothing has happened on your part to have made you change your mind my feelings stay constant wounding me every time but i still don't know how to change it flowing through this cycle i convince myself that this time will be different i am not aware of how to comprehend that nothing can change unless something in one of us changes is there no space for us? i am not in control the change is not in me will there be a place for us? i don't know how to make myself be stronger I don't know how to separate you from the rest of the world you own a place far from where i hold everyone else in my decisions you are everpresent my intentions are not be in the place they should be i if i wouldn't do it without you why should i do it at all? i know no other solution than to allow absence its place in my sheets angry frustrated afraid i wait to see if i can push it away this time or if passion will once again destroy logic
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