I


I should go in,
the stars are too bright tonight,
but I can't move.

I could try to hide,
from Heaven's eyes,
I can't hide from myself.

I try to cast the blame,
for this traitorous pain on someone else,
only my defiance is nothing but a lie.

I slump to the ground, defeated,
my resistance flows away.

I finally acknowledge,
under the approving gaze of eternity,
feelings I've run from for too long.

I love you.