I walked back out to see if my friends had waited around they had. They where standing there talking when I walked up. They where all very hyper and where fooling around and jumped at me....'CAN I HAVE UR AUTOGRAPH???????????????????' 'No now let's go. I have to pack.' 'For what?' 'I'm going on tour with the BSB for 7 months.' 'You're doing what??????' 'Going on tour with NICK CARTER! And the rest of the BSB!' I had a major crush on Nick so I deffinatly was wanting to go on tour with him the most. Anyways! I was really excited. We all sat around my house and chatted away. About how much they where going to miss me. And how lucky I was to be staying with the Backstreet Boys for 7 months. I just thought it would be fun. I just had never relized how lucky I really was to be getting away from all of the pain and confusen of my home life. The only guy I liked anymore was never supposed to meet me. Now he wasn't only meeting me but going to see my 24/7. I was kinda freaked. A little while back maybe 4 months ago....I was raped. I couldn't get over that and I knew I never would. It was just something that had turned me against all guys except for the Backstreet Boys. And ecspecially from Nick.