WARNING THIS IS A HENTAI. That's all you should know.


	Hmmph. Are you still here? You still sit here, listening to my
tale of fruitless love with a quiet and calm face? You still sit there
watching my face wrack with pain and hardship.
	I can't believe it.
	Maybe I shouldn't continue...but you've sat there for so long
all ready, and I haven't even finished. I must finish it. I must let
go of what has been ailing my heart for so long. I must continue.

Rule Of Love
Chapter Three
By Mishi Kawaii


	"My love, my love..." I whispered, staring at the goddess 
before my eyes. Lovelier than a summer's day, more serene than a swan,
more precious than any jewel in the world, there was my Usako, my 
love, my life.
	Rei grabbed my arm and started to shake it, like she was 
trying to pull me from a trance. But I couldn't look to Rei, not with
*her* their. I couldn't pull my eyes, my mind off the magnificent 
golden nymph.
	Realizing that it was next to impossible to make me look at 
her, Rei sighed and instead began to speak into my ear.
	"Mamoru-kun, get a grip. She *left* you. She doesn't deserve
this attention, no matter how much you love her. Mamoru-kun? Do you
hear me?" She sighed as I continued to stare at Usako.
	"Oh goddamit." She swore. I hardly noticed as Rei turned away.
Her words were nothing more than wisps of wind brushing past my
hair. Nothing there was important anymore, now that she was here.
	"Excuse me, is there something that I wasn't told?" Said a 
voice. THAT voice. That cold, sharp voice. That man, no demon's voice.
Jad's voice. He stared at me, his eyes dark and narrowed. He wanted
answers, and by the looks of it, he wanted them now.
	"Jad-kun, please don't be like that. Mamo-ch...Mamoru-kun and I
are just friends." She looked at me, her aquamarine shining sadly.
"Old friends."
	What! What did she mean by friends? And 'old' friends, what
was that supposed mean? I looked at her, my eyes searching her face
for an answer, any kind of response, but she turned away before I could
find one. Before she could let me.
	"Oh, did he live by your old place Usa-chan?" Asked Jad,
completely ignoring my glances at Usako. She looked at me, a wary look
in her eyes, and then turned to Jad, that demon, and smiled.
	"Yes. Isn't that right, Mamoru-kun?" She asked, her voice 
sweeter than honey. I swallowed, my pride and my hope. That gleam, 
that sparkle that once had lived in Usagi's gorgeous eyes was gone. 
Her face seemed  more  tired, more worn by the world. She wasn't the 
same.
	But still, I loved her. 
	And I still do, and I still will, no matter how much she 
changes, no matter how she looks. If she never spoke to me again, I
would still love her. I will love her, forever.
	"Sure, that's right. It's been awhile, hasn't it 
Usak...Usagi-chan." I muttered, staring into her face. My eyes burned 
as I looked her. It was like staring into the face of an angel, the
purity, the beauty, the wisdom, all gleamed from her.
	"Well isn't that something. Jad-kun, how about we go talk to 
the minister?" Said Rei grabbling Jad's arm. He looked at her with a 
confused expression on his face.
	"Rei..."
	"So let's go. See you inside Mamoru-kun." Rei said quickly. But 
her words meant nothing, what she was really trying to say was in her
eyes. What she was saying was 'Ask her.' 
	I sighed, and looked at Rei, raising my brow. Now? I mouthed. 
She merely raised her eyebrows and gave me that look again. Sighing 
again, I looked to Usagi. Rei was right, I had to, if I ever wanted 
to be sane again, I had to ask. I nodded, and Rei gave me an awkward 
smile. She and Jad left, leaving me with Usako. My Princess, my love.
	I wanted to hold her in my arms and kiss her, embrace her, tell
her how much I missed her. I wanted to whisper how much I loved her, I
wanted to give her everything that life has ever given me. I wanted her
love.
	Usagi's warm smile faded as Jad and Rei walked away. I soon 
realized that it wasn't a smile...no, it was a facade. Her sunny face
turned dark, and she narrowed her eyes at me. When I saw the look on 
her face, I could honestly say that I wanted to die.
	"Mamoru-kun I want nothing to do with you." She said with a 
steely glint in her eye. Her voice seeped with ice and hatred directed 
at me, though I didn't know why.
	"Usako, what are you talking about? I..."
	"And don't call me that. Call me Usagi-chan, Usa-chan, but NOT
Usako. I am not your little bunny Mamoru-chan." She spat.
	What was the world coming to? The woman I loved, adored didn't 
even want me around. In fact, I didn't think that she wanted me to 
exist. 
	"Usako...I mean Usa-chan, is there something I don't know 
about? Why are you so angry?" 
	She looked at me with those eyes. Those taunting, mesmerizing
eyes that had held me under her spell for so long. Her eyes, the color
of mystical oceans and rare sapphires, stared at me with a harshness
and cold that I didn't think they, that she was capable of.
	"Oh God Mamoru-kun..."
	"Mamo-chan." I corrected her. She looked at me with a hint 
of disgust.
	"MAMO-chan. Do you know what happened after that night, the 
night that we met and..." She trailed off and blushed a little, giving 
her face a lovely rose hue. Oh gods, she's so lovely...
	"...and fell in love, I suppose. Well, at least I fell in 
love." She admitted. "I fell in love with a perfect stranger! Oh, how
naive I was back then!" Usagi looked up, her face hard and angry.
	"I fell in love with you! I gave you everything, my trust, my
heart..." She trailed off and looked away, a wave of shame painted
on her face.
	"You became a woman that night Usako." I whispered huskily.
Her aqua eyes widened and began to brim with diamond tears.
	"Yes, yes I did. I gave up my purity for you. I gave it all 
up for you!"

