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*lookies up* whee! that's me up there! 
yes, yes, I'm the student, the one in 
white, silly. 'tis my 8th grade graduation 
pic. the lady on mah right is my homeroom 
teacher who is absolutly the coolest lady 
to ever walk this planet. 


ME- Paula Cole

i am not the person who is singing 
i am the silent one inside 
i am not the one who laughs at people's jokes 
i just pacify their egos 
i am not my house or my car or my songs 
they are only just stops along my way 
i am like winter 
i'm a dark cold female 
with a golden ring of wisdom in my cave 

CHORUS: 
and it is me who is my enemy 
me who beats me up 
me who makes the monsters 
me who strips my confidence 

i am carrying my voice 
i am carrying my heart 
i am carrying my rhythm 
i am carrying my prayers 
but you can't kill my spirit 
it's soaring and it's strong 
like a mountain 
i go on and on 
but when my wings are folded 
the brightly colored moth 
blends into the dirt into the ground 

chorus 

and it's me who's too weak 
and it's me who's too shy 
to ask for the thing i love 
and it's me who's too weak 
and it's me who's too shy 
to ask for the thing i love 
that i love (6 times) 

i am walking on the bridge 
i am over the water 
and i'm scared as hell 
but i know there's something better 
yes i know there's something 
yes i know, i know, yes i know 

that i love (5 times overlapping chorus) 

but it's me 
and it's me 
but it's me (4 times)


Tiger- Paula Cole

where do i put this fire 
this bright red feeling 
this tiger lily down to mouth 
he wants to grow to twenty feet tall 

CHORUS: 

i've left bethlehem 
i feel free 
i've left the girl i was supposed to be and 
someday i'll be born 

i'm so tired of being shy 
i'm not that girl anymore 
i'm not that straight A anymore 
i want to sit with my legs wide open and 
laugh so loud that the whole damn restaurant 
will turn and look at me and say 
look at the tiger jumping out of her mouth 

chorus 

no more sex-starved teachers 
trying to touch my ass 
i can finally be a teenager at age twenty-six 
go to hell lions, tigers, and bears 
i'm not afraid of you anymore 
and my fear broke apart like fifty balloons 
and i'm thrown around the room like party confetti now 

chorus 

someday i'll be born 
someday someday someday i'll be born 
someday someday someday i'll be born 
high and noon (13 times)


Building A Mystery- Sarah McLachlan 

you come out at night 
that's when the energy comes 
and the dark side's light 
and the vampires roam 
you strut your rasta wear 
and your suicide poem 
and a cross from a faith 
that died before Jesus came 
you're building a mystery 

you live in a church 
where you sleep with voodoo dolls 
and you won't give up the search 
for the ghosts in the halls 
you wear sandals in the snow 
and a smile that won't wash away 
can you look out the window 
without your shadow getting in the way 

you're so beautiful 
with an edge and a charm 
but so careful  when I'm in your arms 
'cause you're working 
building a mystery 
holding on and holding it in 
yeah you're working 
building a mystery 
and choosing so carefully 

you woke up screaming aloud 
a prayer from your secret god 
you feed off our fears 
and hold back your tears 
give us a tantrum and a know it all grin 
just when we need one 
when the evening's thin 

you're a beautiful 
a beautiful fucked up man 
you're setting up your  razor wire shrine 
'cause you're working 
building a mystery 
holding on and holding it in 
yeah you're working 
building a mystery 
and choosing so carefully 

'cause you're working 
building a mystery 
holding on and holding it in 
yeah you're working 
building a mystery 
and choosing so carefully
  
you're building a mystery


Sweet Surrender- Sarah McLachlan 

it doesn't mean much 
it doesn't mean anything at all 
the life I've left behind me 
is a cold room 

I've crossed the last line 
from where I can't return 
where every step I took in faith 
betrayed me 

and led me from my home  
sweet surrender 
is all that I have to give 

you take me in 
no questions asked 
you strip away the ugliness 
that surrounds me 

are you an angel 
am I already that gone 
I only hope that 
I won't disappoint you 
when I'm down here 
on my knees 
 
sweet surrender 
is all that I have to give  

sweet surrender 
is all that I have to give 

and I don't understand 
by the touch of your hand 
I would be the one to fall 

I miss the little things 
I miss everything 

it doesn't mean much 
it doesn't mean anything at all 
the life I left behind me 
is a cold room 

sweet surrender 
is all that I have to give

sweet surrender 
is all that I have to give


Do What You Have To Do- Sarah McLachlan 

what ravages of spirit 
conjured this tempestuous rage 
created you a monster 
broken by the rules of love 
and fate has lead you through it 
you do what you have to do 
and fate has led you through it 
you do what you have to do

and I have the sense to recognize that 
I don't know how to let you go 
every moment marked 
with apparitions of your soul 

