Crying again.
Scared of all these feelings I feel-
Confused about all these feelings
Attraction where there shouldn't be-
A longing for closeness
With ones I should not long for
And no one to talk to about it.
No one to help.

Look at my eyes.
You cannot see the tears.  They are hidden.
Look at my shadow-
that is where they are.
I live in the shadow of myself,
hoping someday I can escape that shadow
and just be who I am.