	Are you interrupting again? Well, I can see why, since I did
skip over an important part. But I couldn't tell you that...it was
well, special, intimate. With any other woman, I could tell you all the
filthy details, from the moment I picked her up to when she left my
apartment. 
	But Usako...she's different, so different from other women. She
is...oh words can't describe it. But now, you see, I had lied about my 
first encounter with Usako. But as I said before, I'm a liar. I suppose
all men are. 
	That night, the night Usako and I first met...well both you and
I know that it was magical. I tried to keep that feeling always, but 
of course, there is always more to a story then meets the eye. 
	Much more.

	I had walked Usako out of the ice cream shoppe that night, that
wonderfully magnificent night. Both she and I were giggling like a 
young couple in love. I suppose we were in love, at that moment at 
least. But instead of just having a kiss outside the shoppe, we
did other things, things that I know now I must tell. I have to tell it
all...

	"Mamo-chan...I can't thank you enough for tonight. I haven't 
had this much fun in ages." Said Usagi. She hung onto my arm as we 
walked through the cool streets. It was wonderful, having her so close
to my side. Words can simply not describe what I felt.
	"Sure Usako. It was no problem at all." Ahead of me, I 
remember seeing patches of trees and green peeking through the 
buildings, and then, an idea hit me.
	"Usako?"
	"Hmm?"
	"Would you like to take a walk through the park...unless you're 
busy..." She smiled softly, her liquid blue eyes looking into mine.
	"Of course not, I'd love to go."