I'm ever swiftly moving 
trying to escape this desire 
the yearning to be near you 
I do what I have to do 
the yearning to be near you 
I do what I have to do 

but I have the sense to recognize 
that I don't know how 
to let you go 
I don't know how to let you go 
a glowing ember 
burning hot 
burning slow 

deep within I'm shaken by the violence 
of existing for only you 
I know I can't be with you 
I do what I have to do 
I know I can't be with you 
I do what I have to do 

and I have sense to recognize but 
I don't know how to let you go 
I don't know how to let you go 


Witness- Sarah McLachlan 

make me a witness 
take me out 
out of darkness 
out of doubt 

I won't weigh you down 
with good intention 
won't make fire out of clay 
or other inventions 

will we burn in heaven 
like we do down here 
will the change come while we're waiting 
everyone is waiting 

and when we're done 

soul searching 
as we carried the weight 
and died for the cause 
is misery  made beautiful 
right before our eyes 
will mercy be revealed 
or blind us where we stand 

will we burn in heaven 
like we do down here 
will the change come while we're waiting 
everyone is waiting 

will we burn in heaven 
like we do down here 
will the change come while we're waiting 
everyone is waiting


Angel- Sarah McLachlan 

spend all your time waiting 
for that second chance 
for a break that would make it okay 
there's always one reason 
to feel not good enough 
and it's hard at the end of the day 
I need some distraction 
oh beautiful release 
memory seeps from my veins 
let me be empty 
and weightless and maybe 
I'll find some peace tonight 

in the arms of the angel 
fly away from here 
from this dark cold hotel room 
and the endlessness that you fear 
you are pulled from the wreckage 
of your silent reverie 
you're in the arms of the angel 
may you find some comfort here 

so tired of the straight line 
and everywhere you turn 
there's vultures and thieves at your back 
storm keeps on twisting 
you keep on building the lies 
that you make up for all that you lack 
it don't make no difference 
escaping one last time 
it's easier to believe 
in this sweet madness 
oh this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees 

in the arms of the angel 
fly away from here 
from this dark cold hotel room 
and the endlessness that you fear 
you are pulled from the wreckage 
of your silent reverie 
you're in the arms of the angel 
may you find some comfort here 

you're in the arms of the angel 
may you find some comfort here

These questions are from an e-mail 'get-to-know-me', I didn't make these up...

Name: Lindsay the Wonder Bunny

Gender: Female (oh yeah, what was your first clue?)

Age: 14

School: Quest High School

Location: Kingwood, TX

Birthday: February 28, 1985

Favorite Inner Scout: Sailor Venus

Favorite Outer Scout: Sailor Saturn

Bestest friend in the whole world: all my friends... it's much too difficult to choose a bestest one

Favorite radio station: err... oldies

Favorite TV station: Cartoon Network and Animal Planet

Favorite sports: Volleyball and horseback riding

Least favorite sport: Football (ewww!)

Favorite food: strawberries

Least favorite food: brussels sprouts

Favorite drink: water

Least favorite drink: anything carbonated (laymen's terms: anything with those fizzy bubbles in it. and I do mean ANYTHING)

Height: 5'3''

Eye Color: Greyish-blue. Ocean color before a really bad storm

Favorite Relatives: Gran. But she died when I was in pre-school...

What do you remember most about this year: it's not over yet

Memory you miss the most: 8th grade

What do you think of Ouija boards: I never really got to talk to one...

Favorite TV shows: Currently my obsession is The Keepers on animal Planet. but my favorite anime is Magic Knight Rayearth. I'm also discovering an anime/manga called Angel Sanctuary which is pretty neat, too.

What's on your mousepad: the mouse. (well duh) actually we got a new mousepad... it's uhm... blue o.o yes, blue. nothing else.

In the car, AC or open windows: AC. Unless it's not working, then open windows.

Do you believe in yourself: No, I think I don't exist. You can't really see me...

Favorite magazines: Newsweek

Favorite sound: ocean waves

Favorite Smell: after it rains

Drinks, with or without ice cubes: well if I'm freezing cold, no ice cubes please.

Worst feeling in the world: when a friend or pet dies... actually, when any animal dies...

Best feeling in the world: hugging an animal... any animal

Favorite thing to do on the weekend: PAR-TAY! err... no... I have no social life

Favorite Soundtrack: Much Ado About Nothing

Where do you see yourself in 10 years: umm... 25 years old and hopefully working at the San Diego Zoo

What's the first thing you thought of when you woke up this morning: damn that sun is bright

Do you get motion sickness: YES! and I hate it too!

Rollercoasters- deadly or exciting: certian ones are exciting

Pen or pencil: marker

How many rings before you answer the phone: I don't know, I just reach for the darn thing

Future Son names: Jordan

Future Daughter names: Lini

Are you a good friend?: answering this would be conceited of me, next question

Chocolate or vanilla cake: vanilla

Do you like to drive: well I can't yet, silly. and I don't want to either! (cars scare me)

Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: heck yeah! more than one!

Thunderstorms-cool or scary: definatly cool as long as there's another human there with me (who is NOT an axe-murderer or anything of the sort)

If you could meet one person in the world, who would it be: Sarah Mclachlan

What is your zodiac sign?: Pisces

What do you wear to bed?: summer- tank-top and boxers (yes, boxers), winter- PJ's with feeties in them (no laughing, they keep my toes warm)

Boxers or Briefs: Excuse me? My panties are none of your concern!

Do you eat stems of broccoli: Heck, I don't even eat broccoli!

If you could streak in front of one persons house, who would it be?: for me to know and you to look out your window right now *evil laugh*

If you could have an occupation when you get older, what would it be: work in a zoo for all those cutie lions, tigers, wolves, foxes, and other cute furry animals (no elephants, ewww)

If you could dye your hair one color, what would it be: Blue

If you could have a tattoo, what and where would it be: fox, my right shoulder blade

What's your favorite brand of gum: Bubble-Yum

What is your favorite quote: 'To hell, my love, with you'- me

Have you ever been in love: yes, but I'd rather not go into that x.x;;

What's on your walls in your room: nothing at the moment

Is the glass half-empty or half-full: Ask the glass

Pick a song that describes yourself or that you can relate to: Buy Sarah McLachlan's CD 'Surfacing' and Paula Cole's CD 'This Fire'. Most of the songs on it relate to me (but -NOT- feelin' love!)

Which do you prefer-Cool Ranch or Nacho Cheese Doritos: Nacho Cheese

What's your favorite flavor Snapple: Rain, Fire, Sun, and Earth... I need to try those other flavors too

Favorite movie(s):The Last Unicorn, The Princess Bride, She's All That, Picture Perfect, Scooby Doo on Zomby Island, Much Ado About Nothing, Ever After, Reality Bites, and What Dreams May Come

Which one, Coke or Pepsi: hate 'em both

Which kind of milk is your favorite: the milk that comes from cows

If you were to kill someone, which method would you choose: jell-o death! jell-o death!

Are you a righty or a lefty or ambidextrous: ambidextrous (yeah, I know I'm cool ^^)

Do you type with your fingers on the keys: no, I type with my ears

When you meet a person of the opposite sex, you first notice their: eyes

Have you ever been attacked by a big dog: no, but if it did I'd attack it right back

Do you ever save your AOL conversations: nope

Do you eat chicken fingers with a fork: meat is murder

If you could be one gardening tool, which one would you be: a spade

What kind of shoe would you be if you had the option to be a shoe: lime green sandle (they exist! the lime green faery at Ren Fest showed me hers! no, she doesn't wear lime green sandles during the fest, she showed them to me after the Fair)

If you could do anything to the person you hated the most, what would you do: jell-o torture!

Which do you prefer, mud wrestling or Jell-O wrestling: Jell-O, more fun for the people wrestling

What's under your bed: a pit of boiling acid. I'm not kidding, anything that goes under there never comes out again.

What's the best number in the world: 3

What is your dream car: blue/turquoise Saturn

Who is your biggest crush right now: okay as if it's not like everyone at school doesn't already know... I only mention him EVERY SINGLE DAY

ICQ#: 8572369

What did you think about this get-to-know-you?: ...don't quit your day job...

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