	As we reached our destination, waves of perfumed flowers and
freshly cut grass hit our noses. The smell was wonderful, only putting 
us further on course for what was to happen that night.
	Usagi directed us to a bench by the pond in the park. Together
we sat, just the two of us in the moonlight. She looks so pretty in
the moonlight, did you know that? Her hair looks like silver, and
her eyes glow as bright as the stars. I swear, I don't think that she 
could ever look ugly. At least, not to me.
	So we sat at the bench, staring onto the glassy lake. The 
moon was full, hanging in the sky like a silver ornament, with the
stars surrounding it like tiny diamonds. Usagi stared dreamily up at 
the sphere, her face becoming soft and thoughtful. I put my arm 
around her, and we sat staring up at the moon. But by then, we could 
have been staring at anything, it wouldn't have mattered, as long as 
she was in my embrace.
	"Mamo-chan, isn't the moon so pretty?" Asked Usagi, her hot 
breath sliding over my skin. Usagi was by then leaning onto my body,
her hair falling into my lap. Her eyes stared up at me, those eyes, 
those wonderful, wonderful eyes. 
	I couldn't stand it, she was so perfect, so beautiful, I wanted 
to take her, have her, make her mine forever. I could picture Usagi in
all her glory, her beautiful creamy skin and perfect curves, untainted 
by unnecessary clothes and garments. Her hair, wild and free, like a 
golden cloak, spilling over her perfect form. 
	"Yes it is." I whispered hoarsely. A feeling, wild and 
explosive bombarded my heart as she sighed softly and fell into my 
chest. Her soft hand laid itself on top of mine, as Usagi murmured 
those sweet words.
	"I love it here with you, Mamo-chan." 
	That's all it took. Those words, and that was it. Usagi looked 
up and stared into my eyes...and we kissed. Her plush red lips pushed
themselves on my cold mouth. I was surprised, but I kissed back, hard 
and feverishly.
	She tasted of drunken wine and honey. Her lips were as soft as
rose petals, and just as delicate, but still they forced themselves 
hard onto mine, crushing into me.
	Usagi began to run her fingers through my hair, whispering my
name over and over again. Her voice, her sweet voice echoed into the
air as I kissed back harder and harder. My breath got quick, and my 
heart raced out of control, as did my lips. My body began to tense up 
as arousal burned in my belly. Oh gods, how I needed her!
	She was so soft and delicate. My hands ran all over her, 
feeling each smooth curve on Usako. She in turn ran her hands along my
back, tracing random figures with her hands.
	It was growing warmer, and fast. I kissed her more, not caring
who saw us, or what would happen. All I cared about was Usako. All I
could feel was Usako.
	Usagi had strategically placed herself onto my lap. I groaned 
as I felt her soft leg on my thigh and felt the blood on my veins pump
at incredible speeds. I just hoped, no more like prayed, that she 
wouldn't feel *that* crushing into her thigh.
	My heart was pounding so loud, it felt as though it was 
going to burst out of my chest. I kissed Usagi eagerly, the taste
of her lips more delicious than any feast. I just wanted to kiss her,
and kiss her and...

	"Mommy...look at the lake!" A young boy yelled somewhere.

	Startled I quickly broke away from the kiss. Usagi blushed
a bright red and stared deeply into my eyes, passion and fear crossing
over them. Her face was flushed red, and her lips were swollen from 
crushing themselves onto mine.
	"Mamo-chan," She whispered, slipping her leg off of 
mine. "I think we should go somewhere..."
	I nodded quickly in agreement. It was wonderful here, in the 
pale moonlight with my Princess. But of course, nothing is perfect. I
should know that by now...
	I grabbed Usagi's hand and we left the park quickly before 
someone could see us. She giggled as we ran, a sound that I could 
listen to over and over again. Her laugh is like a symphony, and is
more tantalizing than a siren's song.
	I don't remember how we got to my place, nor do I care. We could
have flown for all I know. But somehow we had gotten into my place, 
alone. 
	Usagi was so shy, so chaste when she walked in. Her eyes were 
wide and fearful as she looked into my humble place, her ocean eyes
scanning over each piece of furniture, each picture in it. She bit her
red lip as she looked around, looking like a child when they are 
somewhere they know that they shouldn't be.
	"Uh...nice place Mamo-chan." She muttered.
	"Thanks. Would you like a coffee or something?" I asked, though
really, that wasn't what I wanted to ask.
	"Uh...I'll have a Coke or something." She muttered. Shame still
sat in her voice, like she was embarrassed to be alone with me. Or maybe 
it was something else, because I swear I saw her sneak some glances at  
my bedroom.
	I was right. As I went to find something other than alcohol in
my fridge, Usagi had stumbled into my room. I wouldn't have noticed
until I heard a squeal that didn't come from my living room.
	"Mamo-chan! You-you have a poster of the Three Lights!" She 
exclaimed. Oh. So that was it. Hiding my disappointment, I smiled and 
went over to Usagi, sneaking glances from her to the bed.
	"Uh..yeah. It's for my friend Rei actually. She has a thing 
for their music." I answered. Usagi traced her hand over the poster 
and sighed as her hand dawdled on one of the trio in particular. I 
looked down  tried to read the name...ah there it was...Kou Seiya.
	"You like him?" I asked. I tried to sound happy, but I wasn't.
I admit it, I was jealous that she was looking dreamily at this man,
that gleam of love in her eyes as she stared into the poster.
	"Hmm...yeah I guess so. They go to my school you know." She 
said, her hand still tracing over his face. I cringed as I saw her 
continue to stare at him, a stare that I wished for myself.
	"Oh really...how...nice." I muttered.
	"Yeah. We've actually gone out a couple of ti..." Usako stopped 
as she saw the look on my face. No doubt that I looked more than 
unpleased. "Bu-but he's gone out with all the other girls." She said 
quickly, dropping the poster. 
	They went out! No...and he hadn't already claimed her for 
himself? I had begun to doubt the manhood of this man, Kou Seiya. But 
the way Usagi looked at him, the way she stared, it had to be more 
than she insisted it was. If only I had listened to myself, maybe, 
though it was probably unlikely, I wouldn't have done those things to
Usagi.
	Usako looked around my bedroom, wonderment filled in her eyes.
She looked at me with a smile as she pointed to my bed.
	"Mamo-chan..." She purred. Oh gods, when she said that, I felt
that fire burn in my stomach again, this time larger and more hot.
	"Yes?" I asked meekly.
	"You didn't make your bed!" She laughed. Usagi jumped on top
of it and laid herself on the sheets. Her long legs spread down the 
bed, two perfect pillars. I gulped hard as I felt my pants grow 
uncomfortably tight.
	I walked towards the bed and sat down beside Usagi who was 
still in that lovely position. She looked so soft, so warm. I touched 
her cheek and the smile disappeared from her face.
	"Mamo-chan..." She said as I inched closer to her face.
	If I thought that there was anything sexual in that kiss at the
park, then I think I was wrong. My lips brutally crushed onto Usagi's.
This time, no one around us to bother or deny me of my love for 
Tsukino Usagi. 
	I began to climb on top of her, my lips still kissing hers 
passionately. My tongue drew into her mouth, exploring it expertly.
Usagi moaned and wrapped her hands around me as we fell deeper and 
deeper into my bed. 
	Usagi broke away long enough to start taking off her shirt and 
skirt. When she threw them off, Usagi was left in a simple pair of white
panties and a white lace bra, but to me, she never looked more elegant
and serene. Through our tumbling, her hair had fallen out of the buns
and now pooled around her like a lake of sunshine.
	"Mamoru..." She said as she began to unbutton my shirt. Her 
hand ran down my stomach, as though she were savoring the feeling
of my skin. 
	Usagi's touch only added more fuel to my fire, and now, it was 
burning out of control. I kissed her cheek as she quickly unbuckled my
ever growing tight pants. The black slacks fell off onto my bed as I 
kissed Usagi's neck. She moaned softly and whispered my name, her voice
now low and raspy. 
	 I was like a madman. My hands ran all over her, trying to 
touch as much of my darling Usako as I could. She unclasped her bra,
to reveal two perfect globes, hard and swollen.
	Eagerly, I looked at them, as a child does when they open 
their Christmas presents for the first time. I looked at my Usako, my 
love, her eyes dripping with ecstasy.
	"Please." She whispered. 
	I placed my lips onto the mound white flesh that was before me.
Her skin was sweet and soft. She moaned loudly as I continued to feast 
on my darling love. Slowly, my tongue crossed over nipple, and she
squealed, a wonderfully potent noise.
	The heat had risen considerably as I feasted like a king on my 
beloved. She began to pant and moan as my hungry mouth suckled on
her warm breast. A cloud of exotic perfume filled the room, it smelled
of musk and roses, and then I realized it was Usagi. Slowly, I raised
my head from her beautiful breast, much to her disappointment.
	"Mamo-chan..." She breathed, as I slipped my hand down her 
flat stomach. I then proceeded farther till I got to a moist piece of
cloth. My hand dug itself underneath, finding a mass of golden curls
under the white material.
	I pulled at the garment to reveal more of her womanhood. Musk
was filling the room rapidly, the air thick with my and Usako's lust.
	Her nectar had begun to pour down her shapely thigh, and Usagi 
moaned softly as I touched her delicate flower. She didn't need
to speak anymore.
	My boxers rubbed uncomfortably onto my erection as I ran my 
finger across Usagi's flower. She was breathing heavily and her moans
were becoming louder and more frequent as honey dripped from between
her thighs.
	I withdrew my finger as I felt the fire grow dangerously large.
Usagi groaned as I began to search my room for a rubber. Fear was 
inching into me as I fumbled through my drawers, but finally I found 
one. Not even asking Usagi, I pulled down my boxers and put on the 
rubber.
	Usagi's eyes went wide as she saw my erection. She looked 
nervous, but didn't say a word as I slowly inserted myself into her 
womanhood. Perhaps her lust was more hungry than her fear.
	If I had only looked at her face. If only I saw the fear in her
eyes as I buried myself deeper into her. If only I had known...
	Usagi moaned as I dug deeper into her. I didn't even think, I
just forced myself harder into her, not even assuming that she was...
well a virgin. But as soon as I felt that tear, and saw those tears in
her eyes, the world around me began to spin out of control.
	Usagi cried in pain as I buried myself into her. I wanted to 
stop, but that wouldn't help her pain. So I continued, but it wasn't 
the same anymore. All the love I felt drained away.
	I tried to make it special after that, but by then, guilt was
hanging around my neck like a noose.
	Everything after that moment was a blur. I hazily remember
Usagi picking up her clothes from the floor. I remember walking her out
the door, back to the ice cream shoppe. I remember looking at her,
with guilt streaming through my veins. I remember tears pooling in her
eyes as she said she had to do her homework. I remember seeing the pain 
in her eyes as I kissed her again. I remember her running from my arms.
	I remember my grief.
 
	"All that pain you caused me, you didn't even think of me that
night. You thought only of yourself." Usako said, pointing an 
accusing finger at me. "You thought only of your dammed lust!"
	"Usako...I love you!" I blurted out. I didn't know what else to 
say. She looked at me, her face dark and angry.
	"You love me? Then I wish that you would never hate me! I 
gave up everything for you!" She clenched her fists and stared into 
the ground. "I loved Kou Seiya. I loved HIM and he loved me, with all 
his heart. And he still loves me, but I can't...I can't when I love 
you...I love you." Her fists clenched so hard that Usagi's knuckles
began to grow white. Usagi's face was red and angry as she stared at 
me with accusing eyes, but all I could do was frown.
	"You loved...Kou Seiya. Why didn't you tell me?" Her brow
went up, make her already big blue eyes grow larger.
	"Why? Because I didn't know back then that he loved me. He was
always surrounded by other girls...I didn't think that I was special
enough." 
	Did she really say that? This golden goddess, eternal princess,
beautiful angel thought she wasn't special enough? Oh Lord, say it 
wasn't so!
	"Mamo-chan, he told me he loved me the day after we met." Usagi 
said quietly, looking away from my face. She then looked to Rei and Jad, 
talking to the minister. I could hear the echo of laughter from them as 
Rei and Jad giggled like children, their faces broad with smiles. They 
looked so happy...so in love.
	Usagi looked back to me, with a look in her eyes, a very
familiar look. The same look in her blue eyes that she gave me that 
night before she left. The sapphires in her eyes sparkled sadly, still
enveloped in that look.  A long, regretful look.
	"He's asked me to marry him..."


Until Part Four.

So here you all go, some hentai. Boy, it is REALLY hard to write hentai
from a person's point of view, so sorry if it's a little choppy. And
if you all want to know, yes, I was planning to do this little 
backtrack thing, I didn't just think it up on sort notice.
Anyhoo, next chapter will be better. I promise.
Thanks to all my supporters such as Kat, Melissa, Lunar Rose,
Sailor Mac, Jade and everybody else.
Oh yeah, and these characters belong to whoever you think they belong
too.
See ya...hahaha!